Trying to Survive (The Kiser #1)

by Hannah Davenport

  Before I could make him cum, he pulled out of my mouth. Leaning down, he sucked my nipple while his tongue swirled around the end, making it extremely hard. My back arched, pressing my nipple deeper into his moist hot mouth while my hands treaded through his thick hair. “Oh God Colin!” I moaned. “It feels so good!” While he continued sucking one nipple and then moved to the other, his finger swiped my entrance and circled my little nub. I thought I would explode from all the different feelings that were trying to flee my body. His mouth left my nipple with a loud pop, and then he slowly kissed down my belly to my core. Taking his hands, he spread my thighs and before I could think, he speared me with his tongue. I grabbed two handfuls of hair and pushed him down as my hips raised involuntarily. “Oh God Colin, I’m gonna cum!” Just when I was about to explode, he stopped! What the hell!

  “Not yet Carlana.” He said with an evil grin. He’s the devil. I’m in bed with the devil! Who else would get me this close and then stop! “Carlana, look at me!” Raising my eyes to his he said, “I promise to make you cum, just let me show you how good it can be.” Love shown from his eyes, and I nodded. Lowering his head back down, his tongue swiped my pussy once again, and I was almost there. He sucked and nibbled my nub and when I was ready to cum, he stopped again!

  After the third or fourth time, I was ready to scream, to beg, to do whatever he wanted but I needed to cum! “Please Colin, please,” I whimpered. His tongue fucked my pussy while his thumb pressed on my sensitive nub. I was almost there, silently praying for him not to stop this time when I felt his finger enter my ass! It was the most unexpected, erotic thing I had ever felt and I flew apart in the hardest, longest orgasm of my life. I screamed loud enough for the neighbors to hear! While pulling Colin’s hair and bucking my hips as he continued with his tongue and fingers, working me, pulling more and more of my orgasm out until finally it was too much! I tried to scoot up the bed to get away, but he wouldn’t let me. I had never felt so much at one time and I had lost all control as waves of pleasure washed through me. Pleasure that was so intense, it was almost painful.

  Withdrawing his finger from my ass, and as his tongue left my pussy, he crawled up the bed and grabbed my hips. He flipped me over and with one arm around my waist; he raised my ass in the air. He plunged his dick into my pussy and I was soaring on the wings of an orgasm yet again. His thrusts were deep, hard, and fast! “I’m cuming Colin! Oh God Colin!” I screamed. I felt him stiffen as he grabbed my hips, and with his dick as deep as it could possibly go, I felt him convulse then I felt his hot semen inside me.

  “Ahh!” He groaned as his semen made his way out of him and into me. “Ahh! Oh God Lana!” That’s the only time he called me that, when we’re having sex. Finally coming down on top of me, “What you do to me woman,” he said while kissing my cheek. “I love you.” He whispered.

  “I love you too.” I said while looking him in the eyes. My body was humming with the aftershocks of my orgasm. Never had sex felt that good, nor had I ever had an orgasm like that before. “That was amazing!” I said with labored breaths.

  He laughed, “That was amazing!” Sex had never felt that good before and he could only think it was because he had never been emotionally involved before. His deflated dick started growing again when she rolled over and looked at him with her bedroom eyes and swollen lips. Rolling on top of her, she spread her legs and he sunk deep within her inner walls. Slowly rocking his hips, he leaned down and kissed her tenderly, letting her feel his love for her. With slow hard thrust, he threw his head back as he emptied into her once again while she contracted around him with her own pleasure. Rolling onto his back, he took her with him as she lay her head on his chest.

  “What would you like to do tonight? Or are you to tired?”

  “No, I’m good. I do worry that I’ll eventually slow you down though.” I said as my hand rubbed over his hard muscular chest.

  “No you won’t. I want you Carlana and everything that comes with you. In all of my thirty-five years, I’ve never felt like this with anyone else so stop worrying.” He said as his hand rubbed circles on my exposed hip.

  “Okay then. This is your city, what do you want to do?” I asked, realizing that I didn’t know much about him. “What do you normally do?”

