The Fiery Cross

by Diana Gabaldon

  view, to be sure I was seemly.

  , and my cheeks were very I had a rather light-headed sense of well-being, uld flushed, but I thought that wasn't incriminating in and of itself. Neither wo coming out of the wood be inculpatory; women and men alike often simply stepped into the shelter of the trees along the lawn in order to relieve themselves, rather than making their way to the overcrowded and smelly necessaries. Coming out of the wood flushed and breathing heavily, with leaves in my hair and sap stains on my skirt, though, would cause a certain amount of comment behind the fans. shell clinging to my skirt, a

  There were a few sandburs and an empty cicada r of distaste. There were ghostly excrescence that I picked off with a shudde

  dogwood petals on my shoulder; I brushed them off and felt careffilly over my hair, dislodging a few more that fluttered away like scraps of fragrant paper. just as I stepped Out from under the trees, it occurred to me to check the

  back of my skirt for stains or bits of bark, and I was craning my neck to see over my shoulder when I walked slap into Phillip Wylie.

  "Mrs. Fraser!" He caught me by the shoulders, to prevent my falling backward. "Are you quite all right, my dear?"

  "Yes, certainly." My cheeks were flaming legitimately at this point, and I stepped back, shaking myself back into order. Why did I keep bumping into Phillip Wylie? Was the little pest following m0 "I do apologize."

  "Nonsense, nonsense," he said heartily. ,It was my fault entirely. Deuced clumsy of me. May I get you something to restore your spirits, my dear? A glass of cider? Wine? Rum punch? A syllabub? Applejack? or-no, brandy. Yes, allow me to bring you a bit of brandy to recover from the shock!"

  "No, nothing, thank you!" I couldn't help laughing at his absurdities, and he grinned back, obviously thinking himself very lAritty.

  ,well, if you are quite recovered, then, dear lady, you must come with me. I insist."

  He had my hand tucked into the crook of his arm, and was towing me determinedly off in the direction of the stable, despite my protests.

  "it will take no more than a momerit," he assured me. "I have been looking

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  forward all day to showing you my surprise. You will be utterly entranced, I give you my word!"

  I subsided feebly; it seemed less trouble to go and look at the damned horses again than to argue with him-and there was plenty of time to speak with Jocasta before the wedding, in any case. This time, though, we skirted the paddock where Lucas and his companions were submitting tolerantly to inspection by a couple of bold gentlemen who had climbed the fence for a closer look.

  "That is an amazingly good-tempered stallion," I said with approval, menrally contrasting Lucas's kindly manners with Gideon's rapacious personality. Jamie still had not found time to castrate the horse, who had consequently bitten almost everyone, horse and man alike, on the journey to River Run.

  "A mark of the breed," Wylie replied, pushing open the door that led to the main stable. "They are the most amiable of horses, though a gentle disposition does not impair their intelligence, I do assure you. This way, Mrs. Fraser."

  By contrast with the brilliant day outside, it was pitch-dark in the stable; so dark that I stumbled over an uneven brick in the floor, and Mr. Wylie seized my arm as I lurched forward with a startled cry.

  "Are you all right, Mrs. Fraser?" he asked, setting me upright again.

  "Yes," I said, a little breathless. In fact I had both stubbed my toe viciously and turned my ankle; my new morocco-heeled shoes were lovely, but I wasn't used to them yet. "Just let me stand a moment-'til my eyes adjust."

  He did, but he didn't let go of my arm. Instead, he pulled my hand through the crook of his elbow and set it solidly, to give me more support.

  "Lean on me," he said, simply.

  I did, and we stood quietly for a moment, me with my injured foot drawn up like a heron's, waiting for my toes to stop throbbing. For once, Mr. Wylie seemed bereft of quips and sallies; perhaps because of the peaceful atmosphere.

  Stables on the whole are peaceffil, horses and the people who tend them being generally kindly sorts of creatures. This one, though, had a special air, both quiet and vibrant. I could hear small rustlings and stampings, and the contented noise of a horse champing hay close at hand-

  So close to Phillip Wylie, I was aware of his.,perfume, but -'even the expensive whiff of musk and bergamot was overcome by the stable mells. It smelled of fresh straw and grain, of brick and wood, but there wass a faint scent as well of more elemental things-manure and blood and milk; the basic elements of motherhood.

  "It's rather womblike in here, isn't it?" I said softly. "So warm and dark, I mean- I can almost feel the heartbeat."

  Wylie laughed, but quietly.

  "That's mine," he said. He touched a hand briefly to his waistcoat, a dark shadow against the pale satin.

