Rewriting Stella

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by Tuttle, Dan;


  132.

  In normal times, BLING yipped at shiny things

  and so it seemed like karma he’d acquire

  a ring in recompense for hijackings

  attempted by the bird. A true ceasefire

  meant quid pro quo, a balanced give and take.

  But let’s not say that BLING had pondered thus,

  and sentiently chosen then to make

  an equal trade. An honest error, plus

  his paws were small enough to fit inside

  the fat circumference of the ring of gold

  but not shake off unless he then applied

  opposing pressure shrewdly, sevenfold.

  And so BLING stood, with bling on left forepaw,

  unable to shake ring from his dewclaw.

  133.

  Between repeated calls to get her dog

  to come back down the branch so they could go,

  Stel angered. Why was BLING in such a fog?

  BLING lingered on branch, flailing, while their foe

  sailed out to other tree for fleeting rest.

  In desperation to be heard, Stel growled,

  the sonic signal that she knew accessed

  the deepest canine recesses, where howls

  at moons, where licks, where dampened noses, where

  the universal code of pup tail wag

  lived in one cipher of extraordinaire

  genetic complication. Each dog tagged

  norepinephrine boost to growling sound:

  to snap back to, to re-become a hound.

  134.

  The gambit worked! The deepest rumble she

  could muster from her human vocal chords

  earned BLING’s regard by puppy alchemy.

  He wisely retrograded trunkward toward

  the safety of her perch. His stride was strained

  due to the oddity she saw was stuck

  on his forepaw. This thing, she ascertained,

  would cause his every fourth step go amok,

  inhibiting his progress, wor’ying her.

  So slowly passed the seconds of return

  she simply wished he’d scurry hurried, per

  the danger of another swoop discerned.

  At last he entered radius arm reached.

  She strapped him in and readied for the breach.

  135.

  Stel’s leaden breaths came quick, she’d failed to clear

  the stress of BLING’s return before descent.

  But now, with dog strapped to her bandolier

  and chest to tree, she hadn’t chance lament.

  The bird, she noticed, hadn’t strafed again

  but rather had returned to nest and seen

  that Stella, Abu, BLING were middlemen

  for fate’s intent to family reconvene.

  In solitary gesture, they’d transformed

  from blatant enemies to neutral guests,

  the temperature between them mildly warmed

  above the icy levels past suggests.

  Into arms wide Stel fell, Ab’s face aglow.

  “You’ve earned Swahili’s version of bravo!

  136.

  I watched that bird the whole of your descent,

  I think it might have understood what you

  both dared to do. Must feel it’s heaven-sent

  to have your stolen children rendezvous

  back home!” he gushed, revealing underneath

  a wish to have contributed some more

  to mission that he’d witnessed to bequeath

  the chattels. “Hope an able troubadour

  can chronicle in verse what you just did.

  I mean, we’re bound to grow in membership

  when deeds as this reach ears of other kids.

  Official histories make gender quips

  impossible, because they’ll know a girl

  with chivalry replaced bird’s oyster pearl.”

  137.

  “I think, Abu, it’s just too soon to tell

  the whole wide world about our handiwork.

  Recall we never got shopkeep to sell,

  but used our modus operandi.” Smirk

  made way to both their faces as they styled

  themselves as cloak-and-dagger operatives.

  “That helps. Street reputations are compiled

  by word of mouth. A quest like this one gives

  the status to be heard. You told me so.”

  The notion floated – being listened to –

  uplifted Stel, (her grounding jasper stowed)

  then dropped her. “Ab, misdeed admission’s viewed

  with admiration from our classmates, but

  with punishment from teachers.” “Stel, tut-tut.

  138.

  You hardly cared before. You hide. This could

  first put us Pioneers on global map.”

  “If we’re not jailed.” “You think they really would?”

  “I stole these eggs.” “You tried to pay.” “With scraps

  compared to what the Chinese buyers spend,

  according to the shopkeep. Let’s avoid

  a lien on Grandmum’s cows. Truth’s a dead end.”

  “A rumor ’round the school, to kids,” rejoined

  Ab, “think of how they’d think of us! Adults

  could never prove—” “No.” Abu slumped a smidge,

  dissatisfied the noble quest’s results

  prevented build toward fame on story’s bridge.

  Declining gaze showed treasury surprise:

  accessory pup’s ankle bore as prize.

  139.

  Ab stooped attentively to study what

  was stuck on BLING, who sniffed at it. “What have

  we here?” he asked. Stel bent to check the mutt.

  “This ring’s so tight we might just have to halve

  a paw as to dismantle BLING and band.”

  They chuckled nervously. Don’t jokes have barbs

  of truth inside? Out there in timberland

  they didn’t have extracting tools, though garb

  felt packed to gill with gear when they’d set out.

  Abu leaned in and twisted it. “Oh, my…”

  “What is it?” Stella asked. “A thing I doubt

  you’ll want to give its owner back.” “No? Why?”

