Falling for Colton

by Jasinda Wilder

  Julius. That'd be a pretty brutal fight, and I'm already hurting. But fuck it. "Two hundred and I'm in."

  Eli bobs his head side to side. "I dunno, man. Julius might have your number."

  "Fuck that. I can take him."

  "You better win, then, I'm putting two hundred down."

  "How much you win off me so far?"

  A smirk and a laugh and a nod. "Five large."

  "Exactly." I dab at my face with my thumb, and note that blood is still trickling from the gash in my cheek. "And I'm the one fighting."

  Eli just shrugs. "A'ight then. But you better win."

  "I will. And when I do, I get five hundred for my next fight."

  "You ain't fighting again tonight. You and Julius are the big finale, dog."

  "I wouldn't fight again tonight anyway. I think Julius is going to put the hurt down. I'll take him, but it'll hurt."

  Eli eyes me with something very much like respect. "You crazy, white boy. Bruce, Al, Jesus, and now Julius?"

  "Got nothin' to lose," I say. It's the damn truth. What else am I going to do? Walk aimlessly around New York?

  "You fightin' Crazy Bruce for somewhere to sleep, you're probably right." He extends his hand, thumb pointing up, and I slap my palm against it. "You got a deal. You win against Julius, I'll put five hundred down for your next fight."

  This is pushing it, even for me. I'm exhausted. I haven't slept in I don't even know how long. I've got a broken nose, throbbing ribs, a cut cheek, and bloody knuckles. And I'm going in for another fight with a known bruiser. I really must be crazy. Fuck, I know I am. I'm hurting bad, man.

  It keeps me from contemplating my existence, at least.

  I lean back against the rear quarter panel of Eli's car, spit blood, lean over and blow blood and mucus out of my nose. I spit some more. I bridge my fingers over my nose and bring my palms together. I take a deep breath, hesitate; this shit does not feel good. Pull my hands downward slowly toward my chin, groaning, dizzy from boiling pain as the broken cartilage realigns. I have to sink to the ground, sitting on my haunches until the dizziness passes.

  "Didn't get blood on my ride, did you?" Eli asks. I don't think he's joking.

  "No," I grunt. "How long do I have?"

  Ruiz vanished at some point, but now he reappears. "You're up, Colt."

  No time at all, apparently.

  I push up, bounce on the balls of my feet and shake my hands, roll my head on my neck. "Lead the way, Ruiz."

  Julius is already waiting in the ring, flexing his fists. He's got puffy eyes, split lips, bloody knuckles and a deep gash over his eyebrow. He's lost his shirt, too. We're evenly matched, I think, just in terms of size. He might be a few pounds heavier in muscle, but I'm pretty sure I've got a longer reach. He's got the experience on me, though. And I doubt he's missed any meals recently.

  I'm running on rage, determination and desperation now.

  Ruiz steps between Julius and me. "Keep your teeth in your mouths, the both of you. This is the last fight of the night, so make it good." He addresses the crowd. "You know who's who by now. Julius has twelve fights, ten wins and two losses. Colt has two fights, no losses. Julius is favored. Place your bets." He finishes collecting the money, twists a rubber band around the stack of cash and shoves it in his back pocket, and then steps between us again. Glances at each of us. Steps back. "Fight!"

  Julius is careful. He doesn't come out swinging at me, just edges forward, head down, fists up. The crowd is crazed, and I hear my name called a few times. Not everyone is betting on Julius, then. That makes me feel a little better.

  We circle a few times, and then I lead in, left jab. Quick and dirty, a feeler. It glances off Julius's barred forearms, and I follow it with another, and a right cross. The cross connects, reopening his eyebrow. Pisses him off. He abandons his careful approach and charges in, blood-frenzied. I tuck my chin against my chest and bring my fists over my face, backpedaling and ducking and weaving under the barrage of blows. Most batter against my forearms, one grazes the top of my head, another finds its way to my side. He doesn't quit, though, just keeps hammering blow after blow on me, punching like a madman, and some of them connect painfully.

  Enough is enough.

  I duck my head and lunge for him, knock his fist aside and crush both my fists at once into his chest. My head cracks against his, but my fists meet his chest, and he's toppling backward, both of us shaking our heads. Julius recovers first and gets in a full, hard hook to my eyebrow, splitting it. An uppercut to the jaw, knocking me backward, cracking my teeth together. He follows through, the bastard, hooking a fist into my gut. Fucker is tough, and he hits hard.

