What i Found In You

by Lillian Grey

  "We go against everything, Alik. A love like ours should not exist, and yet we do. Your cool, smooth hand has never left my warm one. Not ever. Even through all of my nonsense in the beginning," I said, gently taking his hand.

  "It did, just for that moment." He turned away from me, letting my hand go.

  "So what now? Are you going to leave me?" I asked, placing my arms around him and resting my head against his back.

  "I couldn’t, not even if I wanted to. You are too much a part of me, Vanessa."

  "Then what’s the problem? Are you blaming yourself for something you didn't even do?" I accused him and turned him around. "Well, I’m not angry. Look at me." He turned his face. "I said look at me." I placed my hand on his cheek and forced him to look at me.

  "I will be the death of you, Vanessa.”

  “I’ve been hoping for that.”

  “That’s not funny.”

  “You know what I meant.”

  “Are you taking your offer back to turn me yourself?”

  “No, but still.”

  “But what?”

  “Why do you even love me like this?" I noticed that he changed the subject, but I let it pass.

  "Everyone always seems to need to ask ‘why do you love me?’. Why does my love need a reason?"

  "Can I tell you why I love you?"

  "Why?"

  "Ever since that first night at Masteria, when I looked into your eyes, they sparkled like nothing I had ever seen in life or death. Since you asked me that first question, your voice was the realest thing that I have heard since the nightmare I now inhabit started. Since that first kiss, your touch was the softest and kindest thing I had felt in eleven hundred years. I have not felt alive for a long time, and when I saw you that day, you made me feel alive even when my heart is silent. I know my heart is cold and dead so it’s not much, but it’s yours forever." He looked at me the way he used to and his touch was like it used to be.

  "Those are the eyes of my Alik," I said with my hand on his cheek.

  "Sorry, I took a wrong turn." His smile was my Alik's smile

  "Like all men, you couldn't have just asked for directions?" He laughed, taking my hand as we walked like we used to.

  "Please, lead on."

  Vanessa Stanton

  Chapter 37.0

  My first year of college came and went faster than I would have thought. With a whole summer break looming over me, I was just at home watching a movie with Sam as she was braiding my hair when I heard a car outside. It wasn’t a car I had ever heard before. I got up and went to the door and saw Alik next to a new white car.

  “What is this?” I asked as I walked out the door to greet him with a kiss.

  “A new toy,” he said, smiling.

  “I can see that. I mean what is it called?”

  “The Aston Martin V12 Vantage. Want to go for a ride?”

  “Sure, but what about Sam?”

  “She can follow us, she would like the excitement.”

  I went inside and told Sam about Alik’s idea, and of course she was all for that. I don’t see how these two could be so happy about driving in New York City. There are police, pedestrians, and traffic to get in your way. We got in the cars and it was like they both knew where they were going to go. The sun was setting and in about ten minutes, it would be dark in the city, yet the big thing was that there was no traffic. It was like there was some invisible signal and I was slammed into the back of my seat as both cars took off down a narrow back street. I had never been in a car that was moving this fast and so close to other objects. I could hear Sam getting further back and it wasn’t that Alik was a better driver, I think Sam was his equal even being completely human. It was just that this car was so much faster than her BMW. I figured that she knew where Alik would stop and just enjoyed the speed. Soon, cargo containers were flashing by the window and in between them, I could see a narrow strip of water. Then there was a loud screech and the sound of another engine. I thought Sam might have lost control somewhere, but there was no sound of a crash, just the other engine revving higher and higher. Soon, I saw a car between the cargo containers. It was black with all of its windows blacked out. It kept pace with Alik until we ran out of dock. Alik slid the car to a stop at the foot of a crane and we got out with the car ticking itself cool.

  “Do you know who that was?” I could still hear the other car’s engine.

  “Yeah, I saw her face in the mirror.”

  “Her? How could you? The windows were all blacked out?”

  “To you they were, but to me and Ceil, they were clear as glass.”

  “Ceil was in that car?”

  “Yeah.”

  The other car slowed to a stop and a young girl got out carrying a long staff that I remembered all too well.

  “I figured you would drive an Aston. Lilith told me you lived in this city,” Ceil said.

  “You know, a simple call would have done it.”

  “Too easy,” she smirked.

  “Supercharged Jag XFR?”

  “Yeah, you like?”

  “I was never into Jags or V8’s myself, but it makes a great noise.”

  “That’s why I bought it really: that raw, simplistic roar.”

  “So, what is it you really want?”

  “You.”

  “What do you mean him?” I asked.

  "It’s you, of course. No one watched you as closely as I did that night. It was more than I could stand not to jump in myself and try and kill you."

  "If you’re looking for a fight, I'm a little busy tonight, so sorry."

