Remember the Alamo

by Amelia E. Barr

  CHAPTER IX. THE STORMING OF THE ALAMO.

  "Now, hearts, Be ribbed with iron for this one attempt: Set ope' your sluices, send the vigorous blood Through every active limb for our relief."

  "Now they begin the tragic play, And with their smoky cannon banish day."

  "Endure and conquer. God will soon dispose To future good our past and present woes: Resume your courage, and dismiss your care; An hour will come with pleasure to relate Your sorrows past, as benefits of Fate."

  The Senora was already dressed. She turned with a face full of fear andanger to her daughters as they entered her room--

  "These American diablos! They are attacking the city. They will takeit--that is to be expected--who can fight diablos? And what is to becomeof us? Oh, Antonia! Why did you prevent Fray Ignatius? We might now havebeen safe in the convent", and Rachela nodded her head in assent, withan insufferable air of reproof and toleration.

  Antonia saw that the time had not yet come for pleading her own cause.She left Isabel with her mother. The Senora's breakfast was waiting,and she offered to share it with her youngest daughter. Antonia wentdownstairs to prepare for herself some coffee. She was surprised andpleased to find it made. For a certain thought had come to Molly in thenight and she had acted upon it--

  "The praist is a strange praist, and almost as black as a nagur; and I'dbe a poor body, I think, to let him be meddling wid my work. Shure,I never heard of the like of such interfering in Ireland, nor in theStates at all!" Then turning to the Mexican cook, Manuel--"You may lavethe fire alone till I bees done wid it."

  "Fray Ignatius will not give you absolution if you disobey him."

  "He can be kaping the same then. There is an Irish praist at SanPatricio, and I'll be going there for my absolution; and I'll be gettingnone any nearer that an Irish soul will be a pin the better for. I'llsay that, standing in the church, to the saints themselves; and so beaff wid you and let the fire alone till I bees done wid it."

  But it was not Molly's place to serve the food she cooked, and she didnot trouble herself about the serving. When she had asserted her rightto control her own work, and do it or neglect it as it seemed good toherself alone, she was satisfied. Over Antonia--who was at least halfa Mexican--she acknowledged a Mexican priest to have authority; and shehad no intention of interfering between Fray Ignatius and his lawfulflock. She was smoking her pipe by the fire when Antonia entered thekitchen, and she neither lifted her eyes nor spoke to her.

  Against such unreasonable isolation Antonia could not help a feeling ofanger; and she heard with satisfaction the regular crack of the rifles.Her thought was--"They will make these people find their tongues also,very soon." She was exceedingly anxious for information; and, as she ateher roll and drank her coffees she was considering how they could gainit. For even if Fray Ignatius were able to visit them, his report wouldbe colored by his prejudices and his desires, and could not be reliedon.

  Her heart fluttered and sank; she was hot and cold, sanguine andfearful. She could not endure the idea of a suspense unrelieved byany reliable word. For the siege might be a long one. San Antonio wasstrongly walled and defended. The Alamo fortress stood in its centre.It had forty-eight cannon, and a garrison of a thousand men. Before itcould be reached, the city had to be taken; and the inhabitants would inthe main fight desperately for their homes.

  As soon as she was alone with her mother, she pointed out these facts toher. "Let me write to Lopez Navarro, mi madre. He is a friend."

  "Of the Americans! Si."

  "Of freedom. He will send us word."

  "Are you forgetful of what is moral and respectable, Antonia? That ayoung lady should write to Lopez Navarro--a man that is unmarried--issuch a thing as never before happened! He would think the world had cometo an end, or worse."

  "Dear mother! In a time of trouble like this, who would think wrong ofus? Surely you might write."

  "As you say, Antonia. Tell me, then, who will take the letter."

  "The peon Ortiz will take it. This morning he brought in wood andkindled the fire, and I saw in his face the kindness of his heart."

  After some further persuasion, the Senora agreed to write; and Ortizundertook the commission, with a nod of understanding. Then thereremained nothing to be done but to listen and to watch. Fortunately,however, Rachela found the centre of interest among the servants inthe kitchen; and the Senora and her daughter could converse withoutespionage.

  Just after sunset a letter arrived from Navarro. Rachela lingered in theroom to learn its contents. But the Senora, having read them, passed theletter to Antonia and Isabel; and Rachela saw with anger that Antonia,having carefully considered it, threw it into the fire. And yet the newsit brought was not unfavorable:

  "SENORA MARIA FLORES WORTH:

  "I send this on December the fifth, in the year of our Blessed Lord and Lady 1835. It is my honor and pleasure to tell you that the Americans, having performed miracles of valor, reached the Plaza this afternoon. Here the main body of the Mexican troops received them, and there has been severe fighting. At sunset, the Mexicans retreated within the Alamo. The Texans have taken possession of the Veramendi House, and the portion of the city surrounding it. There has been a great slaughter of our poor countrymen. I charge myself whenever I pass the Plaza, to say a paternoster for the souls who fell there. Senora Maria Flores Worth, I kiss your hands. I kiss also the hands of the Senorita Antonia, and the hands of the Senorita Isabel, and I make haste to sign myself, "Your servant, "LOPEZ NAVARRO."

