I Gave My Heart To A Jersey Killa

by Tina J

  V J

  “Where you going?” Mecca asked the second my foot hit the threshold.

  “Out.” I had plans on going to this nigga Haven’s club and approaching him about the shit with my cousin Ariel. I don’t give a fuck how much they play, he needs to respect her.

  When we left, she explained how they spoke to one another and I get it. However; she should respect herself more than to allow him to do it in public. I don’t care how long they’ve known one another. My mom would kick my ass if she heard me speak to a woman that way and Brayden would be ready to fight if he knew she allowed it. Whatever the case he’s gonna see me.

  “Out where and you didn’t ask me.”

  “Mecca not right now.” I left her sitting there and went to shower. This shit is nowhere near over between me and the Haven dude. Who cares that I swung off first, he had no business talking crazy to Ariel.

  “Babe, your cousin Brayden is here.” She yelled in the bathroom.

  “Tell him I’ll be right down.” I heard the door close and finished washing up. I put my clothes on and grabbed what I needed to go.

  “What up?” I said when I walked downstairs.

  “Shit. Where you going?” He asked and walked out the door with me.

  “To find this dude.”

  “What dude?” He became defensive and ready to fight.

  “Haven. You know him?” Brayden stopped and stared.

  “Why you looking for him?” I explained what went down and he shook his head laughing,

  “What’s so funny?”

  “Ok, first off that’s my boy and second, didn’t Ariel tell you its how they speak to one another?” He questioned and leaned against the car with me.

  “First, I don’t care if he’s your boy and second you’re ok with the way he speaks to her?”

  “You’ve been gone a long time cousin. Let me fill you in real quick.”

  “Fill me in then because this don’t make no sense.”

  “Haven and Ariel fucks with each other heavy.” I looked at him.

  “Believe it or not, they do. He appreciates how thorough she is and how she has Armonie’s back at all times. Do he say fucked up shit? Absolutely but its how he talks.” I went to talk and he put his hand up.

  “It may not be something you or I would do but if Ariel told him he was being disrespectful, he’d stop. If you ask me, I think he’s feeling her but he also knows if they ever took it there Ariel wouldn’t allow him to cheat on her like his ex did.” All I could do is shake my head.

  “I’m not saying what he says to her is ok, and I approached her about it a few times. Haven may be my boy, but she’s my sister.”

  “What did Ariel say?”

  “She told me not to worry about it because she can handle him. I backed off and to this day, she has never come to me about him being disrespectful.”

  “What would you do if she did?” He gave me the side eye. I wasn’t implying he was scared of his friend but I wanted to make sure there was some sort of loyalty to family.

  “Then I’ma talk to him and if he still did it, then we’d be some beefing motherfuckers.” He shrugged his shoulders.

  “I know you wanna save all the women in our family just like the rest of us, but Ariel is stronger than you think and can hold her own.”

  “Whatever. Tell your friend don’t do that shit around me or we’ll be fighting. I don’t care who he bring.” He started laughing.

  “I miss you cuz. When you coming back?” We embraced one another.

  “I only came because your aunt and uncle made me, well asked. Talking about I never come. You know throwing the guilt trip on me.”

  “I asked them to.” I lifted my head from rolling the blunt.

  “I need my cousin here to help me run this shit my pops is making me do.”

  “Huh?” I was confused.

  “Pops wants me to run all these places so him and my mom can finally travel. I ain’t tryna do that shit and since you’ve been doing it all this time, why not do it here with me?”

  “Hold up nigga. You tryna get me to run it, while you out there doing whatever?” Brayden loved the streets. He’ll tell you its his calling.

  “I’m saying. I don’t know what I’m doing so of course you’ll have to teach me but if I’m needed in the streets, I’m out.” I laughed at his ass.

  “I’ll think about it. You know Mecca there and I run the buildings in VA with Vanity.”

  “Who moving up here too.” I looked at him because no one told me.

