Ruin

by Lila Rose

  He didn’t push them in though, just took his time rubbing, teasing. He shifted closer, grinding his dick into my hip. God, he was getting off on just touching me there.

  “Josh, please,” I begged, needing something of him inside me.

  His gaze hit mine. He grinned when I shuddered. A moan tore out of me as he pushed a finger inside. “Yes,” I hissed as pleasure hit my balls and gut. I near launched off the bed when he hit the right spot. “There, fuck, right there.” I jutted back on his finger. “More, need more, pet.”

  “Fuckin’ hell,” Josh uttered, but he gave me what I wanted. Another finger joined the other. I hummed under my breath, but in the next second, when his fingers hit my prostate, I whimpered and pushed back on his hand. Fucking myself on his fingers.

  Josh’s lips hit my lower back, my arse cheek. He nipped and used his free hand to glide over my skin, up and down my back and shoulders.

  “You,” I demanded. “I need you.” I was too close. I wanted to finish with him inside me.

  “Yeah? You sure you’re ready?” His tone was harder than normal, deeper.

  “Yes, please,” I panted.

  I lost his fingers while his other hand gripped my hip, and he ground his cock into me. “Want me to take you from behind?”

  “Any way you want.”

  “Fuck, I want you in all ways,” he said, voice thick with desire as he shifted around me to rub himself into my arse.

  Smiling, I got to my elbows and looked over my shoulder at him.

  He cursed. “Don’t look at me like that. I ain’t gonna last as it is, but with that look, even less.”

  Chuckling low, I told him, “Take me then, pet. Need you to fill me up.”

  His upper lip lifted as he snarled, “Fuck.” A condom appeared in his hand. Where he got it from, I didn’t know or care. He looked down as he rolled it on. Next, I heard the lid to the lube pop open and knew he was covering his cock in the substance. His gaze lifted. “Ready?”

  “More than ready. Fuck me, pet.”

  He groaned. “Okay, don’t talk or look at me unless you want this to end now.”

  Laughing, I shook my head and looked down to the bed. Humour had never been on the cards when I was in the bedroom with someone, until him, and I fucking loved it.

  Before he took me, his hand slid around my hip to the front, where he gripped my aching cock, waiting for the release I knew was coming.

  “Goddamn, you’re still hard.”

  I edged back, rubbing my arse on his cock, and told him, “Knowing it’s you about to fuck me had me—”

  “Shush,” he ordered, drawing out another light snicker from me. That was until I felt the tip of him at my hole. He gripped my hips, slowly pushing in.

  I dragged in a breath and relaxed my body, taking him in slowly.

  “Fuck me, fuckin’ hell. You’re so damn tight.”

  I peered over my shoulder and found Josh staring down at where he entered me. He swallowed. Sweat pooled on his chest and forehead. He was being patient for me, taking care of me, helping me adjust.

  I wanted him inside me though. Now. I pushed back and groaned right along with Josh when he was fully embedded inside me.

  “Taro, Christ, you okay?”

  I hummed under my breath. Smiling over my shoulder, I blinked dazedly; the feeling of being full satisfied me a lot.

  “Fuck me, pet,” I uttered.

  Josh cursed under his breath. His hand tightened even more on my hips as he pulled out, nearly to the point of losing him. I whimpered before he thrust back in.

  “Yes,” I cried.

  “Jesus,” Josh hissed. “You like that, don’t you, baby?”

  I nodded. “More.”

  “You want me to fuck you hard and fast, baby?”

  “Please,” I panted.

  Josh pressed his lips to my back, where he said, “I’m gonna give you what you want.” He moved. I lost him for a moment and looked to watch him get to his feet and crouch behind me. He gripped his dick and lined up, filling me once again. I moaned. Josh pressed his hand to my lower back and then proceeded to fuck me hard and fast.

  I fisted the sheets and held on while Josh pistoned in and out of my arse like he owned it. Which he did. I would be more than willing to give myself over to him any time he wanted if he proved to me, like he was now, that he could own it.

