I Gave My Heart To A Jersey Killa

by Tina J

  “You’ve been around long enough to know what it is. But back to the question at hand.”

  “Haven even if I thought about your disgusting ass proposal why would I do it when you about to fuck her?”

  “I always shower after fucking so my dick will be clean. And who the fuck cares. Is every dick you suck clean?”

  “The two that I’ve done, yes they were and stop putting all these men on me.” He put his hands up in surrender and stood.

  “Play all you want but if I put this dick in your life, I need you to play your position.” He said and stood up.

  “What?” I had to look up at him.

  “I don’t want a girlfriend after the shit Juicy did but if the head and pussy good, I’ll put you in the top five.”

  “Bye Haven.” This is the shit I be talking about.

  “You may have given head a lot but you miss feeling a dick inside you.” I shifted in my seat when he said it.

  “Bet those panties getting wet.” He whispered in my ear and I didn’t say anything.

  “Let me know when you ready.” He placed a kiss on my neck, and I pushed him away. How the hell did he get me wet?

  I saw VJ coming my way and tried to remove Haven’s remarks from my head but it’s gonna be hard with the things he said. I’m damn sure in need of feeling someone inside me and it won’t be him.

  “Sorry I’m late. Ma, wouldn’t let me leave. Talking about I need to take Mecca with me.” I peeked around him.

  “Where is she?”

  “At ya moms house with her.”

  “VJ how you got her down here and doing other stuff?” He picked the menu up.

  “I didn’t wanna bring her and we do stuff. I figured since my mom made me, its only fair to let them hang out.” I busted out laughing and enjoyed my dinner with him. I couldn’t help but sneak a peek at Haven here and there. Dammit! I can not fuck him. Is what my mind is saying, however, my body isn’t saying the same.

  Haven

  “Who is she and why were you talking to her?” The bitch Kathy asked when I sat across from her.

  “Are you my girl?” She gave me a look.

  “I didn’t think so; therefore, who I speak to is none of your got damn business.” I lifted the menu and decided on a big juicy steak and mashed potatoes.

  “I can’t wait to get you in the room. You have no idea how long I’ve been waiting to share a bed with you.” This white bitch was corny as hell. I don’t discriminate on who I fuck. Pussy is pussy. Its all about how you work it and if you can have me coming back.

  I have yet to hit her off and here she is making dumb ass comments. I could see if we slept together previously or something.

  “You better blow my mind since you talking tough.” She smiled and did some shit with her tongue. It wasn’t as sexy as the way Ariel did it. She had my dick jumping.

  “Oh, I will. It’s gonna have you begging me to come back.” I laughed hard as hell. People were staring; including Ariel. I knew talking nasty would get her panties wet because most women were like that. The only difference is you can’t see their clit get hard like you can see a niggas dick.

  I smiled the last time she stared at me because it’s obvious she’s ready for me. Hell yea I fucks with her heavy even though I give her a hard time about the rumors. Whether she goes down on mad niggas or not, she thorough as hell and it helps, she’s best friends with my cousin. Her family ain’t copasetic so I know she ain’t no snitch. Hell, her brother is my best friend so of course he does the same shit.

  In any case, I never been attracted to her sexually because honestly, she’s not my type. Her body is banging and she never looks a mess but she’s my boy’s sister and I just don’t see us together in any way.

  We wouldn’t mesh together because I’d probably break her heart and then Armonie would yell and who feels like hearing it. Plus, I know for a fact she won’t let me cheat. Juicy knew what it was and allowed it as long as no bitch approached her. Now that I think about it, maybe it’s why she cheated. Oh well, she learned you can’t do the same thing.

  When the dude sat down across from Ariel, I noticed him as the same one who helped Armonie in the bathroom, but who is he? I’ve never seen him around before and if he’s in this town, he needs to know who the fuck I am. Say what you want but I run shit here and ain’t no outta town motherfucker coming in tryna pull rank.