  “Say what?”

  “Maybe if you answer when she calls, instead of running around with your chick, you’d know her dude brought her a house out here.”

  “Whatever. Vanity don’t be wanting shit.”

  “Well, your mom is happy and begging your dad to move here too. And we all know aunt Maylan gets whatever she wants, just like my mom.” Both of us couldn’t stop laughing.

  “We’ll see. I need to look at properties and…”

  “I got you already.”

  “What?”

  “There are some brand-new houses being built, courtesy of pops and I told him you wanted one.”

  “Oh so you had this set up.” He cheesed hard as hell.

  “Everyone on board but you. Think about it.” He looked down at his phone and started grinning.

  “Wifey calls. I gotta go.” We hugged again and promised to meet up tomorrow. I loved visiting Jersey once in a blue moon, but do I really feel like moving here? I hopped in my car and drove to the nigga’s club. I’m not gonna say shit now that I spoke with Brayden, but his spot is nice, and I need a drink.

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  “Armonie you know if he catches you here it’s gonna be a problem.” I turned around and saw her sitting with another beautiful woman. They really did hang in packs.

  “Fuck Freddy. He can’t tell me what to doooo.” She slurred her speech and almost fell off the chair. I knew then, she was tore up or almost there.

  I was in the next booth listening to Armonie go on and on about leaving the dude. At one point, she spoke about killing him before he killed her. It’s sad when death is the only way outta relationships. If it ain’t working, leave. I don’t get it.

  “Excuse us.” The other woman said when they walked by. Monie had fallen in front of me and the second our eyes locked she smiled.

  “Still fine as hell.” She slurred and the woman stared at me.

  “Who are you?”

  “Vernon. You good Monie?”

  “I am now.” She stood and dropped in my lap.

  “Umm.” The woman didn’t know what to say.

  “She good. What’s your name?” I asked because Monie had her face in the crook of my neck.

  “Stormy.”

  “I got her Stormy.”

  “Yea he got me Stormy. This is Ariel’s cousin. The one I told you who had me soaking wet down there. Can you make me feel like that again Vernon?” Stormy covered her mouth.

  “I’ll make sure she gets home safe.” I winked and Stormy didn’t move.

  “Call Ariel and get my information if you don’t trust me.”

  “I’m good Stormy. He’s where I wanna be.” Monie started kissing my neck.

  “You sure?”

  “I’m sure.” She told her and Stormy walked away. Armonie put her knees on the side of me and started unbuttoning her shirt. I stopped her.

  “You don’t want me either?”

  “Monie this ain’t the place...” I went to speak and she stood up, grabbing me with her. I carried her out because the way her legs wobbled, she was about to hit the ground.

  “Take care of her.” Stormy waved with a smile on her face. I placed Monie in the car and started to drive in the direction of her house.

  “Hotel Embassy.”

  “Huh?” She was giving me directions and we ended up in front of this nice ass hotel.

  “Pull around the back.” I did like she asked and helped her out t
he car. She used her key to open the door and walked down a hall in a different direction of the regular rooms.

  When she opened the door, it was like a damn apartment. There was an upstairs, full living room with a big ass flat screen, a kitchen and dining room. She threw her shoes across the room and walked up the stairs. I made sure the door was locked and followed. It was nicer up here and the bed had to be a California king.

  “Thanks VJ for making sure I’m good. That’s twice you saved me.” She stood on the bed looking down at me.

  “I didn’t save you tonight although you are pretty fucked up.” I could smell the alcohol on her breath even with the mint she popped on the way over.

  “I’ll never be sloppy drunk, and I just needed something to take the edge off. I have so much going on in my life that it helps.” We stared at one another. She leaned in for a kiss and I had every intention of breaking the kiss, but I couldn’t. This woman had a hold on me.

  Our tongues danced with each other for a few minutes making both of us become aroused. She stopped, lifted the shirt over her head and unhooked the bra. Her breast spilled out and I had to suck on them.

