Rewriting Stella

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by Tuttle, Dan;

all destined thus to distance selves from Earth.

  179.

  “I guess it’s sensible to give you this,”

  Abu said, handing Stella a small felt

  bedraggled patch. For forging the abyss,

  it read below the title. “Since you dealt

  so bravely with the bird, despite your fear

  of heights, I think you get the Monkey Crest.

  Your climbing took you to the stratosphere,

  I doubt I could be any more impressed.”

  So there on ledge were Abu, Stella, BLING,

  with Badges, Crests, and patches to reward

  themselves for their pursuit of distant things

  that prior to Pioneers were unexplored.

  Then Stella reached inside her bag to get

  a book bound by a jasper red rosette.

  180.

  “I spent the time when we were s’posed to rest

  manipulating what I tripped beside,

  that jasper piece.” Abu’s hands were then blessed

  by intricate design: rose petrified

  into a cover clasp o’er pages bunched,

  thin fonts in capitals commensurate

  with their importance (though a wee bit scrunched),

  and swirl to draw eye in to denser bits.

  Its title read quite clearly ANNALS OF

  THE AFROASIATIC PIONEERS,

  an elephant on pogo stick above

  the small subtitle: OUR WORLDWIDE PREMIERE.

  Unlocking all the pages from their bind,

  he saw their oral history enshrined.

  181.

  The pages glowed as manuscripts of lore,

  illuminated by a cloistered brush:

  paint light from sun as metal fleck phosphor,

  inked nights so dark they made his heart rate rush.

  The early pages showed shared scenes, hues bright

  if simple. Empty rectangles aligned

  to not obscure the action. “Here we write,”

  she said, “words coloring the space behind.”

  Ab turned few pages later and saw blanks,

  “You’re leaving lots of room for things to come?”

  “Of course!” Last pic showed BLING airborne, ’fore yank

  freed ring. “Some for where to, some for where from.

  You want our public brand, but second-best

  is setting it ourselves, well-hid from rest.”

  182.

  Two prospects came to Abu’s racing mind.

  The first: that he in perpetuity

  would be biographied for humankind.

  The next: that questing had congruity

  with what he’d hoped his future years contained.

  The beauty of the book itself was moot

  unless they planned adventures unconstrained

  to earn the words behind such grand tribute.

  He gazed into the distance, widened smile

  with every passing moment, thinking then

  of Gumi’s globe, its continents and isles:

  not ‘whether’ laid before them, rather ‘when’.

  “Why Afroasiatic?” boy, perplexed,

  asked. Grinning, Stella said, “Well, China’s next.”

  EPILOGUE

  A decade out, I’d wise up to the facts.

  It seemed so clear as child back then to think

  authoritative adults hadn’t acts

  deliberately used to kids hoodwink.

  Safari guide? Nope. Ranger in cahoots

  with markets black that move the plundered goods.

  From ring’s blood crust I’d later on impute

  the bird attacked the thief before in woods.

  That camouflaged man had a bandaged hand,

  and seemed so used to fighting off attack

  he’d clearly frequented the place as planned

  in looting circuit vast. Bird set him back

  at first until he found chalk weapon’s use,

  dry powder thunderbolt he slung as Zeus.

  Yes, Anton previewed that a bust aglide

  would be reflected on his shiny floor.

  Yes, Gumi’s made-up story justified

  the disappearance of ring husband wore.

  Yes, artifacts unusual bedecked

  their two locations, curios for sale.

  No, never had I thought to double check

  if immorality lurked ’neath the veil.

  No, nor did I think to discount the word

  that someone dealt me in a long-con game.

  Perhaps, one day I’d also see how blurred

  construction of a truth could garner fame.

  But, let’s not speed. Let’s first fire more brick clay

  to better build my life’s dimorphic way.

  VOLUME TWO

  PROLOGUE

  In youngest children, acts set soil for seeds

  of later personalities, which sprout.

  One gravitated toward gold-making deeds,

  one saw gold light from sun make nature stout.

  As flora sprouts up, out, and ever grows

  it’s hard to tell where single seed begins.

  Our paths would intertwine in life’s next throes

  as one expects from two pea-podded twins.

  We’d learned from ‘solving’ Gumi’s errant quest

  dependence on ourselves, which, similar,

  quelled conflicts calmly. Augment age and stress

  to yield divergent psyches, him and her.

  I thus present to you the second tome:

  of how we grew ’neath wing of powers unknown.

  CHAPTER 5

  1.

  Stel looked past ng’ombe udder out to hills

  so normal, slight in rise and run, and cringed.

  Their cultivation, rows turned by hand tills,

  reflected age-old ways none dared infringe.

  They’d roll, though flat by eye, then disappear

  into the shimmer heat horizon held.

  They’d never matter now as new frontier:

  today she knew she’d be stuck where she dwelled.

