The Fiery Cross

by Diana Gabaldon

  scalloped neck to the V of the waist, dropped sharply in front to show off the trim figure Jocasta had remarked upon.

  Brianna. drew in her breath as the laces tightened, glancing from her reflection to her son's small head, round as a cantaloupe and heartbreakingly perfect. Not for the first time, she wondered about her great-aunt's life. Jocasta had had children, or at least Jamie thought so-but she never spoke of them, and Brianna hesitated to ask. Perhaps lost in infancy; so many were. Her chest tightened at the thought.

  "Dinna fash yourself," her aunt said. Jocasta's face readjusted itself into determined cheerfulness in the mirror. "Yon laddie's born for great things; nay harm will come to him, I'm sure."

  She turned, the green silk of her dressing gown rustling over her petticoats, leaving Bree freshly startled at her aunt's ability to divine people's feelings, even without seeing their faces.

  "Phaedre!" Jocasta called. "Phaedre! Bring my case-the black one." Phaedre was nearby, as always, and a brief rustling in the drawers of the armoire produced the black case. Jocasta sat down with it at her secretary.

  The black leather case was old and worn, a narrow box covered in weathered hide, unadorned save for its silver hasp. Jocasta kept her best jewels in a much grander case of velvet-lined cedarwood, Brianna knew. What could be in this one?

  She moved to stand beside her aunt as Jocasta put back the lid. Inside the case was a short length of turned wood, the thickness of a finger, and on it were ranged three rings: a plain band of gold set with a beryl, another with a large cabochon emerald, and the last with three diamonds, surrounded by smaller stones that caught the light and threw it back in rainbows that danced across the walls and beams.

  "What a lovely ring!" Bree exclaimed involuntarily.

  "Oh, the diamond one? Well, Hector Cameron was aye a rich man," said Jocasta, absently touching the biggest ring. Her long fingers-unadornedsorted deftly through a small heap of trinkets that lay in the box beside the rings, and came out with something small and dull.

  She handed the tiny object to Brianna, who discovered it to be a small pierced-work tin brooch, rather tarnished, made in the shape of a heart. "That's a deasil charm, a muirninn," Jocasta said, with a satisfied nod. "Put it on the wean's skirts, behind."

  "A charm?" Brianna glanced at Jemmy's huddled form. "What kind of charm?"

  "Against the fairies," Jocasta said. "Keep it pinned to the lad's smock-always to the back, mind-and naught born of the Auld Folk will trouble him." The hair on Brianna's forearms prickled slightly at the matter-of-factness in the old woman's voice.

  "Your mother should ha' told ye," Jocasta went on, with a hint of reproval in her voice. "But I ken as she's a Sassenach, and your father likely wouldna think of it. Men don't," she added, with a hint of bitterness. "It's a woman's job to see to the weans, to keep them from harm."

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  Jocasta stooped to the kindling basket and groped among the bits of debris, coming up with a long pine twig in her hand, the bark still on it.

  "Take that," she commanded, holding it out toward Brianna. "Light the end of it from the hearth, and walk ye round the bairn three times. Sunwise, mind!"

  Mystified, Brianna took the stick and thrust it into the fire, then did as she was bid, holding the flaming twig well away from both the makeshift cradle and her blue wool skirts. Jocasta tapped her foot rhythmically on the floor, and chanted, half under her breath.

  She spoke in Gaelic, but slowly enough that Brianna could make out most of the words.

  c"Wisdom of serpent be thine, Wisdom of raven be thine, Wisdom of valiant eagle.

  Voice ofswan be thine, Voice of honey be thine, Voice of the Son of the stars.

  Sain of thefairy-woman be thine, Sain of the elf-dart be thine,

  Sain of the red dog be thine.

  Bounty ofsea be thine, Bounty of land be thine,

  Bounty of the Father of Heaven.

  Be each daygladfor thee,

  No day illfor thee,

  A life joyful, satisfied."

  Jocasta paused for a moment, a slight frown on her face, as though listening he motioned toward the for any backtalk from Fairyland. Evidently satisfied, s

  hearth. "Throw it into the fire. Then the wean will be safe from burning."

  Brianna obeyed, finding to her fascination that she did not find any of this even faintly ridiculous. Odd, but very satisfying to think that she was protecting Jern from harm-even harm from fairies, which she didn't personally believe in. Or she hadn't, before this.

  A thread of music drifted up from below; the screek of a fiddle, and the sound of a voice, deep and mellow. She couldn't make out any words, but knew the sound of the song.

  Jocasta cocked her head, listening, and smiled. "He's a good voice, your young man."

