Him: Yeah probably but we will definitely be hooking up babe.
A smile cracks over my face, I’ve been waiting for so long to be brought to life. To come alive, have a man set fire to my soul like the love I have had in the past, like my husband used to do. The feelings he used to give me and lost it somewhere along the way. I still fight for it but he, well he gave up, he got comfortable and told me, ‘I’m not the same as I was.’ Well, no I am still the girl that you chased. But he well… he found other girls to chase.
Me: Definitely ya reckon? Well, now there’s a thought…. I kinda like that I’d legit be a giggling mess….
I can’t believe this is me. We jumped right into the deep end here. Beware, it gets a bit sexy, hot and full on pent up sexual desire and a bit of drink thrown in there. LOL.
Him: Hahahaha that would be all right though babe.
I find myself waiting for these snaps and the interaction.
It’s insane how much I crave this and how deep I have embedded myself. Fuck I’m married. But I am empty.
He’s filling a void.
He sent me a dirty snap; it didn’t save damn it. So, this here was my reply.
Me: I have to take deep breaths. You make my body quiver when you talk like that! I keep thinking and I wonder what it would be like to have my fingers linked though your hair? To dig my nails into your back. Leaving my mark on you to take wherever you go!
Sucking in a deep breath, that is the most forward I had been with him and my insides had exploded with nerves.
Him: I wonder what your pussy would feel like and how tight it will be.
WOW! Not expecting that.
Me: Not that tight I’d say; I’ve had a few kids LOL…. But still would feel pretty good with ya cock balls deep inside of it!
Slamming out a breath, I didn’t know I had this in me. Time to see if he’s a man and can handle the dirty talk... he wants to give it, so I will rise and match him.
Him: Oh yeah, well I want you to get wet while I am eating you out and you’re coming in my mouth babe.
Me: You just gave me a whole-body shudder with the thought of that happening! Like fuck me sideways that sounds hot…. I actually have never had that happen! Sex and foreplay has been solely more for the other than myself… pleasure for them and me left chasing more.
Him: Honestly, I will do whatever you want me to do to you. xx
Shaking my head at this guy he is something else all right and he’s something I want to play with.
Me: Do you smoke? And do you do drugs?
Him: Yeah, I smoke and I smoke weed. I know you probably will care about me smoking weed. xx
I don’t care at all, doesn’t bother me, what’s a bit of weed?
Me: Sweet bix, I don’t care, it’s weed. And sorry for the late reply I was dishing up dinner and giving my nephew back to his mum….
Him: Nah, it’s algoods babe, when will you be free to drive? xx
Heart dropped into my panties and my mouth went dry.
Me: Sweet bix…… I’m just about to jump in the shower…. not anytime soon…. I will have to really talk myself into it and I’m nervous as all hell….
Getting my things ready for a shower I head to the bathroom, a smile creeps over my face as my phone lights up and I see the Snapchat user name.
Him: Send me a photo of you in the shower babe.. but honestly, the sooner the better babe.
I gather the sooner the better is to us meeting and it has my heart jumping in my chest and the photo… well fuck me he’s a bit keen… LOL
Me: Definitely feel ya on that side of things….. but I have to really think, I have so, so, so much to lose, well my kids do too… scared also, like no... shit scared!.... and I’m going to have to lose some more weight before we meet so I can feel like comfortable and shit….Okay I’m just getting undressed now….
Can’t believe that I am thinking about, well not thinking about but doing it, sending him a pic of me… fuck Miley what are you thinking? Well, I’m not, that’s the problem, he makes it so easy to be someone I’ve always wanted to be..
I took a pic of just my boobs— no face just boobs, that’s all good I thought, harmless exchange of boobs LOL…
Him: Mmmmmmmm show me more babe. You don’t need to lose weight xx I don’t care what you look like! And we won’t get caught xx Fuck I want those nipples in my mouth.
Shit, shit, shit! Omg, omg, omg he doesn’t care what I look like and he wants to do shit with me? Me? A mum and a fatty? Shit….
Me: MMmmmmmmm I’d love that….