  My eyes adapted quickly to the dark, but even so, the place was very dim. The lithe shadow-shape of a stable cat glided past, making me wobble and set down my injured foot. It wouldn't yet bear weight, but I could at least put it to the floor.

  "Can you stand for a moment alone?" Wylie asked.

  Without waiting for my reply, he detached himself and went to light a lantern that stood on a nearby stool. There were a few faint chinks of flint and

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  steel, then the wick caught and a soft globe of yellow light ballooned around us. Taking my arm again with his free hand, he led me toward the far end of the stable.

  They were in the loose-box at the end. Phillip raised the lantern high, turning to smile at me as he did so. The lantern light gleamed on hide that shone and rippled like midnight water, and glowed in the huge brown eyes of the mare as she turned toward us.

  "Oh," I said softly, "how beautiful," and then, a little louder, "Oh!" The mare had moved a little, and her foal peered out from behind her mother's legs. She was long-legged and knob-kneed, her tiny rump and sloping shoulders rounded echoes of her mother's muscular perfection. She had the same large, kind eyes, fringed with long, long lashes-but instead of the sleek hide of rippling black, she was a dark reddish-brown and fuzzy as a rabbit, with an absurd little whisk broom of a tail.

  Her dam had the same glorious profusion of flowing mane I had noted on the Friesians in the paddock; the baby had a ridiculous crest of stiff hair, about an inch long, that stuck straight up like a toothbrush.

  The foal blinked once, dazzled by the light, then ducked swiftly behind the shelter of her mother's body. A moment later, a small nose protruded cautiously into sight, nostrils twitching. A big eye followed, blinked-and the nose vanished, only to reappear almost instantly, a little further this time.

  "Why, you little flirt! " I said, delighted. Wylie laughed.

  "She is indeed," he said, voice filled with pride of ownership. "Are they not magnificent?"

  "Well, yes," I said, considering. "They are. Still, I'm not sure that's quite it. 'Magnificent' seems more like what you'd say of a stallion, or a warhorse of some kind. These horses are ... well, they're sweet!"

  Wylie gave a small, amused sort of snort. "Sweet?" he said. "Sweet?"

  "Well, you know," I said, laughing. "Charming. Good-natured. Delightful." "All those things," he said, turning to me. "And beautifal, as well." He wasn't looking at the horses, but rather at me, a faint smile on his face.

  "Yes," I said, feeling a small, obscure twinge of unease. "Yes, they are very beautiful. "

  He was standing very close; I took a step to the side and turned away, under the pretext of looking at the horses again. The foal was nuzzling at the mare's swollen udder, scraggy tail waggling with enthusiasm.

  "What are their names?" I asked.

  Wylie moved to the bar of the loose-box, casualty, but in such a way that his arm brushed my sleeve as he reached above me to hang the lantern from a hook on the wall.

  "The mare's name is Tessa," he said. "You saw the sire, Lucas. As for the filly. . ." He reached for my hand, and
lifted it, smiling. "I thought I might name her La -Belle Claire."

  I didn't move for a second, stunned by sheer disbelief at the expression that showed quite clearly on Phillip Wylie's face.

  "What?" I said blankly. Surely I was wrong, I thought. I tried to snatch my

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  hand away, but I had hesitated one second too long, and his fingers tightened on mine. Surely he wasn't really meaning to ...

  He was.

  "Charming," he said softly, and moved closer. "Good-natured. Delightful. And ... beautiful." He kissed me.

  I was so shocked that I didn't move for a moment. His mouth was soft, the kiss brief and chaste. That hardly mattered, though; it was the fact that he had done it.

  "Mr. Wylie!" I said. I took a hasty step back, but was brought up short by the rail.

  "Mrs - Fraser," he said softly, and took the same step forward. "My dear.'

  "I am not your-", I began, and he kissed me again. Without the least hint of chasteness. Still shocked, but no longer stunned, I shoved him, hard. He wobbled, and lost his grip on my hand, but recovered instantly, seizing me by the arm and slipping his other hand behind me.

  "Flirt," he whispered, and lowered his face toward mine. I kicked him. Unfortunately, I kicked him with my injured foot, which deprived the blow of much force, and he ignored it.

  I began to struggle in good earnest, as the sense Of stunned disbelief faded into the awareness that the young man had one hand firmly on my backside. At the same time, I was aware that there were a good many people in the vicinity of the stable; the last thing I wanted was to attract attention.

  "Stop that!" I hissed. "Stop it at once! 15

  "You madden me," he breathed, pressing me to his bosom and attempting to stick his tongue in my ear.

