Kiss of Wrath

by Sandra Hill

  Without words, Sigurd knew that the man wanted the child. To his surprise, Sigurd handed over the bundle that carried his body heat to the stranger.

  “Take her, Caleb,” the man said to yet another man in a white robe who appeared at his side.

  “Yes, Michael.” Caleb bowed as if the first man were a king or some important personage.

  More kings! That is all I need!

  The Michael person passed the no-longer crying infant to Caleb, who enfolded the babe in what appeared to be wings, but was probably a white fur cloak, and walked off, disappearing into the now heavy snowfall.

  “Will you kill the child?” Sigurd asked, realizing for the first time that he might not have been able to do it himself. Not this time.

  “Viking, will you never learn?” Michael asked.

  He said “Viking” as if it were a bad word. Sigurd was too stunned by this tableau to be affronted.

  “Who are you? What are you?” Sigurd asked as he noticed the massive white wings spreading out behind the man.

  “Michael. An archangel.”

  Sigurd had heard of angels before and seen images on wall paintings in a Byzantium church. “Did you say arse angel?”

  “You know I did not. Thou art a fool.”

  No sense of humor at all. Sigurd assumed that an archangel was a special angel. “Am I dead?”

  “Not yet.”

  That did not sound promising. “But soon?”

  “Sooner than thou could imagine,” he said without the least bit of sympathy.

  Can I fight him? Somehow, Sigurd did not think that was possible.

  “You are a grave sinner, Sigurd.”

  He knows my name. “That I freely admit.”

  “And yet you do not repent. And yet you would have taken another life tonight.”

  “Another?” Sigurd inquired, although he knew for a certainty what Michael referred to, and it was not some enemy he had covered with sword dew in righteous battle. But how could the man . . . rather angel . . . possibly know what had been Sigurd’s closely held secret all these years? No one else knew.

  “There are no secrets, Viking,” Michael informed him.

  Holy Thor! Now he is reading my mind!

  Before Sigurd could reply, the snow betwixt them swirled, then cleared to reveal a picture of himself as a boyling of ten years or so bent over his little ailing brother Aslak, a five-year-old of immense beauty, even for a male child. Pale white hair, perfect features, a bubbling, happy personality. Everyone loved Aslak, and Aslak loved everyone in return.

  Sigurd had hated his little brother, despite the fact that Aslak followed him about like an adoring puppy. Aslak was everything that Sigurd was not. Sigurd’s dull brown hair only turned blond when he got older and the tresses had been sun-bleached on sea voyages. His facial features had been marred by the pimples of a youthling. He had an unpleasant, betimes surly, disposition. In other words, unlikable, or so Sigurd had thought.

  Being the youngest of the Sigurdsson boys, before Aslak, and the only one still home, Sigurd had been more aware of his little brother’s overwhelming popularity. In truth, in later years, when others referred to the seven Sigurdsson brothers, they failed to recall that at one time there had been eight.

  Sigurd blinked and peered again into the swirling snow picture of that fateful night. His little brother’s wheezing lungs laboring for life through the long pre-dawn hours. His mother Lady Elsa had begged Sigurd to help because, even at ten years of age, he had healing hands. Sigurd had pretended to help, but in truth he had not employed the steam tenting or special herb teas that might have cured his dying brother. Aslak had died, of course, and Sigurd knew it was his fault.

  Looking up to see Michael staring at him, Sigurd said, “I was jealous.”

  Michael shook his head. “Nay, jealousy is a less than admirable trait. Your sin was envy.”

  “Envy. Jealousy. Same thing.”

  “Lackwit!” Michael declared, his wings bristling wide like a riled goose. “Jealousy is a foolish emotion, but envy destroys the peace of the soul. When was the last time you were at peace, Viking?”

  Sigurd thought for a long moment. “Never, that I recall.”

  “Envy stirs hatred in a person, causing one to wish evil on another. That was certainly the case with your brother Aslak. And with so many others you have maligned or injured over the years.”

  Sigurd hung his head. ’Twas true.

  “Envy causes a person to engage in immoderate quests for wealth or power or relationships that betimes defy loyalty and justice.”