While in the shower, I thought about him the whole time, my phone did the telltale Snapchat beep. Checking it as I got out, I read.
Him: Fuck I want you so bad.. I want those tits bouncing in my face while I fuck your pussy…
Fuck me! My eyes bulged out of my head; my pussy clenched as my heart raced within the confines of my chest. Never have I dirty talked before and my husband sure as shit never would. I found it a massive turn on. Well, mister two can play at this game.
Me: They are fucking massive and hard for you!
I dropped my towel and looked at myself in the mirror, hating what I see but loving my tits, they are the only thing on my body I like.
Him: I wish I was there eating your pussy right now babe xoxoxox.
Oh, fuck! That is hot! That made me hot! How can just one sentence like that make you so horny and wet? This guy is definitely something else all right and I like it… like A LOT!
Me: GOD dammmn I’m all horny and shit now…. FML!!!!
Pulling my PJ pants and hoodie on I pick up my phone and head out to do my nighttime mum duties. Lunches for the next day, whack a load of washing into the machine and fold today’s mountain of clothing.
Him: I wanna see ya pussy babe xx
Whoa! Did I just read that right? He wants to see what? Rereading... um yep, yep I did.
Me: I’m dressed now and freezing my tits off… it’s so cold.
I took some deep breaths and tried to calm down.
Him: Oh, gutted xx Algoods, next time babe or hopefully soon in real life.
Me: Hehehehe! Well, I’ll make sure I wear some sexy as sin panties then.
We carried on just chatting and the next night when I had a shower, sent him a snap of well you know what…. Shhhhh don’t judge, we all do it…. just not many married women….LOL
Him: Fuck your pussy looks nice… I just want my dick inside that .xx Look at what you’re doing to me.
He sent me a snap of his hard cock… fuck me it was beautiful, thick hard and delish. Had a vein popping out along the length and all I could think of was wrapping my lips around it…
Me: Don’t show anyone those photos! I’ve only ever sent nudes to one other person ever!
It’s true. I sent nudes to my husband and they weren’t met with the same response as this God-before-me gives me. Brax relishes in them, loves them and begs for more. My husband, when I first sent him a nude he was like ‘Umm, what are you doing?’ The second time all I got back was a, ‘Hahaha’. So that was it, egg on my face and my feelings hurt. Embarrassed and ashamed he always had a way of making me feel like shit and just a stupid girl. Brax, well he made me feel beautiful and sexy.
Him: It’s between me and you honest.
Me: Sweet bix…. Thank you…And that cock um yummmmmmm. I bit my lip looking at it, like so hard it brought tears to my eyes.
Him: Do you think it will fit in your pussy babe? Xx
Me: I definitely do and if it doesn’t, we’ll make it fit! I want it in my ass.
Ooo yesss naughty Miley is coming out to play. Watch out kid hope you can handle it.
Him: Mmmmmmmmmm I can handle it, I’ll come in your ass too. Do you reckon it will fit all the way down your throat?
Me: Shit I’ll definitely give it a go!
I close my eyes, taking a deep breath, feeling all flustered at this and the thought of having that rod, that sexy ass rod near me, in me and around me. Fuck yes�
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Him: Do you think my dick is big babe? xx
Nawwww he’s a boy at heart…. I love that…
Me: Definitely, I don’t really mind about size babe, it’s how ya use it that’s all I care about! It’s long, it’s thick, and it looks delish!
Waiting, I tap my nails on the table, running over our convos.
Ping my phone goes off.
Him: Well that’s good then babe, your pussy looks delish.
We jump to body hair and my lack of it, he comments on my shaven pussy. I asked him if he has much body hair. I’m not really a fan of it but it’s not a deal breaker.
Him: Well I have heaps of body hair on me babe, I don’t know if you would care or not, I’m just saying. xx
Me: Naww you do?… On your chest? It’s not like a no go, I just like to kiss, bite and suck skin and chest and nipple hair kinda gets in the way….LOL….
Him: Well yeah, I hate it but I can’t do anything about it, you can still bite me babe and scratch me. All I want you to do is sit on my face and ride my tongue.
