A Dark and Stormy Knight

by Byrne, Kerrigan

  She’d have to take his word on that. “What about the press? An Earl dying at his own wedding is an enormous story. All the people in attendance…someone will figure out where I am and what we’ve done.”

  His sigh was a warm tickle on her neck. “For now, they’re chasing Honoria and William across the continent, thinking you are absconded to Italy to grieve and escape the horror of it.”

  She chewed on the inside of her lip. “Even still…there’s bound to be a scandal. The truth will come out eventually.”

  “What troubles you the most?” he asked disapprovingly, having undone enough of her buttons to make the bodice of her dress sag. “Scandal? Or the truth?”

  “I fear the consequences of what we’ve done,” she said, holding her bodice to her chest before turning to look at him. “I don’t want to raise a child under such a shadow.”

  The brow he notched was a few shades darker than his fair hair, and Pru realized her error. He was a shadow. The Knight of Shadows, in fact.

  “As a man who has braved many a scandal, I care not what is said behind silk fans.” He waved her worries away. “You’ve a bedroom rather than a cell. And no one as of yet calling for your blood. Until the inquest is over, it’s best you remain out of the public eye so that I might protect you as well as I can. Those are the only answers I can give you for now.”

  Bereft, shaky, and utterly exhausted, Prudence gathered the last bit of strength she had to square her shoulders and ask, “Promise me you’ll search with everything you have. Promise me you’ll look elsewhere than in your own house for the killer.”

  “I promise I will look where the investigation leads.”

  A desolate disappointment pressed upon her with a tangible weight, curling her shoulders forward as if they could keep his words from piercing her heart. “Do you believe me…husband? Do you believe that I am innocent?”

  His gaze became intent, searching, and then frustratingly opaque. “I believe you were right when you said that the truth will come out.”

  Pru successfully fought off crumpling until he’d turned his back.

  “Good night, Miss—” he paused then, catching himself this second time. “Good night.”

  When the door closed behind him, Prudence limped to the bed as if a herd of horses had trod on her feet, suddenly hurting everywhere.

  She collapsed onto the counterpane and released the tears she’d been too numb to cry since this nightmare began. They broke upon her like the tide, threatening to pull her under their current of despair.

  She should have wept for a dead man. For the loss of her parents’ respect and her freedom. For the horror of her utter ruin and the fear of being unable to lift her head in society ever again.

  But she wept, because her husband couldn’t bring himself to say her name.

  Chapter 9

  Morley didn’t think his wife was dangerous solely because he wanted her. She was dangerous because he wanted to believe her.

  He emerged from the underground tunnels into Whitechapel, searching for trouble. Aching for it. His muscles rippled beneath his skin. Ready. Oh, so ready. He felt hot and cold all at once. He needed to hit something. To maim. To pound.

  Fucking unfortunate word, that.

  Also…relevant.

  He’d wanted to pound into her everything he’d denied himself for the past three months. To thrust and thrust and thrust until he lost himself to the bliss he knew he’d find in her body.

  What harm could it do now?

  She’d almost seemed like she’d wanted it. Hadn’t she? No. No. Surely, he’d imagined the expectation in her eyes.

  The invitation.

  Leaving her like that, with her dress half hanging off her shoulders, was one of the most difficult things he’d ever done. God! Just uncovering her neck to the top of her corset—the mere sight of her shoulder blades had driven him mad with lust.

  For a stranger. For a possible murderer.

  For his wife.

  He was a beast on a short leash tonight. His wedding night. He’d used every ounce of civility he could feign on this difficult, exhausting day and now he could set free his wrath on the dregs of the city. Tonight, he was on the hunt for a singular criminal. A particular crime.

  And he knew just where to find it.

  He passed plenty of illegal acts. Bordellos, gambling hells, gin peddlers, thieves, and all sorts up to every kind of sin.

  This was his genesis, and might very well be his end. This putrid place where the shadows were full of danger and the pallid streetlamps only illuminated unpleasant truths. He slid between them like a cat, avoiding detection as even desperate, waifish fiends and daring prostitutes shrank from his shade.

  He heard the name whispered behind his back upon occasion.

  Is that him? The Knight of Shadows?

  The police beat was easy to avoid, he’d been doing it for decades. He knew their routes, and their times.

  Hell, he knew most of their names.

  What he needed to discover, was which ones sold cocaine to the innocent and weak.

  The deeper he drove himself into the squalid darkness of Dorset Street, the more layers of himself peeled away. He shucked off Carlton Morley. His stringent mannerisms and his staunch courteousness. He even yearned to be rid of the ridiculous mask and moniker of the vigilante.

  Tonight, he felt like someone else. Someone he thought he’d buried long ago.

  Cutter.

  As he lurked through the thoroughfares he’d once owned as Cutter ‘Deadeye’ Morley, he felt a piece of his puzzle click into place.

  For three bloody months he’d been turning a problem over in his mind, chewing it with as much success as he would a rock. Breaking against it. Grinding himself down.

  Who was the man who’d made the ballocks decision to fuck a stranger in a garden?