  I'm dizzy, I ache. I hurt. I can't take another hard hit or I'll fall, and once that happens, I'm done. So I don't let it happen. I dance back out of range, blink against the dizziness of the pain and breathe through it. I'm growling through it, snarling like a bear, chest heaving, shaking my head to clear my vision, all but foaming at the mouth. Julius is charging for me, a bull on the loose. I swivel aside at the last second, sucker-punch him in the back of the head, send him sprawling. Leap on him, straddle him, turn him over and crash my fist against his face again and again, feeling his knee bludgeoning my spine, his fists battering against my sides.

  I get in half a dozen good hits before he bucks me off, rolls away, and lurches to his feet. I power up and forward, going after him, refusing to let him get away, refusing to go on the defense. He's bloody, wobbly, but still fierce. I go in with fists and knees, bashing and driving him to the edge of the ring. He's edging away, trying to buy time to shake off the damage. I see nothing but Julius, hear nothing but my own ragged breathing. He's backing away from me, wiping at his face, trying to clear his vision, and holy fuck is this guy a hard-ass motherfucker. Not many guys can take this kind of beating and stay upright.

  I have a vision of me, bloody, the loser, rattling around the city alone, hurting, hungry, exhausted, money stolen. I have a vision of sleeping under bridges, stealing scraps from rats and pigeons. Fuck that.

  We close in together, almost clenching one another, both of us bleeding like stuck pigs. He hooks another hard left into my gut, and that's his undoing. I intentionally accept the gut-shot, tense and wince at the smack of his fist into my abdomen. It was a gambit, taking that hit. I'm about done in, but if I can take one more gut-punch, if I can get close enough, inside his wicked fists, and pummel him, I think I have a chance to end this.

  As his fist is buried in my gut, I'm already swinging. Not for his stomach, though. Up, to his ribs. Like with Al. You gotta be tactical, sometimes, pinpoint that shit. I rock him up and back with a brutal blow to his diaphragm, another, and another. All as close to the same spot as I can get.

  He staggers, gasping. I have to finish it. Follow through. I spit blood and step toward him. He's too proud to lift a hand in surrender, and he knows that in this ring there is no mercy, and he wouldn't show it to me if the tables were turned.

  I swing my right once more. I don't hold back. It's not a finisher, but it's enough to put him down.

  The swing leaves me staggering. Drooling. Coughing, blood stringing to the floor from my lips. Julius is on the ground, on his side, face on the concrete, gasping and gagging. Spitting so he doesn't choke.

  I got mad respect for Julius. I drag myself step by step over to him. Stand over him. He's wary, expecting a kick, maybe. I don't know. I extend my hand to him, and after a suspicious, baleful stare, he raises his hand and grasps mine. I haul him to his feet, and we stand a few inches apart. Staring at each other. Assessing.

  "You a hell of a fighter, dog," Julius says. His voice is way deep, the sound coming from the bottom of a well.

  "You too, man." I grin. "Let's not do this again any time soon, huh?"

  He laughs and we walk--stagger, really--out of the ring. "No shit. That fuckin' hook to the chest, man...that shit's a killer."

  We leave the building together. Eli is there, peeling bills off a roll, smoki
ng a blunt. The huge black guy from up on the catwalk platform is there too, the diamonds in his ears and on his fingers glinting in the moonlight. Huge and silent, hands in his pockets, just up to the knuckles, head tilted to the side.

  "Ya'll are homies, now, huh?" he asks.

  Julius steps away. "Hell nah. Just respect, man."

  "He beat yo' ass." The huge man steps forward. Clearly unhappy. "You lost, dog. I had ten g's on that shit."

  "Hey man, it coulda gone either way. If I'd'a gotten one more hit in, he'd be done too."

  "But you didn't."

  Julius is nervous. The air is still, cold and hard. I don't dare speak or move or even breathe too loudly. Eli is the same, blunt in his fingers coiling smoke up, up, up, not smoking it now, just holding it. Watching. Waiting. There's violence in the air. Not fists and broken noses, but holes in the chest and dead eyes.

  "Come on, man." Julius just stands there, wiping at the blood trickling from his nose with his thumb. "I'm ten and three, Train. I won't lose again."