  I certainly thought he was mad, but I declined absolutely to accept any responsibility for the condition. I jerked back as far as I could-not far, with the railing at my back-and fought to get one hand between us. Shock quite gone by now, I was thinking with surprising clarity. I couldn't knee him in the balls; he had one leg thrust between my own, trapping a wodge of skirt in my way. if I could get my hand round his throat and get a sound hold of ---- his- carotids, though, he'd drop like a rock.

  I did get hold of his throat, but his blasted stock'was in the way; my fingers scrabbled at it, and he jerked to the side, grabbing at my hand.

  "Please," he said. "I want-"

  "I don't give a damn what you want!" I said. "Let go of me this instant, YOu-YOu` I groped wildly for some suitable insult. I'You_puppyp

  Rather to my surprise, he stopped. His face couldn't go pale, being already covered in rice flOur-I could taste it on my lips-but his mouth was set, and his expression was ... rather wounded.

  "Is that really what you think of me?" he asked in a low voice.

  "Yes, it bloody is!" I said. "What else am I to think? Have You lost your mind, behaving in this-this despicable fashion? What is the matterwith youp, "Despicable?" He seemed quite taken aback to hear his advances described in this fashion. "But I-that is, you-I thought you were . .

  not averse-" mean, might be "You can't," I said, positively. ,you can't possibly have thought anything of the sort. I've never given you the sl0test reason to think such a thing!" Nor

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  had I-intentionally. The uneasy thought came to me, though, that perhaps my perceptions of my own behavior were not quite the same as Phillip Wylie's.

  110h, haven't you?" His face was changing, clouding with anger. "I beg to differ with you, madam!"

  I had told him I was old enough to be his mother; it had never for a moment occurred to me that he didn't believe it.

  "Flirt," he said again, though in quite a different tone than the first time. "No reason? You have given me every reason, since the first occasion of our meeting.

  "What?" My voice went up a tone, in incredulity. "I've never done anything but engage you in civil conversation. If that constitutes flirtation in your book, my lad, then-"

  "Don't call me that!"

  Oh, so he bad noticed that there was a difference of age. He simply hadn't appreciated the magnitude, I thought. It came to me, with a certain feeling of apprehension, that at Phillip's level of society, most flirtation was indeed conducted under the guise of banter. What in the name of God had I said to him?

  I had some dim recollection of having discussed the Stamp Act with him and his friend Stanhope. Yes, taxes, and, I thought, horses-but surely that couldn't have been sufficient to inflame his misapprehensions?

  "nine eyes are like thefishpools in Heshbon," he said, low-voiced and bitter. "Do you not recall the evening when I said that to you? The Song of Solomon is merely 'civil conversation' to you, is it?"

  "Good grief." I was, despite myself, beginning to feel slightly guilty; we bad had a brief exchange along those lines, at Jocasta's party, two or three years ago. And he remembered it? The Song of Solomon was reasonably heady stuff; perhaps the simple reference ... Then I shook myself mentally, and drew myself up straight.

  "Nonsense," I declared. "You were teasing me, and I simply answered you in kind. Now, I really must-"

  "You came in here with me today. Alone." He took another step toward me, eyes determined. He was talking himself back into it, the fatheaded popinjay! "Mr. Wylie," I said firmly, sliding sideways. "I am terribly sorry if you have

  somehow misunderstood the situation, but I am very happily married, and I have no romantic interest in you whatsoever. And now, if you will excuse me . . ." I ducked past him, and hurried out of the stable, as fast as my shoes would allow. He made no effort to follow me, though, and I reached the outdoors unmolested, my heart beating fast.

  There were people near the paddock; I turned in the other direction, going round the end of the stable block before anyone should see me. Once out of sight, I made a swift inventory, checking to be sure that I didn't look too disheveled. I didn't know whether anyone had seen me going into the stable with Wylie; I could only hope no one had seen my hasty exit.

  Only one lock of hair had come down in the recent contretemps; I pinned it carefillly back, and dusted a few bits of straw from my skirts. Fortunately, he hadn't torn my clothes; a retucked kerchief and I was quite decent again.

  "Are ye all right, Sassenach?"

  I leaped like a gaffed salmon, and so did my heart. I whirled, adrenaline

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  jolting through my chest like an electic current, to find Jamie standing beside me, frowning slightly as he surveyed me.

  "What have ye been doing, Sassenach?"

  My heart was still stuck in my throat, choking me, but I forced out what I hoped were a few nonchalant words.

  "Nothing. I mean, looking at the horses-horse. The mare. She has a new foal."

  "Aye, I know," he said, looking at me oddly.

  "Did you find Ninian? What did he have to say?" I groped behind my head, tidying my hair and taking the opportunity to turn away a little, to avoid his eye.

