Forbidden Hunger (Forbidden #8): Siya & Ram

by R. L. Kenderson

  Once they were both inside her to the hilt, Chase kissed the corner of her mouth.

  Ranulf put his hand on her hip. “I hope you know how incredible you feel to us.”

  She didn’t get a chance to answer because the sharpest pain ever hit her, and this time, it didn’t go away. It was like her body knew how close the men were to her, and it wanted their essence immediately.

  She clutched at Ranulf and Chase, grabbing on to skin wherever she could. “Please, please, I need it.”

  She didn’t know who started moving, but it didn’t matter because once again, the two of them had their rhythm in sync. It was like they’d practiced it a hundred times, but she was too far gone to worry if they had done this before with someone who wasn’t her.

  She had never felt so full in her life, and the two of them touched her everywhere. Inside and outside. She couldn’t tell where she ended and they began. Even though she’d been having sex with them for some time, the feel of them both inside her at the same time was nothing like she’d ever felt before. Physically and mentally.

  She wanted them to be a part of her forever.

  She wrapped one arm around Ranulf’s shoulder and the other back around Chase’s as she arched her neck. She knew what she was inviting them to do, but she couldn’t help it. She was in the middle of her mating heat, and she wanted to be marked.

  Chase and Ranulf knew what she was doing and humored her by kissing and sucking on her neck. Ranulf was on one side and Chase on the other, and the double touch was what pushed her over the edge.

  When she exploded, she swore they bit her. With her eyes slammed shut, she couldn’t be sure, but she was going to let herself imagine they were making her theirs.

  Her climax was strong, and within seconds, Ranulf and Chase were coming, too. Their knots stretched her even further, but it was a painful pleasure. One she was going to think about for months after.

  The combination of their seed coating her inside felt like a relief, but instead of the pain dissipating, like it normally did, it triggered another orgasm. And it made both males come again. There was a different kind of pain, and she knew it was her cervix opening up to allow their seed to reach her uterus.

  For a minute, she imagined small children. The image in her head flipped back and forth from a child who looked like Ranulf to another who looked like Chase. If one of them did get her pregnant, who would it be? Did she want it to be one over the other?

  She didn’t, so she pushed all thoughts of babies away.

  The two men held her as they continued to have orgasms. They were getting weaker in strength, but she was still shocked at how many times her body could do it.

  When it was finally over, she felt like she’d been through a battle.

  “You okay?” Ranulf asked.

  “I think so.”

  He kissed her forehead, her nose, and her lips. “I’m going to pull out now,” he whispered.

  She nodded to let him know she understood.

  He slid from her body, and Chase followed.

  He ran his hands over her from behind. “Still doing good?”

  “Yes.” She would have thought she’d feel incredibly empty, but as she rolled to her back, she understood why she didn’t. “Oh my God.”

  Her belly was huge. It wasn’t really huge, but she looked like Kendall had at six months pregnant.

  Ranulf and Chase put their hands on her abdomen and smiled, as if she really were their mate and she were pregnant with their child. Closing her eyes, for a moment, she let herself dream of what it would be like for them to be one big, happy family.

  Twenty-Three

  Ram shifted in his seat for what felt like the millionth time. He’d left Siya alone last night and not moved her even though he wanted her in his bed. When he’d gone to bed before dawn, she had still been sleeping, but when he’d woken, she was gone.

  He’d been about to sound the alarm when he saw a note from Saxon, saying she was with him. He’d taken her and Demi out running in the woods.

  He really didn’t like being away from her that much, but it was probably good for him since she seemed to be able to sense every little emotion that he had, which he did not understand. He hadn’t given her that much blood. Plus, she was human, and he was purposely trying to block her.

  It was all kinds of fucked up.

  And since he was trapped in the house, he was feeling grumpy and bored. It didn’t help that Siya had come back from her adventure twenty minutes ago and was actively ignoring him.

  Or more like trying to ignore him. He saw her tense up a few times when his mood darkened.

  He tried to distract himself with his phone, but it wasn’t working because they weren’t going to resolve anything if she wasn’t talking to him.

  Ram closed his app, shut off his screen, and concentrated on Siya.

  He pictured her last night, standing against the house. When he had caught her staring at him, it had made him hot even though there was nothing sexual going on with him and Bianca. When he’d sent his friend away, he’d only been thinking two things—she wasn’t safe out there alone, and he wanted to be inside her.

  When she’d let him take her like he did against the side of the house, he hadn’t expected it. She’d been so open, and now, she was closed off.

  If he had it his way, he’d drag her into the bedroom and strip off all her clothes. He wanted to taste her pussy again, this time just because he wanted to and not because he was healing her. Then, after he made her come, he wanted to pull her onto his cock until he drowned in her wetness.

  “Siya, are you okay?” Demi asked.

  No, she was not okay.

  Ram was across the room, thinking about sex, and it was making her hot. She throbbed between her legs as she pictured the same things Ram did. When he was thinking of something obviously sexual, it made her own imagination kick into gear, and it was like she could see what Ram saw.

  He wanted to go down on her and fuck her, and now, he was—

  A gasp escaped past her lips.