  “You didn’t like the way she seemed to fling

  housegirls under the bus. It’s Gumi’s ring!”

  140.

  “What?! How are you so sure?” she asked of him.

  “For one, it clearly fits her window grate.

  For two, look here.” “Is that an acronym?”

  “No. ‘JGG’s inscribed, and next word states

  ‘beloved’.” Stel inspected, saw the etched

  initials that Abu pinpointed and

  retracted doubt the notion was far-fetched:

  those letters rested filigreed on band.

  “But why,” she asked, “would Gumi’s ring be here?

  We also got this stone from that soil bed

  I fell in.” “What an odd two souvenirs

  to get: one band of gold, one jasper, red.

  Let’s figure how to divvy up en route,

  because until we’re home, the point is moot.”

  141.

  The avian equivalent of howl

  at moon erupted then from branches high

  above their heads, a bellow from the fowl

  whose beady eyes traced kids’ egress. “Goodbye!”

  Abu and Stella shouted, with a YIP!

  from BLING, made happy by return to earth.

  They three were pleased to cede their ownership

  over the lives of birds approaching birth.

  The trek back home demanded focused feet

  and eyes to find the footing, fend off falls,

  so progress made was firm, but far from fleet,

  yet hopes were high for home before nightfall.

>   As promised, walking conversation touched

  on what to do with ring and jasper clutched.

  142.

  The Pioneers ignored environs as

  they chitted, chatted, stooped and sprung and strode

  their way back to the town. Hints of pizzazz

  possessing steps to finished deed were owed.

  Their speech swayed left and right, from virtuous

  to evilest conniving little plots

  to pawn the ring then pocket value plus

  keep tight-lipped on how they’d struck the jackpot.

  The longer the deliberations went,

  the darker and more self-enriching schemes

  revealed themselves as source of discontent,

  as lies could loot all value from daydreams

  of being kids with cash. The treasure trove

  Stel half-sought wasn’t gold, but room to rove.

  143.

  “We’ve got a million shillings, let us say,”

  said Stella stepping verbally through thought.

  “I’m not so sure that we would disobey

  our teachers, ’cause they’d think we’re little snots.

  I’m pretty sure we’d have to hide the loot,”

  she mulled and paused. Inhaling breath anew,

  “Nor is it like we’ve chosen lux pursuits

  that need a minor fortune to pursue.”

  (A decade hence she’d find that she relied

  on words themselves, the cheapest of all things.)

  “I really think we’re happier outside,

  where knowledge and experience is king.”

  And so in back and forth it rightly dawned

  she’d little wont of money wrongly pawned.

  144.

  “In light of this as Gumi’s ring,” Ab said,

  “you’d get crime pardon if returned.” “Unless

  I don’t. Then life is over. Don’t retread

  your line that we get status if I fess.”

  “But calculus has changed: if ring is found

  the world brands us burglarious.” “Yes, Ab.

  while it’s in our possession, we’re nigh bound

  to secrecy. So give it back, don’t blab,

  wipe hands clean and go back to normalcy.”

  “Forgo the chance to be a heroine?”

  “No. Be one, but a quiet one, quarrel-free.

  Anonymously. Stay straight arrow. Bin

  the limelight.” Still Stel watched its carats’ glints,

  felt gravity toward grabbed inheritance.

  145.

  “What if,” she backtracked, thought, “I kept that safe?

  Were I to fall on harder times could gold

  become my parachute? Here, folks’ fail-safe

  is going back to family, who’ll uphold

  kin’s duty to give food and shelter. In

  return the person works the farm or chores.”

  Met basic needs as trade to serve the whim

  of other household masters frightened. Ores

  bounced cheerfully before her eyes. “Fine, Stel.

  But since our escapade’s the stuff of lore.

  at least we ought to pen ways we’ve excelled

  so it can someday spread beyond our shores.

  Let’s keep a secret sanctioned record, then

  of Pioneer adventures, wheres and whens.”

  146.

  His other self approved. Both brainstormed names

  for what those hallowed records would be termed.

  ‘The Tome’? ‘The Chronicles’? ‘The Hall of Fame’?

  and settled on ‘The Annals’, which confirmed

  acceptable amount of gravity

  without adjoining legalese or cant.

  They buried talk that risked depravity,

  this tête-à-tête on if they can or can’t

  have better future pawning ring for purse.

  The power to choose pleased both. Stel loved this book,

  their secret guide to self-made universe.

  She rather dreamed how illustrations looked:

  each one reflecting her, and yet distinct

  as thousand stylized selves would there be inked.

  147.

  Her mind grabbed onto these and flitted through

  locations Gumi mentioned anchoring

  initially. Nile didn’t fit her view

  of high adventure, Hormuz tanker string

  fell short too. Better were the Paris thoughts,

  with pictured self sophisticated, ’mong

  the throngs at Eiffel Tower viewing spots.

