I Gave My Heart To A Jersey Killa

by Tina J

  “If I find out you coming on to my man, it’ll be hell to pay. Ahhhhh!” She shouted when my aunt pulled her by the hair.

  “Take your dumb ass the fuck up outta here and before you question a woman about the man you’re supposed to be with, have your facts straight.” Mecca didn’t say anything.

  “A man and woman can flirt all they want but until something happens, all it is, is flirting. Also, you need to tell your man to keep his distance because as you can see, he approached her, not the other way around. Bye.” My aunt pushed her out the store and everyone busted out laughing. My aunt Venus don’t play when it comes to family either.

  After we finished at the hair salon, we picked up some take out and went back to the apartment. I decided to give my parents a break and stay at my own place. They don’t mind but I’m tired of the stares.

  “What up?” VJ said when I opened the front door. I looked around him to see if she was with him.

  “She not here. I needed a break. What y’all got to eat?”

  “Hey VJ.” Ariel spoke from the living room as I closed the door. I went to my spot on the other end of the couch.

  “I’m gonna need a meal next time I stop by.” He yelled from the kitchen.

  “We didn’t know you were coming.” Ariel and I focused on the scary movie we were watching, and he plopped down in between us.

  “Where y’all men at?” He asked eating some leftovers.

  “You know I don’t have one.” Ariel smacked his arm and he looked at me.

  “We’re taking a break.” I shrugged and he gave me a confused look.

  “I don’t wanna talk about it.” He left it alone and the three of us finished watching the movie together. When it was over, we smoked some weed with him and joked around for the next few hours. It felt good not worrying about anything. If only my life was this carefree everyday.

  By the time VJ left it was after two in the morning. His chick is gonna be mad as hell. I wish I could be a fly on the wall, just to be petty.

  Christian

  “How’s grams baby doing?” My grandmother took lil Christian out my hand when she opened the door. Here we are at another Sunday dinner but this time without my wife.

  After leaving the church not too long ago and letting her know not to mess with my family, she returned to the house in full bitch form. I mean she was screaming and acting crazy like someone was killing her. If one thing my mom taught me, it’s to record every detail of a scorned woman. She may not be scorned because I never cheated on her but she’s definitely upset about me mentioning the divorce.

  Anyway, she started breaking things in the house, tossing my stuff out on the yard and yelling about me not taking my son. I had to remind her the house is in my name and she’s only a visitor. I tried to calm her down and have a civilized conversation, but she refused.

  Before anyone flips, her dumb ass mother told her not to get on the deed. Talking about if I ever left her, she’d be responsible for the mortgage and everything else. It would mess up her credit. I know she dumb as hell.

  After I put my son to sleep that night, I cleaned the house, showered and went downstairs. Why did I overhear her on the phone discussing the divorce with her mother? I expected it but what I didn’t expect is her mother explaining how Elaina needed to give me more sex and even offer up a threesome. I’ve never indulged in one even though my brother and cousins swear they’re the best thing popping.

  And sex with my wife is a no go at this point. I don’t need any more kids or complications with her. It’s sad because she tried to suck my dick a few days ago and I couldn’t get hard, which was a clue that I’m truly over her and this marriage. Something I never thought could happen.

  “He’s good. You think we can stay here until I get a new place?” She popped me upside my head.

  “All my grandkids are welcomed here. Don’t ever disrespect me and ask no dumb question like that again.” I kissed her cheek and reached in the fridge for a soda.

  “Hey baby.” My mom walked in and hugged me. She was a worry wort and assumed I was devastated about the divorce. I may have been if it happened two years ago. However, it’s been a long time coming.

  “Hey. Where’s pops?” She gave me a dirty look. It only meant he’s outside smoking. She worshipped the ground my father walked on and vice versa but she hated the fact he smokes all the time.