  “If I go out, which is not often, I would see if Matt would either meet me for dinner or go out for drinks.”

  “Drinks sound good, and I’d like to meet Matt. I wish you could have met Megan.”

  “I wish I could have met your friend too. Okay then, drinks it is.”

  “What about Austin?” As much as I wanted to go out, I didn’t want him here alone.

  “If you don’t mind if he goes, I can get him in.”

  “You can?” She asked with awl in her voice.

  “You really have no idea who I am do you?” He laughed and hugged me tight.

  Later that night, Colin dressed in a pair of black designer jeans with a black tee, led us to the VIP section of a place called Club Jade. I felt out of place with my American Eagle jeans and baggy tee while all the women here wore tight little dresses with shoes that made their legs look as if they could go on forever. Leading us to a table, I saw a man sitting there that I vaguely recognized. “Carlana, this is Matt, Matt Carlana.” He stood and took my hand, turning it over he kissed the back.

  “It’s nice to meet you.”

  “Actually, I think we’ve already met. I remember you from a few months ago.”

  “Wait, you remember him and not me?” Colin asked with mock outrage.

  “What? You were bloody and swollen and he wasn’t.” I giggled.

  “Mom, I’m going downstairs to dance.” Austin said before walking away. I guess he didn’t want to hang out with us.

  The waitress, who was scantily dressed with her tits practically falling out of her top, came over to take our order. I watched as she seductively bent over the table and put her tits right in front of Colin’s face. He didn’t pay any attention, but I still felt jealous. Looking around the VIP area, Colin had drawn the stares of many beautiful women, young women. When she brought our drinks, I downed mine. I didn’t like feeling this way. I just sat here watching the dancers, the other people in the VIP area, just watching, quietly.

  “Are you okay Carlana?” I looked around and found both Colin and Matt staring at me, watching me.

  “I’m good.” I gave them my best smile, but they looked unconvinced.

  ****

  I noticed a change in Carlana as soon as we arrived here. She seemed okay when she met Matt, and then something happened but I just didn’t know what. She watched the dance floor, the bar, the other people, but she avoided Matt and me. “Carlana, are you sure you’re okay?” I asked again.

  “Yeah, I’m sure.” She grabbed her drink as soon as the waitress sat it down. I kept watching her still trying to figure out what was wrong. Matt was talking to me about something, but I couldn’t keep from watching her, studying her. Looking at Matt, he shrugged his shoulders to indicate he didn’t have any idea.

  Taking her hand, I pulled her up to a standing position. “Let’s dance.” I didn’t give her time to refuse as I led her away to the dance floor. Pulling her body close to mine, we gently swayed with the beat of the music. “What’s wrong sweetheart?” I whispered in her ear.

  “Nothings wrong.” She didn’t want to tell him how jealous and insecure she felt.

  “Sweetheart, I’m certainly not an expert on relationships, but I know that if this is going to work we have to be open and honest with each other. I don’t want a repeat of last time, you know, when you thought I was engaged.”

  Thinking about everything he told her, she took a deep breath and just let it go. “I’m out of place.” She whispered. “Everyone is dressed up but me and I’m in a baggy tee shirt and jeans. Plus, all the women, girls, young women… whatever, are looking at you. I’ve never had to deal with this before and I’m jealous okay?” She gripped the back of my shirt. “I don’t
like feeling jealous Colin.”

  I couldn’t help the smile that spread across my face. I didn’t like her feeling jealous, but I did love the fact that she cared. I knew she told me she loved me and this shouldn’t make me happy, but it does. At least for a minute and then I feel the need to put her insecurities to rest. Putting my lips to her ear, I whispered. “Stop looking at the women sweetheart, and look at the men. They were staring at you the moment you walked in. Do you know why?” She shook her head. “Because you’re gorgeous, and real. Now look at the women. What do you see?” She looked around, but all she saw was young beautiful women everywhere. “You see beautiful women?” She nodded. “Now look as I tell you what I see. I see beautiful blonde women.” I felt her stiffen. “And if you look, almost all of them are blonde and it comes from a bottle. They are all very skinny and have fake boobs. They all have on very short tight dresses and everything about them is fake, even the lips. Why would you want to look like everyone else? Now, when the men look at you they see long wavy auburn hair that looks so soft you just want to run your fingers through it. Your makeup is natural looking and your tee and jeans just bring attention to the fact that you’re real and you are confident enough to be yourself no matter the situation. Every man in here wants what I have, not these fake women. They’re everywhere. The women stare because they want what you have, but they can’t have me. I’m yours.” My lips crashed down on hers as I bent her backward and took her with a soul searing passionate kiss showing everyone that she belonged to me.

