Double Christ

by Julian Gillespie

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  Chapter 6: Revelations

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  ... there is a place during my moving from here to there about the Halls of Heaven that often goes without words or thoughts that I mention here now for it is my wish - of Ghenna - where, during all of your days and nights, the faithful Angels of Destruction that execute the Decrees of our noble Lord, rain fiery pain and unremitting torture upon the wicked - faithful Angels that stand before the wicked with their fiery staves to constantly prod and push them back into the scorching belly of Ghenna's fires - and forever more this becomes the afterlife your God gives to his wicked creatures - an eternal torment for some of free-will births... - I mention Ghenna so to have it made known and clear to you reader...

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  ...my Presence now has become used to these regular visits here to earth, so the more free I am able to speak it seems, to speak better your words... -- I have omitted a fact of understanding for the reader [scribe] - of how I move to have heard these words I have passed to you [scribe] - this is so as I am the companion-heart of God, and like He, am not a being created within the realms of the Seven Heavens or the places of earth - ultimately sought to be an eternal and everlasting earth with his Presence - so reader, I possess attributes from and before this Creation of His that cannot be touched by His Splendour or Flame - and it is indeed a great Flame - a majestic Flame...

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  ...we female Angels are many...we are the unspoken of - undiscussed - unrecognised - and generally unseen - not allowed - most - to be felt or especially seen Presence within the Seventh - yet we are companions of powerful Angels, some who include the Archangels - yet we are understood by a mixture of ambiguity for some, though mostly outright and transparent and total ignorance by most - those that is, who even come across the sight of us - you see, we are almost a fable to many in the various Heavens, and being what the nature generally is of most He creates to fill his Heavens, most know not what an earth Man would understand as a sexual curiosity to find us out, or know more of us for that matter - so we are almost a muted species, stirring nothing of a thoughtful word or desire in the minds of those who populate the Heavens - of us we have long been whispered wrongly about to Men who have written scriptures for Man in the past - yet we give certain Creation to our Lord, and for this we know the greater Essences of the Angels and it seems, Man too - we therefore are females who share some appreciations with the Women of earth...

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  Chapter 7: Michael

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  ...and there were words never known in the Seventh before this time - they came from Michael while standing to the side of the Veil...on the other side I did not know who - I had become sensitive to his Presence whenever he so positioned to the Veil, where I returned often whenever he assumed this stance, to perhaps hear just as did follow…

  Michael...it is spread far and deep throughout the realms and throughout the Halls - there are too many of high station to bring asunder, but the many known names could be stopped by the suggestion of his having spoken certain truths, and his mentioning names - such a story would surely cause the many and the rest to forebear and relinquish their parts - he is the head and it must be cut off for all to see...

  ...with this Michael turned and departed without waiting for any response - upon the hearing of these words from Michael I felt fiery shiver pass through my being that transformed me....

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  Chapter 8: Archangels

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  ….the Archangels - the most formidable -- God's mightiest and most secretive - never to be supposed as foolish - never to know where they are or what they hear - astoundingly perceptive - I have known them for eons and have always felt closer to them than any other, yet I have never spent more than a few moments with any of them - and some I have never met - Sammael as one, for all he apparently represents, I never knew until this time.... - not even as someone in the crowd, yet I always have known them about me...close - which is unusual... - yet another is known to me well is Michael for his station over the Seventh, the Araboth Raqia - cold he is - strangely indifferent to all... - they could be called God's most secretive and faithful servants, though they serve Him not like that - and seeming to possess extraordinary powers not yet known --- in that time or this... yours reader...

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  ...the composition and duties of the Angels are constantly changed in Heaven - and purposefully - that way the duties and objectives of the Archangels are protected from knowing easily - the change is confusing and makes vulnerabilities small - their movements and any plans they may have appear to constantly shift, making it virtually impossible to gauge what they or any one Hall of Heaven will be doing over the cycles - and recall there is no day-night in the Heavens - the result is stealth - everything otherwise keeps to the Holy Holy cycles, except everything else changes - chaos amongst the confusion reigns - welcome to the Heavens...