  My aunts don’t really care about my uncles doing it but like I said, my mom is a worry wort. She thinks one day the FDA is gonna say weed is causing cancer or something. I smiled and walked outside with him. Haven was with him and so was Armonie, Jax, Colby Jr and my uncles. When the hell did they all get here?

  “What up divorcee?” Armonie said and kissed my cheek.

  “You think Grams would mind if Stormy stopped by?” All conversations stopped.

  “It’s about time you gonna get some new pussy. She bad too bro.” Haven responded before anyone.

  “She has a man.” I told them and sent a message to Stormy saying she could stop by.

  “And you have a wife. Who the fuck cares? You two been tryna fuck for years.” Jax said.

  “Stop playing and take her in one of those extra rooms.” Colby Jr. chimed in.

  “She better be screaming too bro or I’m disowning yo ass.” Haven had jokes.

  “He only asked her to come over. Damn y’all. But son she better make some sorta noise if you take her in the room.” My father said and I left all them out there. I loved my family but sometimes they’re too much.

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  “Hey everybody.” I heard Stormy’s voice as we sat down to eat. She gave everyone a hug and disappeared with Armonie. Those two were cool.

  “Give me my grandson.” Grams reached out for him.

  “He’s good.”

  “Boy get your ass in there with Stormy.” My father yelled as the entire family made plates.

  “Whatever.” I went on the back porch where the two women were and interrupted their conversation.

  “Talk to you later Stormy.” Armonie smirked walking away.

  “Hey you.” I didn’t bother speaking, grabbed her hand and went in the house.

  “YEA NIGGA!” Haven yelled.

  “Huh?” Stormy was confused as she should be.

  I opened a bedroom door, closed it and threw Stormy against the back of it. Nothing about this is right but I had to have her. Ever since we almost kissed in my office, she’s been heavy on my mind. I wanted to call her but it wouldn’t have been right. It must be meant for us to be here if she text me, right?

  “Christian what are you...” I cut her off with a kiss. She let her arms draped around my neck as I felt all over her chest.

  “Slow down Christian.” She moved me away and started disposing of her clothes. Images of her body would forever be in my head.

  The way her breasts sat up after she unhooked the bra and the perfect shave down below. My heart was racing with anticipation. It could be because I’ve never encountered sex with another woman and now I am with my family only yards away.

  “I’m not sure how you used to have sex with your wife but let me show you how to please me.” She took my hands, placed them on her breasts and had me rubbed them slow.

  “Suck on them Christian.” She held them in my face, and I took each one in my mouth. Flickering both nipples and making sure to give each one the same amount of attention.

  “It feels good.” I lifted her up and gently laid her on the bed.

  “I know how to make love to a woman Stormy. I just got a little excited. Its my first time with another lady.” I took my clothes off and kissed her body from head to toe.

  “Oh God.” She all but screamed when I inserted my tongue in her pussy.

  “You like this?” I questioned by placing my finger in her ass at the same time she succumbed to the first orgasm.

  “Yes Christian, yes.” She began grinding on my face and in one instant, came so hard I had to cover her mouth due to th
e pleasure making her scream. I kissed back up her body and stopped.

  “You ok?” I was about to enter another woman and had no bad feeling whatsoever.

  “Yea.” I entered her and the feeling was different and amazing. The two of us continued sexing each other down with no cares in the world. I did have to make her scream a few times so my brother and cousins could hear. I don’t need them clowning me and saying she was too quiet.

  “I’m about to cum Stormy.” I sucked on the side of her neck as our bodies were in a doggy style position.

  “Ok.” She jumped off my dick and it felt like I was getting blue balls. I was about to say something until she pushed me back and got on her knees.

  “Got damn.” I put the palm of my hand on top of her head and pump in and out her mouth. Elaina has never sucked me off this good. When she swallowed, I lost it and caught myself from falling. She stood and both of us stared.

  “I need a shower. You coming?” She asked walking ahead of me in the adjoining bathroom.

  “Hell yea.” I followed and indulged in more sex. By the time we came out everyone was finished eating and talking or lounging around.