  Sigurd nodded. The archangel was painting a clear picture of him and his sorry life.

  “The worst thing is that you were given a treasured talent. The gift of healing. Much like the Apostle Luke. But you have disdained it. Abused it. And failed to nourish it for a greater good.”

  “An apostle?” Sigurd was not a Christian, but he was familiar with tales from their Bible. “You would have me be as pure as an apostle? I am a Viking.”

  “Idiots! I am forced to work with idiots.” Michael rolled his eyes. “Nay, no one expects purity from such as you. Enough! For your grave sins, and those of your six brothers . . . in fact, all the Vikings as a whole . . . the Lord is sorely disappointed. You must be punished. In the future, centuries from now, there will be no Viking nation, as such. Thus sayeth the Lord,” Michael pronounced. “And as for you Sigurdsson miscreants . . . your time on earth is measured.”

  “By death?”

  Michael nodded. “Thou art already dead inside, Sigurd. Now your body will be, as well.”

  So be it. It was a fate all men must face, though he had not expected it to come so soon. “You mention my brothers. They will die, too?”

  “They will. If they have not already passed.”

  Seven brothers dying in the same year? This was the fodder of sagas. Skalds would be speaking of them forever more. “Will I be going to Valhalla, or the Christian heaven, or that other place?” He shivered inwardly at the thought of that latter, fiery fate.

  “None of those. You are being given a second chance.”

  “To live?” This was good news.

  Michael shook his head. “To die and come back to serve your Heavenly Father in a new role.”

  “As an angel?” Sigurd asked with incredulity.

  “Hardly,” Michael scoffed. “Well, actually, you would be a vangel. A Viking vampire angel put back on earth to fight Satan’s demon vampires, Lucipires. For seven hundred years, your penance would be to redeem your sins by serving in God’s army under my mentorship.”

  Sigurd could tell that Michael wasn’t very happy with that mentorship role, but he could not dwell on that. It was the amazing ideas the archangel was putting forth.

  “Do you agree?” Michael asked.

  Huh? What choice did he have? The fires of hell, or centuries of living as some kind of soldier. “I agree, but what exactly is a vampire?”

  He soon found out. With a raised hand, Michael pointed a finger at Sigurd and unimaginable pain wracked his body, including his mouth where the jaw bones seemed to crack and realign themselves, emerging with fangs, like a wolf. He fell to his knees as his shoulder blades also seem to explode as if struck with a broadsword.

  “Fangs? Was that necessary?” he gasped, glancing upward at the celestial being whose arms were folded across his chest, staring down at him.

  “You’ll need them for sucking blood.”

  “From what?”

  “What do you think? From a peach? Idiot! Fom people . . . or demons.”

  “What? Eew!” He expects me to drink blood? From living persons? Or demons? I do not know about this bargain.

  “Thou can still change thy mind, Viking,” Michael said.

  Reading my mind again! Damn! “And go to hell?”

  “Thou sayest it.”

  Sigurd thought about negotiating with the angel, but knew instinctively that it would do no good. He nodded. “It will be as you say.”<
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  Moments later, when the pain subsided somewhat, the angel raised him up and studied him with icy contempt, or was it pity? “Go! And do better this time, vangel.”

  On those words, Sigurd fell backwards and over the cliff. Falling, falling, falling toward the black, roiling sea. He discovered in that instant that there was one thing a vangel didn’t have. Wings.

  One

  Florida, 2014

  Sometimes life throws you a life line, sometimes a sinker . . .

  No one watching Marisa Lopez emerge from the medical center in downtown Miami would have guessed that she’d just been delivered a death blow. Not for herself, but for her five-year-old daughter Isobel.

  Marisa had become a master at hiding her emotions. When she’d found out she was pregnant midway through her junior year at Florida State and her scumbag boyfriend skipped campus faster than his two hundred dollar running shoes could carry him. When her hopes for a career in physical therapy went down the tubes. When she’d found out two years ago that her little girl had an inoperable brain tumor. When the blasted tumor kept growing, and Izzie got sicker and sicker. When Marisa had lost her third job in a row because of missing so many days for Izzie’s appointments. And now . . . well, she refused to break down now either, not where others could see.

