Asshole's Bride (Bad Boy Romance)
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I barked a harsh laugh. “Yeah, Dave. That’s the problem, apparently. When I was fresh out of high school, guys were lining up, but…” I bit off the sentence before it went somewhere it shouldn’t have. “Well, whatever. I guess I’m used product, now.”
He raised an eyebrow. “Used, huh?”
“Like an old furnace filter,” I said. “Nobody really wants it.”
He seemed to think about how to respond to that. It was the most I’d ever seen him seriously consider something in his entire life, and it was because of an off-hand joke.
“And what if I said that someone did want you?”
“I’d want to see some I.D,” I joked.
“What if I told you that I wanted you?”
I shivered in spite of myself. This was a mistake, a voice in the back of my head screamed. The wine made it scream very quietly, and made ignoring it seem very tempting. So instead of taking the very good advice I gave myself, I made a mistake for the second time in my life.
“Then why don’t you do something about it?”
Seven
Dave
I shouldn’t have done anything at all. I should have walked away. But there was no way I was going to be able to do that. Not with her looking like she did, and not with her saying what she was saying. A man shouldn’t be asked to have that kind of self-control no matter how much he ought to know better.
So I stepped closer and wrapped my arms around her. I knew better. I was going to be gone soon. Just another few days, and then I’d be leaving her behind. She knew that, too, but sometimes people make bad decisions. Sometimes I make bad decisions, too.
I pressed my lips into hers, and she pulled her body tight against mine, kissing back. I pulled away, my pulse thumping in my neck, adrenaline starting to pump in my gut.
“I shouldn’t.”
“Shut up and fuck me,” Laura growled. I only had the one protest in me. When she said those words I knew that I wasn’t going to stop myself a second time.
My lips dropped below her jaw and started to press kisses against the sensitive skin of her throat. I could hear Laura’s breath growing harsh and fast. I wanted to hear more of her, hear her moans, hear her really let loose. But that wasn’t going to happen, and we both knew it.
So instead, I did something that was a much worse idea: I sucked on her neck until I knew that it was going to show. I don’t care what other people are going to think. When I pulled away there was a soft red mark, one that I didn’t think was going to fade with an hour’s time.
She may not be mine in ten days, but for the time that I’m here, she’s going to be marked by me. Everyone will know that she’s owned.
Her hand pressed against my stomach, pressing into hard muscle. She started to ease it lower, her fingers walking a line down my middle until she reached the top of my jeans, and then walking lower still. Down my body ‘til she was feeling me through the thick fabric.
Even through a zipper and several layers of denim, folded up to make a nice, heavy-wearing garment I could feel her touching me, and I could feel the electric sensation of pressure driving me up a wall.
“You like that, don’t you?”
It was my turn for my breath to catch in my throat, to sound ragged and needy and demanding. “Don’t tease me.”
She looked up at me and batted her eyelashes demurely. “No? Why not?” Then she started to drift down to her knees, her hand still rubbing the front of my jeans.
“God… I just… don’t.”
“After all those years that you teased me?”
“Don’t hold high school against me.”
“I’ll hold whatever I want to against you, David Collins. And if that means…” She paused to bring her face dangerously close to my crotch without ever making a real move to take my hardness out of them. “If that means that you get teased, then you get teased.”
I sucked in a breath. “You sure that’s what you want?”
“Why wouldn’t I?”
“You might end up regretting it,” I say, trying to make my voice sound vaguely threatening.
“Who says I’d regret it?”
She let the question hang in the air a moment before reaching up to undo the button of my jeans, and then worked the fly until I was standing proud of the opening of my jeans, my hardness straining against the fabric of my boxers.
“God,” I growled. “I should have done this years ago.”
She didn’t respond to that, just pulled the boxers down a little bit, enough that my cock sprung loose and stared her in the face.
“You think so, huh?”
I took a deep breath in and leaned back against the counter. It didn’t creak under my weight.
“Yeah,” I said softly. An image flashed in my mind, halfway remembered. Something about the smell and the sensation of her hand gripping my shaft aroused a memory, faint even in focus.
Then she took me into her mouth and I lost my mind and the memories it held. The only thing that existed was the feeling of her lips wrapped around my shaft and giving me the pleasure that I needed. Pleasure that was all-encompassing and impossible.
“God, that’s good,” I growled. It was an effort not to take her hair in my hands and force her to move faster.
I let her move at her own pace for a minute. But the temptation grew, and grew. I pulled her away and looked her in the eyes.
“I’m going to move, now,” I said.
She didn’t respond except to start sucking again. I grabbed her head and thrust my hips. It caught in her throat and she made a soft choking noise as I pulled back. My body wanted to keep moving, keep going deeper and deeper until I was practically all the way to her stomach. But I forced myself to stay to a slow, controlled rhythm.
Then I pushed her away.
“No more,” I said. My breaths were coming hard and fast and my head needed to clear. But even then I had trouble controlling myself. Even knowing what was still to come. “Stand up.”
She did, taking my offered hand and pulling herself to her feet. I let out a long breath and closed my eyes. “Where?”