  “Two hours. My nigga.” Colby Jr. walked past us on the phone. Stormy put her head down as we walked in the kitchen.

  “I made your plates.” My mom sat them in front of us and smiled.

  “I know you’re getting a divorce son but Stormy please make sure the man you’re dealing with doesn’t approach my son.” She nodded and the two of us dug in.

  “I’m breaking up with him.” She was texting away on her phone.

  “We can’t have any more sex until you’re fully unattached.” I didn’t want her sleeping with the both of us. Tonight, I wanted it as bad as she did.

  “I agree but it means no sex with anyone else either.” She responded.

  “After those freaky things you did to me, I don’t want no one else.” We busted out laughing.

  Stormy had me trying things on her Elaina would turn her face up at. It’s all good because it’s more things I wanna do and since I know she’s down, heck yea I’m doing them with her.

  “Am I allowed to join the party? I mean we are still married.” I saw Stormy’s body tense up.

  “Why are you here?” Elaina made her way around the island to stand in front of us.

  “The baby and I are hungry.” She rubbed her stomach and I dropped my fork. I lost my appetite.

  Stormy

  Sex with Christian was exactly how I imagined it to be. Amazing and exhausting. At first, I thought he’d be boring, and I’d have to guide him. When he took over, all the fantasies I had between the two of us came true. The freaky sex, how he ate my pussy and the way he made love to me. It’s no way in hell he sexed his wife the same and she still wasn’t happy.

  He was absolutely right about us not engaging in anymore sex until I break up with Curtis. It would complicate things; especially if we wanted to explore being in a relationship. It couldn’t happen if I’m with him. That’s why I sent him a text saying we needed to talk. It shouldn’t be a problem because he’s never home anyway. Do I think he’s cheating? I know he’s cheating and has been for a while, which is why I no longer go to his house. I’m too nervous about walking in on something.

  He didn’t respond to the text like I expected so I sent him another one saying we’d talk whenever he feels like it. Again, there was no response and I didn’t even care. Christian was here and the two of us seemed right. I couldn’t wait to be his woman and let everyone know. The congregation wanted him to get rid of his wife and find someone else. I’m not sure how they’ll react to us, but my parents will love it. They love them some Christian Banks and my mom always hinted around to us being a couple.

  I guess Christian finally listened because he filed for divorce; yet this bitch is standing here announcing a pregnancy. I’m a tad bit upset but she’s his wife; therefore, it’s a possibility and most likely happened before we crossed the line.

  The look of aggravation and anger plagued Christian’s face as I sat there witnessing another argument between them.

  “How many months are you?” He asked.

  “This is a husband and wife conversation, you can excuse yourself.” Elaina snapped at me. I stood and Christian grabbed my hand.

  “She’s not finished eating. Stay right here Stormy.” I smirked and placed my ass in the seat.

  “Christian she doesn’t need to be in our business. It’s bad enough she knows about our divorce.” She pouted.

  “Everyone knows about the divorce because you couldn’t keep your mouth shut. Telling your mother, who in return, told anyone who would listen. If you wanna blame anyone for finding out, blame yourself and her.” I could tell he was about to go in on her.

  “It’s ok Christian. I had a fun, and exhausting night. It’s like my body succumb to extensive pleasure and needs to rest.” He smirked.

  “I’ll be right back.” He told Elaina and walked me to my car.

  “Why is that bitch here?” His grams asked smoking with the guys in the driveway.

  “I was gonna ask who let her in.” He said.

  “She probably let herself in. You know grams leaves the door unlocked. Call me later Stormy.” Armonie yelled out.

  “You ok?” Christian asked opening the car door.

  “We’re not together and it’s before my time. No more sex right?” He smiled.

  “Not with her.” I leaned it to kiss him and he happily accepted. It made me wonder if his wife was paying attention. It didn’t matter because he damn sure had no problem doing it.

  “Let me go before I ask you to leave with me.” He shook his head.