  And there were people watching. Looking like a young Sophia Loren, not to mention being five-ten in her three-inch heels, she often got double takes, and the occasional wolf whistle. And she knew how to work it, especially when tips were involved at The Palms Health Spa where she was now employed as a certified massage therapist, as well as the Salsa bar where she worked nights at a second job. Was she burning the candle at both ends? Hell, yes. She wished she could do more.

  Slinging her knock-off Coach bag over one shoulder, she donned a pair of oversized, fake Dior sunglasses. Her scoop-necked, white silk blouse was tucked into a black pencil skirt, belted at her small waist with a counterfeit, red Gucci belt. Walking briskly on pleather Jimmy Choos, she made her way down the street to her car parked on a side street . . . a ten-year-old Ford Focus. Not quite the vehicle to go with her seemingly expensive attire. Little did folks know that hidden in her parents’ garage was a fortune in counterfeit and knock-off items, from Rolex watches to Victoria’s Secret lingerie, thanks to her jailbird brother Steve. A fortune that could not be tapped because someone besides her brother would end up in jail. Probably me, considering the bad luck cloud that seems to be hanging over my head.

  It wasn’t against the law to wear the stuff, just so long as she didn’t sell it. To her shame, she’d been tempted on more than one occasion this past year to do just that. Desperation trumps morality on occasion. So far, she hadn’t succumbed, though all her friends knew where to come when they needed something “special.”

  Her parents had no idea what was in the green-lidded bins that had been taped shut with duct tape. They probably thought it was Steve’s clothes and other worldly goods. Hah!

  Once inside her car, with the air conditioner on blast, Marisa put her forehead on the steering wheel and wept. Soul searing sobs and gasps for breath as she cried out her misery. Marisa knew that she had to get it all out before she went home where she would have to pretend optimism before Izzie, who was way too perceptive for her age. Her parents, on the other hand, would need to know the prognosis. They would be crushed, as she was.

  A short time later, by mid afternoon, with her emotions under control and her makeup retouched, Marisa walked up the sidewalk to her parents’ house. She noticed that the Lopez Plumbing van wasn’t in the driveway; so, her father must still be at work. Good. Marisa didn’t need the double whammy of their reaction to the latest news. One at a time would be best.

  Marisa had moved into her parents’ house, actually the apartment over the infamous garage, after Izzie’s initial diagnosis two years ago . . . to save money and take advantage of her parents’ generous offer to baby sit while Marisa worked. Steve, who had been the apartment’s prior occupant, was already in jail by that time, serving a two to six for armed robbery. The idiot had carried an old boy scout knife in his pocket when he’d stolen the cash register receipts at the Seven Eleven. Ironically, he’d never been nabbed for selling counterfeit goods . . . his side job, so to speak.

  Unfortunately, this wasn’t Steve’s first stint in the slammer, although it was his first felony. She hoped he learned something this time.

  Marisa used her key to enter the thankfully air-conditioned house. Immediately, her mood lightened somewhat in the home’s cozy atmosphere. Overstuffed sofa and chair. Her dad’s worn leather recliner that bore the imprint of his behind from long years of use. And the smell . . . ah! The air was permeated with the scent of spicy browned beef and tomatoes and fresh baked bread. It was Monday; so, it must be Vaca Vieja, or shredded beef, her father’s favorite, which would be served over rice with a fresh salad. No bagged salads here. No store bought bread.

  Izzie was asleep on the couch where she’d been watching cartoons on the television that had been turned to a low volume. The pretty, soft, pink and lavender afghan her grandmother had knitted for her covered her from shoulders to bare feet, but even so, her thin frame was apparent. There were dark smudges beneath her eyes.

  Marisa put her bag on the coffee table and leaned down to kiss the black curls that capped her little girl’s head. At one time, Izzie had sported a wild mass of corkscrew curls, all of which had been lost in her first bout of radiation. A wasted effort, the radiation had turned out. To everyone’s surprise, especially Izzie, the shorter do suited her better.

  With a deep sigh, Marisa entered the kitchen.

