Before I knew it, I was kissing him back with just as much need, pushing him, taking from him all that I needed, wanted, desired, longed for in that kiss. He’d awoken my sleeping, lonely soul and I was fucking hungry starved for more, so much more. We laid there under the bright sun, the deep blue sky a stunning back drop for what was shaping up to be one of the most unforgettable days in my rather boring life.
I could feel him smile against my lips as his tongue practically fucked me, sending my body into a spasming mess and my hips flexing under me, needy and hungry. My hand slid up the inside of his shirt finding his back, his skin soft and warm, the sun belting down and warming under the thin cotton, I could feel every single part of him under my fingertips. His hand found the nape of my neck as his fingers laced around the back pulling me deeper into his kiss. I traced my finger over the ridges of the muscle on the body of a man who I had only ever read about before and now it seemed I had my own alpha that I could write into my own pages.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
There is so much desire, so much need, passion and greed.
So many pent-up emotions that I can feel each and every time our bodies connect it’s fucking fire and magic baby.
One week later…
Pulling into my drive from the road I see the kids running and playing on the back lawn, it warms me. It's been a long day. Town days are tiring. I met up with my best friend for coffee and a catchup, I needed it. I needed to tell someone of this secret that's burning a hole in my soul. And the funny thing is-she doesn't think I am insane, she completely understands for she did the same thing, is still doing the same thing. Well, fuck me sideways aren't we just a pair of insane chicas. Best friends all right.
We so need a wine and vodka night; she loves the girl’s piss; I hate it. But hey, we have our preferences and we don't agree on drinks, but we do agree on a little marital affair to keep shit interesting. Laughing to myself at the situation but hurting for her also at the same time. We share a lot, her and I have a lot in common, helps that we have been friends since like ten years old. Her husband is emotionally abusing her like mine is me and she found solace in a doctor from her work, she's a nurse. After the death of a child, their marriage was never the same and he found a way to cope under a two-dollar whore from the white pages of the phone book, I'm sure of it and she dove into an extremely hot doctor. Fuck yes, holler girl, I’d tap that shit too.
So, we had a two and a half hour catch up over coffee and cake and the boys in our life. Afterwards, I did some shopping, stopped at the liquor store for a bottle of vodka and now I am home. Hubs is home for the first time in a week and the kids seem to be having a blast by the sounds that are floating around me. I park the car and walk into the house dropping my keys on the counter, I walk out to the deck kicking off my town shoes which are just lace up combat boots. I wear causal biker chic well, it's my get up, that or gym clothes, creature of comfort baby. I stop dead in my tracks as my heart sinks, the world spins and blood pumps hard in my ears.
He’s here in my home at my house playing with my kids.
What the actual fuck?
Garry sees me first putting his beer down on the table, he walks up to me.
“Babe you’re home.” His smile fake, his tone forced to be pleased to see me, his hand wraps around me pulling me hard into him, asserting his authority. I stiffen as my eyes lock on Brax’s over Garry's shoulder. His lips find my ear lobe kissing just below it.
“Bout fucking time don't you think.” I coil inside myself, a week he's been gone, and I was actually looking forward to seeing him. I had actually missed him, and I now wonder why.
“I’m sorry, I um, was with Bree.”
“Don't want fucking excuses Miley.” His fingers pinch around the inner side of my upper arm, tears prick my eyes as I look away blinking back the pain ripping through me, his touch cruel and mean, always so hard. Never soft, never loving.
“Best you fucking get your shit together, don't embarrass me in front of my mates, babe.” He slurs out the babe and my skin shudders.
He releases me, I stand stock still trying to breathe and calm myself. My hand finds my arm and the telltale purple marks that will be dotting my uber white skin. Blinking my unlashed tears back I take a deep breath and swallow as the kids run up happy, their smiles so bright. Playing with Brax looks good on them, I knew it was too good to be true thinking it was their father.
“Mum, mum look Brax is here,” my son is so happy, “and look Jamie too.” I look around and Jamie pops up with a rugby ball in hand as Tim, Jamie's dad who is also Garry's best mate, wraps his hand around my hip kissing my cheek.