  "I was really hoping you would have agreed," she sighed. "I did not want to have to attack an unwilling target."

  “I'm not unwilling, but…"

  "You weren't being given a choice," she cut him off and many things happened all at once after she said that. In the time it took me to blink, Ceil covered fifty feet and was in front of me. She turned on the spot, and I felt my feet leave the ground and the next thing I knew, a silver ring was coming at me. For a second, I could see my own reflection in the blade as it missed me by less than an inch. Alik had me behind him and Ceil was flying back toward a cargo container. When she hit it, she used it as support to stop herself. "That was amazing," Ceil said, shaking with excitement. That staff she carried now had an elaborate curved blade at the end. With a click, it retracted back within the staff and she took aim and threw it at Alik’s head. She was behind him now and in between us. He just dodged her kick by dropping to the ground. He spun on his hands and knocked her feet from under her. As her staff flew overhead, she caught it and used her free hand to break her fall and pushed off the ground in a flip. In the middle of her flip, Alik landed a kick to her back, sending her flying backwards and upside down. She skipped across the water like a stone. She caught hold of a loop hanging off of a cargo ship docked on the other side of the river. Kicking off of the boat, she landed gracefully on the dock. "Ow" was all she said as she cracked her back.

  "Ceil, leave now before I kill you. And believe me, I will."

  "Please don’t think that you are better than me just off of that small display, little Alik." She attacked again, even faster now. Her staff now a scythe and a blur in the lamplight slashed at Alik and cracks appeared in the asphalt beneath them; this was nothing like his training with June. There was hate and anger here but I also sensed lust and excitement, you could feel it in the air. Again, Alik got in between her defense and sent her flying into a cargo container. She did not recover this time and fell to the ground with her hair all over her face, her scythe lying next to her. Then she started to laugh. "You are even more magnificent than I thought. I want more!" She grabbed the scythe and was at it again, her ferocity increased even more than before; the speed of her blade was so great that it began to glow red. Alik then made a move and again, many things happened at once. Shattering steel littered the ground and Ceil lay pinned by the neck under Alik. "What are you going to do? Are you really going to kil
l me, Alik?" she choked out, but Alik did not respond. His grip just increased slowly.

  "Alik, no!" I screamed, running over and trying to pull him off of her. "Let her go, Alik. She’s no threat anymore,” I screamed, but he didn’t respond. Then, I felt a cold hand around my neck and was looking into a pair of green eyes and felt the ground scrape my skin as I was flung across it.

  "Girl, do not interfere,” Aaliyah said in a cold voice. She walked over to Alik and placed her arms around him lovingly. "If you wish to kill her, it’s okay. She doesn’t mean anything to anyone. What does it matter? Pawns who have served a purpose have no place but destruction," she whispered into his ear. Ciel's eyes widened in fear and she stared into Alik's eyes. "You remember the feeling, don’t you? The sense of power at your fingertips? Use it again; know that her life is at your every command. Will her to die." Alik began to breathe faster and faster until he jumped back.

  "No, I can’t." I saw fear in his eyes.

  "Then kill the human girl if you do not want to kill our own kind. What use is she? There are billions of them. There is no need to keep just one." Aaliyah's voice was sweet and manipulative.

  "Vanessa," he said, looking around and spotted me on the ground a few yards away. "Vanessa!" he yelled, starting toward me.

  “Stop! Alik, she means nothing to vampire like you. You are worthy of royalty above some mere human," Aaliyah said, holding him back and he stopped fighting her and turned to look at her. "Leave the human and I will spare her life this one time. Come with me and be mine, Alik. I need someone like you beside me," she urged in a loving tone so close to him.

  "Alik, no. Please." I reached out to him.

  "Come with me and have a purpose you could only dream of; feel a power you could never imagine."

  He looked at me, his eyes filled with sorrow and hurt. "Take me away." he sighed.

  "Alik, I knew you would make the right choice." She took his hand before giving me a smile and then they were gone.

  How did everything come to this point with me laying on the ground, feeling as if every bone in my body had been broken? I didn’t know what to do as I slowly passed out from the pain. At times, it felt like I was being moved. Like there were warm soft hands that picked me up and placed me into a soft chair. I imagined that I heard an engine and felt a car weaving in and out of traffic, and a voice told me that I will be fine. Then there was silence, and then a soft bed beneath me.

  Alyon Alik

  Chapter 38.0

  It was one of those moments where you know what you’re doing, but you do not know why you are doing whatever it is you’re doing. When I saw Vanessa slide along the ground, I just watched like a statue. In my head I was screaming and clawing at my need to go help her, but my body would not, or could not obey. Then my mind cleared of the turmoil and I turned to look into Aaliyah's face. Sadly, she became my world. I heard Vanessa call to me, and I will never forgive myself for ignoring her.