  Ram pictured her cleaning his dick off with her mouth…after they had sex. She didn’t think she was a prude, but she’d never done that before.

  And it wasn’t a turn-off. It only aroused her more.

  “Siya.”

  She jumped and looked at her friend.

  Her friend’s eyes were huge. “Are you okay?”

  Siya flew off the couch. “I’ll be back.”

  “Um, okay.”

  She marched over to Ram, who stared at her breasts and licked his lips.

  He wanted to suck on her nipples and bite them enough to draw blood.

  She nearly tripped on her own feet, just imagining it.

  When she reached him, she grabbed his hand. “I need to speak to you. Now.”

  He let Siya lead him to his room, even as she realized that she had no idea what she was going to do with him.

  Last night, she’d been pretty confident she was going to stay away from Ram—at least sexually—but in the light of day, after letting her emotions cool, she was starting to feel differently.

  She liked him, and she might leave this house feeling sad about leaving him, but she wouldn’t feel regret for being with him while they were together. While she’d gone outside today with Saxon and Demi and watched the two of them together, Siya had realized that she and Ram came from very different worlds. She’d already known that, of course, but she’d come to the conclusion that even if Ram didn’t have another woman in his life and he loved her, it would still be hard for them to be together.

  But he was here now, and she was here now. And the way he was thinking about her—and only her—was the biggest turn-on of all. He wasn’t thinking about Bianca or even some faceless woman. He was thinking about being with her.

  She pulled him inside and pushed the door closed.

  “Are you okay?” he asked her.

  Rather than answering, she launched herself at him, confident he would catch he
r.

  The second she hit his chest, he scooped her up and carried her over to the bed.

  “Are you sure you want this?” he asked.

  She nodded and tried to free her mind, so he could feel how much she wanted it. She had no idea what she was doing, but she must have been on the right track because Ram growled and stripped off their clothes in less than a minute.

  Pushing Ram onto his back, Siya climbed onto his lap and spun around and moved up so that her butt hovered over his face. Slowly, she took him in her mouth, savoring the taste of him. Ram groaned, grabbed her hips, and pulled her down to his mouth.

  She hissed as he put his mouth on her, and she had to be careful not to bite down on his dick. With the way he worked her pussy, they weren’t going to be able to sixty-nine for long.

  Either Ram thought the same thing or he was feeling her thoughts because as he sat up, he picked her up by the waist, flipped her around, and lowered her onto his length.

  “Fuck,” he said. At least, she thought he had. It might have been in his head because the pleasure she was feeling was twofold.

  Siya cried out as he stretched her wide, but she could also feel how good she felt to him, which only amped up her arousal more.

  She wrapped one arm around the back of his neck and rocked her hips over his. Ram clutched her hips and helped her ride him as he kissed and sucked on her neck.

  The pleasure was intense. She had never—and likely would never again—felt her lover’s emotions while making love to him. It got to the point where she felt like they were one being.

  Ram’s hand slipped down between her legs and over her clit. The sensation had her whimpering and picking up speed to ride him harder. It wasn’t going to be long before either of them exploded.

  Just when she thought she wouldn’t be able to handle another second, their orgasms hit at the same time. Their combined climaxes mixed around in her head, so she couldn’t stop coming, and she didn’t want it to end.

  Ram pushed the heel of his hand back against her pelvis and against his cock. This only prolonged their experience. So much so that she might have passed out because the next thing she was aware of was the two of them lying down side by side.

  Ram was breathing as hard as she was, so it couldn’t have been too long since she’d lost touch with reality.

  Shifting to his side, he rolled up and kissed her sweetly on the lips. “You are amazing,” he whispered.

  “So are you.”

  Without a doubt, no one was ever going to fill Ram’s shoes in the bedroom. This was going down as the best sex she’d ever had in her entire life.

  Twenty-Four

  Chase checked his phone just as Ranulf sat up on the other side of Raven. Both their phones had been vibrating for the last five minutes. Something had to be up.

  “What is it?” Ranulf asked in a low voice so as not to wake Raven.

  Chase frowned. “Damien. He called and texted me.”

  Ranulf picked up his cell from the nightstand on his side of the bed. “Same here.”

  “Holy shit. Hunter’s contact, Trey, called him about a fight.”

  “I can’t believe it,” Ranulf said.

  “They must need money.”

  “Or they have no idea we know about the fighting ring. It stopped at the same time Monica fled, but it probably stopped because Wayne had been killed. Not because they know we’re onto them.”

  “Which is why Trey contacted Hunter.”

  “So, are we going to go?”

  Chase looked at his phone. Damien wasn’t making them leave Raven, but he had asked that they check in once Raven’s heat was done.

  “I think we should.” He looked over at his friend. “We both know Monica’s probably not going to be there, but if we can help find her, it would help out Raven. I know how much she wants to find the female, and if we can deliver her on a silver platter, that would make her feel like she got justice for the girls at the after-school program.”

  “Agreed.” Ranulf slid off the bed and started to get dressed. “Honestly, now that her heat is over, I could use a little physical activity outdoors.”

  Chase leaned over and kissed Raven on the forehead before getting up and dressed. “I really hope this thing ends soon. Too many of us have gotten hurt.”

