Home for the Holidays

by Debbie Macomber

  “Ah…I suppose Cait could move in with me for the time being,” Paul agreed. In her daydreams, Cait would play back this moment; her version had Paul looking at her with surprise and wonder, his mouth moving toward hers and—

  “Miss?”

  Cait broke out of her reverie and glanced at the foreman—the man who’d suggested she share Paul’s office. “Yes?”

  “Would you show us what you need moved?”

  “Of course,” she returned crisply. This romantic heart of hers was always getting her into trouble. She’d look at Paul and her head would start to spin with hopes and fantasies and then she’d be lost….

  Cait’s arms were loaded with files as she followed the carpenters, who hauled her desk into a corner of Paul’s much larger office. Her computer and phone came next, and within fifteen minutes she was back in business.

  She was on the phone, talking with one of her most important clients, when the same man walked back, unannounced, into the room. At first Caitlin assumed he was looking for Paul, who’d stepped out of the office. The foreman—or whatever he was—hesitated for a few seconds. Then, scooping up her nameplate, he grinned at her as if he found something highly entertaining. Cait did her best to ignore him, flipping needlessly through the pages of the file.

  Not taking the hint, he stepped forward and plunked the nameplate on the edge of her desk. As she looked up in annoyance, he boldly winked at her.

  Cait was not amused. How dare this…this…redneck flirt with her!

  She glared at him, hoping he’d have the good manners and good sense to leave—which, of course, he didn’t. In fact, he seemed downright stubborn about staying and making her as uncomfortable as possible. Her phone conversation ran its natural course and after making several notations, she replaced the receiver.

  “You wanted something?” she demanded, her eyes meeting his. Once more she noted his apparent amusement. She didn’t understand it.

  “No,” he answered, grinning again. “Sorry to have bothered you.”

  For the second time, Cait was struck by a twinge of the familiar. He strolled out of her makeshift office as if he owned the building.

  Cait waited a few minutes, then approached Lindy. “Did you happen to catch his name?”

  “Whose name?”

  “The…man who insisted I vacate my office. I don’t know who he is. I thought he was the foreman, but…” She crossed her arms and furrowed her brow, trying to remember if she’d heard anyone say his name.

  “I have no idea.” Lindy pushed back her chair and rolled a pencil between her palms. “He is kinda cute, though, don’t you think?”

  A smile softened Cait’s lips. “There’s only one man for me and you know it.”

  “Then why are you asking questions about the construction crew?”

  “I…don’t know. That guy seems familiar for some reason, and he keeps grinning at me as if he knows something I don’t. I hate it when men do that.”

  “Then ask one of the others what his name is. They’ll tell you.”

  “I can’t do that.”

  “Why not?”

  “He might think I’m interested in him.”

  “And we both know how impossible that would be,” Lindy said with mild sarcasm.

  “Exactly.” Lindy and probably everyone else in the office complex knew how Cait felt about Paul. The district manager himself, however, seemed to be completely oblivious. Other than throwing herself at him, which she’d seriously considered more than once, there was little she could do but be patient. One of these days Cupid was going to let fly an arrow and hit her lovable boss directly between the eyes.

  When it happened—and it would!—Cait planned to be ready.

  “You want to go for lunch now?” Lindy asked.

  Cait nodded. It was nearly two and she hadn’t eaten since breakfast, which had consisted of a banana and a cup of coffee. A West Coast stockbroker’s day started before dawn. Cait was generally in the office by six and didn’t stop work until the market closed at one-thirty, Seattle time. Only then did she break for something to eat.

  Somewhere in the middle of her turkey on whole wheat, Cait convinced herself she was imagining things when it came to that construction worker. He’d probably been waiting around to ask her where Paul was and then changed his mind. He did say he was sorry for bothering her.

  If only he hadn’t winked.