  Carlton Morley? Or the Knight of Shadows?

  He’d needed to come here to find the answer.

  It all made perfect sense now. He’d been so visceral that night. So raw and filled with every emotion he’d never allowed himself. Anger and lust and need and pain. He’d been so fucking hungry. Hungry for a kind of sustenance he’d never had.

  He’d been…

  Cutter.

  Cutter had fucked her because he wanted to. Because she was a bit of beauty and warmth he’d never allowed himself. The thief who’d never had parents to speak of, who’d learned his morals from whores and cutpurses. Who’d committed murder for the sake of revenge.

  And reveled in it.

  He covered up the murder in his past, and if he found out that she’d been the woman to stick that dagger into the Earl of Sutherland’s throat…he’d be tempted to cover that up too.

  Because despite everything she may or may not be… he still wanted her.

  Could she sense it, somehow?

  Was it because they had killing in common? Like begets like, after all, and if Prudence Goode was the woman he feared she was, had she selected him because her dark soul recognized his?

  Even as the suspicion lanced him with horror, his gut violently rejected it. She was a stranger, an enigma to him, but his instinct was to believe her.

  To trust her!

  Trust was not an emotion with which he was familiar.

  What did he know about her, really? That she was both bold and amenable. Her eyes were kind and her mouth wicked. She’d a temper, but was as levelheaded as anyone could expect under the circumstances. She succumbed to logic just as easily as lust.

  She might have killed a man in cold blood.

  What sort of mother would a woman like that make?

  A rueful sound echoed off the damp walls of a dank alley he all but slithered down. The irony of his hypocrisy both irritated and amused him.

  The father of this child was Cutter fucking Morley.

  And that was both why he’d married her and why he hadn’t touched her. No matter how her shape enticed him. Regardless of how the memories of her creamy thighs
and silken intimate flesh tormented him. Despite the urge he had to throw caution to the wind and plunge his hands into her luxuriant hair and trail his mouth over every delectable inch of her—sampling summer berries and soft flesh…

  His leather gloves creaked against the tightening of his fists.

  He. Couldn’t. Touch. Her. Not until he found out if she’d innocent blood on her hands.

  There were reasons to kill. He kept reminding her of that because if she was found to be guilty, he wanted—he needed—a reason to save her.

  Because the life inside her womb was innocent. Pure and untainted by the ugliness of this world. Of these streets. And he’d be goddamned if he wouldn’t do everything in his mortal power to keep it that way.

  Six months. He had six months to investigate the death of Sutherland and the shipments of illicit substances sweeping the streets.

  He felt like a man standing before a tryptic of mirrors, seeing a separate reflection in each. One, the methodical Chief Inspector. The next, a vengeful vigilante. And the third… a boy with a terrible secret and a broken heart.

  To reconcile himself. He needed to shatter the third mirror.

  Two shades broke from the lamplight of a rotten pub moving toward the alley in between, stealing his focus. Morley trailed them, melting from shadow to shadow like death, himself.

  He moved when they moved. Waited when they waited, pressing himself against the corner of a building, listening to their excitement. Catching it with rampant kicks of his heart in his chest as the blue uniform of a London Metropolitan Policeman absorbed the light as he strode toward them, waving a walking stick.

  This was what he’d come to see. An exchange of illicit substances. This… was where his trail to the very source began.

  Morley waited for the men to pass the Copper his money. He waited until they checked the purity of the substance he handed back to them. He waited until they damned themselves.

  Moving slowly, he cracked his fingers and reveled in what was to come. Three criminals. One in his uniform wielding a nightstick.

  There would be pain. And he needed the pain. To inflict it. To endure it. To escape.

  Yes. He’d put an end to Cutter very soon. But first…he’d use every weapon in his arsenal. He’d cut out the truth if he had to. The sooner the better.

  Because as much as he trusted no one, he trusted himself least of all…

  To keep his hands off his wife.

  Chapter 10

  If it was the last thing she ever did, Pru was going to get behind the two locked doors in her house.

  She’d been staring at them for a week. Or, rather, they had been staring at her.

  They’d a somewhat strange relationship now, she and the doors. They greeted her every day on the way down to breakfast, beckoning to her with their iron latches and symmetrical arches. A cream-colored obsession, they were, and if she didn’t get behind them today, she’d give in to the madness waiting in the periphery of her thoughts. Threatening to engulf her and drag her to perdition.

  She couldn’t exactly say why it bothered her so much. Why she spent so long in front of them when there were so many diverting rooms to occupy her. The first floor alone contained the large drawing room, the dining room, and a morning room attached to the well-tended back gardens through which the modest stable and carriage house hunkered in a cozy stone corner. She’d found a small library, in which she rejoiced, connected to her spacious parlor on the second floor, along with a couple handsome unused guest rooms, and her husband’s study.

  The third story was where she slept, and only four doors graced the long hall. One was her bedroom and dressing room, obviously, and the other a washroom.

  She needn’t the deductive powers of a Scotland Yard detective to suss out that her husband slept behind one of the locked doors.

