Emma

by Jane Austen

Page 27

 

  Miss Woodhouse made the proper acquiescence; and finding that nothing more was to be entrapped from any communication of Mrs. Coles, turned to Frank Churchill.

  "Why do you smile?" said she.

  "Nay, why do you?"

  "Me!-I suppose I smile for pleasure at Colonel Campbells being so rich and so liberal. -It is a handsome present. "

  "Very. "

  "I rather wonder that it was never made before. "

  "Perhaps Miss Fairfax has never been staying here so long before. "

  "Or that he did not give her the use of their own instrument-which must now be shut up in London, untouched by any body. "

  "That is a grand pianoforte, and he might think it too large for Mrs. Batess house. "

  "You may say what you chuse-but your countenance testifies that your thoughts on this subject are very much like mine. "

  "I do not know. I rather believe you are giving me more credit for acuteness than I deserve. I smile because you smile, and shall probably suspect whatever I find you suspect; but at present I do not see what there is to question. If Colonel Campbell is not the person, who can be?"

  "What do you say to Mrs. Dixon?"

  "Mrs. Dixon! very true indeed. I had not thought of Mrs. Dixon.

  She must know as well as her father, how acceptable an instrument would be; and perhaps the mode of it, the mystery, the surprize, is more like a young womans scheme than an elderly mans. It is Mrs. Dixon, I dare say. I told you that your suspicions would guide mine. "

  "If so, you must extend your suspicions and comprehend Mr. Dixon in them. "

  "Mr. Dixon. -Very well. Yes, I immediately perceive that it must be the joint present of Mr. and Mrs. Dixon. We were speaking the other day, you know, of his being so warm an admirer of her performance. "

  "Yes, and what you told me on that head, confirmed an idea which I had entertained before. -I do not mean to reflect upon the good intentions of either Mr. Dixon or Miss Fairfax, but I cannot help suspecting either that, after making his proposals to her friend, he had the misfortune to fall in love with her, or that he became conscious of a little attachment on her side. One might guess twenty things without guessing exactly the right; but I am sure there must be a particular cause for her chusing to come to Highbury instead of going with the Campbells to Ireland. Here, she must be leading a life of privation and penance; there it would have been all enjoyment. As to the pretence of trying her native air, I look upon that as a mere excuse. -In the summer it might have passed; but what can any bodys native air do for them in the months of January, February, and March? Good fires and carriages would be much more to the purpose in most cases of delicate health, and I dare say in hers. I do not require you to adopt all my suspicions, though you make so noble a profession of doing it, but I honestly tell you what they are. "

  "And, upon my word, they have an air of great probability.

  Mr. Dixons preference of her music to her friends, I can answer for being very decided. "

  "And then, he saved her life. Did you ever hear of that?-A water party; and by some accident she was falling overboard.

  He caught her. "

  "He did. I was there-one of the party. "

  "Were you really?-Well!-But you observed nothing of course, for it seems to be a new idea to you. -If I had been there, I think I should have made some discoveries. "

  "I dare say you would; but I, simple I, saw nothing but the fact, that Miss Fairfax was nearly dashed from the vessel and that Mr. Dixon caught her. -It was the work of a moment. And though the consequent shock and alarm was very great and much more durable-indeed I believe it was half an hour before any of us were comfortable again-yet that was too general a sensation for any thing of peculiar anxiety to be observable. I do not mean to say, however, that you might not have made discoveries. "

  The conversation was here interrupted. They were called on to share in the awkwardness of a rather long interval between the courses, and obliged to be as formal and as orderly as the others; but when the table was again safely covered, when every corner dish was placed exactly right, and occupation and ease were generally restored, Emma said,

  "The arrival of this pianoforte is decisive with me. I wanted to know a little more, and this tells me quite enough. Depend upon it, we shall soon hear that it is a present from Mr. and Mrs. Dixon. "

  "And if the Dixons should absolutely deny all knowledge of it we must conclude it to come from the Campbells. "

  "No, I am sure it is not from the Campbells. Miss Fairfax knows it is not from the Campbells, or they would have been guessed at first.