  He was back the following day, a tool pouch riding on his hip like a six-shooter, hard hat in place. He was issuing orders like a drill sergeant, and Cait found herself gazing after him with reluctant fascination. She’d heard he owned the construction company, and she wasn’t surprised.

  As she studied him, she realized once again how striking he was. Not because he was extraordinarily handsome, but because he was somehow commanding. He possessed an authority, a presence, that attracted attention wherever he went. Cait was as drawn to it as those around her. She observed how the crew instinctively turned to him for directions and approval.

  The more she observed him, the more she recognized that he was a man who had an appetite for life. Which meant excitement, adventure and probably women, and that confused her even more because she couldn’t recall ever knowing anyone quite like him. Then why did she find him so…familiar?

  Cait herself had a quiet nature. She rarely ventured out of the comfortable, compact world she’d built. She had her job, a nice apartment in Seattle’s university district, and a few close friends. Excitement to her was growing herbs and participating in nature walks.

  The following day while she was studying the construction worker, he’d unexpectedly turned and smiled at something one of his men had said. His smile, she decided, intrigued her most. It was slightly off center and seemed to tease the corners of his mouth. He looked her way more than once and each time she thought she detected a touch of humor, an amused knowledge that lurked just beneath the surface.

  “It’s driving me crazy,” Cait confessed to Lindy over lunch.

  “What is?”

  “That I can’t place him.”

  Lindy set her elbows on the table, holding her sandwich poised in front of her mouth. She nodded slowly, her eyes distant. “When you figure it out, introduce me, will you? I could go for a guy this sexy.”

  So Lindy had noticed that earthy sensuality about him, too. Well, of course she had—any woman would.

  After lunch, Cait returned to the office to make a few calls. He was there again.

  No matter how hard she tried, she couldn’t place him. Work became a pretense as she continued to scrutinize him, racking her brain. Then, when she least expected it, he strolled past her and brazenly winked a second time.

  As the color clawed up her neck, Cait flashed her attention back to her computer screen.

  “His name is Joe,” Lindy rushed in to tell her ten minutes later. “I heard one of the men call him that.”

  “Joe,” Cait repeated slowly. She couldn’t remember ever knowing anyone named Joe.

  “Does that help?”

  “No,” Cait said, shaking her head regretfully. If she’d ever met this man, she wasn’t likely to have overlooked the experience. He wasn’t someone a woman easily forgot.

  “Ask him,” Lindy said. “It’s ridiculous not to. It’s driving you insane. Then,” she added with infuriating logic, “when you find out, you can nonchalantly introduce me.”

  “I can’t just waltz up and start quizzing him,” Cait argued. The idea was preposterous. “He’ll think I’m trying to pick him up.”

  “You’ll go crazy if you don’t.”

  Cait sighed. “You’re right. I’m not going to sleep tonight if I don’t settle this.”

  With Lindy waiting expectantly in her office, Cait approached him. He was talking to another member of the crew and once he’d finished, he turned to her with one of his devastating lazy smiles.

  “Hello,” she said, and her voice shook slightly. “Do I know you?”

  “You mean you
’ve forgotten?” he asked, sounding shocked and insulted.

  “Apparently. Though I’ll admit you look somewhat familiar.”

  “I should certainly hope so. We shared something very special a few years back.”

  “We did?” Cait was more confused than ever.

  “Hey, Joe, there’s a problem over here,” a male voice shouted. “Could you come look at this?”

  “I’ll be with you in a minute,” he answered brusquely over his shoulder. “Sorry, we’ll have to talk later.”

  “But—”

  “Say hello to Martin for me, would you?” he asked as he stalked past her and into the room that had once been Cait’s office.

  Martin, her brother. Cait hadn’t a clue what her brother could possibly have to do with this. Mentally she ran through a list of his teenage friends and came up blank.

  Then it hit her. Bull’s-eye. Her heart started to pound until it roared like a tropical storm in her ears. Mechanically Cait made her way back to Lindy’s office. She sank into a chair beside the desk and stared into space.