  I snapped a photo of him and sent it to Colby. He’s good as hell in the technology department. He could find out someone’s entire life in less than twenty minutes and if I wanted to ruin your credit, he could do that too.

  “Let’s get outta here. I got shit to do.” I slammed the menu down and got up.

  “But we never ate.” She whined.

  “Who cares? You tryna fuck right?” I stared at her.

  “Yes but...”

  “Then lets go. We can order room service.” She followed me as I made a pit stop at Ariel’s table.

  “I don’t give a fuck who you are nigga, but I appreciate you looking out for my cousin.” I said to the dude.

  “Nice introductions and it’s all good. The nigga had no business...” He was about to say something.

  BOOM! I heard the dishes on the table clink. Ariel must’ve kicked him under it, which automatically made my antennas go up.

  “The nigga had no business what?” I questioned.

  “Look. I don’t know what she has going on but you need to check on her.” I placed my gaze on Ariel.

  “Tha fuck he talking about?”

  “Nothing Haven.” She couldn’t even look at me.

  “Yea a’ight. I’ll be over later to test those tonsils.”

  “Yo nigga. Keep it moving with that disrespectful shit.” Her cousin stood and we were toe to toe. Three of my boys came rushing over. I didn’t travel alone when I’m in the Reaper zone because you never know.

  “VJ it’s ok. This is how we talk.” She pushed him back.

  “Well he needs to speak different in my presence. The shit disrespectful and ain’t no nigga talking to you like that in front of me.” He looked me up and down.

  “No nigga.” I smirked.

  “You heard what I said Ariel.” I taunted him to see what he about.

  “Oh, you think I’m playing.” This nigga got in a fighting stance and I must say, him not being scared or worried intrigued me. Its obvious he has no clue who I am.

  “I don’t care about how many people you got with you.” He glanced over at the dudes who were with me.

  “Haven just go.” I tossed my toothpick at him and he swung off. I expected it and moved just in time making him catch one of my boys.

  “Haven break this up.” Ariel yelled.

  “You letting me cum down your throat later?”

  “What?” She was tryna pull her cousin off who was getting the best of my boy. I mean he was about to kill him.

  “You heard me.” I gestured with my head for the other two to get in it.

  “Fine. Just stop this shit.” She begged.

  “Crybaby.” I mushed her in the forehead.

  “GET THE FUCK UP!” I barked and my boys stopped.

  “Punk ass motherfucker. Letting your boys do the dirty work. Don’t worry. Our time is coming.”

  “Vernon please. Just leave it alone.” Ariel pleaded with him and diverted her eyes to me. She knew just like I did, if he continued running his mouth what would happen.

  “I’ll see you soon.” I hit her with the head nod, grabbed the white bitch who was in the corner petrified and left. I’ll see him sooner than he thinks; especially now that Colby sent me his information.

  *********************

  “That was pretty hectic.” Kathy said. I pressed the elevator button and waited for the doors to open.

  “What?”

  “The fight at the restaurant. I’ve never been so close to violence.” I laughed on the inside because this bitch was really playing her part.

  “Go head.” I waited for her t
o step on.

  “Yea it’s crazy.” I said with no emotion.

  “Why are we going to the...” I placed my index finger on her lips to cut her off before she could say basement in case the bitch had on a wire.

  “This is what you want right?” I held her hand as she stepped off. We walked down the hallway and into a small door leading even lower in the ground. If she is wearing a wire no reception is down here.

  Armonie owned this hotel but nobody knew except family. This is where we committed most of our murders. The room we had made is the size of a football field due to all the different machines and weapons. I could describe it but know this is never a place you wanna be. Armonie has only been here once and she hates it. Her exact words were, do you really need a torture room? Hell yea we did. Plus, the entire floor is a drain leading into the river. So if cops did raid they wouldn’t find any blood or DNA.

  “You ready to ride this ride?” I smiled at the fear on her face.

  “Ughhh. Yes.” I opened the door and vomit escaped her lips instantly.

  “You can’t be throwing up in here.” Jax said and placed a chair in front of her.