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  Chapter 9: Crucifixion

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  ...soon after hearing the words.... and then did come that difficult day - where I heard my son cry softly to his Father and say ...my God...why have you forsaken me... -- though, he had not been forsaken, just left.... to the ways of Man's free will... - others from Heaven also could be seen watching, without expression, before leaving to clear - Hassatan was notable by his close observations of Jesus, not leaving him until the last known breath left him...

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  Chapter 10: Resurrection

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  ...after time away to where I was needed I returned to where Jesus was - I came from clear near above my son... - in his tomb.... and I gazed...

  ...I wondered when an Angel of Death would appear - why one had not appeared already - but then... I did not know that he had not died - not as I knew death - and so I watched over Jesus - softly - silently - for some time...

  ...and after a time a Presence began to come - and from the clear slowly came the Hassatan...

  ...immediately his eyes entered upon the corpse of Jesus - I don't understand he knew me or any other to be in his space, so, I continued to watch... as he slowly walked about my son...

  ...after stepping while looking slowly upon my son's face, walking about him, he took to sit in the dim darkness, near the feet of Jesus, watching Jesus - intently it appeared...

  ...then the Hassatan whispered softly into space... - proclamations of victories against the '...new Son of God - a trick your God could not conjure - for you appear quite dead Son of God - a lost bet - a win for Hassatan this time.... - I knew He couldn't do it...' - then no more, but the Hassatan continued to sit - still - watching over Jesus... for a time...

  ….but then - the solitary ray of light that had been slowly moving through the tomb touched the shoulder of Jesus - and a fire began to subtly grow low on the skin of Jesus - like a soft velvet as you know - a special light thus began to enfold over the corpse of Jesus as slowly the ray moved over him -- Hassatan, eyes first brilliant white clear - surprised or excited I could not tell - then sat back with a small exhale of brilliant fiery breath... '...the Elohim - He fixed it...the bastard fixed it...' - then Hassatan laughed strong and loud, filling the tomb with vibrations of the light that went from his wide open mouth.... - he laughed for some time like this...

  ...after the ray had worked over most of Jesus' body, Jesus started to stir - almost imperceptible at first - the Elohim had brought his body back to life - the Hassatan reacted with some course words, and began stamping about the tomb - and Hassatan did seem strange joyous - before settling down again to his seat to continue to watch closely again Jesus - quietening to watch again he did, to see Jesus wake, seemingly amused, to take a breath, revive - Hassatan grunted - then a groan came from Jesus - then a sound from outside - a crow began to sing a beautiful it had never sung before... and beautifully did
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  Chapter 11: Jesus meets Hassatan

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  ...Jesus stirred more - then he fluttered eye lids... then looked, then looking unmoved to the tomb's ceiling... - then he whispered... whispered to himself slowly - '...I can't believe it - He did end up leaving me - and to be tortured - for what... for damn sins? - like the torture done to me and all the rest... I don't know sometimes Father - really I don't...' and tears could be seen to emerge and move then run down each side of his face - whether from waking I do not know.... then loud broke the quiet...

  Hassatan...well hopefully we can call you Omega - rise and shine for Man Son of God, this is a new day for you indeed, in what may become a timeless time for you too...

  ...Jesus slowly rolled his eyes towards the source of Hassatan... - he stared at Hassatan for a moment, featureless... then rolled his eyes back to looking upon the tomb's top...

  Jesus'...you again...' - before closing his eyes and taking his first great breath in, then slowly allowing it to leave his body at will...

  Hassatan...well you most certainly do not smell like one conceived of a white drop, but you do I am sorry to say Jesus, smell - and I am an Angel no less...

  Jesus...Hassatan... - what do you need?... - Jesus continued looking above - ...you can see the state I am in, yes?...