She blinked for a moment and then seemed to realize what I was asking. Where do we go for the next part? She mouthed to follow her, and started moving through the house. I pulled myself back into my pants, the fabric now a hundred times rougher against the over-sensitive head of my cock after coming so close to going over the edge.
She led me to another bedroom. It was sitting open and looked practical. Very much like her, in a way. There was more to do, though, and none of it involved reading into her choice of furnishing. I stepped inside and turned in time to see her close the door and lock it by pressing the button on the knob.
I took her around the waist and picked her up. We still had to be quiet, I reminded myself, in spite of the fact that I’d like nothing more than to go to down on her. In fact, we needed to be quieter than ever. I dropped her on the bed gently, her momentum carrying her backward so that she was laying on the bed.
The dress wasn’t designed to be laid back in, and with her proportions it barely managed to contain her breasts. I took a breath through my teeth and ducked to my knees, pushed the hem of her dress up and over her hips.
“No panties?” I kept my voice low and soft.
She shrugged, then smiled. Then she winked.
“Is that a problem?”
I didn’t bother to answer. I was too busy taking her thighs up onto my shoulders and digging in. There was too much to be done for me to want to bother with talking any more than was absolutely necessary. She didn’t complain either.
“You don’t have to…”
I cut her off by digging my face into her. She tasted strong and sexy, like a woman ought to. It’s been a long time since I’ve done this. I might be able to do it more, but I don’t usually want to. Laura’s the exception to the rule.
I fought her squirming as I played with her on my tongue, exploring her folds and used the flat of my tongue to pleasure he
r.
I felt her entire body stiffen at once, and then as it relaxed I rose and freed myself once again from the confines of my underwear, pressing my weight down on her and entering her in a swift movement. Her shuddering gasp was encouragement enough. I gave her a moment to adjust before I started moving, but only a moment. Then I pulled my hips back and drove them home again. Her body tightened up in the middle and she reached out for my neck. Her hands wrapped around the back and pulled me in for a kiss.
Our lips pressed together as I thrust into her. My lips found her throat again, and I left her another mark. Her voice was low, but I could hear it with her mouth right beside my ear. I let out a groan as I felt myself approaching my end, and then I let out a long breath and shuddered as I finished.
Eight
Laura
I needed to sleep. Work in the morning meant that I didn’t exactly have a lot of time on my hands. My schedule has been tight for a long time, and I’d just wasted the better part of three hours, between the date and the after party.
But the truth was that I had that kind of time. There was no reason that I needed to worry about wasting it, because it was my night off. But now it’s time that I’d usually be getting home in a few hours, and I count on Thursdays to get me caught up on my beauty sleep when possible.
I laid there in the dark and tried hard to think about nothing at all. I took a breath in, let a breath out. The lights were off, the bed was soft, the pillow was cool against my hair, where it was still a little warm and sticky from the exertion that we’d gone through a little while ago.
But through my eyelids I could see red as if I were in a brightly-lit room. I opened them. Nothing. But my mind was too focused on everything. Thoughts flicked through my head so fast that I couldn’t ignore them all.
What was I doing here? Why was I letting myself get involved with this situation again? Why was I thinking about so much? I opened up my phone and started flipping through news headlines. There was nothing good. There was never anything good, and things were only getting worse.
I told myself to ignore it, the same way that I did every time that I went through the news. A notification at the top of my screen drew my eyes to it. An email. I frowned. I wasn’t supposed to have any emails. I thought I’d checked earlier.
Then again, it made sense that I might forget. I’ve been plenty busy all day. Ever since I got out of school, it’s been one thing after another. Go to Diana’s place. See Dave. Tell him I want him to babysit, even though I know it’s a bad idea.
Come home. Shower, shave my legs. Go out, get Charlie. Take him home, make sure that he’s settled. Get dressed up, go through his homework, and make sure that he’s doing alright in class.
Go over anything that seems like he’s struggling with it, help with homework, make sure that all gets finished and put back into his backpack, and then it’s time to get dressed for the date.
Ultimately, the reality is that I didn’t have a whole lot of time to be thinking about other things I should have been doing with my time. I didn’t have time to think that maybe I’d missed an email. In fact, I don’t think that I’ve had five minutes to myself all day, and I don’t know if I’ve touched my phone one tiny little bit.
I let out a breath and opened the email up. I didn’t immediately recognize the name—Elizabeth Valentin. Maybe it was spam. Maybe they were going to ask me about holding on to their five million dollars, and I’d get five thousand if I transferred it faithfully.
But it wasn’t spam. Once I started to read, I recognized the name. I’d met her once before. Charlie’s teacher. I didn’t realize that he used a short version of her name: Mrs. Val, is what he calls her. I should have noticed, but nobody’s perfect. At least, I don’t think anyone is.
It’s a short message. “Hello Mrs. Graham, I’m Charlie’s teacher at school. I think we should have a brief meeting at your next available convenience to talk about him.”