  “Very true.” A dressed Ranulf went over and kissed Raven. “We should probably leave her a note and text her.”

  “Good idea.” Chase looked over at her. “You think she’ll be okay?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Should we get out of here then?”

  “Yes.”

  “Good.” Chase was looking forward to using something other than his penis for something important.

  Ranulf and Chase didn’t have time to go home. Instead, they met up with Quentin and Hunter in an empty parking lot along the way.

  The four men exited the two SUVs and gathered around to talk.

  “You two up for this?” Quentin asked Ranulf and Chase.

  “Yes.” Like Ranulf had said earlier, it felt good to be out, doing something. Not that he didn’t love fucking Raven—and he would take her during her heat again in a heartbeat—but he had started to feel confined, being in the same house and not going anywhere for a few days. His wolf was ready for this.

  “Are you sure you’re rested enough?” Quentin asked.

  Chase raised his eyebrows. “And why do you ask?”

  “You know why. I’ve heard mating heats can be rough.”

  Chase grinned. “Yeah, I know that’s why. I was teasing you. But, yes, her heat ended hours ago, and we took a long nap. Ranulf and I are both ready.”

  Just then, another SUV pulled up next to them, and Ram and Saxon got out.

  Hunter grinned at the other vampire. “Ram,” he said as he held out his hand.

  The two clasped hands and moved in for a half-hug.

  Chase noticed Quentin frowning at the interaction, and he had to bite the inside of his cheek to not smile at his friend going all territorial on his mate. He was really happy that Quentin had found someone, but Quentin probably wouldn’t appreciate Chase laughing at the situation.

  “I didn’t know you two were coming,” Hunter said to Ram and Saxon.

  Saxon snorted. “We’ve been babysitting for the last few days. We needed to get out of the house.”

  “Babysitting?” Ranulf asked.

  “Ram’s human. My Demi’s friend. And if I’m ever going to be able to go out with my mate in public again, we need to get rid of this bitch and her brother.”

  “So, you came to kick ass?” Quentin asked.

  “My alpha doesn’t want me to, but if something comes up”—Saxon shrugged—“I’ll do what I have to do.”

  Chase chuckled. “I understand. My wolf is sick of being cooped up.”

  Ram frowned. “What have you been doing?”

  “A little bit of this, a little bit of that,” Chase joked.

  Hunter rolled his eyes. “Raven went into heat, and these two have been busy with her.”

  Saxon nodded knowingly, but Ram shook his head. “It still amazes me how shifters have babies.”

  Ranulf snorted. “As if your way makes more sense?”

  “It makes perfect sense. When we want to have a child, the female drinks our blood, so her womb can prepare itself for implantation. We’re so efficient; we do it on the spot.”

  “Until you mate with a human,” Saxon muttered. “Then, you’re going to have to do it the human way.”

  Ram shrugged. “It’s all fun and games.”

  “Until someone gets knocked up,” Saxon finished.

  “Do you not want offspring?” Chase asked Saxon.

  “Don’t listen to him,” Ram said about Saxon. “I’ve been living with him for a year and a half. He was also the guy who wasn’t going to get mated.”

  Saxon narrowed his eyes. “Mind your business, vampire.”

  Ram shrugged. “Just calling it like I see it.”

  Quentin
rolled his eyes. “Can we discuss what we’re going to do once we get there?”

  “Oh, right,” Chase said.

  “Quentin and I have met Frank before, so we thought that we would talk to him and keep his attention off the four of you.” Hunter reached through the open window of his car and pulled out a small black item. “We have a tracker if you can figure out which vehicle is Frank’s and attach it to the undercarriage.”

  “But if he were smart, he wouldn’t be having a fight tonight,” Quentin said, crossing his arms over his chest. “He has to know that we have linked him to Monica. And Monica definitely knows we are onto her.”

  “But Frank doesn’t know that we are a sentinel and a Guardian,” Hunter said.

  “True.”

  “Speaking of that,” Hunter said to the rest of them, “when we gave Frank our information, we switched last names, so they couldn’t find us online. I doubt it will come up, but it’s something to keep in mind. Hopefully, we’ll just pretend that we don’t know the four of you.” He lifted the tracker. “Who wants this?”

  “I’ll take it,” Ranulf said.

  “You know, if one of us could drink his blood and stick around to follow him from a distance, we could find out where he’s going,” Ram said.

  “That’s a good idea,” Quentin said.

  “You are more than welcome to do that,” Hunter said firmly. “Quentin and I aren’t going to be doing that.”

  Quentin put his arm around his mate and kissed him on the side of the head. He looked at Ram. “Honestly, it would probably be hard to do, and once you do it, you won’t be able to get rid of the taste of him.” He cringed.

  Ram lifted a shoulder. “We’ll see what happens.”

  “Oh, and one more thing,” Quentin said, dropping his arm from Hunter. He also reached into his SUV and pulled out several burner phones. “Here you go.” He handed them out after checking each one. “All our numbers are programmed in.”

  “I guess we’d better do this then,” Chase said.

  “Bring it on,” Ranulf said.