  I swallow hard, my throat thick. I can see a similar conversation happening between Eli and me. This isn't boxing. It's not MMA or the UFC. It's back alley, underground, nasty. No rules but those set in place by the dudes running it. Like Train, there. Staring at Julius, holding the younger man's fate in his hands. You lose, you could die. Not in the ring, but outside, afterward.

  "I back you, I expect you to win," Train says. "I don't back losers. I let those first two losses go since you was new. You ain't new no more. I ain't gonna let any more losses slide."

  "I got you." Julius just breathes, not yet daring to relax.

  Train shoots a look at Eli. Digs in his pocket, pulls out a thick stack of cash. "Guess I owe you this."

  "I told you he was a fighter," Eli says, slowly taking the money from Train and tossing it into the open driver's side window.

  "Sho did." Train eyes me, now. "He could go large. I'll buy him from you."

  "Buy me?" I can't help asking.

  Eli shoots me a meaningful look. "Shut the fuck up, white boy. Lemme handle this." His eyes move to Train. "Nah, man. I found him, I'll back him."

  "Change your mind, lemme know." Train shuffles back into the building. "Get outta here, Julius. Go see Johnny tomorrow. Learn some shit."

  Julius nods, backs away, shoulders sagging. When Train is out of sight, Julius pivots away, rakes his hands over his closely shaved scalp. "Shit, man. Shit. Shit. I was about to piss myself, no joke."

  I don't know what to say. "Got tense there for a minute."

  Eli puts the blunt to his lips. Takes a long drag. "Train don't fuck around."

  "So if I lose too many times, will you shoot me?" I ask Eli.

  "I might, dog. I might." He doesn't sound like he's joking. Doesn't look like it, either.

  "Guess I'd better win, then."

  Julius jerks his chin up at me. "I'll be seeing you, Colt. Good fight."

  "You too, Julius."

  When Julius is gone, Eli shakes his head. "Man, I thought Train was gonna blast him for sure. Be a hell of a waste. That kid is quick. Loss like that one'll make him careful, take him down a peg. Good for him." He hands me four fifty-dollar bills. "This is yours. Four hundred in one night, your first time in the ring. Not bad, white boy."

  "Yeah, well, I'm not in Kansas anymore, am I?"

  "You from Kansas?"

  I'm not sure if he's joking. "Um, no. Detroit. That was...it was from a movie."

  "Oh yeah, with the lion, the scarecrow, the tin dude, and that white bitch with the red shoes. The fuck's it called? The Wizard of Oz, ain't it? I seen that shit before." He pinches the cherry off the blunt, puts the roach into a baggy and then into his pocket. "So what's that supposed to mean, you ain't in Kansas anymore?"

  I shrug. "Just that I can't afford to lose, can I?"

  Eli laughs. "I was just fuckin' with you, man, I wouldn't shoot you for losing."

  "Good to know." I'm not sure I believe him. "Hey, man, I'm done in. I need to crash somewhere."

  "I got'chu." He glances to the side, someone in the shadows beckoning to him. "I got some business for a minute. Try not to get in trouble."

  Eli vanishes into the shadows, and I'm alone in the alley.

  But not for long.

  The girl who brought me the sandwich slinks out of the doorway, this time wearing booty shorts and a tanktop sans bra, no tray. She's...I don't know what she is, ethnically. Mixed, maybe. Dark curly hair, the kind of skin that could be tanned white girl, Italian, Mexican. Dark eyes with heavy makeup. A fuckin' bangin' body, ass that won't quit, tits for days. Real tits, too, judging by the way they jiggle. I hold my ground, leaning back against the wall, letting the aches fade. She comes straight up to me, leans back against the wall beside me, digs a cigarette out of her cleavage.

  "Got a light?" she asks, glancing at me sideways.

  "Sure." I snap open my recently-acquired Zippo, light her smoke.

  "Thanks."

  "No problem." I watch her smoke, watch the way her tits swell in her shirt with each breath.

  She flaunts them to make a buck, so I'm not real concerned with getting caught staring. Besides, the looks she's giving me, I think she's got something in mind. And just let me say, no matter how hurt I am, I'm never too sore to get down with a sexy chick.

  Finished with her smoke, she pushes off the wall, turns away from me, walks a few steps, then turns her head back to look at me, a playful smile on her lips, eyebrow quirked. It's an invitation if I've ever seen one, so I push off, follow her. Up the stairs to the catwalk, across it to a door leading to a makeshift kitchen. Not much but a deep fryer, an industrial refrigerator, a rolling counter top, and a shelf with some dry goods. Another door leads to an office, a battered metal desk, a filing cabinet, and a leather couch new enough to look out of place.