  Good dwelling in such harshness needed roots,

  to draw out soil’s nutrients and make

  plant food for ruminants’ herdbound commutes.

  Her roots that day were chopped when didn’t wake

  her Grandmum, only soul with whom she shared

  a lineage. The world left none who cared.

  2.

  Stel’s Grandmum passed in sleep pacifically,

  when soul found now-enfeebled shell unfit

  and rose alone most honorifically

  back to that place from where life must emit.

  Stel’d not had family nuclear per se,

  her father long unknown, her mother gone

  before establishing more matron ways.

  Stel’d caretaken Grandmum and cows at dawn,

  each day of milking milking her of fate

  preferred: more exploration in the woods.

  Tuberculosis she’d ameliorate

  with household labor, helping where she could

  so Grandmum could rest self and sharp tongue. Aid’s

  need passed, day’s milk chore felt like masquerade.

  3.

  Without a public-formed security,

  a social welfare system formed itself.

  Tradition placed a host in surety

  for household servant’s debts. Cook, sweep, wash delph,

  farm, tend, and such. Earn roof with servitude

  let human left from torn-up family

  stay off the streets by serving other brood.

  To stay alive on scraps as inductee

  was better than pure beggardom. There, dough

  was hard to get – farms made no millionaires –

  so house help slept on dirt floors, earning no

  room’s privacy. Host homes were simple there.

  Her Grandmum’s death meant f
ate would be controlled

  by others: she’d as housegirl be enrolled.

  4.

  This Tanzanian system kept alive –

  through bonds and low-skilled household labors long –

  the folks whose rotten luck had thus deprived

  of chance in social structures to belong.

  Stel felt it more akin to trick than treat,

  knew Gumi used hers for a scapegoat’s load.

  And so as Stel coaxed milk from ng’ombe teat

  she feared she’d be stuck, bent to power unowed

  if she were to remain. To overthrow

  the system outright couldn’t be recourse

  at twelve. Perhaps eighteen? Flight drove her, foe

  was buy-in to the system here endorsed.

  Flight would be hers, she vowed, toward life renowned.

  Such heavy burdens children lost have found!

  5.

  “Hey, Stel!” familiar voice exclaimed from back

  behind the bound-stick structure where she sat.

  She smiled at joy’s inflective. Brainiac

  Ab was, a once and future ’ristocrat.

  Past glories lost propelled his want to be

  a Someone in the future, known for Things

  like treasures, once again the bourgeoisie!

  It seemed that when he spoke there bubbled springs

  hot with ambition, tempting, powerful,

  but measured so as not to geyser out

  all strength propelling them. The morn hour pulled

  a recollection from her mind: devouts

  were off in church, at least, the Christian folks.

  Again, Abu and Stella were the rogues.

  6.

  “No church today?” he asked, small frame leaned on

  the grass-strapped poles that held few cow-wide roof,

  blue sweater accent to the celadon

  that healthiest acacia held as proof

  short rains had come, however short they’d been.

  “I’m glad to see you, but,” said Stel, “surprised

  you came to see me on a Sunday.” “When

  folks leave I turn to you. And, I surmised

  that something might be wrong when in a dream

  you climbed that one tall tree we practiced with

  long back. Instead of me, you fell and screamed,

  no prank. The sun went out. A guy with scythe

  came out to take you.” There he stopped mid-phrase,

  relieved life counteracted dream’s displays.

  7.

  “Ha ha,” she laughed with effort faked. “Still here.

  You play dead really well, I was so sad.”

  “And guilty, if my recollection’s clear,”

  replied Abu, “you hadn’t raked the pad

  of grasses up beneath the trunk.” “I’d not

  thought you’d stretch out to save a simple moth—”

  “A dragonfly.” “Sure. Still, it’s no mascot,

  compared to whimsy elephant on cloth

  evokes.” “We would choose differently. But that

  is neither here nor there.” “You really dreamed

  my undertaker came?” “Yep. You fell flat

  once losing grip.” “You’re not far, with that theme.”

  “I’m lost. Do you mean something’s wrong?” he said.

  “No, everything is. I found Grandmum dead.”

  8.

  The moment froze, despite the heat. A haze

  precipitated milkily in air,

  as if there coexisted yesterdays’

  false memories, seen, that tethered Grandmum there.

  Expressionless Abu turned eyes toward feet

  from off horizon’s wishful line, drew in

  his shoulders to his body, form downbeat

  in recognition of the loss of kin.

  “I’m sorry,” Ab said, “something cardiac

  arrest at night?” “Don’t know. Don’t care,” said Stel

  whose melancholy dragged her body slack

  relapsing into fear she’d said farewell

  to global exploration. “What I need

  is some way out of here.” Abu agreed.

  9.

  “You’re fearing what I think you’re fearing,” he

  asked quietly to roundabout confirm

  the plan they’d make would make an escapee

  of Stella. Then she nodded. And he squirmed.

