Desensitizer

by Kaero Davis

  Back to the point… I’m perhaps better capable of becoming as successful as much as they think it’s a laughable matter. And I’m cast-out of the social norm and labelled out-cast; the better I believe anyway because none of them are original, or authentic. They’re sheep, and they fit every other cliché that has had it’s stereotypical traits and attributes relate similarly belonging to another clique. Copies of imitations vice versa, and so forth. These fuckers all stick together and probably don’t advance (in the mind, not like the rate of yours [slower]) and always bring to my mind a reminiscence of Marilyn Manson’s words in a lyric to one of his songs (like I said before) – ‘you’re just a copy of an imitation’. They’re sheep and they curse the free thinkers, laugh and tease and torment them, to shut them down to try to prevent further change or null out your own growth since they probably aren’t as much as they claim. Each of them imitate another in the pack and so forth, I call them sheep because a lot of them fear segregation, they copy, mimic the alpha and at best avoid any fair physical conflict themselves. You’re often the topic of their conversation – and they can never mind their fucking own business…” – Ukod.

  Outcast

  People these days are truly brave,

  Unbeknownst slaves to how they behave,

  I’m afraid one day it’ll all turn grave,

  And none are comin’ to save – they will all be slaves,

  Not one ounce of care is taken when spoken,

  But they’ll rue it once they’re finally broken,

  The Devil will come and He will stoke ’em,

  And there’ll be fuck all holy water by then to soak in,

  If you can’t hold your tongue and really think,

  The ground you tread will crumble and sink,

  And whether you do or don’t sin – you’ll still fall in,

  And the last fuckers standing will finally grin,

  I might now be the Outcast –

  But I’ll have the last laugh…

  Go ahead and take the piss and give me the shits,

  You’ll soon roast and feel the flames all lick,

  You’ll lose your grip and scream vile words and spit,

  And I’ll still be standing there all nice and schmick,

  You really think you know who you’re talking to,

  But I’ve got news and you’ve got no clue,

  Run your mouth all you like – you won’t escape your doom,

  It’s high noon, something looms and you’ve masoned your tomb,

  Somethings coming and you had better start running,

  Stunting, stunning, and gunning down hunting,

  Lie all you want and say you’ve done nothing –

  I wouldn’t be sorry either with no reason to worry,

  Go ahead and have your blast,

  Just don’t whinge at the aftermath,

  Human nature is a flawed design,

  We buckle under pressure – nose to the grind,

  We reap what we sow and we eventually die,

  But you just wait until the world is mine,

  Outcast – Cont.