  “Sit.” Her body began to shake and suddenly her bowels escaped down her legs.

  “Please.”

  “Please what?” She looked around the room at her colleagues who were in a chair as well. Two of them were missing arms, two were missing legs but each one no longer had eyes and their ears were removed. I wonder if they can still hear?

  “You thought tryna fuck me would give these guys a chance to catch me but I think you forgot who I am.” She cried.

  “Had you remembered you’d know before you and your team even thought of the plan, I was already five steps ahead of you.”

  “But how?”

  “The captain is a friend of mine and well, he couldn’t stand you. Therefore, he set you up on a case he’d know you lose your life over.” I’m still waiting on the captain to tell me who put a bug in their ear because they never bother me.

  “Please don’t do this.” I put some gloves on, took the tongs out Jax hand and tilted her head.

  “We can do this the easy way or the hard way.”

  “What?”

  “Stick your tongue out.” She closed her mouth tight as she could. I nodded to Jax and Brayden who walked over and used some hooks to pry her mouth open. Kathy tried shaking her head no but the grip I had on her was serious.

  “This is for running your mouth about investigating me.” I pulled her tongue out with the tongs, switched hands with Jax so he could hold her head and sliced her tongue off. The scream was expected and so was the fainting. Most people can’t take extreme pain.

  “My turn.” Brayden stood in front of her with a chainsaw and took all four of her limbs off. I turned and stared at her husband who shit on himself too.

  “When you get to hell beat her ass for getting you mixed up with her shit.” I told him.

  “You won’t get away with this.” I let a grin come across my face.

  “The Reaper gets away with everything.” His eyes got big.

  “You know the name.” He nodded.

  “Good.” I jammed a screwdriver in his ear hard as I could and watched him jerk. I loved death.

  “I’m out.” I left the tool in his head and removed my gloves to toss in the incinerator.

  “I want this room spotless in five minutes.” I told the clean-up guys. I never wasted time making things look normal. When you do, it gives people a chance to slack off and get you caught. It may be our torture room but it’s under my cousin’s name. I’d never put her in harms way.

  Armonie

  “Are you going to ever tell me what happened? There’s no way you fell into a wall at the club.” My mom rubbed my head.

  After the night Freddy put his hands on me again, VJ stopped by and gave me the same erotic kiss he gave his girl at the club and I swear, he could’ve been my first at that very moment.

  The following day, Ariel said I had to inform my family, or she would. As I stare in my mother’s eyes, I just couldn’t. She’d probably cry and send every guy in my family after him. I’m just gonna stay away from Freddy and hopefully he’ll catch the hint.

  Once the doctor discharged me from the hospital, I checked on him. VJ fractured his jaw and that’s not even discussing the black eyes, split nose and cracked ribs. I didn’t see the fight, or should I say beatdown, because after tossing me like a rag doll, I was knocked out.

  His mom asked if I were ok because she saw the bandage on my head. I wanted to tell her too but kept my mouth shut. I don’t even know why I’m saving him at this point because he’s not going to stop.

  “I was tipsy ma and fell. Ariel’s cousin is the one who helped me.” I lied with a straight face.

  “Why did he beat Freddy up?”

  “I have no idea. Did you cook?” I asked tossing the covers off my legs. I’ve been here for a few days trying to avoid Freddy’s wrath because I know he’s gonna blame me for VJ whooping his ass. I wish I could’ve seen it.

  “Yea. Your dad and brother are down there too and I’m sure they’ll have questions.” I hopped my ass right back in the bed.

  “Can you bring me a plate?”

  “No. Get down there and deal with them.” I pouted.

  “Armonie what’s going on with you? I don’t know why but it seems like the energetic, strong child I had is shutting down. It’s like you’re in a shell.”

  “I don’t know ma. I’m just tired of discussing the club thing.”

  “I understand honey but it’s way too many men in this family for it to be pushed under the rug.” She ran her hand down my face.

  “When you’re ready to reveal the truth, I’ll be right here.” I nodded and rose from the bed.

