Trying to Survive (The Kiser #1)

by Hannah Davenport

  “So Colin, how did you meet my daughter?” I heard mom say as I walked away. Hurrying inside, I plugged in my nebulizer and filled the cup with medicine. It normally took 25 mins., but I was going to try to get by with 15. Hopefully he wouldn’t miss me. My mom was good at occupying someone’s time.

  ****

  Standing here talking to Clara, I couldn’t help but wonder where Carlana was. She had been gone for a while. Every time I tried to slip away to check on her, Clara would ask me another question. I almost thought she was detaining me on purpose and that just made me more curious. After being gone for 15 or 20 mins, Carlana found me talking to her mother, whom I liked very much. I could tell that her family was very loving.

  Looking at her I asked, “Everything okay?”

  “Yeah, I’m good. Sorry I was gone so long.”

  “That’s okay, your mother and I was having a good conversation.” Smiling, her face lit up.

  Three hours later, the crowd was dwindling down, Austin and his band performed several songs, which were great. I held her hand all night and to be honest, I couldn’t wait to get her alone. As Austin walked up to us, I noticed he kept glancing at our hands. He looked up and caught me watching and stared at me momentarily before turning to Carlana. “Hey mom, me and the guys are going out tonight.” She looked at him with worried eyes, and he hurried on to explain. “We’re just going over to Steve’s house for a while. I’ll be home by 12:30 or 1 if that’s okay.” He looked at her lovingly and then would glance at me. I would almost think he was giving us time alone.

  “Promise you’ll be careful?” She asked him and I could hear the love in her voice. What must it be like to have a loving mother who actually cared? I couldn’t even imagine.

  “I promise.”

  “Any girls going to be there?” I didn’t understand why he blushed as he did.

  “Seriously mom?”

  “Yes. Any girls going to be there?”

  “I don’t know, maybe.” He said with an embarrassed grin on his face.

  “Do you have everything you need?” She looked at him with playful eyes and I knew I was missing something.

  “Yes! God you’re so weird!” He shook his head as he turned and walked away. Carlana chuckled.

  “What was that about?” I watched his retreating back then looked at her happy face.

  “It’s this thing I do to embarrass him. I ask if girls are going to be there, or if he has a date. If so, I ask him if he has condoms and tell him to make sure he uses protection. Then later I ask him if he had sex and if he enjoyed it.” She started laughing while I looked at her in stunned disbelief. “What? It’s funny.” She said and I broke out in a fit of laughter with her. This woman was always surprising me.

  ****

  Everything went perfect tonight. Austin had a wonderful party where he also performed in front of the crowd that consisted of family and friends. Mom liked Colin, which I was glad for that. Austin seemed a little more accepting of him, and I knew he was trying. With everyone now gone, and the yard cleaned up by the same company that set everything up, Colin and I were the only two here.

  Standing in the kitchen looking at the window at the now empty yard, I felt Colin walk up behind me. “Thank you for tonight. Everything went perfect.”

  He wrapped his arms around me and whispered in my ear, “You’re welcome.”

  I turned around slowly. Looking deep into his eyes, I felt like this was the turning point for us. Was it just yesterday I told him I’d try? I felt like I had known him all my life. I tried to slow my breathing, and my heart, and contain the butterflies that wanted out, but I couldn’t. This man made me feel so much with just the sound of his voice, his arms around me was indescribable. He lowered his head and gently touched my mouth with his. Our tongues started a mating dance that had me wanting to finish it with our bodies. He gently cupped the back of my neck as he deepened the kiss even more. His other hand ran the length of my back, finding the hem, and the running his hand underneath my shirt. His hand touching my bare skin felt like tiny electrical shocks that set my body on fire. Every fiber of my body wanted this man. I let my hands roam freely up and down his back, then down to his ass. We were so close, I could feel his erection on my stomach.