  “Can’t hide,” he said, “they’d find you anywhere.”

  “Well, everywhere we know is pretty small.

  Don’t you recall how we became a pair?

  Your lusty look at Gumi’s globe enthralled,

  when thinking hard about how big this lump

  of dirt beneath our feet is. Countries change.

  It’s surely different somewhere.” She’d quick jump

  at any chance to future disarrange.

  They’d orient themselves on endgame view,

  while anxious they’d lack way to muddle through.

  10.

  “Your future staying here’s not great,” Abu

  said weightily, as if a somber thought’s

  high pressure zone had briskly blown into

  his weathered mind, its forecast too, distraught.

  Continuing, he said, “The crops are poor.

  The rainfall farmers knew for all their lives

  is changing now. It’s hard to reassure

  yourself that you’ll continue to survive.”

  “I’ve overheard that too,” said Stella, “grass

  is growing different places for the cows,

  or so said Grandmum.” Truly, biomass

  behaving differently did quick arouse

  suspicions of pastoralists that change

  in climate turned once-fertile fields’ crops strange.

  11.

  Combustion sounds rolled by behind them, air

  compressed in corridors cylindrical

  along the distant road. Its disrepair

  in Tanzania archetypical

  of thing that happened with the heat and rain:

  age-old design that cracked with weather’s pound

  discouraged folks from crossing ’tween domains.

  “They’re inbound,” Abu said while tracing sound.

  “The papers said two years ago no MAC

  would go that way,” referring to the trucks

  with hauling power so to match overpacked

  grains, produce, livestock, anything a buck

  could trade for. “Work in inland districts should

  help bring more shillings through our neighborhood.”

  12.

  “Chinese?” asked Stella, head not turned to look

  if trucks had calligraphic characters.

  “Their words and alphabet’s gobbledygook,

  that’s all I know.” The thoroughfare tricked her

  young mind: each year its busyness increased,

  yet all its bustle bypassed their small ’hood.

  The shilling boom Abu referred to greased

  another place’s palms, did kids no good.

  “Construction, Stel. They’re here to build. It might

  be something we can use for your big plan.”

  He stopped as if he knew she’d need one night

  of dreaming flight on far-off harmattan

  beside her fluffy loyal balled-up BLING,

  for curiosity to mend her zing.

  13.

  They spent the oven day at play on parched

  and sun-baked ground awaiting rains’ return,

  though Stella’s flowy attitude was starched

  in stiffened future mind cocooned concern.

  A pattern they’d last year was go to climb

  the recollected tree. But it was far,

  and they’d learned ways in town to make playtime

  a bit more adult, feigning air guitar

&nbs
p; and actions never seen when growing up

  among the grubs and chlorophyll of farms.

  To pass the time they’d toss sticks for the pup,

  until BLING tired and fell asleep. The charms

  of nature that left gleams in recent eyes

  lost glisten under worry’s present guise.

  14.

  Expectedly, the night renewed the verve

  that Stella felt toward life as Pioneer.

  She’d started the society to curve

  away from social expectation’s sphere.

  Instead of taking tome straight from bookshelves

  full of advice from stranger’s history

  she liked blank page on which they’d anchor selves,

  as Abu’s pen once doodled boats at sea.

  To better plan their future’s sketch she made

  a pact with Ab, asked him to tell no soul

  that Grandmum slept her final nap, afraid

  the news would spiral out beyond control.

  (It would be her first lesson on effect

  of stories crafted so to self-protect.)

  15.

  At time aligned with moment sky takes tint

  of predawn breaking light in monochrome,

  Stel saw reflected moon on water, print

  indelibly etched on brain’s astrodome.

  She dreamed her dreaming future somehow passed

  into the realm of archaeology,

  as flooding fate thrashed life’s ship, broke the mast,

  left her as hapless shark food, all at sea.

  She witnessed artifacts two thousand years

  in age get shattered, swept into deluge,

  from pots to beads of prayer, sea’s new veneer

  was refuse history left no refuge.

  Her waking came at moment when that breath

  of water dreamed insinuated death.

  16.

  Catastrophe imagined – landslide, flood –

  though elementally impressive, did

  jumpstart her senses. Staying meant the suds

  of servitude. Or she could drop off-grid.

  At that time she believed the flood was sign

  that if she stayed, became a housegirl, she’d

  drown in subservience of life defined

  by loss. She’d sooner choose to self-secede

  from system. It would take duplicity,

  rehearsed and tiny lies, and take her far.

  If doubted? Shrug it off! Insistency

  gives fantasists a leverage quite bizarre.

  Her plan was winding down Grandmum’s estate

  to buy a one-way ticket out of state.

  17.

  Thus Stella’s spirit lifted slightly by

  her notice of home social system’s gap:

  where in America if parents die

 

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