  “Text me when you get home.” He pecked my lips again and closed the door. I pulled out the driveway and laughed as his cousins and brothers gave him a pound on his way in the house. His family are comical.

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  “What about your girlfriend?” I sat behind Curtis in a separate booth at the bar. I followed him from his house after he claimed to be working late.

  The day after sleeping with Christian, I called my man and asked if we could meet for breakfast. As usual he was busy and promised to see me at night. The night came and left and no sign of Curtis. It was excuse after excuse for the next few days. I mentioned breaking up because he had no time for me, and his ass flipped. Talking about I’m not respecting his job hours and blah, blah, blah. I had the key to his house but like I said, I’m not walking into him possibly having sex with another woman. Nope. I won’t do it to myself.

  Here I am sitting with Armonie deciding if I should inform him of my existence. She’s ready to beat the woman up, where I’m happy to catch him out there. In three years, our relationship has run its course and it won’t be any love lost here. I was ok not telling him and moving on because he obviously is, but my father said it’s not right and to do it the grown up way.

  “I barely see her and I told you we don’t have sex. You’re the woman I want. Why can’t you see it? I’m with you damn near 24/7.” That’s all I needed to hear.

  “Hey Curtis.” I swore the blood drained from his face.

  “Thank you.” I looked at the woman who had no idea why I was thanking her.

  “Excuse me!”

  “Thank you for exposing Curtis for the lying, cheating asshole he really is.”

  “Stormy.” He tried to get up.

  “Stormy? This is your girlfriend?” She pointed to me.

  “Correction. Was his girlfriend.” I turned to look at him.

  “Curtis, I mentioned breaking up and you forbid it. What I don’t understand is why when you’ve clearly moved on.” He went to stand and I put my hand up.

  “Save it. Have a good life.” I told Armonie to move our seats and she agreed. Curtis stormed out leaving the chick sitting in the booth. Exactly what she gets for knowing he had a woman and stayed around.

  “Now you and my cousin can finally hook up?” She sounded excited.
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  “He has to deal with the wife.”

  “Wife? That bitch got cursed out when you left by all of us.”

  “What? Why?” I wanted to know details.

  “Girl. She tried to throw a fake pregnancy on Christian.”

  “Fake?” I was confused.

  “Yup. Little did she know my grams had pregnancy tests under her bathroom sink.” I almost choked on my drink.

  “Why does your grandmother have tests under her sink?” I used a napkin to wipe my mouth.

  “Who knows? She said if any of my brothers or cousins gets a chick pregnant, they need to prove it. She makes sure to have updated ones too.” I fell out laughing.

  “How are you doing?” I asked and she shrugged her shoulders before asking the bartender for two patron shots.

  “I’m over Freddy.”

  “Are you?” I gave her the side eye because she’s been saying it for a while now and still with him.

  “I am. He’s no longer the man I thought he was. Everything about us being together is wrong.”

  “What you mean?” She told me to hold on and gulped down the two shots. The bartender placed two margaritas in front of her.

  “He’s only staying with me because of my V status. My grandmother says he wants me to be strung out on my first sexual experience, that way I’ll never leave him.”

  “Girl bye. These days women could care less about their first sexual experience. Yes, some have good luck and others don’t. However, it doesn’t necessarily mean the woman would be stuck.”

  “I know right. FUCK FREDDY!” She shouted and drank her margarita.

  “Remember the VJ guy I mentioned?” A smile came across her face.

  “Yea.” I do remember her mentioning him.

  “Well, we kissed and he had me feeling things I’ve never felt before.”

  “Really?” She spoke highly of the guy and I was happy for her. The only question is, will Freddy let her go. We sat there talking for a little while and I could tell she was over her ex, but she’s staying around for some reason.

  “Ok lady. Let me get you home.” I told her after noticing how tipsy she is. She stood and almost hit the ground. When we looked up, some sexy ass man was staring down at her. Lord, she doesn’t need to meet anyone else.