  Chapter 23

  Heading Back Home!

  Staying here with Colin has been great ever since I got over my jealously at the club. He has showed me every day that he belongs to me and wants no other. This past week we’ve talked about his family and the way they raised him, my family and even my life with Graysen. Today we’re heading back to Virginia for Austin’s graduation.

  “Honey, I’m going to take a quick shower. It won’t take me long.” Colin said as he headed to the bathroom. He had some last minute work projects to finish and was running a little late.

  “Take your time sweetheart. There’s no rush.” Smiling, I went back to packing clothes. I loved that man, and he loved me. I had to use my nebulizer in front of him, he insisted, and then fussed at me for hiding it in the first place. He and Austin were forming a relationship, one of respect. Austin now had a man around if he needed to ask questions, which I was grateful.

  Hearing the doorbell, I hollered that I would get it but Colin was still in the shower. Opening the door, I found an older pompous woman standing there with her chin so high in the air I could see up her nose. She barged in, “Who are you?” She said in her arrogant, whining voice.

  “Who are you?” I said, not intimidated in the least.

  She looked me up and down, and then said, “I’m his mother. His fiancée will not like Colin having his whore here.”

  I laughed a big belly laugh. Poor Colin, this was his mother. Then I remembered all the stories he told me about her and my face transformed to one of anger. “I heard about Maria, and you.” I jabbed my finger in her face as I stepped in to her personal space. “You are a sorry excuse for a mother and should be ashamed of yourself!” I stepped forward making her take a step back. “You don’t deserve Colin!” Another step forward, another step back. “You stay the fuck away from him, from us!” Another step and she was standing outside the door. “You are NOT welcome here anymore!” I slammed the door in her face and it felt surprisingly good.

  “Thank you.” I turned to find Colin standing in the doorway with a towel tied around his hips. He looked so sexy; I just wanted to rip his towel off. Stalking toward him, he backed up until he was in the bedroom. Pushing him down on the bed, I started undressing. Rubbing my clit with my finger, I was drenched and ready for him. Undoing the towel, I stroked his dick… once…twice, and then I slid my pussy down onto him until he was completely inside me. He groaned and threw his head back as his hips arched, driving him deeper into me. “Oh God Lana!” He moaned as I started riding him, swirling my hips then lifting off, only to slam down on him again. Finally, he just grabbed my hips as he drove into me from the bottom at a demanding pace, holding me slightly above him. “Ahh, Oh God!” He said as he emptied into me and I clenched his dick with my inner walls. “I love you Lana, Marry me?”

  I leaned down and kissed him. Looking into his loving eyes, all I could say was “yes.” He pulled me tight, kissing the top of my head.

  Standing up a few minutes later, he went to the closet and pulled a box from the top shelf. Walking back to me, he took my hand and slid the biggest oval diamond I had ever seen on my finger. Tears came to my eyes as I looked at it. “When did you buy this?” I asked, still staring at the gorgeous ring.

  “I bought it the day after I came home from visiting you. I knew then I was falling in love.”

  Finally looking up into his eyes, I sobbed, “I’m so sorry Colin. I never meant to hurt you.” I flung my arms around his neck.

  “I know you didn’t. Shh, don’t cry. It was just as much my fault; I should have told you what was going on.” He raked my hair from my face as he wiped my tears away and kissed my forehead. “Let’s have dinner tonight. Let all the paparazzi see the ring and we’ll tell Matt the good news. What do you think? We can still head home after dinner, we’ll just be later than we planned.”

  “Sounds good.”