  The best were Shanghai’s, kung fu to foo yong.

  In places Stel imagined she had grown.

  In places Stel imagined she looked pleased.

  In places Stel imagined she was known.

  In places Stel imagined she was freed.

  Could such book chance to fly against winds’ fate

  in course that she controlled and would create?

  148.

  Poor BLING continued stilted striding, kept

  from full extension of his paws because

  ring bound like plaster on a bone. He leapt

  and trotted on remaining three good paws.

  “How do you think,” said Stel while forging creek,

  “we’re going to get that thing off BLING?” “Let’s face

  what’s silently assaulted us: BLING reeks!

  We’ll need to bathe him well in any case.”

  “You think some suds and scrubs will do it? He

  is overdue for cleaning, that’s for sure.”

  “We’ll have to find some powder to keep fleas

  away again.” “You’re sounding so mature!

  I always thought that listing risks and threats

  was for adults inventing things to fret.”

  149.

  A smirking Abu countered, “Maybe most,

  but don’t you think we’re better off without

  the dog around us turning to bug host?”

  She thought a moment, saw his point had clout.

  “And even when you’re fine, they’ll badger you

  about your chores or being right on time.

  On birthdays once you think you just outgrew

  the babying, they’ll set new strict guidelines.”

  “But not for me,” said Stella distantly,

  “because I’ve only Grandmum, don’t have ‘they’.

  And she can barely do consistently

  the things she needs to stay alive. One day

  I fear she might forget. For now, no chance

  she’ll notice me beyond a passing glance.

  150.

  My life’s about just me and little white

  lies that I tell Grandmum to smooth the seas.

  With no parental guidance, my foresight

  is all I have to ease anxieties

  of future. Not like anyone at school

  is friendly, takes the time to understand

  me. Nah—they’d rather play and ridicule

  the quirky things that make them wonder, and

  I happen to be quite,” her eyes showed tears,

  “the easy target, well, ’cause I’m a girl.

  Society can’t handle chicks who steer

  their own lives rather than pursuing pearls.”

  Pal duo stopped, till that point unaware

  that Stella battled social disrepair.

  151.

  “Take Grandmum. Past the cows, you think that she

  leaves any safety net? No. Mom or Dad?

  Long gone. And here’s this opportunity,

  this savior gold to build wished-for launch pad.

  You’re urging me to put this out in view,

  trust, ride the expectation girls be good?

  That’s self-defeat: they’ll brand me as a shrew,

  exploit the fact I stole. They’ll say I should

  hav
e never self-assuredly bucked rules,

  that I’m too savage for autonomy.

  And let alone that Gumi thinks girls fools—

  I’ll melt her ring, and ought! It dawned on me

  to make my own way out: my only hope

  is friendlessness – ’cept you – head down, and cope.”

  152.

  “No wonder you reacted when I said

  repatriating ring’s a must. Guess ’ought’

  can carry risks. Dynamics flew o’erhead

  without my knowing forces that you fought.

  Now that you point it out I’ve heard these things,

  the little gendered cuts that trim your size.

  I got the same as foreigner. It stings

  when made to feel as lesser in man’s eyes.”

  “You don’t know what it’s like. We’re differ-ent.”

  “In some ways yes, in some less than you think.

  But save it. Sun’s low. We need swifter stint

  a-march to make it home before it sinks.”

  “Keep moving,” Stel to self said, “life’s headwinds

  aren’t guaranteed to slow or selves rescind…”

  153.

  “I’m sorry?” asked Abu. “Just muttering,”

  said Stel dismissively. She set one foot

  in front of next, toward that day’s shuttering.

  She needed body calm for mind output.

  Return to normal march, remarked Abu,

  felt better, as the normal’s meant to sense,

  inducing zero musing, no ado.

  Stel shushed him quiet and said he’d acted dense.

  She watched him muse on that, saw active brain

  forget to task his eyes to looking ’round.

  They focused at his feet. Still, she abstained

  from further hounding him. They were homebound,

  she felt more hidebound: nearly spelled the same,

  two letters’ difference flipping warmth to shame.

  154.

  Delightful orange light was blanketing

  the scads of shades of green, surrounding scene

  enlivened with its end. Sun sank, quitting

  the day they’d met adventure unforeseen.

  As with all objects in the universe,

  when absent warmth, the hues began to pale,

  lives migrated to nests. Moonlight disbursed.

  Nocturnal creatures wakened ’neath the veil.

  Yet nourished by success that afternoon,

  kids marched without a further voiced complaint.

  Their rapid walk avoided night marooned,

  steps’ rhythm reinforcing jaw’s restraint.

  A coterie of demons filled Stel’s head,

  uncertainty of future yielding dread.

  155.

  With trouble hardly matching long-past night

  they’d spent out in the forest, when Abu

  used bottled fireflies as a lantern light,

  they found themselves near home at eight past two.

 

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