So Hot MC Boxset

by Blair Grey

  “Positive.” It wasn’t that I thought the drug turned good people into bad people or anything like that. I just hated for anything to have a hold over me. And when I’d been given so many different drugs and found that I couldn’t function without them, I knew I had to quit and never take another drug in my life. “But you feel free to do it if you want to. But don’t do it because you feel like you have to. No one has to take a thing around here. At least we all have that right.” Even if we didn’t have the right to walk away from the jobs we’d taken.”

  If I knew then what I know now, I wouldn’t have fallen for Moretti’s bullshit lines!

  Chapter Fifteen

  Ryder

  The drug didn’t hit me like a brick wall, it eased up on me. With only Mark left in the studio, I didn’t hear the sounds the cameras had made earlier. He’d promised me an audition that wouldn’t be filmed. I wasn’t about to become one of them. But I was going to pretend that I was.

  Gaining their trust would be essential for me to be able to take Janeen with me when I left. The idea had crept into my head while all the other shit was going on. But I hadn’t expected the coke-cocktail to make me feel so strongly.

  I didn’t want to have sex with Janeen on the fake beach. I wanted her in other ways. My eyes moved all over the studio, picking out one great place after another. Mark had sat us on a small twin bed, then he went to sit in the darkness. He’d shut off the lights but left the spotlight on us and had promised not to call out any directions.

  Softly running my hand up and down her bare arm, I felt every little bump, hair, and crater on the surface of her flesh. But beyond the surface, I could feel even more. “Your blood is warm.”

  “Yes, it is.” Her lips formed a pout. “You know that you can ask Mark to leave if you want. You’re not acting right. I think you’re worried about him being here and watching.”

  “You’re right.” But that was only part of my problem. Standing up, I put my hand up to shield my eyes from the spotlight. “Mark, this is a lot harder than I thought it would be. How about you leave and let me get used to doing this on a stage, under the hot spotlight? Maybe tomorrow we can do this while you watch. Baby steps, you know? I’m sure that in the end, you’ll be more than happy with the money our movies will make. People want reality now. She and I can give it to them.”

  “Sure.” I heard the chair move as he got up. “I’ll cut on the air conditioning since we’re not filming. It’ll take some of that heat off the spotlight for you. Catch you guys tomorrow then.”

  “Thanks, man.” I hadn’t stopped running my hand over Janeen’s arm the whole time. Pulling it away, I looked at my hand, feeling her skin still on it. “This is an amazing feeling. It’s like when I touch you, I get some of you on me and it stays. You know, like the way it feels when you put her hand in the snow and some of it stays on your hand?”

  “I see.” She looked at me, the light shone in her blue eyes. “Okay, he’s gone. Now you can tell me what in the hell you’re doing.”

  “Whatever it takes to keep you safe.” She still wore the skimpy bathing suit and I untied the top, letting it fall away from her breasts. “You have really perky tits, baby.”

  “I know.” She put her hands up over her head them placed them together and started flexing her tits. “I do a thousand of these throughout each day. I also do more Kegels than I can count. Cardio is my morning exercise. I go back and forth between my quads and my torso. And there’s a whole host of other exercises that I do in between all of those. I’ll likely last for years here, babe. So, let me ask you again. Are you sure that you want to do this?”

  The way her mouth moved as she talked made my heart feel as if it could fly. “You’re as beautiful as a butterfly. Only you’re real.”

  “Butterflies are real.” Her head dropped. “Fucking shit made you loopy.”

  “No.” I took her chin in my hand. “It’s made me have beyond vision. I Can see your aura. It’s blue. It’s bold too, just like you. I can’t believe how sexual you are now.” I hadn’t liked that about her. “I wanted you to be the same girl I knew. I wanted you to never have changed. You know, be the same innocent girl you were back then.”

  “Even though you aren’t the same innocent boy that you were back then?” She ran her hand over my cheek. “Don’t you think that I wanted to be your first?”