“Hey, Miley, hope it’s okay we gate crashed, I know this ugly prick’s been away for a week.” His breath warm on my skin. “Umm it’s okay Tim, you never have to ask.” I say trying so hard to keep my facial expressions neutral. I am a fucking shit liar and my expressions always give me away.
“Hey, Miley, we missed ya at rugby today,” Brax says stepping up with my daughter wrapped around his torso, her feet on his feet as he walks.
“Is that so?” Garry questions.
“Yep, she brings the oranges and water you brought nothing but beer and well we can't give that to the kids.” Brax says pulling me into him as a polite greeting, kissing my cheek. “Fuck you smell as good as you look.”
Swallowing hard I pull back
“Kids, wanna help bring in the shopping and there will be an ice block in it for ya?” I holler hoping for a distraction.
Bribery works each time as they run off towards the car.
“Cook some steaks for dinner aye Miley.” Garry snaps at me as Brax steps out from behind me, his hand grazing along my thigh as he walks off in the direction of the kids.
“Don't fucking burn them either! The boys and Jamie are staying.”
My cheeks heat, burning red anger creeps up my neck.
“Okay babe.” Running my hands over my thighs gritting my teeth I try and pull myself together.
“Jamie can have the bunk in with Jace and Tim can have the spare room and well Brax, sorry mate you’re sleeping on the pull-out couch in the lounge.”
Walking towards the garage the kids run in with bags. “Brax has the rest can we have an ice block?” Jace practically screams out.
“Shut it will ya, that screaming hurts my fucking ears.” Garry yells out.
Jace's face pales as embarrassment hits me for him.
My hand finds his and I squeeze it. “Sure, babe and go play out front, aye.”
He nods at me as my finger finds my lips in a motion to be quiet with a wink, he smiles at me taking the ice blocks from me and runs like the wind from the house.
I slump against the cool freezer in the laundry room putting the frozen food away.
Lost in my thoughts I didn't even hear him step into the small space; it wasn't till the click of the door startles me. Turning, my eyes meet his finger on his lips as fire burns in his eyes.
Breathing out the breath I was holding, I flick the blind over the window to shut, just small shards of light break through the blind as the wind blows it lightly through the slight opening. Leaning into him my hand going around his back and locking the door.
I'm in so deep, may as well make it worth it.
His hands find my neck pulling me into his chest as his chin rests on the top of my head. My fingers link together, and I just let him hold me.
“Well, he's a cunt babe.” His voice low but he can't hide the anger in it. “I hate the way he is with you and the kids. Makes me wanna fucking take the life from his eyes.”
“Why are you here?” I ask him ignoring the statement, coz I know he would.
“I'm here coz Garry told us to come back for drinks and steaks. Megan's away and it's just us boys so we thought why not,” his finger lifts my chin up to meet his gaze.
“You’re fucking beautiful you know that. Too good for a douche like that.” His eyes look deep into mine as his hands cup my ass lifting
me up and onto the freezer, my hands find his shoulders digging my nails into the flesh under his t-shirt.
“Hold me baby, just hold me, I'm fucking falling apart, and I don't know what to do.” My voice breaks and I hate it, I'm vulnerable and lonely and with him I can be me and he won't care that I'm a mess with more fucking issues than a damn Hollywood reality show.
“I'm going to fucking make love to you tonight babe.”
“What? Is this really happening?”
“Fucking aye it is, and I will worship your body like it’s meant to be worshiped. I will fucking own every inch of you, and I will kiss every single inch of your prefect skin.”
My cheeks heat knowing he will do just that too.
Looking up at him my mouth opens and shuts, I have no words, I know he's good for it, everything he said he would do so far, he's done.
His hands slide down over my shoulders and back, mapping a trail down my spine sending quivers over my body at the memory of him laying over me mere days ago. His soft lips found the bare skin on my shoulders as the strap of my tank top slides down lightly. His lips traced over my skin, his hands slipping down under my ass cheeks pulling me up into him slightly.