Oooooh hell this is getting hot.
Me: I’ve done so many things, but one is never sit on someone’s face! This should be interesting! 69ers done them! Shit I am definitely going to have to lose weight.
I sit back and bite my bottom lip. This is a bit insane but shit, some of the best insane things become something just as beautiful.
Him: No you don’t need to lose weight. I don’t care what you look like.
Wow he’s a bit adorbs, isn’t he? What a sweet thing to say, before I can answer back he has sent another snap.
Him: I have had way bigger girls than you and I didn’t care what they looked like.
I type back a quick-fire text, so insecure.
Me: Dude I’ve had three kids, I’m like 70kgs…... that’s a lot of weight….
Him: Honestly babe I don’t care.
Wow!
Me: You are amazing most men, we’ll all men, do…. Sorry for the late reply I was folding washing and getting things ready for tomorrow, kids have appointments and shit….
Him: Yeah but I’m a different kind of man, I don’t care what you look like babe xx but TBH (To be honest) we need to have a talk on the phone someday.
Me: Yes, I definitely love hearing voices…… I find that the biggest turn on…. How nerve wracking though…. and each time you snap TBH I freak out for some reason LOL…. you’re pretty amazing and you’re definitely one of a kind!
My mind wonders to what he is doing while he talks to me and just what it will be like to talk to him on the phone.
Him: Well thank you babe you are amazing as well xx When do you think you’re free to talk? xx
Me: Nighttime’s my best time, when everyone is asleep LOL or when I’m out of the house or hubs is at work.
He wants to ring me….
Him: Is everyone asleep now babe?
Fuck I got this late. How come I didn’t hear my phone go off?
Me: Sorry. Yes, and my phone is on 9%, I’m about to go to bed. Wanna talk tomorrow night? Or day or something?
Him: Yeah sweet as, I’ll ring you tomorrow if you want to talk babe? xx or you ring me and goodnight, hope you have a good sleep baby.
CHAPTER NINE
More saved Snapchats.
He makes me want to run away and just lay down with him. To feel his breath on me, to fuck with more than his mind but be the one to fuck with all of him and have him fucking with all of me. I have never wanted something so much before. I wish I had never been touched by another man so I could have just been all his.
Me: Wanna swap numbers? Or can you ring on Snapchat? I’ve never used Snapchat as much as I have lately…. LOL… It's insane … I’m a tad excited for this little phone call... I have no clue what I will say… LOL… you actually make me feel like I’m fifteen again not in my thirties.
Him: Yeah, you can ring on Snapchat, it’s algoods. We’ve got to get prepared, so when are you coming to see me babe?
Me: No shit! Wow, that’s insane I never knew, you’re like the tech guru! And I fucking love that we’ve got to get prepared for when we meet…. you’re fucking cute, like so cute.
Him: Thank you, so are you.
That’s it. A thank you. That’s all I get to that long text? Men!… They confuse me.
Me: You’re so polite like all the time! It’s a bit wicked!
Him: Aw you’re making me go red. xx
Me: Naww, am I now?… I like that, a man who blushes! I really fucking like ya! And it scares me!
Him: Why does it scare you? xx
Me: Because I’m married and have kids and I shouldn’t be getting all giddy over a guy!
Him: Well, yeah true that and I apologize for trying to get you to cheat. Okay, goodnight babe and I can’t wait to hear from your lovely face in the AM and well l was provoking you. xx
July 24th
I woke up with him on my mind. Opening my Snapchat, I type...
Me: Morning!
And an hour or so later I get a..
Him: Morning babe.
Me: Hey
Him: What you doing babe? xx
Me: Just in town, kids had an appointment
Him: Oh, yep sweet babe they heading back to school after?
Me: Yep, they sure are
Him: Oh yeah, babe I’m going to ask you something. What would happen if me and you had sex and you went home, what would happen?
Shit, shit what do I say to this? It’s not like I haven’t thought about it. Ahh fuck yes, I so have, who am I kidding.