  “Let’s pretend that we’re back in high school. It’s the night before you left for New York. But instead of sharing a pizza then kissing goodnight on your front porch, we went to my bedroom. I had a small bed like this one.” I thought it was a great idea. We could have what we’d missed.

  “I think we can do that.” She ran her hand through my hair. “Ryder, I want you to be my first. I’m leaving for New York in the morning. I want to leave Camden as a woman. I want you to make me into a woman. In return, I’ll make you into a man.”

  As if we’d stepped into a time machine, I felt as if we’d actually moved back to that time. My eyes saw the girl from back then. But not high school. I saw the girl she’d been when we were in sixth grade and we’d first started hanging out together. “How about we go back further than high school? You know, when puberty barely began to hit us?”

  “Like thirteen?” she asked.

  I nodded then went back to that kid I’d been. “I’ve only ever masturbated once. No one has ever touched my dick. Would you do it?”

  Pulling the waistband of my underwear, she put her hand inside of them, softly touching my dick. And it worked. It felt like she was the first one to ever touch it. My head fell back, and I groaned with how amazing it felt.

  Leaning forward, her lips barely touched my neck. “My breasts have never been touched. Will you touch them while I touch you?”

  Moving my hands up her waist, I put them on her tits, leaving them there, the same way a boy would. “Plump.”

  She wrapped her hand around my dick. “Hard. And big. It’s never going to fit inside of me. I’m scared, Ryder. It’s going to hurt. I know it is.”

  Opening my eyes, I confessed my own fears to her, “I bet you are afraid of that. I’m afraid too. I’m afraid that it’ll hurt me too. I think your skinny vagina is going to squeeze me real bad. And I’m afraid that I’m going to have an orgasm right away. And I’m afraid that you’ll think I’m a loser and you’ll tell all your friends how I came really quick. And how I disappointed you.”

  “Never.” Her hand moved slowly up and down my shaft. “I would never tell anything that happens between us, I swear that to you. This is and always will be our secret. Everything we do will be our secret. If you promise not to tell anyone what we do, then I will promise you that too.”

  “I promise not to tell anyone anything that we do.” I kissed her soft lips, staying there like that, our lips together. No tongue. No moving. Just lips on lips without anything else. “Our first kiss.”

  Her lips moved into a smile. “Our first kiss.”

  Leaving her lips, I moved down to kiss her nipple. Her hand moved to cup the back of my head. “Suck it gently. Like a baby does. I’ve seen adults do that on the television.”

  Sucking her tit, I felt like we were doing something we shouldn’t be doing. Something only adults were supposed to do. Pulling my mouth away from her nipple, I whispered, “What else have you seen adults do, Janeen?” I went to a childlike state without even trying to. It actually felt as if I was around twelve or so.

  “Well, I saw these teenagers take off all of their clothes in the back of the school while there was a football game going on one night. And the boy got on his knees and he kissed the girl’s pee-pee.” She stood up, untied her bikini bottom then shrugged. “Wanna try it?”

  Standing up, I took off what clothes I had left on, then folded them, placing them neatly on the floor. Getting on my knees in front of her, I didn’t even try to touch her with my hands. I just leaned in and pressed my lips to her sexual lips. “Did he do anything else?”

  “He turned his head whe
n he kissed her there.” She put her hands on her hips. I don’t see what’s so great about this.”

  “Yeah, me neither. But I’ll turn my head and kiss them again to see what happens.” Moving my head, I kissed them again and this time she made a little sigh. The sound made my dick thump. And that felt good.

  Barely moving my lips, I sucked her thick lips softly, the way I had her nipple. Her hands moved to rest on my shoulders as she whispered so quietly, I barely heard her, “We’ve got to be quiet. I hear your parents downstairs. They’ve come back from the movies early.”

  My stomach tensed with the idea that my parents might come into my bedroom and catch us doing things only grownups were supposed to do. Flicking my tongue against her swelling lips, I felt her fingers tighten on my shoulders. My dick thumped again so, I put my hand around it, moving it back and forth as I kissed her there and flicked my tongue a little, feeling her lips get bigger and bigger.