Breathlessly, I looked at the door behind us hearing the kids playing. “We should go,” I tried to say my mouth and words failing me, I sounded like a puffed whale.
Brax murmurs against my skin, his lips never leaving me, “Soon give me a minute babe, all I thought about for every fucking minute since you left me was how much I couldn't wait to taste you again.”
His fingers curled over me and dangerously close to my needy and wet pussy. “You’re wet for me, aren't you babe?” he questions. “You just have to give into me babe and let me take you.” I breathed out low and shaky, my hands sliding over his back and back up again, running my hands through his hair and cupping his face. I pull him back so I can meet his eyes, sex and savage things dance through them and the image alone sends me to the edge of what ifs and maybes, how sex with him would leave me a wet mess on the floor.
Fuck it, taking the moment for all it’s worth my lips crash to his taking him, not wanting to waste another second with him. I kiss him like I need him to breathe, like it will be the last time that I get to taste him. My world will never be the same again and that's okay because he makes me feel stronger.
Before I know it, he's taken control of this kiss and it’s forceful and needy, hungry and passionate. My lips crashing against his, our tongues taking all that the other can give. Little black dots form behind my eyes as my hands find his ass and squeeze, hungry for more. I bring my hand to the front and search against his jeans for his throbbing hard cock, finding it straining against the zipper, a low growl leaves his throat vibrating against my lips, his fingers seek my apex that is hot, needy and wet for him. I feel the sleek warmness against me as his hand slides up my thigh, hiking my skirt up with it as his fingers slip past the flimsy fabric of my panties, fuck it feels so good. Slowly I wiggle up just a little as his other hand cups around me, picking me up and walking backwards until he hits the wall. Sucking in a breath of air sharply through my teeth as his fingers slip inside me, my walls are dripping for him, my hands pull at his hair sitting on the nape of his neck. Breaking our kiss my teeth seek his lips, biting down softly he sucks in deep growling out,
“I wanna fuck you now.” My mind is lost and I have no control, I take every moment as it comes, around me my world falling apart.
“Well, why wait?” His fingers stop stroking my inner walls and I clench around him begging him to continue. He looks at me his cheeks flushed.
“Really?” he questions his eyebrow going up.
“Yep why not?”
“Fuck babe, don't need to tell me twice.” A small giggle leaves me as he sits me back on the freezer and grabbing a blanket from the shelf above us, he lays it down on the floor. “Can't have ya getting lino burn babe.”
I slide my panties from under my skirt and he watches me as I place the black lace G-string to the side. His fingers fumble with his zipper and his button, I giggle. His eyes narrow at me, a smile kicks up on his lips as he pulls a rubber from his back pocket. Clenching it between his teeth he rips the foil as he frees his cock from his jeans. Commando I like it a lot. Sucking in air, shocked at how fucking huge he is and not even trying to hide the smile that spreads across my lips.
“You like what ya see babe?” chuckling down at me he winks.
I lose my mind as I shamelessly watch him roll the condom over his thick cock. My mouth runs dry as I struggle to wet my lips to speak. “You always carry them with you?” raising my eyebrows at him. His eyes lock on mine as I roll my shirt up and pop my breasts from my bra, the lace rubbing against my hardened nipples causing a sexual friction I couldn't ignore anymore and I found myself rolling the pebbled nipple through my fingers.
Brax’s eyes widened as he watched me, rolling his tongue over his lips, an animal like sound reverberated from him as he lowered his over mine. “Well, aren't you just a beautiful sight babe. Oh and to answer ya question, only on the off chance of seeing you.” His gravelly voice hit me in all the right spots, the shy Miley gone and beast mode Miley in her place. Losing my mind he lowers his whole body over me all six foot six inches of him. The muscles taunt in his arms as he holds his weight up you can feel the heat jumping from us. As his lips skimmed over my shoulders my blood pounded in my veins, my hips flexed up to his meeting him half way, edging him to push inside wanting to get lost in him and forgetting everything. I was starved for him, hungry for what he had promised in all our nighttime phone calls. My body melted into him as his weight sunk into me, his tongue plunged in between my lips tasting me, sucking from my soul. My tongue found his, quickly intertwining together as his hand found my hip, sliding it under my ass cheek. His cock sat at the entrance, just the tip of his head at the entrance teasing me. He rolled his hips and fear rippled with excitement raced through me at what we were about to do. Here in my home, my kids playing outside, and my husband drinking with his mate on the deck.