  This little confidence between mother and daughters restored the toneof feeling between them. They had something to talk of, personaland exclusive. In the fear and uncertainty, they forgot priestlyinterdiction and clung to each other with that affection which is thestrength of danger and the comforter of sorrow.

  On the following day the depression deepened. The sounds of battlewere closer at hand. The Mexican servants had an air of insolence andtriumph. Antonia feared for the evening's report--if indeed Navarroshould be able to send one. She feared more when she saw the messengerearly in the afternoon. "Too early is often worse than too late." Theproverb shivered upon her trembling lips as she took the letter fromhim. The three women read it together, with sinking hearts:

  "SENORA MARIA FLORES WORTH:

  "This on the sixth of December, in the year of our Blessed Lord and Lady 1835. The brave, the illustrious Colonel Milam is dead. I watched him three hours in to-day's fight. A man so calm was inconceivable. He was smiling when the ball struck him--when he fell. The Texans, after his loss, retired to their quarters. This was at the hour of eleven. At the hour of one, the Mexicans made another sortie from the Alamo. The Texans rushed to meet them with an incredible vengeance. Their leader was General Burleson. He showed himself to General Cos in a sheet of flame. Such men are not to be fought. General Cos was compelled to retire to the Alamo. The battle is over for to-day. On this earth the soul has but a mortal sword. The water in the river is red with blood. The Plaza is covered with the dead and the dying. I have the honor to tell you that these 'miserables' are being attended to by the noble, the charitable Senor Doctor Worth. As I write, he is kneeling among them. My soul adores his humanity. I humbly kiss your hands, Senora, and the hands of your exalted daughters. "LOPEZ NAVARRO.

  Until midnight this letter furnished the anxious, loving women with anunceasing topic of interest. The allusion to her husband made the Senoraweep. She retired to her oratory and poured out her love and her fearsin holy salutations, in thanksgivings and entreaties.

  The next morning there was an ominous lull in the atmosphere. As menrun backward to take a longer leap forward, so both armies were takingbreath for a fiercer strug
gle. In the Worth residencia the suspensewas becoming hourly harder to endure. The Senora and her daughterswere hardly conscious of the home life around them. In that wonderfulfolk-speech which so often touches foundation truths, they were not allthere. Their nobler part had projected itself beyond its limitations. Itwas really in the struggle. It mattered little to them now whether foodwas cooked or not. They were neither hungry nor sleepy. Existence wasprayer and expectation.

  Just before sunset Antonia saw Don Lopez coming through the garden. TheSenora, accompanied by her daughters, went to meet him. His face wasperplexed and troubled:

  "General Cos has been joined by Ugartechea with three hundred men," hesaid. "You will see now that the fight will be still more determined."

  And before daylight broke on the morning of the 5th, the Americansattacked the Alamo. The black flag waved above them; the city itself hadthe stillness of death; but for hours the dull roar and the clamoroustumult went on without cessation. The Senora lay upon her bedmotionless, with hands tightly locked. She had exhausted feeling, andwas passive. Antonia and Isabel wandered from window to window, hopingto see some token which would indicate the course of events.

  Nothing was visible but the ferocious flag flying out above thedesperate men fighting below it. So black! So cruel and defiant itlooked! It seemed to darken and fill the whole atmosphere around it.And though the poor women had not dared to whisper to each other whatit said to them, they knew in their own hearts that it meant, if theAmericans failed, the instant and brutal massacre of every prisoner.

  The husband and father were under its inhuman shadow. So most probablywere Darius Grant and Luis Alveda. It was even likely that Jack mighthave returned ere the fight, and was with the besiegers. Every time theywent to the window, it filled their hearts with horror.

  In the middle of the afternoon it suddenly disappeared. Antonia watchedit breathlessly. Several times before, it had been dropped by someAmerican rifle; but this time it was not as speedily replaced. In afew minutes she uttered a shrill cry. It was in a voice so strained,so piercing, so unlike her own, that the Senora leaped from her bed.Antonia turned to meet her mother with white, parted lips. She wasspeechless with excess of feeling, but she pointed to the Alamo. Theblack flag was no longer there! A white one was flying in its place.

  "IT IS A SURRENDER!" gasped Antonia. "IT IS A SURRENDER!" and, as ifin response to her words, a mighty shout and a simultaneous salute ofrifles hailed the emblem of victory.