  “It feels good Vernon.” She rubbed my head as I did it.

  “Get down.” I lifted her off the bed and took my time removing her clothes. Her body was beautiful.

  “We’re about to enter a dangerous ground Armonie.” She nodded and bit down on her bottom lip.

  I gently laid her on the bed, took my shirt off and ran one of my hands up her leg. Goosebumps appeared and her nipples began to harden. I slid my tongue in between her legs and sucked on both thighs. Her wetness was already seeping between her bottom lips and I hadn’t even touched her there.

  I used my finger to circle her oversized treasure and watched her succumb to a powerful orgasm. Not giving her a chance to catch her breath, I latched on and assaulted her pussy with my tongue. Her back became arched and her knees were up against my head and shaking. I slid one finger inside and curved it.

  “Oh shit.” She moaned out making my dick harder.

  “I don’t know what’s happening, but I love it. Oh shitttttt.” She yelled and her fluids shot right in my mouth. The pulsating could be felt as I stayed put and she experienced two more.

  When I finished, it took me a minute to remove all my clothes because I remembered Ariel mentioning her virgin status. Did I wanna be her first? Better yet, did she want me to be?

  “I’m ok VJ. I want this.” How did she know what I was thinking?

  “Monie.” I thought about discussing it with her until she slid to the end of the bed and stroked my man with both hands.

  “I’m good ma.” I was about to push her away because she’s a virgin and most likely had no idea what to do. But somehow, she deep throated me. I’m no small nigga and once she hummed on the tip, I couldn’t make her get up.

  I stared down at her and even tho she gagged here and there, she was doing the damn thing. I guided her at times, and not once did she complain. A fast learner and what made it better was she accepted the help I gave. Its like she wanted to make sure she pleased me, and she did.

  “Monie, I can’t let you go out like that. I’m about to cum. Get up.” Her eyes met mine. She didn’t move and actually went faster pulling my nut up.

  “Oh fuck!” I snatched her up after I came and in that moment, we were lost in each other.

  “This can’t happen again.” I told her and she shook her head.

  “This one night is fine with me.” She scooted back on the bed and gestured me with her finger.

  “It’s our secret Monie.”

  “Always.” I kissed inside her thighs and went down on her again. When she came, I pushed my way in quick. It’s the only way to get it over with.

  “You ok?” I kissed the couple of tears leaving her eyes.

  “I am now.” We engaged in a deep and passionate kiss. Her legs wrapped around my back and I drilled deeper.

  “Vernon.” She moaned out and the sound was perfect.

  “Are you making love to me?” I had one of her legs in the air as I moved in circles.

  “There’s no other way to be with you sexually. Fucking ain’t it and after the shit you been through, you deserve the best.” She smiled and I got fuzzy inside. What the hell is this woman doing to me?

  “Turn over.” It took her a minute and I hated to change positions being her first time, but I wanted her to experience every one. I kissed her neck, then down her spine before arching her back and inserting myself in.

  I had to close my eyes because she felt so good. Her pussy gripped my dick and had a nigga about to cry from the feeling. I explained how to throw it back and her ass bounced just the way I liked.

  “You ready to learn how to ride?” I had her hair entangled in my hand, still hitting it from the back. My other hand was circling get clit.

  “Right after I...” Her body shook as another orgasm ripped through her. Who knew a virgin could cum as much as experienced women? I gave her a minute and pulled out.

  “Oh my gawwwd.” She shouted when I mounted her on top. Her nails were in my chest, but she wasn’t digging.

  “If it’s too much we can stop.”

  “No. Give me a minute to adjust.” I watched her get comfortable and instructed her on what to do. Once she got the hang of it, nothing could stop her.

  “I’m about to cum Monie.” We had been at it for two hours now and even though she was in pain, she refused to stop. Not once did her pussy dry up either.