  Letting one of my shoulders go, she reached between my face and her privates. “See this?” She placed her finger on a red swollen part at the top of her pee-pee. “Lick it and suck it the way you did my nipple. It’s tingling and I think that’ll make it feel better.”

  “If you say so.” I moved my hand up and down my dick as I licked the swollen lump until her fingers curved into my shoulders.

  “Put your finger at the edge of my hole and barely put it in.” She gasped. “Something is happening inside of me that I want you to feel. The way you’re kissing my pee-pee is making this happen to me.”

  Barely putting my finger at the edge of her vagina, I felt heat and wetness coming out of it. Licking her now pulsing lump over and over, I found her nails digging into my shoulders as liquid came out of her, getting my finger all wet.

  My dick was huge, and it wanted to be inside of something. “My pee-pee is throbbing. Do you know what we can do about that?”

  “Lie down on the bed.” Her face was red and sweaty as she moved to the end of the bed as I got on it and laid down.

  My cock stood straight up. “What can you do about this? It hurts.”

  “Well, my mom always kisses things that hurt.” She pursed her lips then kissed the tip. “Does that make it feel any better?”

  “Lots better.” My ass cheeks clenched. “I think if you kiss it all over, it will help make the weird tingling go away.”

  “Okay then. But be really quiet. I think I heard you your daddy coming up the stairs.” She leaned back over me, kissing my dick everywhere with soft pecks.

  My eyes never left her as I watched her kissing me that way. After a while, I let her know something I had seen. “I think if you lay down and I get on top of you that we can both feel good.”

  “If you want. But remember, no telling. And we have to be quiet. If your parents find out, we’ll be in so much trouble.” She moved to lie next to me on the small bed. Her arms at her sides and her legs closed.

  I rolled over on top of her, letting my dick push through the middle do her thighs. Moving up and down, I held myself up with my hands, not letting our torsos touch as I watched my dick moving. “This feels good. If you spread your legs then I think it might feel better for you.”

  “Okay.” She moved her legs open a little.

  Moving up and down, my dick rubbed her clit as it went back and forth over it. And suddenly the entire mood changed as I came speeding back to the present day and seeing her with the other women. My cock moved over her clit the same way the girl’s had. “You like this, baby?”

  Blinking, she asked, “Is the child’s play over?”

  “Yes.” Grinding my body against hers, I asked, “Did you like it when she did this to you?”

  Lifting her knees up, she arched up to me. “Not nearly as much as what you’re doing to me now.”

  “If you’d been left for her to keep doing that, would you have come?” I had to know. The scene wouldn’t leave my mind. It was flashing at me. Taunting me that some damn girl could make my woman come.

  “Most likely,” she teased me. “Her clit was hard. So was mine. Her sweet breath was on my lips. Her ass felt good in my hands as I squeezed it.” She put her hands on my ass, playing with my cheeks. “Your ass is hard. Hers was soft. Your dick is big. Her clit was small. It fit perfectly against mine. Two buttons moving in unison. It felt great.”

  Grinding harder, I wanted her to tell me that I was better. “But she didn’t finish you and I will.”

  One foot ran up the back of my leg as her eyes went wide. “Will you now? And if I had asked you to join her and I, would you have?”

  “Let me show you how that would work, and you tell me if that’s what you really want. Cause I’ll give it to you if that’s what you want.” Flipping her onto her stomach, I put my hand under her, my fingertip on her clit as I put my cock into her soaked and swollen pussy. Moving back and forth, I moved her body, so it rubbed on my finger as I fucked her from behind while lying on top of her.

  It took her no time to climax and as she did, she took me with her. Spent, I rolled off her then rolled her onto her back. “And then I would kiss her while you watched.” I began slowly humping the bed. “While you watched, I would slowly fuck her. Wanna know why?”

  Her eyes were wide. “Why?”

  “Because it wouldn’t be fair to leave her without getting her climax, now would it?” Showing her that I knew a thing or two about how porn went, I asked one more question, “So, when do I start working with you, baby?”