  A lot of you won’t surface up to your true purpose,

  And when you lose your virtues, you’ll soon be nervous,

  Don’t be so discourteous, I’m doing you a service,

  Ha! You think you’re merciless – but you haven’t seen me murderous,

  You haven’t even seen me hold a grudge,

  But when my minds made I’m not about to budge,

  I’ll drag your pathetic arse through mud and sludge,

  And it’ll take as little as the gentlest nudge,

  Go ahead and have your blast,

  Just don’t whinge at the after math,

  You might’ve labelled me the outcast,

  But I’ll be the one to have the very last laugh,

  I’m going straight to the top,

  And until I’m there I’ll never stop,

  I’ll take more than there is to be got,

  And world will rest in rot,

  I will climb, I will rise, and wreak cataclysmic demise,

  I might be despised but boy will I have a surprise,

  You’ve all compromised your chances and sequential tries,

  The Devil has spies and your all being watched through his eyes,

  I’ll sit atop the world eventually a king,

  And when the prince of darkness comes I’ll give it straight to him,

  Any chance of reconciliation or even escape is slim,

  Then and only then will I bear the happiest grin,

  So,

  Go ahead and have your blast,

  Just don’t whinge at the aftermath,

  I might now be the outcast,

  But I tell you soon I’ll have the last laugh,

  The very last laugh…

  Exit Scenario

  “A sorry fool is he who intervenes the course of Karma. A sorrier fool will be he if he thinks he has the right to. You might think you’ve got a good handle on things your way, but how well can you trust that handling another’s business will go in your favour? Just wait, don’t be in a rush to realign others. You don’t want to be caught in the cross-fire, especially if you stand out of a crowd enough as it is. Be careful not to draw undesirable attention of other fuckwits. I find it hard enough as it is to battle through the drama that finds me – let alone that that belongs to someone else. If you get tainted by anyone who’s facing drama – you’ll end up having theirs on top of yours. And everybody’s all got enough of their own already to an extent. Laugh at the fuckers that bring it on themselves because God knows, it’s 50/50% that they’d all do the same. Hypocrites will always have their nose out of joint when they cross someone doing something as they themselves like – but all the same will scowl at another for it. It never makes sense to me. Everyone’s got their nose out of joint in some way about somethin’ and laugh at others struggling – but when the pressures on them you can bet they’ll buckle like anybody else, perhaps with a show just as amusing as they thought of yours. But laugh at them, make them feel small and insecure. But for the love of Satan, don’t intervene. Don’t get in the way. People question why we exist, but they never like the answer because it’s uncomfortable. Ignorance drives them blindly and they never surface, never ascend any further to their purpose. People only want to love themselves as much as any other, and vanity’s apparently a sin – so they say. There’s never any real balance and fair share going around – but there might be if there was as much respect to the ‘lesser fortunate’ than we favour. The universe, it senses the flow and the change of energy between all living things – and that energy that it notices is spared, will – can only go in favour of those randomly kind enough to share it. Not all of us share the same ideals, nor morale, nor virtue, and while there is greed or envy - jealousy still active – none of us are going to evolve at the same rate. Some will be left behind. A good-sized portion will waste.” – Ukod.

  Enter Scenario

  “Ignorance and arrogance are the death of evolution. If you can’t be open to learn effective new ways to communicate with others – on an open-minded level – you’re stunting further growth in yourself and you’ll never truly ascend to a higher ground. You’ll be left behind and preferably forgotten about. And that’s not just an opinion but fact and it lead me to writing this piece. It’s a hard truth that a lot of people are eventually going to have to face and accept because they’re not just making it worse for themselves but for everybody else around them. And who really wants to be in a society like that? Who wants to be in a society that couldn’t give a flying shit about anybody else and not love and support their neighbours? I know I fuckin’ don’t and I rarely have time for people like that. If we focus solely on ourselves alone, we can’t all rise as a nation and evolve all
at the same time. It’s sad and it really can be sickening – shit, it upsets me - and I can get so heatedly passionate about it. Arrogance and ignorance – it’s what separates the intellectual folk from the primal, monstrous fiends that only set us backwards, and it don’t matter if you have a high IQ or not – it’s what you do with what you know and what you don’t. Welcome back Dark-Ages.” – Xugzeid.

  Point For Interest

  There are a some digging out their own graves,

  Never anything more than slaves,

  I speak to those – they need desperately hear,

  Huddle in closer and lend me your ears,

  Now let’s all think back to when,

  This all may have started,

  This could be the reason why,

  You’ve never healed, you’re broken hearted,

  Do you think it’s why your pride was shattered?

  Your will was broken – beat down – battered,

  The ones you know you’re supposed to love are the ones that drove you wild,

  Can’t they see you’ve made your mind; you’re an adult not a child,

  How are we supposed to know more than we’re ever taught?

  Old Virtues, Values, Morale die, and are sadly rarely sought,

  Though if we can yearn to better learn, the errors of their ways,

  Then history may not repeat, the world is yet to change,

  Occasionally though for an effective change,

  We very well need to realize,

  That the worst in us does only disgust,

  Don’t become what you despise,

  Exit Scenario

  “We CAN know more than we’ve ever been taught, we just need to exercise our observatory techniques better or more often, and not only that but practice what we learn for ourselves from others – but only the good that we see works for everybody else. It is a bit monkey see monkey do – but we just must apply that appropriately. Rationalize where we need be and talk to someone – if you know someone that’ll be able to explain it better than others. And don’t stop asking questions, I’ve always said to people; there is no such thing as a ridiculous question – and we shouldn’t feel ashamed for not GENUINELY knowing, but – you can’t unlearn something – but you CAN approach things from another perspective or by another means. Never be afraid. And never be afraid to lead by example when you know you can change an outcome then and there – by all means, step in and lend a hand to someone when or if you see them struggling, just show a kind of compassion and be of the mind that it’s really no big deal, not any trouble really. Pay it forward, God watches all, the universe watches and it feels each change in the energy – and it can only mean a better Karma.” – Xugzeid.