  Brianna listened, too. Very faintly, she heard the familiar rise and fall of "My Love Is in America," somewhere below. When I sing, it's always for you.

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  Her breasts were soft now, drained of milk, but they tingled slightly at the memory.

  "You have good ears, Auntie," she said, tucking the thought away with a smile.

  "Are ye pleased in your marriage?" Jocasta asked abruptly. "D'ye find yourself well-suited wi' the lad?"

  "Yes," Brianna said, a little startled. "Yes-very much."

  "That's good." Her great-aunt stood still, head tilted to the side, still listening. "Aye, that's good," she repeated, softly.

  Seized by impulse, Brianna laid a hand on the older woman's wrist. "And you, Auntie?" she asked. "Are you ... pleased?"

  "Happy" seemed not quite the word, in view of that row of rings in the case. Well-suited" seemed not quite right, either, with her memory of Duncan, skulking in the corner of the drawing room the night before, shy and wordless whenever anyone but Jamie spoke to him, sweating and nervous this morning.

  "Pleased?" Jocasta sounded puzzled. "Oh-to be married, ye mean!" To Brianna's relief, her aunt laughed, the lines of her face drawing up in genuine amusement.

  "Oh, aye, surely," she said. "Why, it's the first time I shall ha' changed my name in fifty years!"

  With a small snort of amusement, the old lady turned toward the window and pressed her palm against the glass.

  "It's a fine day out, lass," she said. "Why not take your cloak and have a bit of air and company?"

  She was right; the distant river gleamed silver through a lacework of green branches, and the air inside, so cozy a few moments ago, seemed now suddenly stale and frowsty.

  "I think I will." Brianna glanced toward the makeshift cradle. "Shall I call Phaedre to watch the baby?"

  Jocasta waved a hand at her, shooing.

  "Och, away wil ye. I'll mind the bairnie. I dinna mean to go down yet a while."

  "Thanks, Auntie." She kissed the old woman's cheek, and turned to gothen, with a glance at her aunt, took a step back toward the hearth, and unobtrusively slid the cradle a little farther from the fire.

  THE AIR OUTSIDE was fresh, and smelled of new grass and barbecue smoke. It made her want to skip down the brick paths, blood humming in her veins. She could hear the strains of music from the house, and the sound of Roger's voice. A quick turn in the fresh air, and then she'd go in; perhaps Roger would be ready for a break by then, and they could-

  "Brianna!" She heard her name, hissed from behind the wall of the kitchen garden, and turned, startled, to find her father's head poking cautiously round the corner, like a ruddy snail. He jerked his chin at her and disappeared.

  She cast a quick look over her shoulder to be sure no one was watching, and hastily whisked round the wall into the shelter of a sprouting carrot bed, to find

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  her father crouched over the recumbent body of one of the black maids, who was sprawled atop a pile of aging manure with her cap over her face.

  "What on earth-" Brianna began. Then she caught a whiff of alcohol, pungent among the garden scents of carrot tops and sun-ripe
ned manure. "Oh." She squatted next to her father, skirts ballooning over the brick path.

  "It was my fault," he explained. "Or some of it, at least. I left a cup under the willows, still half-full." He nodded toward the brick path, where one of Jocasta's punch cups lay on its side, a sticky drop of liquid still clinging to its rim. "She must have found it."

  Brianna leaned over and sniffed at the edge of the maid's rumpled cap, now fluttering with heavy snores. Rum punch was the prevailing odor, but she also detected the richly sour scent of ale and the smooth tang of brandy. Evidently the slave had been thriftily disposing of any dregs left in the cups she collected for washing.

  She lifted the rufflcd edge of the cap with a cautious finger. It was Betty, one of the older maids, her face slack-lipped and drop-jawed in alcoholic stupor. "Aye, it wasna the first half-cup she'd had," Jamie said, seeing her. "She

  must have been reeling. I canna think how she walked so far from the house, in such condition."

  Brianna glanced back, ftowning. The brick-walled kitchen garden was near to the cookhouse, but a good three hundred yards from the main house, and separated from it by a rhododendron hedge, and several flower beds.

  "Not just how," Brianna said, and tapped a finger against her lip in puzzlement. "Why?"

  "What?" He had been frowning at the maid, but glanced up at her tone. She rose, and tilted her head at the snoringwoman.

  "Why did she walk out here? It looks like she's been tippling all day-she can't have been dashing out here with every cup; somebody would have noticed. And why bother? It's not Eke it would be hard to do,%vithout being noticed. If I were drinking leftovers, I'd just stay there under the willows and gulp it."