  “Well?” Lindy pressed. “Don’t keep me in suspense.”

  “Um, it’s not that easy to explain.”

  “You remember him, then?”

  She nodded. Oh, Lord, did she ever.

  “Good grief, what’s wrong? You’ve gone so pale!”

  Cait tried to come up with an explanation that wouldn’t sound…ridiculous.

  “Tell me,” Lindy said. “Don’t just sit there wearing a foolish grin and looking like you’re about to faint.”

  “Um, it goes back a few years.”

  “All right. Start there.”

  “Remember how kids sometimes do silly things? Like when you’re young and foolish and don’t know any better?”

  “Me, yes, but not you,” Lindy said calmly. “You’re perfect. In all the time we’ve been friends, I haven’t seen you do one impulsive thing. Not one. You analyze everything before you act. I can’t imagine you ever doing anything silly.”

  “I did once,” Cait told her, “but I was only eight.”

  “What could you have possibly done at age eight?”

  “I…I got married.”

  “Married?” Lindy half rose from her chair. “You’ve got to be kidding.”

  “I wish I was.”

  “I’ll bet a week’s commissions that your husband’s name is Joe.” Lindy was smiling now, smiling widely.

  Cait nodded and tried to smile in return.

  “What’s there to worry about? Good grief, kids do that sort of thing all the time! It doesn’t mean anything.”

  “But I was a real brat about it. Joe and my brother, Martin, were best friends. Joe wanted to know what it felt like to kiss a girl, and I insisted he marry me first. If that wasn’t bad enough, I pressured them into performing the ceremony inside their boys-only fort.”

  “So, you were a bit of pain—most eight-year-old girls are when it comes to dealing with their brothers. He got what he wanted, didn’t he?”

  Cait took a deep breath and nodded again.

  “What was kissing him like?” Lindy asked in a curiously throaty voice.

  “Good heavens, I don’t remember,” Cait answered shortly, then reconsidered. “I take that back. As I recall, it wasn’t so bad, though obviously neither one of us had any idea what we were doing.”

  “Lindy, you’re still here,” Paul said as he strolled into the office. He inclined his head briefly in Cait’s direction, but she had the impression he barely saw her. He’d hardly been around in the past couple of days—almost as if he was purposely avoiding her, she mused, but that thought was too painful to contemplate.

  “I was just finishing up,” Lindy said, glancing guiltily toward Cait. “We both were.”

  “Fine, fine, I didn’t mean to disturb you. I’ll see you two in the morning.” A second later, he was gone.

  Cait gazed after him with thinly disguised emotion. She waited until Paul was well out of range before she spoke. “He’s so blind. What do I have to do, hit him over the head?”

  “Quit being so negative,” Lindy admonished. “You’re going to be sharing an office with him for another five days. Do whatever you need to make darn sure he notices you.”

  “I’ve tried,” Cait murmured, discouraged. And she had. She’d tried every trick known to woman, with little success.

  Lindy left the office before her. Cait gathered up some stock reports to read that evening and stacked them neatly inside her leather briefcase. What Lindy had said about her being methodical and careful was true. It was also a source of pride; those traits had served her clients well.

  To Cait’s dismay, Joe followed her. “So,” he said, smiling down at her, apparently oblivious to the other people clustering around the elevator. “Who have you been kissing these days?”

  Hot color rose instantly to her face. Did he have to humiliate her in public?

  “I could find myself jealous, you know.”

  “Would you kindly stop,” she whispered furiously, scowling at him. Her hand tightened around the handle of her briefcase so hard her fingers ached.

  “You figured it out?”

  She nodded, her eyes darting to the lighted numbers above the elevator door, praying it would make its descent in record time instead of pausing on each floor.

  “The years have been good to you.”

  “Thank you.” Please hurry, she urged the elevator.

  “I never would’ve believed Martin’s little sister would turn out to be such a beauty.”