  She would not have been puzzled, had she dared fix on them.

  I may not have convinced you perhaps, but I am perfectly convinced myself that Mr. Dixon is a principal in the business. "

  "Indeed you injure me if you suppose me unconvinced. Your reasonings carry my judgment along with them entirely. At first, while I supposed you satisfied that Colonel Campbell was the giver, I saw it only as paternal kindness, and thought it the most natural thing in the world. But when you mentioned Mrs. Dixon, I felt how much more probable that it should be the tribute of warm female friendship.

  And now I can see it in no other light than as an offering of love. "

  There was no occasion to press the matter farther. The conviction seemed real; he looked as if he felt it. She said no more, other subjects took their turn; and the rest of the dinner passed away; the dessert succeeded, the children came in, and were talked to and admired amid the usual rate of conversation; a few clever things said, a few downright silly, but by much the larger proportion neither the one nor the other-nothing worse than everyday remarks, dull repetitions, old news, and heavy jokes.

  The ladies had not been long in the drawing-room, before the other ladies, in their different divisions, arrived. Emma watched the entree of her own particular little friend; and if she could not exult in her dignity and grace, she could not only love the blooming sweetness and the artless manner, but could most heartily rejoice in that light, cheerful, unsentimental disposition which allowed her so many alleviations of pleasure, in the midst of the pangs of disappointed affection.

  There she sat-and who would have guessed how many tears she had been lately shedding? To be in company, nicely dressed herself and seeing others nicely dressed, to sit and smile and look pretty, and say nothing, was enough for the happiness of the present hour.

  Jane Fairfax did look and move superior; but Emma suspected she might have been glad to change feelings with Harriet, very glad to have purchased the mortification of having loved-yes, of having loved even Mr. Elton in vain-by the surrender of all the dangerous pleasure of knowing herself beloved by the husband of her friend.

  In so large a party it was not necessary that Emma should approach her.

  She did not wish to speak of the pianoforte, she felt too much in the secret herself, to think the appearance of curiosity or interest fair, and therefore purposely kept at a distance; but by the others, the subject was almost immediately introduced, and she saw the blush of consciousness with which congratulations were received, the blush of guilt which accompanied the name of "my excellent friend Colonel Campbell. "

  Mrs. Weston, kind-hearted and musical, was particularly interested by the circumstance, and Emma could not help being amused at her perseverance in dwelling on the subject; and having so much to ask and to say as to tone, touch, and pedal, totally unsuspicious of that wish of saying as little about it as possible, which she plainly read in the fair heroines countenance.

  They were soon joined by some of the gentlemen; and the very first of the early was Frank Churchill. In he walked, the first and the handsomest; and after paying his compliments en passant to Miss Bates and her niece, made his way directly to the opposite side of the circle, where sat Miss Woodhouse; and till he could find a seat by her, would not sit at all. Emma divined what every body present must be thinking. She was his object, and every body mu
st perceive it.

  She introduced him to her friend, Miss Smith, and, at convenient moments afterwards, heard what each thought of the other. "He had never seen so lovely a face, and was delighted with her naivete. "

  And she, "Only to be sure it was paying him too great a compliment, but she did think there were some looks a little like Mr. Elton. "

  Emma restrained her indignation, and only turned from her in silence.

  Smiles of intelligence passed between her and the gentleman on first glancing towards Miss Fairfax; but it was most prudent to avoid speech.

  He told her that he had been impatient to leave the dining-room-hated sitting long-was always the first to move when he could-that his father, Mr. Knightley, Mr. Cox, and Mr. Cole, were left very busy over parish business-that as long as he had staid, however, it had been pleasant enough, as he had found them in general a set of gentlemanlike, sensible men; and spoke so handsomely of Highbury altogether-thought it so abundant in agreeable families-that Emma began to feel she had been used to despise the place rather too much. She questioned him as to the society in Yorkshire-the extent of the neighbourhood about Enscombe, and the sort; and could make out from his answers that, as far as Enscombe was concerned, there was very little going on, that their visitings were among a range of great families, none very near; and that even when days were fixed, and invitations accepted, it was an even chance that Mrs. Churchill were not in health and spirits for going; that they made a point of visiting no fresh person; and that, though he had his separate engagements, it was not without difficulty, without considerable address at times, that he could get away, or introduce an acquaintance for a night.