  I closed my eyes, trying to catch my breath, but it was hard to find with the way Josh drilled into me, and I loved every thrust he took. He kept hitting the perfect spot, driving me and my body crazy. My balls drew up, my gut tingling, and my legs shook.

  “Taro, Christ, so good. You feel so goddamn good.”

  “Close, I-I’m close,” I warned.

  Josh grunted. “Same.” His hand ran up my back, and he used all the strength he had in his legs and hips to keep fucking me. I wished I had a damn mirror above us so I could see all of him. I wanted to watch his body move.

  “Josh,” I cried just as I wrapped my hand around my shaft and stroked the cum out of me.

  “Fuck. You’re tighter.” He cursed again right before his cock swelled inside me, and he came, gripping my hip and shoulder.

  Panting, Josh slowed until he gently pulled out. Breathing hard, I collapsed to my side, only to find my arse full once again with Josh’s fingers. I groaned and shuddered as he rubbed against my prostate.

  “Pet,” I whimpered.

  He curled into my back and on his elbow so he could look down at me. His teeth grazed my shoulder as he moved his fingers in and out of me slowly. “Wanna come inside you without anythin’ between us.”

  “Yes,” I whispered, body tingling at the thought of having his cum in me.

  “You’re gonna get sick of me.”

  Confused, I dipped my brows and looked up at him, found him smirking. I asked, “Why?”

  “I’ll never get enough of this arse. It’s my new favourite spot.”

  Smiling, I rolled my eyes and shook my head. My eyes crossed when he pushed his fingers in and hit the right spot again. “Josh,” I groaned.

  “Could you come again?” he asked.

  I could, but he had fucked me well and proper. “Are you trying to kill me?”

  He smirked. “With pleasure.”

  “I-I’m a little sensitive,” I admitted, my body heating.

  Josh pulled his fingers free and cupped me there before he shifted down to kiss my arse cheek. “Soon then, my pretty.”

  “Oh my fucking God,” I cried incredulously. Did you just talk to my arse?”

  “Forgot you were here,” he teased. Scowling, I swatted at him. He laughed, wrapping me up in his arms so I lay half over him. With a kiss on my forehead, he said, “I did okay, yeah? I wasn’t too rough, didn’t hurt you?”

  I melted on the inside because that was the most endearing sentiment I had ever heard.

  My heart fluttered.

  Kissing his chest, I laid my head back down and told him, “I loved every second of it, and no, you didn’t hurt me. I wanted it hard and fast. You delivered.”

  “Good. I fuckin’ loved every second.”

  Giddiness like I hadn’t felt before spread through me. Grinning, I pressed my face into Josh’s chest and squirmed against him.

  A low chuckle dropped from him. “What?”

  “You” was all I said.

  His arm tightened around me for a moment. “Yeah, I get it, because it’s you too who makes me happy.”

  Honestly, this guy would kill me with sweet words, and I would willingly go along for the ride.

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Wolf

  I stood in the kitchen with Ryo as we went over the day’s details while having a much-needed coffee. Josh had kept me up the previous night after sweetly offering me a relaxing massage. Of course, it turned into more when he started massaging my behind.

  It was a couple of weeks ago when he’d said my arse was his new favourite spot, and he’d proved it every chance he got. He couldn’t
keep his hands to himself.

  Not that I minded.

  “There he is,” Josh called from behind me as he walked into the kitchen. I looked over my shoulder to see his eyes were on my arse.

  “Ah….” Ryo muttered.

  “I’m here, baby. Do not fret,” Josh said, dropping to his knees behind me and cupping my arse cheeks.

  Ryo’s eyes widened. “Is… is he talking to your arse?”

  I huffed out a breath. “Yes. He has a new fascination. Usually, it’s behind closed doors though.”

  “I do not need to know,” Ryo quickly said.

  “Miss me?” Josh asked, and I felt his lips press against the top of a cheek.

  Sighing, I said, “Josh.”

  “Hmm?”

  “Stand up,” I ordered. He was adorable and yet so very annoying. But also endearing.