  In theory, at least.

  Nighttime was when her body reminded her she carried his child with bouts of vicious nausea. So, when she lay awake staring at the canopy, doing her best to contain the retching, she’d often hear the clip of his shoes on the floorboards as he returned home from occasional nocturnal adventures as the Knight of Shadows.

  Pru would lie awake and listen to him putter about behind the locked doors. Sometimes it sounded as though he’d brought his enemies home to grapple with them in the middle of the night and she’d burn to know what he was about.

  He’d be gone before she awoke.

  She never saw him. They never spoke. But she knew her husband kept apprised of her. That the staff, meager as it was, updated him on her well-being.

  After a particularly restless night where she’d vomited until the wee hours, she’d been presented an effervescent drink by the thin, birdlike cook at the lonely breakfast table.

  “From the master,” the woman had told her. “To settle your ills.”

  She’d not even been able to stomach her usual breakfast of toast that morning, but the moment the ginger ale had fizzed its way down her throat and spread relief in her belly, she’d thanked the stars for him.

  The gesture, tiny as it was, had touched her.

  He cared.

  More likely about the baby rather than her, but even so. She wasn’t surprised, per se. She remembered his deference the night they’d been lovers. The tempering of his strength. The tenderness of his touch. The attentiveness to her pleasure.

  To dwell on it now would drive her deeper toward madness.

  A tray had appeared in her parlor, and upon it she found little treasures almost every morning. A furniture catalogue. A card of information for a staff employment company. Clothing patterns and collections for infants from which she could order.

  She’d never had to send for her things from her father’s house, workmen had simply arrived and collected her. She’d gone to her parents’ house in her husband’s fine carriage, finding them conspicuously absent, and had gathered what belonged to her.

  And a few things that didn’t.

  They’d moved and unpacked her entire life without her having to so much as lift a finger.

  Chief Inspector Sir Carlton Morley did just about everything around the house…

  Except sleep. Or eat. Or live.

  She might as well reside in a crypt for all the interaction she had. Ester, Lucy, and the footman, Bart, were polite but disinclined to break the barrier between mistress of the house and staff, regardless of her clumsy attempts. They treated her with careful suspicion, and in the moments they weren’t aware of her regard, open disapproval.

  Mercy and Felicity had sent word that they were only allowed to call around once per week.

  There’d been no word from Honoria. And Pru had not spoken to Amanda since that day in Hyde Park. All her other acquaintances assumed she’d escaped her despair to Italy.

  But no. It was right here. Screaming at her through the silence and loneliness that pressed her down from all sides as she stood between two locked doors.

  Dammit. She’d had enough.

  Prudence waited until Ester had gone out to the market, and went below stairs to pilfer the master set of keys from their hook in the pantry. She’d done this before, on day three, and discovered that none of the master keys matched the locks for the two mysterious doors.

  Morley probably kept them upon his person.

  The master set did, however, grant her access to his office.

  Out of respect for her husband, she’d not disturbed the room past a curious peek that day. What if he somehow discovered that she’d snooped? She’d no desire to incur his wrath.

  Today she was past caring. She needed a diversion. She needed to know.

  It took her an hour and a half of rifling through his office to find what she’d somehow suspected would be there. He was so tidy for a man, so orderly, so comprehensively methodical. If he thought of everything, then he’d keep in the house just exactly what she’d been searching for.

  Spare keys.

  They’d been tucked into a file of legal papers in a dr
awer marked “security.”

  Clever.

  They burned her palm as she raced back up the stairs. Her heart trilled in her chest like a captured sparrow as she stood in front of both doors.

  She selected the left one first. Inhaling a bracing breath, she slid the key in the lock and turned it, unlatching the door.

  Upon first glance she was disappointed. She hadn’t really known what to expect, but in her more fanciful moments she might have conjured a lair befitting the so-called Knight of Shadows. Uniforms maybe. Weapons. Masks and the like.

  Unsurprisingly, it was nothing more than an immaculate bedroom. Even the dust motes that’d danced across her open windows didn’t seem to dare venture into his space. The bedclothes had not a wrinkle. The shaving implements gleamed in a row on the curio as if they’d been shined with the silver.

  But the faint scent of shaving soap clung to the air as the opaque water in the bowl had yet to be refreshed. That and other aromas drew her deeper into the room as if she’d been summoned by a spell. Cedar and fresh linen.

  And that masculine spice that was distinctively him.

  The rustle of her skirts disrupted the almost mausoleum-like silence as she drifted to a high-backed chair where a dressing gown had been neatly draped but obviously discarded after use.

  Lucy hadn’t laundered it yet or changed the pitcher, which meant that Morley, the master of the house, had straightened his own bed and shined his own shaving accoutrements.

  What a bemusing man.

  Unable to stop herself, Prudence lifted the robe to her face and inhaled. Since her pregnancy, she seemed to have the nose of a bloodhound. She’d never forget the warm, wild scent of him. It taunted her now, surrounded by his things as she was.