  She saw that Enscombe could not satisfy, and that Highbury, taken at its best, might reasonably please a young man who had more retirement at home than he liked. His importance at Enscombe was very evident. He did not boast, but it naturally betrayed itself, that he had persuaded his aunt where his uncle could do nothing, and on her laughing and noticing it, he owned that he believed (excepting one or two points) he could with time persuade her to any thing.

  One of those points on which his influence failed, he then mentioned.

  He had wanted very much to go abroad-had been very eager indeed to be allowed to travel-but she would not hear of it. This had happened the year before. Now, he said, he was beginning to have no longer the same wish.

  The unpersuadable point, which he did not mention, Emma guessed to be good behaviour to his father.

  "I have made a most wretched discovery," said he, after a short pause. -"I have been here a week to-morrow-half my time. I never knew days fly so fast. A week to-morrow!-And I have hardly begun to enjoy myself. But just got acquainted with Mrs. Weston, and others!-I hate the recollection. "

  "Perhaps you may now begin to regret that you spent one whole day, out of so few, in having your hair cut. "

  "No," said he, smiling, "that is no subject of regret at all.

  I have no pleasure in seeing my friends, unless I can believe myself fit to be seen. "

  The rest of the gentlemen being now in the room, Emma found herself obliged to turn from him for a few minutes, and listen to Mr. Cole.

  When Mr. Cole had moved away, and her attention could be restored as before, she saw Frank Churchill looking intently across the room at Miss Fairfax, who was sitting exactly opposite.

  "What is the matter?" said she.

  He started. "Thank you for rousing me," he replied. "I believe I have been very rude; but really Miss Fairfax has done her hair in so odd a way-so very odd a way-that I cannot keep my eyes from her. I never saw any thing so outree!-Those curls!-This must be a fancy of her own. I see nobody else looking like her!-I must go and ask her whether it is an Irish fashion. Shall I?-Yes, I will-I declare I will-and you shall see how she takes it;-whether she colours. "

  He was gone immediately; and Emma soon saw him standing before Miss Fairfax, and talking to her; but as to its effect on the young lady, as he had improvidently placed himself exactly between them, exactly in front of Miss Fairfax, she could absolutely distinguish nothing.

  Before he could return to his chair, it was taken by Mrs. Weston.

  "This is the luxury of a large party," said she:-"one can get near every body, and say every thing. My dear Emma, I am longing to talk to you. I have been making discoveries and forming plans, just like yourself, and I must tell them while the idea is fresh.

  Do you know how Miss Bates and her niece came here?"

  "How?-They were invited, were not they?"

  "Oh! yes-but how they were conveyed hither?-the manner of their coming?"

  "They walked, I conclude. How else could they come?"

  "Very true. -Well, a little while ago it occurred to me how very sad it would be to have Jane Fairfax walking home again, late at night, and cold as the nights are now. And as I looked at her, though I never saw her appear to more advantage, it struck me that she was heated, and would therefore be particularly liable to take cold.

  Poor girl! I could not bear the idea of it; so, as soon as Mr. Weston came into the room, and I could get at him, I spoke to him about the carriage. You may guess how readily he came into my wishes; and having his approbation, I made my way directly to Miss Bates, to assure her that the carriage would be at her service before it took us home; for I thought it would be making her comfortable at once.

  Good soul! she was as grateful as possible, you may be sure. `Nobody was ever so fortunate as herself!-but with many, many thanks-`there was no occasion to trouble us, for Mr. Knightleys carriage had brought, and was to take them home again. I was quite surprized;-very glad, I am sure; but really quite surprized.

  Such a very kind attention-and so thoughtful an attention!-the sort of thing that so few men would think of. And, in short, from knowing his usual ways, I am very much inclined to think that it was for their accommodation the carriage was used at all.

  I do suspect he would not have had a pair of horses for himself, and that it was only as an excuse for assisting them. "