  Josh stood and curled an arm around my chest, dragging me back. “Mornin’,” he said against my neck, where he took in a deep breath. His head lifted. “Oh, hey, Ryo.”

  “Maybe it’s best you don’t molest Taro-sama’s arse when you don’t know there are others in the room.”

  “He would have known,” I replied, taking a sip of my coffee.

  Josh shrugged and moved around me, heading for the coffee pot. “Yeah, I knew, but it’s only you.”

  Ryo opened his mouth, closed it, then opened it again and said, “I don’t know if I should be offended or not by that.”

  “Don’t be,” Josh answered. “Since I know you don’t have a thing for Taro, to me you’re like an ornament that’s always around. Guess you could say I’m used to you, so I act normally in front of you.”

  I snorted.

  Ryo narrowed his eyes. “Again, should I be offended? An ornament?”

  I waved a hand around. “It’s a compliment. He’s comfortable around you. It’s not everyone he would grope my arse in front of.”

  “Well,” Josh drew out as he stared at me with heat in his eyes. “When your arse calls to me like it does, I won’t care who’s around. Speakin’ of which. Ryo, do me a solid and make sure no one comes in here.”

  Ryo choked on his coffee before he swiftly started around the counter to exit the room.

  “Ryo, come back,” I said with a laugh.

  “Don’t do it, Ryo,” Josh called. He put his mug down and moved towards me.

  “No.” I grinned, my hands coming up to fend him off. “Pet, I mean it. I’m still tender after last night.”

  Josh’s smile was wicked. “You know what it does to me when you call me pet.”

  Rolling my eyes, I couldn’t keep the smile from my lips so, of course, he wouldn’t take me seriously. As soon as he was close, Josh reached out and dragged me into his arms.

  Shaking my head, I rested my hands against his upper arms and told him, “You’re hopeless.”

  He threaded his fingers through my hair and tugged my head back, lips moving to my neck. My hair was another part of me Josh couldn’t get enough of. He loved the feel of it, and often when we lay in bed together, he played with the strands.

  “I’m hopelessly obsessed with you.”

  My heart skipped a beat. I was the same with him. Everything about him drew me in, made me want him more as each day passed.

  “Josh,” I said softly.

  He hummed against my skin, his hands sinking down to grab my arse and pull me into him. Both of us were already hard, and I sucked in a sharp breath as we ground against each other.

  “I have a meeting to go to,” I said before he captured my mouth with his in a searing, deep kiss. I wound my arms around his neck and thrust into him.

  A knock sounded on the door.

  “What?” Josh clipped.

  “Wolf has a meeting in fifteen minutes,” Ryo called through the closed door.

  I smiled. “Told you.”

  Josh’s eyes heated even more as he covered my cock with his hand. “Can’t have you hard in the meetin’ then.” He dropped to his knees and started to undo my pants.

  “Josh, we— Oh, fuck,” I moaned, head dropping back when he sucked me into his mouth. His tongue swirled at the tip, a hand dragged from the base up to draw out the pre-cum. Looking down, I lifted my shirt out of the way and watched him fuck my dick with his mouth.

  He excelled at it. Fucking. Whether mouth or cock, my man used both well.

  A hand cupped my balls and gently rolled them, only to slide further between my legs and glide two fingers against my seam. That was all it took. Pleasure burst throughout my body. I gripped the back of his head and took over, thrusting into his mouth as I came.

  Josh took it all. He even searched for some more by gently squeezing the last drop out of my tip and onto his tongue. Reaching out, I gripped the counter and breathed deeply. Josh stood and smirked as he did up my pants and straightened my shirt.

  “You have about eight minutes now.” The smartarse loved that he could have his way with me. I did as well, but I wasn’t telling him that.

  “What about you?”

  “Huh? I don’t have a meetin’. I’ve got to head to the compound, remember?”

  Nodding, I curled my arms around his waist and kissed his neck. “Not what I meant, but be safe riding. If this new club isn’t something you want to manage, you know I have a heap of jobs around here for you to do.”

  He tugged the ends of my hair. “I know, but… you know.” He shrugged.