Me: Sweet…. hmmmmm I don’t know…. What would happen…. What do you expect?… Be honest is it just a bit of fun and games or something different? I have kids to think about.
Him: Yeah well I don’t know what to expect honestly, you know you don’t have to do it. I’m not forcing you to babe.
Me: I totally understand that… I kinda wouldn’t let you force me; I can be pretty strong willed.
Him: But honestly we will talk about it over the phone. xx
I was in town and my phone went flat and I didn’t take my car charger.
Me: Hey I’ve just got home, had some shit to deal with at the school and my phone went flat…. So it’s charging and I’m just making coffee.
Him: Can I ring you while it’s on charge or nah?
Me: It’s on 41%, I just have to get wood in.. You can ring while I do that... if you like... or after is all good…
Heat is thumping in my eyes, why am I so nervous? Because he makes me feel whole and I am emotionally attached to him.
Him: So can I ring now babe?
Fuck..Fuck..Fuck..
Me: Ring now.
We spoke for 2 hours…. Two straight hours… OMG.. Amazing. His voice is all husk and sex. Makes me wet and my thighs quiver. He makes me want to be alone with him.
For the whole month of July we shared Snapchat messages and they became so sweet so special and intimate.
He snapped me things like...
Him: You’re perfect.
Me: Perfect, I love that. Like, no one has ever said such things or been this sweet, amazing and beautiful to me.
I snapped him back how my mind was blown, he’s 26! I asked if this was all just a game, to get the prize? To tap the married women and gap it?
Him: Well I am glad to be the first guy to say that to you. xx
Me: You’ve been the first guy to say a lot to me like for real.
Him: Well that is good. I honestly think you are a great person. xx
Me: I like that …. but I’m just me at the end of the day I’m crazy and come with a shit ton of baggage.
CHAPTER TEN
Shit’s getting real now guys. Tell me I'm crazy, please, tell me this is wrong... Tell me I don't need to be his baby...
I could be the one for you. He says to me. How long will it take for you to see this? To believe this. That I could fucking worship you...
The next part of this Snapchat was about drivin
g to meet him. How far it was? The different ways there. Goggle mapping it and the times it would take. I told him I have no problem driving that far to meet him, to see him, hold him, and kiss his lips. I’m in love with his lips.
He snaps me back.
Him: Mmmmmmmmmmm that would be so nice.
Me: Hold ya and look in ya eyes for two minutes, it would be nice. Romance lake side.
The two minutes is an in house joke we share; where we joke about looking into each other’s eyes for two minutes and our hearts beat in sync and beat that same beat forever, that it’s love right there.
Him: Yeah it would be very nice by the side of the lake.
We went back and forth over our shared love of music. I asked him if he liked to dance.
Him: Yeah
Me: Not drunk boy dance, LOL, like actual dance, dance?’
Him: Yeah
Me: Like wicked, you’re a man after my soul and I'm fucking married.
Him: Yeah I know you’re married and I'm sorry for what I'm doing.
That sent a fracture through my heart.
Me: You’re fine... you have nothing to be sorry about... I’m mad at myself for being married.
Him: I feel guilty that I have done this to you, pushed you and wanted you to be bad with me. You’re married and I know I shouldn’t. I'm mad at myself. It fucking sux that you’re married.
Another shatter, I think that I'm hurting this boy. It’s hurting me so he has to feel it also.
Me: Me being married? Yes, yes it does! But please don’t be sorry…. I hate that... I don’t want you to be upset or guilty! I actually like what you’re doing and I actually enjoy it… you give me butterflies and it’s fucking mint….
Him: All I want you to do is smile and hope that you are happy.
Me: I smile all the time; I just think of you and I’m smiling like a dick right now.. You’re amazing! And I think you will make me happy; you are now… just can’t catch the feels.
Him: And you can’t catch feels. xx
That one line makes my heart skip... He’s like so damn mmmmm I have no words to explain it.
Me: I’m trying to not catch feels… LOL… like shit…. You’re just too fucking wicked…
This man could be the real damn deal and why isn’t he locked down?
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