  Colin couldn’t get enough of this woman. He had never really cared for anyone in his life… until now. He had spent the last two months getting to know her, and he knew he was falling in love. That thought alone scared the shit out of him. It had been two months since he had fucked anyone, and with her in his arms, he thought he would cum in his pants. Never had sex felt like this. He felt her hands roam his body and settle on his ass, and he almost moaned from the sheer pleasure. Never breaking the kiss, he lifted her up to carry her to the bedroom. He didn’t know which one was hers until she pulled back slightly and mumbled “Last one on the right.”

  Walking in to the room, he saw the king bed and gently laid her down, his body coming down with her, on top of her. Even though she was fully clothe, she still spread her legs giving him access. Sitting up slightly, he started unbuttoning her shirt while she stared at his face.

  My heart was pounding! I could barely hold a thought in my head, but I knew what was happening. When he came down on top of me, I thought I’d cum right then. Lifting up slightly, he started unbuttoning my shirt. I wanted to scream for him to just rip it off, but instead I just lay there watching him. His face had such a strong look, but his eyes were so soft. “Take your shirt off.” He looked at me and smiled, not the sweet smile but that of a predator about to get his prey. He reached over his head and grabbed the back of his shirt, pulling it over his head, he then threw it on the floor. Spreading my shirt apart, he exposed my black lacy bra. As I stared at his hard muscled chest, he took in the sight of me. I remembered that chest!

  Colin couldn’t slow his pounding heart as he stared at the breast housed in the black lacy bra. The clasp was in the front, and as he unhooked it, he saw two beautiful real breast. Had he ever saw any that were real? As he leaned down and took a nipple into his mouth, he heard her moan and arch into him. The feel of her in his mouth had his dick demanding to be set free. Her breast weren’t huge, but they were soft and perfect… to him. Wanting to make sure they both got attention, he moved to the other one. He swirled his tongue around her nipple, while his other hand tugged and then rolled her nipple between his forefinger and thumb. Her body was his playground.

  Losing all thought, I couldn’t do anything but feel! With his mouth on my breast, I was so close to cuming. Oh God! I wanted him lower, I wanted his tongue everywhere. I may have only been with one man before, but I was never shy. Taking his mouth from my nipple, I heard a pop. I looked down to see him unfastening my pants. Raising my hips slightly, I was giving him permission as he slid my pants over my hips and down my legs only to toss them in the floor with his shirt. He stared at my lacy black panties before hooking his thumbs underneath them and sliding them down until they ended up beside my pants. I sat up and threw my shirt and bra next to the rest of my clothes. “You’re beautiful.” He said with awl in his voice.

  Colin couldn’t stop staring at the gorgeous woman in front of him. She was nothing like the women he had known before. She had curves where a woman should have curves, and she was toned and soft. Leaning down, he spread her legs to expose her sex, wanting nothing more than to taste her. With each hand on the inside of her thighs keeping her spread, he dipped his head and his tongue made one swipe of her pussy. When he plunged his tongue into her, she screamed as her hips bucked and her orgasm overtook her. Colin couldn’t take it anymore. Never had a woman been so responsive to him. He needed her NOW!

  Light exploded behind my eyes as my orgasm blasted through me at lightning speed. Never had I felt like this! As I rode it out, I felt his dick at my entrance. He pushed in and a moan slipped from my lips. I wasn’t even participating, I was just feeling as another orgasm shot through me as he fully sheathe himself inside me. My legs automatically wrapp
ed around him as he set a slow hard pace. It didn’t last long until I felt him stiffen, groan and then pulse inside me.

  Colin couldn’t believe how tight she felt. He wanted to take it slow, but when another orgasm overtook her, he couldn’t hold back any longer. Her pussy contracted around him, demanding he cum with her. With one last thrust, he felt his balls tighten and the tingle at the base of his spine as she ripped his orgasm from his body. It was hard and felt like it lasted forever as he pulsed and emptied himself inside of her. Never had his orgasms lasted this long or felt this good. He moaned, and then grunted out, “Oh God Lana!” When the last of his seed left him, he rolled them both to their side while taking her mouth in a gentle kiss. Looking into her eyes, he smiled, “Well that went a little faster than I wanted.” She laughed, the sound soothing to his soul.