  Her father gave her a startled look, replaced at once with one of wry amusement.

  "Would ye, then? Aye, that's a thought. But perhaps there was enough in the cup that she thought to enjoy it in peace."

  "Maybe so. But there are surely hiding places nearer the river than this." She reached down and scooped up the empty cup. "What was it you were drinking, rum punch?"

  "No, brandy."

  "Then it wasn't yours that pushed her over the edge." She held out the cup, tilting it so he could see the dark dregs at the bottom. Jocasta's rum punch was made not only with the usual rum, sugar, and butter but also with dried currants, the whole concoction being mulled with a hot poker. The result not only was dark brown in color but always left a heavy sediment in the cups, composed of tiny grains of soot from the poker and the charred remnants of incinerated currants.

  Jamie took the cup from her, frowning. He inserted his nose into the cup and took a deep sniff, then stuck a finger into the liquid and put it in his mouth.

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  "What is it?" she asked, seeing his face change. orth over his teeth, "Punch," he said, but ran the tip of his tongue back and f

  as though to cleanse it. "With laudanum, I think." "Laudanum! Are you sure?"

  "No," he said frankly. "But there's something in it beyond dried currants, or I'm a Dutchman." He held the cup out to her, and she took it, sniffing ftiriously. She couldn't make out much beyond but the sweet, burned smell of rum punch. Perhaps there was a sharper tang, something oily and aromatic ... perhaps not.

  "I'll take your word for it," she said, wiping the tip of her nose on the back of her hand. She glanced at the supine maid. "Shall I go look for Mama?" Jamie squatted beside the maid and inspected her carefully. He lifted a limp

  hand and felt it, listened to her breathing, then shook his head.

  "I canna say whether she's drugged, or only drunk-but I dinna think she's dying."

  "What shall we do with her? We can't leave her lie." He looked down at the slave, frowning.

  "No, of course not." He stooped and--quite gently-gathered the woman into his arms. One worn shoe fell off, and Brianna retrieved it from the brick walk.

  "D'ye ken where she sleeps?" Jamie asked, gingerly negotiating his stertorous burden round the edge of a cucumber frame.

  "She's a house slave; she must sleep in the attics."

  He nodded, tossing his head to dislodge a strand of red hair that had blown into his mouth.

  "Verra well, then, we'll go round the stables and see can we get up the back stair without bein' seen. Go across, will ye, lass, and signal me when it's clear."

  She tucked shoe and cup under her cloak to hide them, then ducked quickly out onto the narrow walk that led past the kitchen garden, branching to cookhouse and necessary. She glanced to and fro, feigning casualness. There were a few people within sight, near the paddock, but that was some distance away and all of them had their backs to her, engrossed with Mr. Wylie's black Dutch horses.

  As she turned to signal to her father, she caught sight of Mr. Wylie himself, escorting a lady into the stable block. A gleam of gold silk-wait, it was her mother! Claire's pale face turned momentarily in her direction, but her attention was fixed on something Wylie was saying, and she didn't notice her daughter on the path.

  Bree hesitated, wanting to call to her mother, but couldn't do so without attracting unwanted attention. Well, at least she knew where Claire was. She could come and fetch her mother to help-once they had Betty safely tucked away.

  WITH A FEW CLOSE alarms and near-misses, they managed to get Betty up to the long attic room she shared with the other female house servants. Jamie, panting, dumped her unceremoniously on one of the narrow beds, then Ariped

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  ng brow on his coat sleeve, and, long nose wrinkled, began fastidihis sweati rts of his coat.

  ously to dust manure crumbs from the ski

  "So, then," he said, a little grumpily. "She's safe, aye? If ye tell one of the other slaves she's taken ill, I suppose no one who matters will find out." "Thanks, Da." She leaned close and kissed his cheek. "You're a sweet man." "Oh, aye," he said, sounding resigned. "My bones are filled wi' honey, to be

  sure." Still, he didn't look displeased. "Have ye got that shoe, still?" He took off the maid's remaining shoe, and placed it neatly beside its fellow beneath the bed, then drew the coarse woolen blanket gently over the woman's feet, grimy white in their thick stockings. e could tell, everything Brianna checked the maid's condition; so far as sh

  seemed all right; the woman was still snoring wetly, but in a reassuringly regular manner. As they tiptoed cautiously back down the rear stairs, she gave Jamie the silver cup.

  "Here. Did you know this was one of Duncan's cups?"

  "No." He arched one brow, frowning. "What d'ye mean, 'Duncan's cups'?" "Aunt Jocasta had a set of six cups made for Duncan, for a wedding present. She showed them to me yesterday. See?" She turned the cup in her hand, to show him the engraved monogram-"1," for "Innes," with a tiny fish, its scales beautiffilly detailed, swimming round the letter.