Hunger surged through me as I ran my nails up his spine pushing his shirt up with my hands needing his skin on mine. He hastily leaned back and pulled the shirt from his ripped body, his chest covered in tattoos. He lowered his body back down onto mine. “You make me crazy baby.” He surged into me and a small yelp laced moan left my body as he crushed down into me his hand wrapped around my head, his fingers digging into my shoulder.
His touch, hot taboo and fucking insane. It sent a burst of heat straight into my core, it made me ache as a small sound escaped from my lips, foreign and unusual to my ears. “That is me waking you up baby, showing you just how good it can be. But fuck baby be quiet, kinda don't wanna get caught with my dick in the bros Mrs. even if he is a cunt bag.”
His teeth sank around my hardened nipple, I bit down on my lip stifling a moan that surged through me.
“Good girl babe.” His breath was fucking pure sexual heat over my breasts.
“Fuck me I have never....” I couldn't even finish what I was about to say before he sunk into me deep, stretching me, shocking me that I could take all of him and it not be painful. My body opened up taking him and fucking relished in it. I flexed up to meet his thrusts sending a quiver deep through me, the feeling was unreal. I hadn't experienced something so intoxicating before, I’m sure it's a mixture of him and the fact that we are having sex on the floor of my laundry. My teeth found his shoulder, biting into it as I took all of his length relentlessly over and over matching his thrust for thrust, he hissed out through clenched teeth. Spreading my hands across the muscles of his chest he reared back looking down at me, his hair falling over his face shaping the strong line of his jaw. His eyes hooded with more lust and I craved the look like I needed it to stay alive.
“This is going to be hard and fast babe but when I get you actually alone, I will worship you.” His voice low, needy and full of a promise that made me take a deep breath in and close my eyes, Spe
echless, I was speechless, all I could do was cry out a half sob of pleasure as he pulled out and rolled the tip of his cock around my opening teasing me. His thumb finding my clit and rubbing it slowly— so slowly that my back arched off the blanket, my eyes opening and seeing him.
His strong chest rippled with muscles, sweat beading over him, the light hit him in all the right spots. He watched himself please me, tease me, torment me! His hand picked up his hard cock and slapped it against my clit as he moved his fingers, sinking them into me, plunging deep, scooping my nearly their orgasm from me. Rolling the tip of his head in painfully erotic circles over my clit he brought his fingers to his mouth sucking the wetness from me off them. His eyes fluttered closed and a moan escaped him. “Fucking delish baby, later mmm later, I will fucking lick you dry.” With that he slides his cock inside. “Hold on babe.”
He lifted my ass up cupping my cheeks in his hand and watched as he slid inside me, hissing as I opened up around him. The feeling sensational, the friction perfect, the heat that flared out of us pulling us back in and out from each other. Sweat beading over our skin, his eyes left my clit and met my eyes, his lips parted slightly. The sexual tension that had built up between us was pulling us together, both demanding the other release first. His forehead falls to mine, his lips locked onto mine as I felt my orgasm building, clenching my walls and thighs around him. My body stilled, relishing in the sensations assaulting me as our bodies became linked more by need, to lose each other and come undone.
Thankful for his mouth over mine because with a series of hard thrusts, as his thumb slide into my ass rubbing the tight hole sending a whole new ripple of sexual desire through me, it was too much. I came hard and fast screaming into his mouth as his cock thrashed my pussy, his thumb massaging my asshole and his mouth taking my moans. Shattering around him I felt his balls clench and his cock thrust in release rippling through me. I felt him come inside the rubber stopping the lush feeling of him blowing all through me but not stopping the feeling of him coming undone inside me. I took all of him grabbing his ass and pulling him in deep taking it all, milking him with my clenched walls I broke around him in that moment, gave him more of me than I had ever given to anyone.
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