  Her mother was standing at the counter washing lettuce, tomatoes, cucumbers and radishes that she must have just picked from the small garden in the back yard. She wore her standard daytime “uniform.” A blouse tucked into stretchy waist slacks, and curlers on her head. Soon she would shower and change to a dress and medium pumps, her black hair all fluffed out, lipstick and a little makeup applied, to greet Daddy when he got home. It was a ritual she had followed every single day since her marriage thirty-two years ago. Just as she maintained her trim, attractive figure at fifty-nine. To please Daddy, as much as herself.

  Her mother must have sensed her presence because she turned abruptly. At first glance, she gasped and put a hand to her heart. No hiding anything from a mother.

  “Oh, Marisa, honey!” her mother said. Making the sign of the cross, she sat down at the kitchen table and motioned for Marisa to sit, too.

  First-generation Cuban-Americans, they’d named their first-born child Marisa Angelica, after Grandma Lopez “back home,” and Aunt Angelica who was a nun serving some special order in the Philippines. Steve was Diego Estefan Lopez. The louse!

  “Tell me,” her mother insisted.

  “Doctor Stern says the tumor has grown, only slightly, in the past two months, but her brain and other tissue are increasing like any normal growing child and pressing against . . .” Tears welled in her eyes, despite her best efforts, and she took several of the tissues her mother handed her. “Oh, Mom! He says, without that experimental surgery, she only has a year to live. And even with the surgery, it might not work.”

  Izzie’s only hope, and it was a slim one at best, was some new procedure being tried in Switzerland. Because it was experimental, insurance would not cover the expense. The two hundred thousand dollar expense might just as well be a hundred million, considering Marisa’s empty bank account, as well as her parents, who’d second mortgaged their house when Steve got into so much trouble.

  She and her mother both bawled then. What else could they do? Well, her mother had ideas, of course.

  Her mother stood and poured them both cups of her special brewed coffee from an old metal coffee pot on the stove. No fancy pancy (her mother’s words) Keurig or other modern devices for the old-fashioned lady. They both put one packet of diet sugar and a dollop of milk in their cups before taking the first sip.

  “F
irst off, we will pray,” her mother declared. “And we will ask Angelica to pray for Izzie, too.”

  “Mom! With the hurricane that hit the Philippines last year, Aunt Angelica has way too much on her prayer schedule.”

  “Tsk-tsk!” her mother said. “A nun always has time for more prayers. And I will ask my Rosary Altar Society ladies to start a novena. A miracle, that is what we need.”

  Marisa rolled her eyes before she could catch herself.

  Her mother wagged a forefinger at her. “Nothing is impossible with prayer.”

  It couldn’t hurt, Marisa supposed, although she was beginning to lose faith, despite being raised in a strict Catholic household. Hah! Look how much good that moral upbringing had done Steve.

  That wasn’t fair, she immediately chastised herself. Steve brought on his problems, and was not the issue today. Izzie was. Besides, who was she to talk. Having a baby without marriage. “We’ll pray then, Mom,” she conceded. If I still can.

  She let the peaceful ambiance of the kitchen fill her then. To Cubans, the kitchen was the heart of the home, and this little portion of the fifty-year-old ranch style house was indeed that. The oak kitchen cabinets were original to the house, but the way her mother cleaned, they gleamed with a golden patina, like new. Curtains with embroidered roses framed the double-window over the sink. In the middle of the room was an old table that could seat six, in the center of which was a single red rose in a slim crystal vase, the sentimental weekly gift from her father to her mother. The red leather on the chair seats had been reupholstered twice now by her father’s hands in his tool room in the basement. A Tiffany-style fruited lamp hung over the table.

  A shuffling sound alerted them to Izzie coming toward the kitchen. Trailing the afghan in one hand and her favorite stuffed animal, a ratty, floppy eared rabbit named Lucky in the other, she didn’t notice at first that her mother was home.

  Marisa stood. “Well, if it isn’t Sleeping Beauty?”

  “Mommy!” Dropping the afghan and Lucky, she raced into Marisa’s open arms. Marisa twirled Izzie around in her arms until they were both dizzy. She dropped down to the chair again, with Izzie on her lap, both of them laughing. “Dizzy Izzie!” her daughter squealed, like she always did.