  "Does that help?" she asked, seeing his brow crease in interest.

  "It may." He pulled out a clean cambric handkerchief and wrapped the cup carefully before putting it in the pocket of his coat. "I'll go and find out. Meanwhile, can ye find Roger Mac?"

  "of course. Why?"

  "Welt, it does occur to me that if yon Betty drank part of a cup of rum whoever punch and was laid out like a fish on a slab, then I should like to find

  drank the first part of it, and see if they're in a similar condition." He raised one brow at her. "If the punch was drugged, then likely it was meant for someone, aye? I thought perhaps you and Roger Mac might look round discreetly for bodies in the shrubbery." sh to get Betty upstairs. That aspect of the matter hadn't struck her in the ru

  "All right. I should find Phaedre or Ulysses first, though, and tell one of them that Betty's sick."

  ,Aye. If ye speak with Phaedre, ye might inquire whether yon Betty is an opium-eater as well as a bibber. Though I will say I think it unlikely," he added dryly.

  "So do I," she said, matching his tone. She took his point, though; perhaps the punch had not been drugged, but Betty had taken the laudanum herself, on purpose
. it was possible; she knew Jocasta kept some in the stillroom. If she had taken it herself, though, was it for recreational use-or had the maid perhaps intended to commit suicide?

  She frowned at Jamie's back, as he paused at the foot of the stair, listening before stepping onto the landing. It was easy enough to think that the misery of slavery might dispose one to suicide. At the same time, honesty compelled her to admit that Jocasta's house servants lived reasonably well; better than any number of free individuals-black or white-that she'd seen in Wilmington and Cross Creek.

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  The servants' room was clean, the beds rough but comfortable. The house servants had decent clothes, even to shoes and stockings, and more than enough to eat. As for the sorts of emotional complications that could lead one to contemplate suicide-well, those weren't limited to slaves.

  Much more likely that Betty was merely a toper, of the sort who would drink anything even vaguely alcoholic-the reek of her garments certainly suggested as much. But in that case, why take the risk of stealing laudanum, on a day when the wedding party insured there would be an abundance of every kind of drink?

  She was reluctantly forced to the same conclusion that she was sure her father had already reached. Betty had taken the laudanum-if that's what it was, she reminded herself-by accident. And if that was so ... whose cup had she drunk from?

  Jamie turned, lips pursed to enjoin silence, and beckoned to her that the coast was clear. She followed him quickly across the landing and outside, letting out her breath in relief as they arrived on the path unobserved.

  "What were you doing there in the first place, Da?" she asked. He looked blank.

  :,In the kitchen garden," she elaborated. "How did you find Betty?"

  'Oh," He took her arm, fetching her away from the house. They walked casually toward the paddock; innocent guests bent on viewing the horses. "I was just havin' a word wi' your mother, over by the grove. I came back through the kitchen garden, and there the woman was, flat on her back on the shit heap."

  "That's a point, isn't it?" she asked. "Did she lie down in the garden on purpose, or was it only an accident that you found her there?"

  He shook his head.

  "I dinna ken," he said. "But I mean to speak to Betty, once she's sober. D'ye ken where your mother is now?"

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  Yes, she's with Phillip Wylie. They were headed for the stables, I think." Her father's nostrils flared slightly at mention of Wylie, and she suppressed a smile.

  "I'll find her," he said. "Meanwhile, lass, do you go and speak to Phaedreand, lass-"

  She had already turned to go; at this, she looked back, surprised.

  "I think perhaps ye should tell Phaedre to say nothing unless someone asks her where Betty is, and if they do, to tell you-or me." He straightened abruptly, clearing his throat. "Go find your husband then, lass-and, lass? Make sure no one kens what you're about, aye?"

  He lifted one brow, and she nodded in reply. He turned on his heel then, and strode off toward the stables, the fingers of his right hand tappin .g gently against his coat as though he were deep in thought.

  The chilly wind nipped under her skirts and petticoats, belling them out and sending a deep shiver through her flesh. She understood his implication well enough.

  If it was neither attempted suicide nor accident-then it might be intended murder. But of whom?

  FLIRTATION$

  AMIE HAD GIVEN ME a lingering kiss for encouragement after our interlude, and crashed off through the underbrush, intending to hunt down Ninian Bell Hamilton and find out just what the Regulators were up

  to at the camp Hunter had mentioned. I followed, after a moment's interval for decency, but paused at the edge of the grove before emerging back into public