  An hour afterwards a little Mexican boy came running with all his speed.He brought a few lines from Don Lopez. They had evidently been writtenin a great hurry, and on a piece of paper torn from his pocket-book,but oh! how welcome they were. The very lack of formality gave to them acertain hurry of good fortune:

  "May you and yours be God's care for many years to come, Senora! The Mexicans have surrendered the Alamo, and asked for quarter. These noble-minded Americans have given it. The Senor Doctor will bring you good news. I rejoice with you. "LOPEZ NAVARRO."

  Death and captivity had been turned away from their home, and thefirst impulse of these pious, simple-hearted women was a prayer ofthanksgiving. Then Antonia remembered the uncomfortable state of thehousehold, and the probable necessities of the men coming back frommortal strife and the shadow of death.

  She found that the news had already changed the domestic atmosphere.Every servant was attending to his duty. Every one professed a great joyin the expected arrival of the Senor. And what a happy impetus the hopegave to her own hands! How delightful it was to be once more arrangingthe evening meal, and brightening the rooms with fire and light!

  Soon after dark they heard the swing of the garden gate, the tramp ofrapid footsteps, and the high-pitched voices of excited men. The doorwas flung wide. The Senora forgot that it was cold. She went withoutstretched arms to meet her husband. Dare and Luis were with him.They were black with the smoke of battle. Their clothing was torn andbloodstained; the awful light of the fierce struggle was still upontheir faces. But they walked like heroes, and the glory of the deedsthey had done crowned with its humanity, made them appear to the womenthat loved them but a little lower than the angels.

  Doctor Worth held his wife close to his heart and kissed her tears ofjoy away, and murmured upon her lips the tenderest words a woman everhears--the words a man never perfectly learns till he has loved his wifethrough a quarter of a century of change, and sorrow, and anxiety.And what could Antonia give Dare but the embrace, the kiss, the sweetwhispers of love and pride, which were the spontaneous outcome of bothhearts?

  There was a moment's hesitation on the part of Luis and Isabel. Thetraditions of caste and country, the social bonds of centuries, heldthem. But Isabel snapped them asunder. She looked at Luis. His eyes werealight with love for her, his handsome face was transfigured with thenobility of the emotions that possessed him. In spite of his disordereddress, he was incomparably handsome. When he said, "Angel mio!" and bentto kiss her hand, she lifted her lovely face to his, she put her armsaround his neck, she cried softly on his breast, whispering sweet littlediminutives of affection and pride. Such hours as followed are very rarein this life; and they are nearly always bought with a great price--paidfor in advance with sorrow and anxiety, or earned by such faithfulwatching and patient waiting as touches the very citadel of life.

  The men were hungry; they had eaten nothing all day. How delicious wastheir meal! How happy and merry it made the Senora, and Antonia, andIsabel, to see them empty dish after dish; to see their unaffectedenjoyment of the warm room, and bright fire, of their after-dinnercoffee and tobacco. There was only one drawback to the joy of thereunion--the absence of Jack.

  "His disappointment will be greater than ours," said Jack's father. "Tobe present at the freeing of his native city, and to bring his firstlaurels to his mother, was the brightest dream Jack had. But Jack is afine rider, and is not a very fine marksman; so it was decided to sendhim with Houston to the Convention. We expected him back before theattack on the city began. Indeed, we were waiting for orders from theConvention to undertake it."

  "Then you fought without orders, father?"

  "Well, yes, Antonia--in a way. Delays in war are as dangerous as inlove. We were surrounded by dragoons, who scoured the country in everydirection to prevent our foraging. San Antonio HAD to be taken. Soondone was well done. On the third of December Colonel Milam stepped infront of the ranks, and asked if two hundred of the men would go withhim and storm the city. The whole eleven hundred stepped forward, andgave him their hands and their word. From them two hundred of the finestmarksmen were selected."

  "I have to say that was a great scene, mi Roberto."

  "The greater for its calmness, I think. There was no shouting, nohurrahing, no obvious enthusiasm. It was the simple assertion of seriousmen determined to carry out their object."

  "And you stormed San Antonio with two hundred men, father?"

  "But every man was a picked man. A Mexican could not show his head abovethe ramparts and live. We had no powder and ball to waste; and I doubtif a single ball missed its aim."

  "A Mexican is like a Highland Scot in one respect," said Dare; "hefights best with steel. They are good cavalry soldiers."

  "There are no finer cavalry in the world than the horsemen from SantaFe, Dare. But with powder and ball Mexicans trust entirely to luck; andluck is nowhere against Kentucky sharpshooters. Their balls very seldomreached us, though we were close to the ramparts; and we gathered themup by thousands, and sent them back with our double-Dupont powder. THENthey did damage enough. In fact, we have taken the Alamo with Mexicanballs."