  ...Hassatan jumped to his feet in a simple bound, and started to walk back and forth at the feet of Jesus...

  Hassatan...I heard you, in the garden, weakly asking your Father not to have to go through today - questioning Him really - imploring Him….you doubted your Father and said as much to Him, so is it any wonder it was all allowed to proceed ? - even you were not spared His lack of Divine Mercy - even you had to suffer the trials He gives to Man, which you are, despite all this rising from a normal Man's death stuff...

  Jesus...again Hassatan... you do go on, so go on then - I am busy...

  ...Hassatan continued without looking at Jesus, as though Jesus had not even spoken...

  Hassatan...my God...why have you forsaken me... - ... then desperately brother you turned to place a foot in his door by committing your spirit to Him... - what was it to be Jesus... clearly you had given-up on Him as He had given you to persecution and a pathetic death without might or majesty - admit it Jesus - you know now the doubt you have kept hidden, your doubts of His feelings for you... doubts... which now shine and have done so since that spear entered you, and you know these doubts are themselves proof of your thoughts being right - why else had you kept these thoughts for so long brother, why else ?....

  Jesus...so what point are you really trying to make here Hassatan ?...

  Hassatan...you know those Jewish fools never sit at night, in the darkness, to pass Judgment on anyone - you really did have them up and worried about something... maybe they just knew a fraud when they could see one - a trouble maker threatening the peace with Rome - hey Jesus, what do you think ?...

  ...wheezing heavily and spluttering some - Jesus was still pushing breath into his body - exhausted...

  Jesus...OK, whatever Hassatan, keep it coming - why are you bothering to spend the time Hassatan- don't we have a place to be like another Court for instance?...

  ...Hassatan stopped pacing and looked at Jesus...

  Hassatan...why the rush Jesus - I want to get to know you a little better in private, as is my privilege - and, well I don't know, but I feel you may be wanting to kill me - figuratively of course - but kill me nonetheless, and that is to say the least, well, interesting - never such a notion have I ever felt to entreat in the past, and a very long past it is - so you see, you have become more than a little curious to me - as for the Court - well they can wait of course - I must be allowed to complete my duties, and where you are concerned I am sure Father is in no particular rush - you must be handled with all proper considerations dear boy - you are special, remember Jesus- otherwise why, do you feel impatience?...'

  ...Hassatan stood still looking at Jesus waiting for a response, a reaction to come from him - but nothing came - Jesus who had now raised himself up a little, was sitting with legs outstretched on his slab, his back against the wall - his eyes looked nowhere in particular - he appeared to be concentrating on restoring his breathing... opening his lungs again - still he could be heard to wheeze, occasionally letting forth a cough - he looked to his chest, to the hole left by the spear - he raised a hand to it... covered it at first, then probed it with one of his fingers - his finger did not seem able to go below the broken skin which still slowly wept his blood - Hassatan watched Jesus pre-occupied in all this, then continued...

  Hassatan...I'm more than happy to take you to Him - you know nothing and the sooner you are spending your time with Him as his new play thing, the sooner you're off this ball and leaving older and much more important matters to continue - I'll soon have you with Him, He with all the control, but who continually messes this place up...'

  Jesus...don't let my ministering keep you Hassatan - we can leave now and get that done with to...

  Hassatan...if you have read your ancient books son of Joseph you would know that some souls undergo within three days of their death, a Judgment, before the Lord and his Council, where I as Chief Adversary am entitled to understand whether they...' - Hassatan turned to look Jesus in the eyes - '...you, are worthy of a place anywhere near the side of our Lord - and this task I take upon myself with relish in your instance - but before I allow you to go before the Council where the advocates of his Greatness are surely ready to say such nice things about you, first I wish for us to have a little time alone, to explore those things which you think you understand so very much about -all the matters you have been talking about - and especially about my Father, especially where you left your mortality behind after allowing yourself to be hung like a thief based on words of being His Son - and that Jesus, makes you an interesting animal - it's an aspect of you that interests me greatly - and thus, so it will be... a question of your greatness - are you up for some time with me child of Nazareth? - some time alone with Hassatan himself?...