  “I pray you’re not allowing him to put his hands on you.” I swallowed hard and lied again.

  “Not at all.” She and I went downstairs and joined the rest of the family for dinner. It wasn’t too bad and no one questioned me.

  My brother Colby and father definitely knew I was hiding something because each of them said, when the truth comes out, if it’s bad no one will be able to escape their wrath. My family are a bunch of savages and it’s the reason why the girls in our family are always scared to date.

  ***********************

  “Hey girl. You tryna hit the hair salon with me?” Ariel asked when she stopped by. My aunt Venus runs six shops in different areas and loved when we came in. She shows all of us off and even claims Ariel as her niece since she’s been around forever.

  “I guess. Let me grab my sneakers.” I went in the other room and picked everything up I needed to go.

  “You ready?” I asked. She was speaking to my mom about coloring her hair.

  “Yup.” She gave my mother a hug and we left.

  On the way over she started telling me how she hopes she passed all the exams she’s been taking. I applauded her hard work because she was in school and worked twelve hour shifts four days a week. Like the rest of us, she didn’t have to but did it anyway.

  “Hey my boo’s. Ariel go straight to the sink and Armonie you do the same.” My aunt Venus said and walked to the other side of the salon to check on a woman under the dryer.

  “Are you coloring your hair Ariel?” The two of them started talking as I searched the hair magazine for a new style. I couldn’t find one I liked so I’m just gonna get it washed, dried and wrapped like usual.

  BING! BING! Everyone looked at the door.

  “DAMN! Who man is he?” Some woman yelled out. I couldn’t help but smile because he was sexy as fuck to me.

  “Mine.” Ariel and I turned our head. We didn’t even know the Mecca bitch was here.

  “You sure because he on his way to them.” The woman was being messy.

  “That’s his cousin.” You could hear Mecca answering but I had my eyes on VJ. He was dressed to impress, and a bitch was fantasizing about that kiss.

  “What up y�
��all?”

  “Hey.” I waved and he leaned down to kiss Ariel’s cheek. He stood me up and hugged me.

  “You want another kiss don’t you?” He whispered in my ear. I was about to answer but his nagging ass girlfriend came over.

  “I get why you hugging your cousin but she don’t need no hug. Why you hugging her?” She crossed her arms and VJ turned around.

  “How much is your hair?” He ignored her question.

  “Seventy-five and you still didn’t answer.”

  “And I’m not because I’m a grown ass man. Now go to the register and I’ll be right there.” She stormed off.

  “Damn girl. He got that ass in check.” Some woman said.

  “Whatever.” Mecca said.

  “And don’t get up until he tells you too.” The women were clowning her and I had to stifle my own laugh.

  “Why can’t I stop thinking about the kiss?” He asked and moved his mouth by my ear.

  “If we weren’t attached, I’d take your ass home with me.” He backed away, licked his lips and headed over to Mecca.

  “Bitch, I’ma need to know what the fuck he said.” Ariel stood in front of me and so did my aunt Venus.

  “Ughhh.”

  “Ugh, my ass. You better tell aunty what’s going on.” My aunt took me in the back room with Ariel and closed the door.

  “Nothing aunt Venus, He stopped by, we kissed, and he said if we weren’t attached, he’d wanna take me home.”

  “Oh shit bitch. Let me find the fuck out.” Ariel said and smirked.

  “Well, he don’t look too attached to his bitch.” My aunt opened the door and you could see VJ walking out the salon while she grabbed her things.

  “If you get the chance again, take him from her.” My aunt had me cracking up.

  “You know I’m still a virgin so I wouldn’t have any idea what to do. And don’t forget he lives in Virginia.”

  “Girl bye. I95 goes straight there.” Me and Ariel were cracking up. My aunt sent us back in and had us sit at the sink.

  “I see how you look at my man but he’s hands off.” Mecca said standing in front of me.

  “Ariel, do you hear anything?”

  “Nope.”

  “Well hear this.” Mecca came closer and I sat up in the chair. I saw my aunt speed walking over to us.