  If he was making fun of her, she didn’t appreciate it. She was attractive, she knew that, but she certainly wasn’t waiting for anyone to place a tiara on her head. “Thank you,” she repeated grudgingly.

  He gave an exaggerated sigh. “How are our children doing? What were their names again?” When she didn’t answer right away, he added, “Don’t tell me you’ve forgotten.”

  “Barbie and Ken,” she muttered under her breath.

  “That’s right. I remember now.”

  If Joe hadn’t drawn the attention of her co-workers before, he had now. Cait could have sworn every single person standing by the elevator turned to stare at her. The hope that no one was interested in their conversation was forever lost.

  “Just how long do you intend to tease me about this?” she snapped.

  “That depends,” Joe responded with a chuckle Cait could only describe as sadistic. She gritted her teeth. He might have found the situation amusing, but she derived little enjoyment from being the office laughingstock.

  Just then the elevator arrived, and not a moment too soon to suit Cait. The instant the doors slid open, she stepped toward it, determined to get as far away from this irritating man as possible.

  He quickly caught up with her and she swung around to face him, her back ramrod stiff. “Is this really necessary?” she hissed, painfully conscious of the other people crowding into the elevator ahead of her.

  He grinned. “I suppose not. I just wanted to see if I could get a rise out of you. It never worked when we were kids, you know. You were always so prim and proper.”

  “Look, you didn’t like me then and I see no reason for you to—”

  “Not like you?” he countered loudly enough for everyone in the building to hear. “I married you, didn’t I?”

  Chapter Two

  Cait’s heart seemed to stop. She realized that not only the people on the elevator but everyone left in the office was staring at her with unconcealed interest. The elevator was about to close and she quickly stepped forward, stretching out her arms to hold the doors open. She felt like Samson balanced between two marble columns.

  “It’s not the way it sounds,” she felt obliged to explain in a loud voice, her gaze pleading.

  No one made eye contact with her and, desperate, she turned to Joe, sending him a silent challenge to retract his words. His eyes were sparkling with mischief. If he did say anything, Cait thought in sudden horror, it was bound
to make things even worse.

  There didn’t seem to be anything to do but tell the truth. “In case anyone has the wrong impression, this man and I are not married,” she shouted. “Good grief, I was only eight!”

  There was no reaction. It was as if she’d vanished into thin air. Defeated, she dropped her arms and stepped back, freeing the doors, which promptly closed.

  Ignoring the other people on the elevator—who were carefully ignoring her—Cait clenched her hands into hard fists and glared up at Joe. Her face tightened with anger. “That was a rotten thing to do,” she whispered hoarsely.

  “What? It’s true, isn’t it?” he whispered back.

  “You’re being ridiculous to talk as though we’re married!”

  “We were once. It wounds me that you treat our marriage so lightly.”

  “I…it wasn’t legal.” The fact that they were even discussing this was preposterous. “You can’t possibly hold me responsible for something that happened so long ago. To play this game now is…is infantile, and I refuse to be part of it.”

  The elevator finally came to a halt on the ground floor and, eager to make her escape, Cait rushed out. Straightening to keep her dignity intact, she headed through the crowded foyer toward the front doors. Although it was midafternoon, dusk was already setting in, casting dark shadows between the towering office buildings.

  Cait reached the first intersection and sighed in relief as she glanced around her. Good. No sign of Joseph Rockwell. The light was red and she paused, although others hurried across the street after checking for traffic; Cait always felt obliged to obey the signal.

  “What do you think Paul’s going to say when he hears about this?” Joe asked from behind her.

  Cait gave a start, then turned to look at her tormenter. She hadn’t thought about Paul’s reaction. Her throat seemed to constrict, rendering her speechless, otherwise she would have demanded Joe leave her alone. But he’d raised a question she dared not ignore. Paul might hear about her so-called former relationship with Joe and might even think there was something between them.