  “Sorry about that, I think it was my fault.”

  “I think it was mine as well.” She snuggled into his shoulder, and it felt good.

  Lying in bed with her, he felt wonderful having a woman in his arms. Not a woman, only this woman. Then a horrifying thought wormed it’s way into his happiness. He forgot to use protection! Oh no! He never forgot to wear a condom! His heart started beating double time and sweat lined his brow.

  Noticing the change, I looked at him. “What’s wrong?” He almost looked panicked and it worried me.

  “I’m sorry Carlana, I forgot to use a condom.” I laid there in silence trying to process his words. I knew the chances of me getting pregnant were slim to none, but what about disease? I could almost laugh at the situation. I’ve spent a lot of time teasing Austin about wearing a condom, and now I find myself in the same situation.

  “I can’t get pregnant.” I told him and saw relief flood his face. “Have you been checked by a doctor?” I hated to ask, but I needed to know. We should have talked about this first and maybe we would have, it either of us could have held a thought long enough.

  “I have. I haven’t been with anyone since I started talking to you and I got tested a month ago.”

  “Okay then.” I smiled and made a mental note to get on birth control. Even though I was fairly certain I couldn’t have any more kids, I wasn’t taking the chance. I didn’t have the energy to take care of a baby 24/7.

  “Sorry if I panicked. It’s just that I never wanted to have kids, not after the way I was raised.”

  “It’s okay, I understand. I don’t want any more kids either, however I think we should use a condom until I get on birth control. I don’t want to take any chances. I was always told I would probably never be able to have kids, and I’ve never used birth control, but I did get pregnant one time.”

  “Good idea.”

  Looking over at the clock, I saw it was midnight. “Oh God, we have to get up!”

  “Why, what’s wrong?” He watched me jump up and grab my clothes.

  “What’s wrong? Austin will be home soon and the last thing I want is for him to find us in bed together!” I was panicking. “He is trying to adjust, and I don’t think he can handle this yet. I’m going to wash off in the shower, I’ll be right back.”

  He laughed as he climbed out of bed and started dressing.

  Thirty minutes later, we were both dressed and sitting on the couch having a glass of wine when the front door opened and Austin walked in. He walked over and kissed me on the cheek before getting a bottle of water and sitting in the recliner.

  “Did you have a good time tonight?” I asked him.

  “Yes, I did. Thanks for the party mom.”

  “You’re welcome, but I meant did you have a good time at Steve’s house?” He blushed and I laughed.

  “I did.”

  “Was Kaitlyn there?” He blushed again, but with a quirked smile.

  “She was.” He chugged his water.

  “Did you have sex?”

  “Mom, stop! We have company!” I turned to see laughter in Colin’s eyes as he watched the exchange.

  “I know. Did you?” He bit his lip.

  “Did you?” He asked me and I was speechless. I never once thought he’d turn our little game around on me. “Never mind, I don’t want to know. I’m going to bed. It was nice to meet you Colin. Thanks for the help with the party.” He left smiling.

  “Well that was interesting.” Colin said, trying not to laugh. “You two have a very unusual relationship.” He leaned over and took my lips again. After a few gentle kisses he said, “I need to get going.”

  “Are you coming back tomorrow?”

  “I would like to if it’s okay.” He kissed me again.

  “Good, maybe I could show you around?”

  “I’d like that.”

  The next day, he showed up and we headed out to see the sights. There really wasn’t much to see around here. We had the Barter Theater, the Bristol Caverns and the Creeper Trail but that was really it. “Sorry, that’s about all I have to show you. Exciting huh?” I said laughing.

  “That’s okay. When I’ve talked to you, and you’re out shopping, where do you go? I haven’t seen much here.”

  “Sometimes we’ll go to the mall, but I like to go to Boone and shop. We can go there tomorrow if you would like.”

  “And that’s your favorite place?” He asked curiously.

  “Yeah, I love it there.”

  Smiling, he said, “Okay, it’s a date.”

