What Hurts The Most 3

by Tynessa

  Hugging her tightly, I kissed the top of her forehead and let her know that I would be there first thing in the morning to pick her up, and when she agreed, I left, but not before giving her key back. I felt like a huge weight had been lifted off my shoulder. I was just happy that we were able to come up with some type of agreement and I no longer had to pretend. I just wanted to be there and do right by my baby, and that’s it. All the extra stuff, I wasn’t up for.

  Chapter 33

  All Eyes on US!

  Tangela

  I had just rolled over in bed to attempt to get comfortable when I received an unexpected text from Quintez that read: come to the door. I had to rub my eyes, because I thought I was seeing things at first. Like, who invited him over here, because I surely didn’t? Yet and still, I wasn’t going to turn him around.

  Jumping out of bed, I ran to the bathroom to check myself to make sure I was presentable. I didn’t want to go out there with dried up slob on my face or crust in the corner of my eyes. I had to be on point.

  “Hey, what are you doing here? Is everything okay?” I asked once I opened the door. I remembered last time his ass popped up at my apartment, Kacey almost caught us butt ass naked.

  “Yeah, I just came over here to make sure you was straight. You good?” he asked. Pressing my lips together, I stared at his ass, because I knew he was lying. He could’ve called to check on me. To make matters worse, it was well after ten pm.

  I smacked my lips and said, “Boy stop lying! Bring your slick ass on in,” I moved aside, and he laughed at he entered. His ass knew he was busted.

  “Man, I’m saying though. You know I have to make sure my favorite girl is doing okay.”

  “Yea, that shit sounds good. You want something to drink?” I asked as I walked into the kitchen. Shortly after, I returned with me a bottle of water and Quintez a can soda that he asked for. “So, what you been up to?” I asked, because neither one of us had said anything since I returned back from the kitchen a couple of minutes ago.

  “Shit, chilling. Trying to stay out of trouble,” he responded. Just looking into his face and at his body language, I could tell something was on his mind.

  “Wanna talk about it?” I asked him. Scratching the top of his head, he then rubbed his hands down his face.

  “Nah, I’m good. Just tired and need to sleep,” he lied. Quintez might not have known it, but I knew him very well. I knew something was troubling him, but since he said he was good, I wasn’t going to force it out of him. I knew once he was ready, he would tell me whatever it was.

  Getting off the couch, I grabbed his hand and lead him to my bedroom. I wasn’t worried about Kacey coming over, because I let his ass know on a daily basis when he called and check on me that I didn’t fuck with him like that. He had attempted to get back with me a few times, but I would never go back down that road with him, especially after I’ve lost my baby behind his and his bitch’s dumbness. Hell, no! Being with Kacey came with a whole bunch of secrets. There’s no telling what else his ass was probably hiding from me.

  I laid down and after Quintez stripped down to the basketball shorts he wore over his boxers and his wife beater, he climbed in my bed and pulled me close to him as we lay in a spooning position. It felt so good being in his strong arms, and he smelled hella good. I hadn’t laid in a man arms in so long that a bitch was in heaven.

  “I could really get used to this shit,” he said out the blue. I just backed my ass further into his semi hard penis and let him know that I could also. His dick jumped against my ass, and I smiled. “Damn girl, I don’t know why it’s so hard for me to just say fuck it and face the fact that we’ll never be together.”

  When Quintez said that, I turned over to face him. I gave him two pecks on the lips, followed by a passionate kiss. “Because you know we have a chemistry between us that is unexplainable. I want you and you want me, but unfortunately we met at the wrong time. Your mother always told me, that if something is meant to be, then it would be. All we can do now is wait it out,” I said to him as I stared into those piercing dark brown eyes of his. I swear, I was so in love with this guy.

  “Yeah, I feel you shawty. We both have a lot on our plates right now,” he said to me.

  “Yes and I’m not trying to come between what you and your girl have going on. Matter of fact,” I said as I pulled my head back and stared into his face. “How would your girl feel about you being here in my bed?” I asked him.

  “Probably the same way Kace would feel if he knew,” he said with a straight face.