  I did. Josh wanted independence, and I understood that. Already he had tried to talk me into helping pay for the utilities, but I refused. The main cost was from my family. He didn’t want to work for me either, suggesting it would look bad with the family and employees I already had. As he put it, he didn’t want any special favours because we were sleeping together.

  “I do,” I told him. “Good luck then. I hope it works out.”

  “I’ll see what they say, where they’re thinkin’ of buying the club. If it ain’t close, I won’t take it ’cause it means less time around you.” His hands grabbed my arse. “And this beauty.”

  “Wolf,” Ryo called, his tone a little panicked.

  After a quick kiss, Josh lifted his chin towards the door. “Go, before you give him a heart attack.”

  Laughing, I started for the door and glanced back to see his eyes were glued to my arse. Rolling my eyes, I told him before I opened the door, “I’ll take care of you later.” I dropped my gaze to his still evident erection.

  He winked. “Lookin’ forward to it.”

  Once I’d opened the door, I stepped out, my cheeks warm when Ryo gave me raised brows. We started down the hall. “I do love that you’re happy, Wolf, but it might be best to leave the bedroom activities to the bedroom. Then I won’t have to guard a door and have to listen to the sounds you and Ruin make.”

  My face heated more. “It’s not my fault.” God, I sounded juvenile.

  Ryo scoffed. “You didn’t exactly stop him.”

  “It’s hard to stop him.”

  “I do not need to know, but like I said, it’s good to see you happy.”

  Smiling softly, I nodded. “I have never felt like this before.”

  “I know. I’ve seen you with men in the past, and none of them brought out this side of you.” Ryo pulled the door to my office. “Now it’s time for business. Do you think you can keep your mind on it?” He smirked.

  I glared. “I’m not that bad.”

  “Says the man who stared out the window yesterday while his cousins tried to speak with him.”

  He had me there, but that was because Josh had been outside washing his bike, shirtless.

  My phone rang on my desk. It was a call I had set up a couple of days ago. One that would change some of the businesses in the Takahashi family. Ryo slipped around the desk and answered it on speaker, “Wolf’s office.”

  “Link here” was said gruffly.

  “One moment, please.” Ryo put him on hold and met my gaze. “Are you sure this is what you want?”

  “Yes. It�
��ll be better for the future. Not only for the family but for Ruin and me.”

  Ryo nodded and handed me the phone. “Link, Wolf, thank you for taking my call.”

  “Only taking your call because Talon mentioned your name. What do you need?” I had spoken to Talon a couple of days after they’d left and asked him if he knew of anyone he trusted in the illegal side of businesses. Someone who would be interested in some ideas I had. The next day, Talon had called back and given me Link’s name and number.

  “Actually, I have a business proposition for you.”

  “Know who you are. Heard of the Takahashi family. Consider me intrigued.”

  “I’m hoping you would be interested in taking off my hands 80 percent of my drug and gun trade.”

  “Eighty percent? What happens with that twenty percent?”

  “I would become a silent partner. I want nothing to do with the businesses, but I figured since the Takahashi family worked hard to gain the clientele in the first place that we deserve something still.”

  Link snorted. “If you take 10 percent, then we can talk further.”

  I smiled, expecting as much; it was why I had started at twenty to begin with. I had been putting off this decision for a while, but it was crunch time. I wanted to try and get this family clean.

  Talon had promised me Link would be trustworthy to deal with since he’d been business partners with Travis, Talon’s brother-in-law, before he sold everything over to Link, who now ran the most successful prostitution ring in Australia. If I asked to be a silent partner, and we all agreed to the terms, it would work out without Link stabbing me in the back at some point. Talon would never have given me his name in the first place if there was a chance otherwise. And I trusted Talon, as he would do good by Josh. Talon also liked the idea of me getting the family out of the spotlight when it came to those businesses, for safety’s sake. Again, because of Josh. I agreed with him, of course. Josh’s safety, along with my family’s, meant a lot to me.

  It wasn’t like the Takahashi family would suffer for money. We had other businesses, like transport, restaurants, and our anime stores, to bring money in, and they did.