  ****

  The next day while walking the streets of Boone, I enjoyed watching Carlana. I could tell that she really did love this place. It was quaint and unassuming, and nobody seemed to recognize me here. Maybe reading those tabloids was more of a city thing. Hand and hand, we explored one shop after another. “Let’s ride down to blowing rock.”

  “Okay, what’s down there?” I asked as I led her to the car.

  “More shops,” she smiled.

  “I thought you didn’t like to shop? Didn’t you tell me that once?”

  “No, I said I didn’t go often.” She chuckled.

  Parking on the street, she led me to a row of shops. Noticing that she was staring at one, I asked, “Would you like to go in there?”

  She stared at it a moment longer then said, “No. I love everything in there, but it’s too expensive.” Now I was really curious.

  “Let’s go have a look.” Taking her hand, I led her inside. The clothes were nice and as I looked at the price tag, I almost laughed aloud. Most of the items were $80 - $150. The women I dated wanted shoes that cost around $2500, and that didn’t count the outfit. I made a mental note of what she liked and disliked.

  Arriving back at her place, there was a note on the kitchen table. I read it and then handed it to her. Mom,

  Went to practice with the guys. I’ll be home late, around 11 or 12.

  Have fun.

  Looking up at me she said, “It looks like it’s just you and me tonight.” She had purposely started using her nebulizer as late as possible in the mornings, knowing that she would have to use it later at night sometimes, in case something liked this happened. She knew she should just tell him, but right now, she didn’t want to think about her disease, or waste time talking about it.

  I pulled her in to my arms as my lips crashed down onto hers. It was only 6:00 so I had hours to ravish her body. She wrapped her legs around my waist as I lifted her up and started toward her bedroom. As I laid her down, I noticed she almost had my shirt unbuttoned. I grabbed hers and pulled, sending the buttons flying as I exposed her breast. I needed her! I needed to fuck her, to make love to her, to just make her a part of myself.

  As she lay underneath me, I rained kisses down her neck. As I was about to move further down, I heard her breathy words. “I want to taste you.”

  I couldn’t contain my happiness. I shucked my pants off and crawled up the bed until my knees were beside her neck. As I rubbed my dick on her lips, I said, “Open up.” As she did, I surged forward, making sure I didn’t hurt her. “Ah, suck it sweetheart. Ah, that feels so good. Suck it harder baby.” Looking down to
watch her mouth around me, I almost lost it. I didn’t want to cum in her mouth so I pulled out, lined up my dick with her pussy and plunged forward. I pounded into her with a fever I’d never had before. With one last thrust, I held her legs and pushed in as far as I could possible go and then released into her pussy as I grunted her name.

  ****

  What this man could do to me, to my body. We had just had great sex, and as I lay here with my head on his shoulder, I thought about how nice it was, nice to have someone to hold me. I didn’t realize how much I had missed this until now. I now knew that I didn’t want to spend the rest of my life alone. Feeling content and satisfied, I must have fallen asleep. When I opened my eyes, the clock said 10:50 and my chest was tight. Jumping up, I startled Colin awake. “We have to get dressed. Austin will be home any time now.” He chuckled as I pulled my clothes on. I ran to the bathroom to comb my hair and use my inhaler, hoping that it would help until he left. Walking back to the bedroom, he was dressed and waiting on me. We made our way to the kitchen where I retrieved a bottle of water for the both of us.

  Taking a drink, he kissed me on the forehead. “I’m going to go to the hotel. I’ll be back in the morning.”

  I smiled back at him. “I had a great time today. I’ll see you in the morning.” He gave me one last kiss before walking out the door.

  Chapter 18

  He’s Leaving!

  The week past by quickly, showing him around, just spending time together in bed and out, but never forgetting to use a condom. I knew that if I wasn’t in love with him already, I was well on my way. Austin had started to accept Colin and for that, I was grateful. I didn’t know how this would work though, he lived in New York and I didn’t. I didn’t want this week to end, I didn’t want him to go.

  Sitting at the breakfast table having toast and coffee with Colin and Austin, I thought about how right it felt. I only had a few minutes before my happiness shattered.