  "Come, my sweet Alik. I have a gift for you," Aaliyah beckoned as I drew closer to her.

  I took Aaliyah’s hand and the rest was automatic. I moved with her easily as if I had been doing it for years. We didn’t go far, I remember just a few blocks away. We were still close enough to hear the sounds of someone moving Vanessa into my car. I looked to Aaliyah and she placed one finger in front of her lips as to say "shhhhh". The look on her face as her eyes were closed was one of deep concentration. As soon as the car moved off, she opened her eyes and smiled.

  We walked the back alley streets of New York for a long while in silence, hand in hand until we came to a bar your parents would tell you never to enter. A large man stood on the outside as a look out, I could see where he kept his gun under his jacket. Aaliyah didn’t seem worried by any of this and for the first time, I realized she was in oddly casual clothes: tight jeans and a silk shirt with heels, while I was still in my Armani suit. The guard noticed us and his hand slowly made its way to where he kept his gun as we approached.

  "What do you want?" asked the man gruffly.

  "We are looking for some fun," Aaliyah replied with an oddly accented English. You would have sworn she lived in New York all her life.

  "We, huh? You’re that kind of couple."The guard eyed me up and down and gave a sort of chuckle at my display of submission. "We got what you want,” he finally said, opening the door and letting us in.

  The place was grimy; that is the best word to describe the interior. Smoke and filth filled the air as we made our way down the hall. I could hear the sounds of sex echoing from behind doors as we passed them until we came to a large room. Girls, some clothed, others not, sat chained to a large circular sort of couch. A man stood in the middle of them with a clipboard, seeming to take inventory. One of the six men stationed around the room pointed behind him and he turned to see us.

  "Welcome to my humble business," he sort of purred as he came over to grasp Aaliyah's hand, but before he could touch her, she moved it back, causing him to clutch at empty air.

  "I do not wish to touch you. I just wish to see what you have," she said and the man looked off put but recovered.

  "Do you want to rent for an hour or own?" he asked dispassionately.

  "She would be coming with us," I could hear the New York slipping from her speech with every word.

  "These here would not be very good for owning, they are very used. If we had known your true taste you would not have seen this... side of our operation," he sounded as if he was disgusted with what he was standing in himself. "Please, come with me.”

  The man led us over to an elevator that was far too nice to be in this building. We came to a floor where a man with a white towel over his arm greeted us with a bow. We walked down a white marble hall with a series of doors and stopped at one room.

  "Have you done this before?" asked the man.

  "Yes," Aaliyah replied.

  "Very well." He allowed us to enter the room where two chairs sat at the center with a bottle of wine and a bowl of fruit sat between them.

  Once we were inside, the door closed behind us and we were left alone.

  "Why are we here?" I was finally able to speak.

  "I am looking for someone special. She will be a sort of an attendant to you," she said, sniffing the wine and placing it back. "I have control of Lycuians coven and a few others. Their combined power was enough to track her to this place." She was running her hands along the soft leather of the chair.

  "I don’t understand..." I told her and she smiled. She lifted a small screen and it flashed to life. She handed it to me and there was a photo wheel and I could go through a set of pictures. They were mostly women, some girls, all scared, but dressed elegantly.

  "I will make a vampire tonight, a shadow for my Alik. Much like Ceil is for me. A child who will be loyal to a fault. It is only right that you should be attended by one of my own flesh and blood."

  "How is that possible?" I was shocked, but when I found the girl, I knew it was true.

  "I have been learning ever since I was released. This book known as the bible. It has a lot of truth in it wrapped up in pretty words and misdirection. Eve is portrayed as some innocent girl when she took her bite of the apple, but I was neither innocent or virgin. I had children by Adam, four by the age of what would be considered twenty. Things worked very differently then and after my betrayal, Eden made a lot of changes to the humans. Still, he did not touch my line, and their power and beauty granted them much in the realm of man. As of late, they have fallen far from grace. The rich history of wealth and power squandered down to the price of one virgin girl of thirteen. She was sold by her father to pay off the last of his debts to start fresh. However, I have spoken with him and his shortcomings have been... addressed," Aaliyah's hate clear on her face.

  The girl on the screen had beautiful caramel skin, her hair a glistening black pulled back from her eyes by a band. She was not yet curvy because she was still so young, but it was beginning to show in the nearly see through dress she had
been forced into. I pressed the picture and a hologram of the girl appeared in front of us and I could see that in Aaliyah's eyes, this girl was something she greatly desired, maybe even loved. She stood and walked to the hologram and almost placed a hand to its cheek, her actions completely at odds to what I had been expecting.