  Enter Scenario

  “My smoking cigarettes is a filthy habit and I’m well aware of it. I’m not clean of it but I am tidy about it. I walk almost every day because my Holden Kingswood utility isn’t roadworthy nor registered. And on my walk, I smoke cigarettes. I smoke that cigarette all the fuckin’ way down (every time) because God knows they aren’t fucking cheap and being tight as a Scotsman – sorry, tight as a fishes arsehole – I like to make sure I get my money’s worth out of them. Well the nitty gritty is I don’t butt out on the pavement and I certainly don’t leave my cigarette butt lying crumpled on the ground. I’ll pick that fucker up and insert it back into my pouch of tobacco until I later pass by a bin or even save it ’til I get home to discard it. Why are cigarettes so expensive when it’s our choice to smoke the fuckers and eventually die? THAT’S a point for another conversation and for another time… yes smoking is filthy but I can tell you what else is – mining. And the coal dust that settles itself in the fresh drinking water out in the rural and remote townships that are supported by the temporary purpose for mining. Coal dust in the water – yeah scary stuff when you’re aware it’s poisonous. Coal is just another ingredient to make the tar they use in construction of roads and motorways. The pollution of burning coal for electricity being evaporated into the atmosphere of such a precious element we all take for granted, air. It won’t be long before our livestock all die out from the poisoning – or plants – fruits and vegetables that won’t grow due – yet again, to poisons and nitrates in the soil. And after our food and water have all been completely used up – we’re all next. Aerosol sprays, exhaust fumes of motor cars and other old methods must further yet be refined – not in the sense you think I mean but, in the way, that chemicals don’t harm us or the environment, when carelessly leaked out. We’re all killing ourselves slowly – and we’ve even put a ridiculous fucking price on doing it. So just how valuable is a human being’s life these days? It is absolutely fucking ridiculous. We know we need a solution but not everybody thinks they need to input to make some sort of impacting difference. So, what we need is first someone with an idea, THEN, we need someone else to show us an idealistic way to enact our idea. Government seems to think we all need monitoring or else there’d be a lot less law enforcement out there. Not much trust there – but maybe we do need monitoring, but only just to know when we’re not doing something right. Another topic for another conversation. We shouldn’t be doing so, so intensively or intrusively unless we can’t give good reason not to be monitored but again, another conversation for another time. If you don’t brush your teeth, they’ll eventually decay, break apart or fall out. Bye-bye teeth. If we don’t look after our environment we’ll all lose it too, and it’ll be bye-bye mother earth. I say fuck that! I’m ProLife!” – Zicque.

  ProLife

  Mother Earth has begun to waste,

  Our greed is killing her in haste,

  Sure, there’s always money to be made,

  At the cost of our existence beginning to fade,

  We are in a dying state,

  The burden is a heavy weight,

  We all need to contemplate,

  Before we’ve all sealed our fate,

  Our home, our land needs to heal,

  Diminishing prospects are becoming real,

  We need to give as much as we take,

  For all of our survival is at stake,

  Awareness isn’t much but it is a start,

  I beg you all to have a heart,

  We each can illuminate in the dark,

  But we all need to combine our spark,

  We all need to work together,

  To ensure success in our endeavours,

  To keep mother Earth alive forever,

  And our connection never severed,

  Exit Scenario

  “I’m angered at what I generally see on the news lately – and when I say lately I mean the last 5-6 years. They only show you what they want you to see, tyrants employing terror tactics that seem to rather want to control the world and rule over others. Double standard hypocrisy splits the foundations – dividing races, families and all manners of groups of people. No love nor amazement or appreciation for the beauty of individuality anymore. Nor for our fellow men, brothers, fathers, sons etc. who really wants to be informed on nothing but the bad – the news of all of what our governing leaders have done or put in place. People you’re supposed to look up to and admire succumbing to corruption and greed. You really think it’s fair that politicians have these cushy jobs where they’re virtually in air-conditioned rooms proclaiming new declarations to suit themselves better with a pension – virtually set for life – untouchable, free cars each year, flights all over the globe. I tell ya what – if someone as honest as me could somehow be inserted into power there’d be changes that’d dramatically affect the course of the route our nation is heading. Shit, if I were Prime Minister I’d still try to get myself a casual job at the supermarkets or grocery stores. Dismantle the ridiculous laws and legalize different things in order to rebuild our economy and get an influx of billions of dollars a year – set jobs up for statistics in numbers that in all of history
has never been recorded ever before but be successful all the same. New education modules added as a must do – compulsory for all schools, and the list goes further on from there. Do we want a better world where no one is left behind and everyone is as equal and important as the next – and cared for just as much? Or do we only want to kill off the sick and dying, wipe out the poor and unfortunate, so that only the most capable race will survive before being in turn – wiped from existence by extreme natural disasters, plague and diseases/ viruses, dying livestock and vegetation. Everyone must work together to correct injustices and indemnities – overcome old and tired out ideals that are just too far outdated – during these times, this millennium. We can evolve – and say if someone like me who knew could gain a popular position, some power – some attention of the right people then; leading by example I would teach – I would enlighten, illuminate about say social relations. Anyway, the real point is we need to make some serious changes, we need a new state of mind – what we’re doing isn’t working and each of us has the power. Potential enough to make it right, make it better. New and improved and evolved. Think ProLife…” – Zicque.