I let out a long, low breath. That could be fine. There could be nothing going wrong with it at all. In fact, she could be telling me that she thinks that Charlie’s a genius, and she wants to advance him a year.
But the truth is that I didn’t suspect that was what she’s going to want to talk about. I thought there was something wrong. I didn’t have a reason. Charlie was a good boy. He did his homework, he didn’t get into fights, and he understood his schoolwork. Certainly understood it better than I ever had.
So I didn’t really understand what the problem could possibly be. None of that helped me to kick away the idea that something was going wrong. Not just wrong, actually. Horribly wrong.
Then again, I could lay that squarely at the feet of the man who just left. There was definitely something wrong; it just might not have anything to do with Charlie or his schoolwork.
I forced my eyes to shut and held them shut. Eventually they’re going to get used to it, I told myself. I didn’t really believe it myself, but if I was lucky then I’d be able to convince myself to sleep before I had to get through class the next day on two hours.
The answer to my problems wasn’t on my phone screen, though. It wasn’t even at the Collins house, thinking whatever his private thoughts were. I plugged the phone into the wall charger and put it face-down on the side table. I needed to accept what the real answer was. What my real answer was.
I pushed myself up from the bed and padded across the room in the dark. The door didn’t creak when its opened. I was thankful for that, at least. The light from the bathroom was still on. Charlie couldn’t stand to have it off, though he insisted that he wasn’t afraid of the dark. He ‘just can’t see that well.’ I smiled at that and closed the door until it was just a sliver of light going down the hall.
Then I pushed the bedroom door across the hall from my own open quietly. It eased open silently, and came to a stop when it was only three-quarters of the way open. But it was enough.
My eyes took their time adjusting, but I didn’t mind that one bit. I had a lot to worry about, but none of it was going to get to me right then, at least. I just wished that I knew better what I was supposed to be doing.
Finally my eyes did adjust. Charlie had twisted himself up in his blanket, one of his legs jutting out at an awkward angle, and one of his shoulders pulled hard under his side. Hey, if that’s comfortable for him, I thought. More power to him. I watched him sleep for a long time.
Whatever was going on at school, whatever was the reason that his teacher was writing me emails, I would worry about it in the morning. I didn’t have to think about any of that. I had to make sure that I was up in time to make sure that Charlie was in school in the morning, and I had to make sure that I was in class half an hour later.
Everything else, other than those two facts, was relative. I closed my eyes. My head was starting to hurt from tiredness, and I was finally starting to feel the energy ebbing from my body. Maybe I could finally sleep.
I laid down, and closed my eyes, and within only a few moments I could feel my breath coming shallower, and my mind stopped drifting. I didn’t have anything to worry about. Not really. Not with Charlie being safe and sound.
The world went black around me, and I faded off into sleep. A sleep that would have ended five hours later, when my alarm went off, if it weren’t for the sound of music pumping out of it a moment later.
I reached for it to turn the music off, however it had started. When I turned it over, though, I realized that it wasn’t music. That was my ringtone, and it was my ring-tone for only one person. I flicked the button to answer.
“Diana?”
“Is this Laura?” It wasn’t her voice, and then I was completely awake and alert again. It was going to be a long night.
Nine
Dave
The rental car had a nice feature where it told me the radio station that it had been tuned to at all times, rather than ever telling me the time. It was convenient, because it allowed me to go home without knowing what time it was, except that it w
as certainly not eight forty-five.
I got back to Mom’s house without too much trouble. It was only a few miles, and I could have easily walked it. I could have probably run it without breaking out in a proper sweat. But I drove because one of these days, it was going to be getting real cold, and I wasn’t going to get caught out at nine at night with no real coat on and no car.
The lights were still on inside when I got there, and I let out a long breath. Mom was either waiting up for me when I got home, which was a mistake, or she hadn’t bothered to turn off the lights, which was startlingly like her.
I took a deep breath and hoped I didn’t smell too much like sex. I wasn’t exactly in the mood to discuss it, particularly when I wasn’t even sure what I was supposed to think, never mind what I was going to do in the long run.
“I guess that’s that,” I said softly. Then I pushed the door open, rose tiredly to my feet, and tried to prepare myself for the fact that I was going to be spending another night on the couch. That bed had been good for more than just fucking, I tell you.
I fished the borrowed ring of keys out of my pocket, and then check the door. It wasn’t locked. It rarely was when I lived here, and I guess it rarely was after I left.
The TV is still running. I pick up the remote to shut it off and step further into the house. With the television off, it’s silent. Stepping further in worries me. There’s something that feels wrong as I move through.
It wasn’t until I hit the kitchen that I find out what was giving me the bad feeling. It was because I should worry. My mind started racing and I stared doing three things all at once. As a result I ended up on my knees, my phone clutched in one hand uselessly, as I shook my mother’s shoulder.
“Mom?”
She doesn’t move. I start feeling for a pulse as I pull her up into my lap. There is one. It’s worryingly faint, but it is there, and sometimes that’s what you have to hope for, I guess. I pull the phone to my ear and dial the emergency number. It rings once before going through.