  I had her riding me cowgirl style as I sat on the edge of the bed. My hands were caressing her breasts from behind and her nails were in my legs. I lifted her up and slammed her down over and over. All you heard was the two of us moaning and our skin smacking.

  “Come on baby. Cum for me.” She said and leaned back so my chest was connected to her back. She moved the hair out her face and turned to kiss me.

  “Right there Vernon.” I went harder underneath.

  “Yes baby.” She cried. I circled her clit and a few minutes later we both released. I fell back on the bed with her doing the same. She moved over and my soft dick slid outta her. What the fuck did I just do?

  Armonie

  I stared at the end of the bed at VJ with his head in his hands. The bare upper half of him showed and I smirked at the barely noticeable scratches I left behind during our indiscretion. We both had other people in our lives, yet, we indulged in adulterous behavior. We may not be married but we both took part in the infidelity.

  “You a’ight?” This is the second time he asked post making love to me. I’m assuming it’s what we did because there was no rushing, fucking me fast or keeping his eyes closed so he wouldn’t look at me. Everything about the way he handled my body is nothing like I expected. It’s like he wanted to be with me and made sure to please every single part.

  “I’m ok.” I sorta lied. I was ok mentally but physically my pussy was sore as hell. I didn’t even wanna get up to use the bathroom.

  “I’m not in love with her.” He said outta the blue.

  “I’m not in love with him anymore either.” I stared into the darkness thinking about the revelation I said out loud.

  The whole time Freddy and I been together it’s always been crazy. I thought I was in love until after a month or two it became about sex. When I didn’t give him any, he stepped out. I thought it was my fault and took him back. Everything was perfect and I had no worries about our relationship. We were always together and the whole world knew about us. Still I couldn’t allow him to be my first.

  In the last seven or eight months, he’s become violent. I get he wants to be my first sexual experience but why you fighting me? What’s the reason for the abuse? I can’t fully blame him because I stayed around. I’ve had a broken arm, black eye and quite a few busted lips; yet nothing or no one could make me leave him.

  That is until Vernon came around. I know he has a woman but hearing him say I deserve better, changed my outlook on how a
man is supposed to treat me. I’m sad to admit, I thought Freddy loved me and the abuse is part of it. You know he’d come to the house with gifts and I felt special. I figured he was having a bad day and each time he swore it wouldn’t happen again.

  Here I lay down with another man who I’ve known growing up and still don’t really know him. He treated me with respect and regardless of us indulging in some great sex, we were wrong and like he said, it can never happen again.

  “You should go. She’s probably waiting on you.” He turned to me. Even with just the television on and the moonlight from the window, I could still see how handsome he was.

  “You’re right but there’s a few things left you need to experience before I go.” A grin came across my face.

  “Oh yea?” He moved the covers off my legs and carried me in the bathroom.

  “I’d say a shower but I’m sure you’re sore.” I laid my head on his shoulder.

  “Jacuzzi sex is the bomb.” He turned it on and helped me in. I sat on his lap facing him.

  “You’re worth more than the way you’ve been treated.” I shied away from his gaze.

  “Thanks.” He tilted my head up and pressed his lips on mine.

  “Bend over.” He had me stand, turn around in front of him, spread my ass cheeks and ate my pussy from the back. If I thought the regular way was good, this feeling put me on another level. I came so hard he had to catch me from falling head first in the jacuzzi.

  “Now let me show you some other things.” He pulled me closer and the two of us went at it all night or should I say until I tapped out. This man had me in the jacuzzi, on the kitchen floor, and spread out on the dining room table as he sat in a chair to give me head. I felt like I was in a gyn office. When I say he turned me the fuck out, it’s exactly what he did.

  By the time I opened my eyes he was gone. I wasn’t even mad and wholeheartedly enjoyed my night.

  I reached over for my phone and realized it was four in the afternoon. I had tons of missed calls from my family. I sent all of them a text saying I went out last night and slept in.