  4'He says it's true-though I hadna doubted it. There are more than a thousand men, camped near Salisbury. And more joining them each day, he says. The auld mumper is pleased about it!" He frowned, drumming the two stiff fingers of his right hand lightly against his leg, and I realized that he was rather worried.

  Not without cause. Putting aside the threat of conflict itself, it was spring. Only the fact that River Run was in the piedmont had allowed us to come to Jocasta's wedding; down here, the woods were cloudy with blossom and crocuses popped through the earth like orange and purple dragon's-teeth, but the mountains were still cloaked in snow, the tree branches sporting swollen buds. In two weeks or so, those buds would burst, and it would be time for the spring planting on Fraser's Ridge.

  True, Jamie had provided for such an emergency by finding old Arch Bug, but Arch could manage only so much by himself. And as for the tenants and homesteaders ... if the militia were raised again, the women would be left to do the
planting alone.

  "The men in this camp-they're men who've left their land, then?" Salisbury was in the piedmont, as well. It wasn't thinkable for working farmers to abandon their land at this time of year for the sake of protest against them government, no matter how annoyed they were.

  "Left it, or lost it," he said briefly. The frown deepened as he looked at me. "Have ye spoken wi' my aunt?"

  "Ali ... no," I said, feeling guilty. "Not yet. I was just going ... oh-you said there was another problem. What else has happened?"

  He made a sound like a hissing teakettle, which for him betokened rare impatience.

  "Christ, I'd nearly forgot her. One of the slave women's been poisoned, I think."

  "What? Who? How?" My hands dropped from my hair as I stared at him. "Why didn't you tell me?"

  "I am telling ye, am I not? Dinna fash yourself, she's in no danger. Only stinking drunk." He twitched his shoulders irritably. "The only difficulty is that perhaps it wasna her that was meant to be poisoned. I've sent Roger Mac and Brianna to look, and they've not come back to say anyone's dead, so maybe not."

  "Maybe not?" I rubbed the bridge of my nose, distracted from the extant worries by this new development. "I grant you, alcohol is poisonous, not that

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  anyone seems ever to realize it, but there's a difference between being drunk and being deliberately poisoned. What do you mean-"

  "Sassenach," he interrupted.

  "What?" n doing?" he burst out. "What in the name o' God have ye bee

  I stared at him in bewilderment. His face had been growing redder as we talked, though I had supposed it to be only frustration and worry over Ninian, and the Regulators. It dawned on me, catching a dangerous blue glint in his eye, that there was something rather more personal about his attitude. I tilted my head to one side, giving him a wary look.

  "What do you mean, what have I been doing?"

  His lips pressed tight together, and he didn't answer. Instead, he extended a forefinger and touched it, very delicately, beside my mouth. He turned his hand over then, and presented me with a small dark object clinging to the tip of his finger-Phillip Wylie's star-shaped black beauty mark.

  "Oh." I felt a distinct buzzing in my ears. "That. Er . . ." My head felt light, and small spots-all shaped like black stars-danced before my eyes.

  "Yes, that," he snapped. "Christ, woman! I'm deviled to death wi' Duncan's havers and Ninian's pranks-and why did ye not tell me he'd been fighting wi' Barlow?" t as a fight," I said, struggling to regain a sense of

  "I'd scarcely describe i Id put a stop to it since you were nowhere coolness. "Besides, Major MacDona

  to be found. And if you want to be told things, the Major wants-"

  "I ken what he wants." He dismissed the Major with a curt flick of his hand. "Aye, I'm up to my ears in Majors and Regulators and drunken maid- servants, and you're out in the stable, canoodling wi' that fop I"

  I felt the blood rising behind my eyes, and curled my fists, in order to control the impulse to slap him.

  "I was not 4canoodling' in the slightest degree, and you know itl The beastly little twerp made a pass at me, that's all."

  "A pass? Made love to ye, ye means Aye, I can see that!" "He did not!"

  "Oh, aye? Ye asked him to let ye try his bawbee on for luck, then?" He waggled the finger with the black patch under my nose, and I slapped it away, recalling a moment too late that "make love to" merely meant to engage in amorous flirtation, rather than fornication. kissed me, Probably for a "I mean," I said, through clenched teeth, 44that he

  joke. I'm old enough to be his mother, for God's sake!"

  "More like his grandmother," Jamie said brutally. "Kissed ye, forbye-whY in hell did ye encourage him, Sassenach?" eing called My mouth dropped open in outrage-insulted as much at b

  Phillip Wylie's grandmother as at the accusation of having encouraged him. "Encourage him? Why, you bloody idiot! You know perfectly well I didn't encourage him!" . there with him' Have ye no shame? With

  "Your own daughter saw ye go in to call the man out, as all else there is to