  “Come on, I’ve got something to show you. I meant to surprise you earlier but work and then other things got in the way.” He smiled as he led me to the closet. Opening it up, I squealed with delight when I spotted all the clothes from the little boutique in Blowing Rock.

  “It looks like you bought the whole store.” I laughed. “That must have been so expensive.” Looking at him, “Thank you, but you shouldn’t have spent so much.”

  “Sweetheart, these clothes are cheap compared the outfits the women wear here.”

  “I don’t care. I love these clothes.”

  An hour later, we pulled into the parking lot at Davie’s. Colin came around and opened the door for me. As we were walking to the front door, one of the paparazzi called his name. Taking my hand, he stopped me and we turned toward the camera. “Who’s that Colin? Where’s your fiancée?” I stiffened with that, but Colin brought the back of my hand to his mouth for a kiss.

  “The other woman made up all those lies. I’ve never dated her and I’ve certainly never asked for her hand in marriage. However, this beautiful lady is Carlana Kiser and she is indeed my fiancée.” They took pictures, lots of pictures as we turned and walked inside.

  Waiting for the hostess to seat us, she eyed Colin up and down. He was mine now, and I wouldn’t stand for this any longer. “Um-Hum” The hostess looked at me, losing her smile. “Do you mind not eye fucking my fiancée, or do I need to speak to the manager?” She looked back to Colin who was smiling at me. He leaned down and gently kissed my lips and from the corner of my eye I noticed the hostess turn a shade of red before turning away, leading us to a table.

  ****

  Carlana putting the hostess in her place was the hottest thing I’d ever witnessed. I loved it when she got all-possessive. Matt was waiting at the table looking at a menu. Sitting down, he looked up and smiled. “He Colin, nice to see you again Carlana.”

  “Hey man. Glad you could meet us.”

  “No problem, what’s up?” Matt knew me well enough to know that if I was meeting him for dinner with my date, then I had something to tell him.

  “We just wanted you to be the first to know, we’re getting married!” I smiled at Carlana and then looked back to Matt. I saw the sadness in his eyes, but his smile was genuine.

  “That’s great! I’m very happy for you.”

  “You’re going to be my best man right?”

  “Absofuckinlutely!” Laughing he said, “And I get to plan your bachelor party.”

  “This is great. I can’t wait for you to meet Megan, she’ll be my Maid of Hon
or.” Carlana said with excitement.

  “Is she single and hot?” Matt asked and we all laughed.

  “Actually, she is. I’ll have to introduce you to her.” I saw a glimmer of excitement flash in his eyes and for a moment I thought of how wonderful it would be if Matt and Carlana’s friend ended up hitting it off. She would definitely have to introduce them.

  Chapter 24

  Back Home once again!

  It was great to be back home. Mom and dad were at Austin’s graduation. We went out to eat afterwards and then we told them the great news. Mom was ecstatic, constantly hugging Colin. Dad welcomed him to the family, and bless his heart, Colin didn’t know what to say. He’d never had family before, at least not a real one. Austin was coming to terms with our engagement. He liked Colin, but for some reason I think it bothered him. He didn’t want me to live alone so he never said anything negative. He would be leaving for college soon and I would miss him every day. Life has a funny way of working out though. I only had one more person to tell.

  Placing fresh flowers on Graysen’s grave, I kneeled down to arrange them the way I wanted. “Hi Graysen. I know it’s been a while and so much has happened. Austin graduated high school this year and I wish you could have seen him. He is such a good son, but you already knew that. I’ve been back in the hospital but I’m doing well now.” Hesitating for some unknown reason, “I’m getting married Graysen. I never thought I would marry again, but Colin is a wonderful man. This doesn’t mean I love you less sweetheart, I’ve just made room for someone else. I know that’s what you would want. Austin’s tried so hard to fill your shoes, and I think he’s a little relieved that I’m not alone anymore. I still worry about him though. He idolized you, and he’s following in your footsteps where music is concerned. I saw him perform and he’s an amazing singer.” Swiping a tear from my face, “I love you Graysen. I miss you.” Standing up, I walked over to where Colin waited by the car. He saw my tears and hugged me close.