  …Hassatan stopped his pacing and turned at the feet of Jesus, expecting a response...

  Jesus...you Hassatan, are the one who again seeks me out - I sit here as I would have done in your absence, so some time with you is company for me - I entreat your inquiries now that we have so much time to know one another's company...'

  ...Hassatan appeared please by the response - he stepped back and took to sitting relaxed before Jesus, his form outstretched over a little rock slab - he took a small breath exhaling small sparkles from his nostrils...

  Hassatan...be mindful Jesus - you, after today, are yet another witness to the inequities and savagery of Man - you Jesus died knowing evil, not proclaiming the goodness of Man, and this is important for you to start reconciling...

  Jesus...and you Hassatan should reconcile my being with what has been foretold in the scriptures....

  ...Hassatan's eyes went wide and excited... a grin coming to his mouth...

  Hassatan...scriptures?! - Ha!...' - laughing a little and shaking his head - '...origins as little whispers from on high given to a few, from which a few have elaborated a great deal with their imaginations, and to make for some, quite elaborate livings off their imaginative works - really now Jesus, just take a look at the priests who played their less than honourable parts for ensuring your barbaric end - no, you soon will be stepping back from your chorus of scripture recitals after you learn of the goings-on in the Halls over the years, and what those in the Halls have truly wrought on Man, and which they continue to do to this day...

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  Hassatan...anyhow, that will surely wait - so good then, you appear revived - come now... show me your face Jesus...

  ...Jesus raised his head and looked directly at Hassatan before slowly lowering it again to continue massaging his legs...

  Hassatan...yes you look, well, a
live.... alive and ready to go soon... - so Jesus, where do you think we are at the moment - in darkness? …

  ...and with that Hassatan swept his arm about him to reveal all about them lights of beauty - Hassatan and Jesus both marvelled in a Divine shower Hassatan had made to flow between and all about them - visibly Jesus started to be uplifted by what was a shower tinged with some of Hassatan's great Splendour, an Essence rarely seen with Angels, let alone able to be commanded as this......

  Hassatan...why don't you try it sometime Son of God...- just like me you have any of this whenever you choose - but you don't seem to know do you... how is it you are like this ...perhaps you need time dear child...

  ...Jesus, still showing some awe created from the shower...

  Jesus...why do you come here to show me these things?...

  Hassatan...I have already told you why I am here....

  ...Jesus shook his head from side to side, his hair whipping about him - he seemed to have found vigour from Hassatan's shower which had started to slowly fade into a light glow that still surrounded them...

  Jesus…OK Hassatan, I will amuse you then - so then, how is this done Hassatan - this shifting from place to place - from nights into days - showers such as this one ? …

  ...Hassatan, visibly pleased with himself for having gained a question from Jesus...

  Hassatan...so little you know new one … - it becomes a simple part of your nature - especially now that you have moved from... well, it appears life, yet here you are alive - but let us assume you are also dead but yet to be an Angel - anyway - we learn to stretch the width of time - in this way we do not change what Creation is doing, nor do we interfere with the standard of His wish that time shall never be interrupted moving, and moving forward only - it also happens to be a very influential device with Humans - it hurts not the usual timing of their thoughts, it does no harm to their bodies, and it is able to deliver them back to just where they were at the instant the width of their time is stretched – it’s a trick to be sure - you obviously remember where I used it last time with you...- but Jesus... I am surprised - you are the latest favourite of God, said to be fully God and fully Man, so why then shouldn't you be fully dimensional and therefore in your knowledge also ? - these things of which I speak should be second nature to you - or perhaps there is still more to go for you - much more I would say...