  "Under what flag did you fight, Roberto?"

  "Under the Mexican republican flag of eighteen twenty-four; but indeed,Maria, I do not think we had one in the camp. We were destitute ofall the trappings of war--we had no uniforms, no music, no flags, nopositive military discipline. But we had one heart and mind, and oneobject in view; and this four days' fight ha
s shown what men can do, whoare moved by a single, grand idea."

  The Senora lay upon a sofa; the doctor sat by her side. Gradually theirconversation became more low and confidential. They talked of theirsons, and their probable whereabouts; of all that the Senora and herdaughters had suffered from the disaffection of the servants; and theattitude taken by Fray Ignatius. And the doctor noticed, without muchsurprise, that his wife's political sympathies were still in a state oftransition and uncertainty. She could not avoid prophesying the speedyand frightful vengeance of Mexico. She treated the success at SanAntonio as one of the accidents of war. She looked forward to an earlyrenewal of hostilities.

  "My countrymen are known to me, Roberto," she said, with a touch thatwas almost a hope of vengeance. "They have an insurmountable honor; theywill revenge this insult to it in some terrible way. If the graciousMaria holds not the hands of Santa Anna, he will utterly destroy theAmericans! He will be like a tiger that has become mad."

  "I am not so much afraid of Santa Anna as of Fray Ignatius. Promise me,my dear Maria, that you will not suffer yourself or your children to bedecoyed by him into a convent. I should never see you again."

  The discussion on this subject was long and eager. Antonia, talkingwith Dare a little apart, could not help hearing it and feeling greatinterest in her father's entreaties, even though she was discussingwith Dare the plans for their future. For Dare had much to tell hisbetrothed. During the siege, the doctor had discovered that his intendedson-in-law was a fine surgeon. Dare had, with great delicacy, been quitereticent on this subject, until circumstances made his assistance amatter of life and death; and the doctor understood and appreciated theyoung man's silence.

  "He thinks I might have a touch of professional jealousy--he thinks Imight suspect him of wanting a partnership as well as a wife; he wishesto take his full share of the dangers of war, without getting behind theshield of his profession"; these feelings the doctor understood, and hepassed from Fray Ignatius to this pleasanter topic, gladly.

  He told the Senora what a noble son they were going to have; he said,"when the war is over, Maria, my dear, he shall marry Antonia."

  "And what do you say, Roberto, if I should give them the fine house onthe Plaza that my brother Perfecto left me?"

  "If you do that you will be the best mother in the world, Maria. Ithen will take Dare into partnership. He is good and clever; and I am alittle weary of work. I shall enjoy coming home earlier to you. We willgo riding and walking, and our courting days will begin again."

  "Maria Santissima! How delightful that will be, Roberto! And as for ourIsabel, shall we not make her happy also? Luis should have done ashis own family have done; a young man to go against his mother and hisuncles, that is very wicked! but, if we forgive that fault, well, then,Luis is as good as good bread."

  "I think so. He began the study of the law. He must finish it. He mustlearn the American laws also. I am not a poor man, Maria. I will giveIsabel the fortune worthy of a Yturbide or a Flores--a fortune that willmake her very welcome to the Alvedas."

  The Senora clasped her husband's hand with a smile. They were sweeteningtheir own happiness with making the happiness of their children. Theylooked first at Antonia. She sat with Dare, earnestly talking to him ina low voice. Dare clasped in his own the dear little hand that had beenpromised to him. Antonia bent toward her lover; her fair head restedagainst his shoulder. Isabel sat in a large chair, and Luis leaned onthe back of it, stooping his bright face to the lovely one whichwas sometimes dropped to hide her blushes, and sometimes lifted withflashing eyes to answer his tender words.

  "My happiness is so great, Roberto, I am even tired of being happy. CallRachela. I must go to sleep. To-night I cannot even say an ave."

  "God hears the unspoken prayer in your heart, Maria; and to-night let mehelp you upstairs. My arm is stronger than Rachela's."

  She rose with a little affectation of greater weakness and lassitudethan she really felt. But she wished to be weak, so that her Robertomight be strong--to be quite dependent on his care and tenderness. Andshe let her daughters embrace her so prettily, and then offered her handto Dare and Luis with so much grace and true kindness that both youngmen were enchanted.

  "It is to be seen that they are gentlemen," she said, as she went slowlyupstairs on her husband's arm--"and hark! that is the singing of Luis.What is it he says?" They stood still to listen. Clear and sweetwere the chords of the mandolin, and melodiously to them Luis wasprotesting--

  "Freedom shall have our shining blades! Our hearts are yours, fair Texan maids!"