'Til Death - Part 2

You know how it went for me.You know what he did.You know the fire he left inside my soul when he crushed me into a thousand tiny pieces.Since Marcus, my life has been a blur of emptiness.Since Marcus there has been nothing.I’m alone, my Mom is dwindling and I feel nothing but emptiness. I work long, I work hard, but why? There’s no longer anything to fight for.I know I have to face him. I know I have to go back. To fix my life, I have to break my ties to him.Seeing Marcus again will destroy me, but it’s time to finish this.I don’t expect the bitter, twisted emotions I’ll feel when I see him again, and when I lose everything once more, because of him, the only thing on my mind is revenge.But how do you hurt someone you still love so deeply?How can I still care for a monster? How can he still make me feel?Our story is the most complicated of them all, it’s far from beautiful, it’s far from perfect, it’s just a twisted mess of emotion that neither of us knows how to fix.But we will fix it. You’ll see.