  “Jackass! So, you got jokes.” We both laughed.

  “I’m just fucking with you. She good though. Come on, let’s go to sleep.” Quintez kissed my forehead, then my lips and said, “I love you lil mama.”

  “Love you too babes,” I said as I made myself comfortable in his arms and drifted off into the most peaceful sleep I’d had in a long time. Since my daughter’s death, I hadn’t gotten that much sleep, but I was slowly coping with the loss, and I was over the fact that Kacey was no longer a part of my life.

  The ringing of the phone stirred me out my sleep. This was the caller’s fourth time calling, and it seemed that every time I drifted back into my sleep, they would call back.

  “Ugh,” I growled as I nudged Quintez in the side. He turned his head away from me, but never opened his eyes or said anything. “Quintez, get your phone,” I nudged him again. Reaching over, I’m assuming he sent the caller to the voicemail or silenced it, then pulled me back into his arms.

  “Damn, who the fuck keeps calling me.” This time, he snatched up the phone angrily and answered. “Yea?”

  I knew it had to be his girlfriend, and that’s why I got up and went inside the bathroom to get myself together. I didn’t want to sit and listen to their conversation. Once I was done, I headed back inside the bedroom to find Quintez getting dressed. He was letting whoever that was on the other end know that he would be there shortly, and because I knew it was his broad, I frowned and got back in bed.

  “Aye boo, I have to make a run, but can I take you out to dinner tonight since we never had an official date? I mean, you’re single now so might as well let me take you out,” he said as he leaned over on the bed, getting all in my face.

  “I might be single, but you ain’t,” I challenged.

  “You don’t know what I am! I’ll be back around seven p.m. so be ready.” With that, his fine ass leaned over, kissed my lips, and walked out. He just knew I was going, because I damn sure didn’t say that I was.

  *******

  Two weeks later

  These past two weeks had been perfect. Quintez had been taking my mind off a lot of things and doing his best at keeping me stress-free. We’d been spending so much time together that I questioned his relationship status, and he finally told me that he was no longer in one, but he wanted to take things slow with me because he wasn’t trying to rush anything. I totally agreed with him on that, and though I felt the same way, I still felt he was holding back on something.

  Sometimes, I could tell he wanted to get whatever it was off his chest, but never would. I didn’t know if he couldn’t find the words or what, but I let him know on a daily basis that he could talk to me about anything—which I thought he knew that.

  Tonight we were hitting up the club since we all hadn’t been out in so long together. Asia’s mom had come to visit, because she heard about the newest member of the family, Keonna, and wanted to meet her in person. She’d talked to her on the phone, but that wasn’t enough for her. She just had to meet her. We all had fallen in love with that little girl. She was a sweetheart. Asia’s mom was watching her tonight because my girl was in need of a good time. Both of us were.

  “So what’s this? Are ya’ll a couple now?” I asked Asia as we made our way into the bathroom. She blushed and I saw a sparkle in her eyes, the same one I used to see when they first hooked up.

  “I mean, no!” she smiled shyly as if she was a schoolgirl. “He been
real good to me or whatever, but I’m trying not to go there with him. Ugh! I want him so bad, but I don’t want to get hurt again, Tan,” she pouted. I truly understood where she was coming from.

  “Maybe he has changed. Maybe he saw you meant business and he finally got his shit together,” I stated the obvious. I was surprised that my girl stayed away for this long and got another nigga. Yea, that was enough to let Jay know Asia meant business.

  “Maybe he has. It’s like, I want to give him another chance, then again I don’t know. He even went as far as to change his number. It might not be much to some people, but that’s some shit he ain’t never done in all the times he been trying to get me back.”

  “See, that’s a step,” I said. Now, I usually would be trying to talk Asia into not going back to Jay, but I honestly thought he had changed. Like, that nigga be going hard to get his girl back, and I’m proud of him. I think she should give him one more chance. “If you do give him another chance and he fuck it up, cut his ass off for good,” I said as we were heading back out the bathroom. We only went in so I could ask her about her and Jay’s situation.