  Her lower lip quivered as she closed her eyes. And I had my answer.

  That would be a never.

  Chapter Sixteen

  Janeen

  He’d put it in black and white for me. I couldn’t see Ryder doing porn. I just couldn’t do it to him. “I will tell Mark that you can’t do it.”

  “Then you have to stop too.” He got up, then went to get his clothes, putting them back on.

  I found my robe that had been thrown on the floor nearby. “You heard Mark. You know that I can’t quit.”

  “You could. You just won’t.” Standing there, looking at me with anger in his eyes, he let me know where he stood. “If you’re staying, then I am too. And I will be just as good as you are.”

  That was the last thing I wanted. “No. I’ll figure something out. I’m not going to let you fall into the same trap that I have.”

  “I can’t see how you can stop me.” He laughed loudly. “Wait. Yes, I can. We can leave this place. It’s that easy.”

  Before I could say a thing, the lights all came up and in walked Mark, Max, and three other men whose names I couldn’t recall. And then in came Moretti himself. “Evening, kids.”

  His words sent a chill through me. “Hello, boss.”

  “Boss?” Ryder looked at me then at Moretti as he extended his hand. “Mr. Moretti, it’s a pleasure to meet you. I’ve heard lots about you. I’m Ryder Winslow. I’m here in Atlantic City to be a prospect for your MC. I’ve been working with some of the members to get more of your coke sold. I tried some for the first time a little while ago. And what a solid trip it took me on too. Wow. Just wow.”

  Being pretty sure that Ryder was still tripping at least a little, I had the idea that he hadn’t heard what Moretti had said about the kids thing. “He really liked it, boss. It’s a hit.”

  “Always is.” With a nod, he had one of the other guys step up. He held a black bag out to Ryder. “Take this as our first installment. I take it you’ll be shacking up with Diamond in the penthouse we so graciously let her stay in.”

  “Well, I’m not going to be taking you guys up on the offer of being a pornstar. But thanks for asking.” Ryder put his arm around me. “And I want to talk to you about other ways this little lady can pay her debt to you for helping her in her time of need. I can pay you whatever you feel she owes you.”

  “Her life,” Moretti let him know. “And you might not make any more movies for us. That is – how they say – you’re prerogative. Miss Diamond has no such prerogative. She
’s ours until she’s no longer useful to us.”

  Clearly hearing the term, more movies, I had a sinking feeling that Ryder and I had been taped without our knowledge or consent. Now, me – I had grown to expect shit like that from the MC who took care of me just as much as I took care of it. But Ryder was a whole different character.

  Ryder only seemed to hear the part about me belonging to them. “The way I see it is I knew her before you did, so she’s mine. And you’ve borrowed her for long enough. She’s made you tons of money. And I will gladly pay you anything else you need to let her go. That’s a fair deal.”

  Max winked at me and I knew what that meant. “Hey, Ryder, let’s talk over here for a moment.”

  I grabbed him by the arm, but he yanked it free. And the goon with Moretti quickly handed him the black bag as Moretti once again pointed things out to Ryder, “So, this is your first installment, as I told you a moment ago. We pay for what people make for us. Take the bag, Winslow. Don’t be a schmuck.”

  “Why are you paying me?” Ryder took the bag and tossed it back to me.

  Catching it, I sighed as he had no clue about this. “They taped us, Ryder.”

  Turning to look at me, his face went pale. “You knew they were taping?”

  Throwing up my hands, I huffed. “No! But you’re not listening to them and I am. You’re being paid for your work. They’re going to distribute the video.”

  Mark stepped up. “For the record, I would love to make an entire series out of you two. You’ve got real crazy ideas. People will love it. It felt raw and real.”

  Ryder spun on his heel, glaring at Mark. “Because it was raw and real. And I’ll be Goddamned if you put us out there like that for people to watch and criticize.”

  With a shake of his head, Mark disagreed, “I don’t think you’ll find many people criticizing you two. It was powerful. And I do believe that you can become the spokesman for our unique brand of cocaine too.”