  She closes the door behind me, pivots around me, puts her back to the door. Looks up at me. "I don't usually like watching the fights, but you make it sexy, somehow." Her voice is low, sultry.

  "Oh yeah?"

  She reaches for my belt. "Yeah. Real sexy. Had me all hot and bothered, watching you fight." She's got my cock out, and she's stroking it slowly; not wasting any time, clearly. "The way you took hit after hit after hit..."

  She times the strokes to the rhythm of her words, has me bucking and moaning within a few seconds. I let her go to her knees, watch her wrap those plush lips around me, watch her suck. Let her suck for a minute, until I'm worked up, and then I pull away.

  "I wasn't done," she protests.

  "Yeah you are." I pull her to her feet. "I'm not coming down your throat."

  She moans as I tug her tank top off, whimpers when I lick one erect nipple. "No? Where, then?"

  I make quick work of her shorts, get her naked. Spin her in place, smack her ass hard enough to leave a mark, leave it quivering. "All over this."

  "There's condoms in the desk."

  I don't think about what the convenience of that means, because it doesn't really matter. This girl--whose name I don't know and won't ask--knows what this is as well as I do. I find the stash in a drawer of the desk, all sizes, all kinds. Take one, open it, roll it on.

  She's been busy while I'm engaged in rolling protection on; her fingers are at her pussy, sliding in slick, quick circles, getting herself there while standing up, feet wide, shoulders back against the door. I watch for a second, because that's fucking hot.

  "You wanna take over, Colt?" she invites.

  "Nah. Watching you is fun."

  This gets me another sexy little grin, which quickly fades as she gets closer and closer, hips starting to buck, eyes fluttering closed, thighs trembling with a nice little shake.

  I wait until it looks like she's gonna pop any second, and then I grab her hips. Pull her to me. Knock her fingers out of the way, take over, finish her off with a quick, harsh, rough stab of two fingers into her slit, thumb against her clit. She comes with a quiet shriek, and I slide into her while she's coming,
push in deep.

  Fuck hard, slamming her against the door. She braces her hands on my shoulders, lifts one foot to hook her leg around my waist. I grip her under her ass, lift her off the ground, and then buck up into her, hard, so hard her head snaps back and her tits jounce beautifully.

  But I've been through too much over the past few days to be able to sustain that for long, so I let her down, pull out. Spin her around and bend her over the arm of the couch. She puts her palms on the cushion, leans over so her face is down, ass up, lifted up on her toes. Jesus, she's eager. I slide back in, and fuck, she may not be tight, but she's wetter than a slip'n'slide, and doesn't seem to mind my palm whacking across her ass cheek. I pound her like that, harder and harder and harder, until I'm close to coming.

  And then I pull out, strip the condom off, and jack myself with my fist, shoot my come all over her big round ass, splatting dripping rivulets of come on her spine, her ass cheeks, and down the crack.

  There's Kleenex on the desk, so I take a moment to clean her up; I'll take easy sex, but that doesn't mean I'm a jackass about it.

  She tugs on her clothes, eyeing me curiously, as if no hookup has ever bothered to do that before. "Didn't have to do that," she says.

  "I make a mess, I clean it up. It's basic decency."

  "Well, thanks." She buckles my belt for me, almost wistfully. "You fuck even better than you fight."

  I give her a cocky grin. "Thanks." A horn blares outside, Eli getting impatient, probably. "Got to go. Thanks for a good time."

  "Thank you." She winks at me. "You want more, find me at the next fight. I might even bring a friend or two, next time."

  Ho-ly shit. "I will for sure take you up on that."

  "I'm Raquel, by the way."

  Another honk, this one longer. "Really got to go. My backer is getting antsy. Nice to meet you, Raquel."

  I duck out the door, jog through the kitchen and across the catwalk to the exit.

  Eli is waiting in his rumbling Buick, and I join him, lowering myself into the passenger seat.

  "Where'd you go, dog?"

  I lean back in the seat, blowing out a breath. "Business," I mutter.

  Raquel is moseying out the exit, sees me through the open window of Eli's Buick, waves at me, a wiggle of all five fingers.

  Eli laughs. "Ohhhh, that business. Got all up in that, did you?" Another laugh. "You do not waste time, do you? Damn, son, that was quick. Raquel don't mess around with the fighters, usually."