  “This my shit!” I said as the DJ dropped All Eyes on You by Meek Mill and Nicki Minaj. I loved them together as a couple. I sang the whole song as I made my way up to the VIP section we all were chilling in. Walking over to Quintez, I stood directly in front of him and began putting on my best Nicki Minaj imitation as I rapped her part.

  I then sat on his lap and whispered into his ear as I placed my arms around his neck.

  All these hittas, but my eyes on you!

  Is you somebody’s baby?

  If you ain’t, boy what we gon’ do?

  I sang as I sucked on his ear lobe. The remainder of the song, I kissed and sucked all on his face and neck, and it wasn’t until I looked up that I looked into the eyes of Kacey. All eyes were definitely on us. He was just sitting there staring right at Quintez and me. I was so caught up in the damn song that I didn’t even know when he came up. However, I didn’t give a fuck! What we had was over and done.

  I could tell he wanted to say something, but he knew not to. Not saying that Quintez would do something to him, because I wouldn’t let that happen. No matter what Kacey and me went through, I wouldn’t want anyone to harm him. He just knew I didn’t want to hear a damn thing he had to say.

  Easing off Quintez’s lap, I sat beside him. I could’ve easily hurt Kacey by continuing to show Quintez love and affection. That would crush his ass, because I probably could get with any other nigga in this world but Quintez. You know how niggas and bitches are. It’s always that one person you don’t want to see your ex with after ya’ll break up. Yeah, Quintez was that person I couldn’t be with, and Rachel was the person I didn’t want to see Kacey with, though I knew he was with that bitch.

  We all sat around having a good time, and even Kacey had opened up a little. Well, he was holding a conversation with Quintez and everybody else, but would look at my ass with murderous eyes. I wasn’t letting it stop me from having a good thing, though. Fuck him! I went there to enjoy myself, and that’s just what I was going to do.

  Chapter 34

  Stay In Yo’ Lane!

  Quintez

  I knew that nigga Kacey was feeling some type of way, but ask me if I gave a fuck. Hell no! Nigga couldn’t beat my ass, and he knew not to go after Tang wrong. Fuck around and find his ass in a body bag! I didn’t have nothing against him but shit, he fucked up and now it was his loss. She was a free agent. Yo’ boy been waiting for this moment. However, I had to let her know about Grisela being pregnant with my baby. I didn’t know how she was going to take that shit.

  Once we got back to my house from the club, we were both about fucked up. Tang was already stripping as she made her way up the stairs to my bedroom, and though I wasn’t trying to take it there with her as of yet, I’m a man and I wasn’t about to turn down no pussy. I was trying to wait it out until I built up enough courage to tell her about the Grisela. I don’t even know why it felt like I had cheated on her or something.

  “Aye Tang, I have to talk to you about something, right quick,” I said from the doorway of the bedroom. She was standing by the bed in just the G-string she wore underneath her dress.

  “We can talk later. Right now, I need to feel you.” Walking over to me, she threw her arms around her neck and traced my lips with her tongue. That shit had my dick standing at attention. It was harder than a missile. I placed my hands on her waist and pulled her closer to me. “I miss you being inside of me,” she mumbled into my mouth.

  It had been so long since I had been inside Tang, and I would certainly be lying if I said I didn’t miss feeling her pussy clenching to my dick. “And I miss being inside of you, but can we talk first? I have something to tell you,” I said to her, but lil mama wasn’t trying to hear that. Tang was like a dog in heat and her ass was one step away from raping my ass.

  “Talk! I’m listening,” once again, she mumbled. But this time, she was on her knees with my dick in her mouth. Her ass had been holding back. This was the first time Tang had given me head, and I figured it was a reason she hadn’t before. You know what they say, good things comes to those that wait. A nigga was floating on cloud nine right now. “I don’t hear you talking,” she said right before deep throating my shit. She couldn’t take it all in, but it was enough to make my toes curl.

  “Sssssss,” I hissed like a snake. Placing my hand on the back of her head, I was no longer able to keep my composure. I began fucking the back of her throat and once I felt my nut building up, I tried to push her head back. I remember she once told me that she didn’t play that busting in her mouth bullshit, so I wasn’t going to disrespect her. “Fuck, I’m about to nut,” I announced.

  As I was trying to push her away, she wasn’t budging. In fact, Tang gripped my dick tighter and sucked hard. That left me no other choice than to let loose. Shit, she wanted it, so I let her have it all.

  “Mmmm.” She stood and kissed my lips. I couldn’t believe she’d actually let me bust in her mouth and swallowed it. I was gon’ fuck around and wife Tang ass up.

  “I thought you didn’t swallow?!” I said as I looked her dead in the eyes. She smirked.

  “First time for everything, right?”

  When baby girl said that, I lifted her ass in the air and carried over to my bed. Laying her down, I kissed down her body until I came face to face with her covered kitty. I nibbled through the lace of her G-string, then untied the string that held them together. Just seeing her neatly shaved pussy had me licking my lips.

  “Oh my God baby. That feels so fucking good,” she said as I massaged her kitty. I began making love to her pussy with my tongue. I’ve eaten her pussy before, but this time it was more intense. I wanted to show her how much I missed her ass.

  “I swear, you eat the best pussy baby.” I loved when Tang talked shit. It always made me go harder. Finally, after eating her out for about twenty minutes, I was ready to dick her ass down. Scratch that; I was ready to make love to her all damn night.

  No matter how many times I woke up to Tang being in my arms, I could never get enough of it. Smiling, I kissed her forehead and said, “Good morning sleepy head,” She smiled and stretched.

  “Morning baby. I have to pee.” She jumped out the bed and ran to the bathroom. When I heard the water being turned off, I sat up in bed. It was early, but I wanted to go ahead and get this shit off my chest. “Man, I slept like a baby. You worked my ass last night,” she informed me as she giggled and straddled me in a riding position.

  “That’s good. You know I aim to please.” Damn, I knew I had to get this shit off my chest before my dick went inside of her, because once that happened it’s a wrap. “Tang, I have something to tell you,” I said as I continued to rub her back while she kissed and sucked on my neck. Tang was making this shit harder and harder.

  “Okay, I’m listening.” How am I supposed to talk with her grinding on my morning wood?

 
; “I have a baby on the way,” I finally said. I felt her body tense up and after a while, she pulled back and stared into my eyes through her watery eyes. “I’m having a little girl with Grisela. She’s six months along.”

  Easing off me, Tang went to the side she normally slept on when she stayed over and stared off into space. I knew she was probably hurt, but that wasn’t my intention at all. I just wasn’t about to act as if I wasn’t a few months from being someone’s dad. I loved Tang and all, but I wasn’t the type of nigga that would hide some shit like that.

  “So a little girl, huh?” she asked as she stared at me. She then chuckled and shook her head. “Wow,” she said. I looked at her ass like she was crazy.

  “Fuck you mean, wow? I know you don’t call yourself having an attitude,” I said. I just knew she wasn’t mad about that when she was just pregnant by that sucker ass nigga. Shit, we wouldn’t even be in this predicament if she would’ve left that fool a long time ago.

  “I’m not mad. I mean, a little disappointed, but how could I be mad? It is what it is.” I knew her, and I knew she was mad.

  “Yea whatever shawty, you mad. I don’t understand why though. Shit, you chose who you wanted to be with a long time ago. It could’ve been you that’s carrying my baby, but you was on some bullshit. Plus, you was just pregnant by that sucker ass mothafucker, but now you wanna be all mad and in yo’ feelings because I knocked a bitch up. You need to be wowing that, because that’s some real petty, selfish ass shit.” By now, Tang had me pissed to the extreme, and I was out of bed putting back on the same shit I wore out last night. I didn’t know where I was going, but I was getting the fuck away from her.

  “Really Quintez? All that shit wasn’t called for because it ain’t even that serious.”

  “It is that serious when you wanna sit up here and have an attitude because I did the same shit you done,” I simply said. Walking into my closet, I grabbed my Atlanta Braves baseball cap, then my keys.