by Tiana Laveen
“You’re pretty,” he said softly.
“Thank you, Aaron. And you’re handsome,” Mia smiled, wiping her newest tear away. He looked over at the television then quickly turned away before standing up and clearing the dinner remains. Mia stood up and helped him. He looked at her as she bent over. He could see her breasts as she moved to and fro, picking up napkins.
“They look like two moons,” he thought to himself. “I bet they’re soft.” He licked his lips, watching them swing as she continued to gather trash and leftovers. He turned away, took the trash from her hand, and proceeded to walk to the kitchen. Mia felt her insides blushing. She smiled as the butterflies in her stomach took flight. Aaron returned and picked up the box of chocolates from the floor.
“These are for you,” he said, handing them to her.
“Oh, thank you, Aaron. I love chocolate.” Mia smiled as she pet the large, golden bow on the front of the box.
“I know. You told me in your letters.” He then handed her the card and flowers.
“These are so pretty, Aaron. Thank you so much.” Mia laid the flowers down then opened the card and read it.
Melissa,
These flowers and this card are for you. I care for you very much. I hope that when I’m released, you’ll be waiting for me.
Love,
Aaron
Aaron stuffed his hands in his pockets as he watched her read it. Mia set the card down on the dresser. She reached for Aaron’s hand. He pulled back.
“Are you afraid to touch me?” she asked quietly. “It doesn’t come off. It’s not a disease.” He took a step towards her, hesitated, then grabbed her around the waist, pulling her so tightly against him she almost lost her breath. She looked down at his forearms. The Nazi symbols were teasing her, taunting her with their nastiness right before her brown face. They were mocking her, talking about her, and whispering her demise. She smelled his natural scent mixed with harsh prison soap that smelled of almond and balsam fir. Aaron lowered her onto the bed and lifted up her nightgown. His breathing was loud and labored. His hands were calloused and bulky. He rubbed them all along her legs and thighs with urgency. His heart rate accelerated as he took her in.
“She feels so smooth and soft,” he thought to himself. He hadn’t had the pleasure of caressing thighs in so long. He took special notice of her, making comparisons in his mind.
“Aaron, kiss me!” Mia demanded, sitting up on her elbows and looking into his eyes. He looked at her lips, then slowly descended towards her face. He brushed her lips with his, closing his mouth around hers before plunging his tongue inside.
He moaned loudly, accepting the pleasure of the moment as he moved his tongue in circles, dipping in and out and flicking her lips playfully. Aaron’s hands went back to her legs, lifting her nightgown up. He exposed her panties. He stopped kissing her and looked down at her underwear. He pushed his large fingers roughly into them, rubbing against her nature. He felt her slick over his thumb and fingertips, then drench him as he plucked her like a guitar. Mia gasped, grabbing a hold of his neck as she grinded on his hand. He looked deeply into her eyes and kissed her again.
“Make love to me, please,” Mia begged as she slid her nightgown the rest of the way off.
Aaron looked at her globe-like breasts. His erection sprung further. He stood up and quickly unzipped his pants. Mia slid her panties off, opening her thighs to allow him to see her glory.
Aaron looked as her lower lips parted. He bit his bottom lip, almost making it bleed as his heart thumped in reaction to her pink entrance, dripping with cream. His breathing became sporadic and labored as his heart rate skyrocketed. He proceeded to take his jeans off and set them aside. He slid his boxers down exposing one of the largest penises Mia had ever laid eyes on.
“My God,” she thought as she licked her lips seductively. His cock throbbed, rising away from his leg as his excitement grew.
Mia surveyed his body. She reached out and touched him.
His chiseled stomach was rock solid with an 8-pack of pure perfection. His thick pubic hair sprawled under his navel. It was soft to the touch. He covered her, his body lovingly consuming hers. Mia felt like she was going to lose her breath. He kept his weight off her but was so physically intimidating, she couldn’t stop from hyperventilating as he straddled her. He suddenly got up, opened the blinds a bit, then turned off the television. A little light shone inside, but not enough for anyone to see into their room. He walked back over to Mia and laid next to her in the bed.
“Mia,” Aaron said as he caressed his penis with one hand and her hair with the other.
“Yes,” she answered, touching his face.
“If we do this, there’s no turnin’ back.” He looked at her, touching her lips with his thumb.
“I can’t risk everything for you if you’re not gonna wait. If we’re together, your life isn’t gonna be the same. This isn’t an overnight process. I’ll have to cut a lot of ties and take many steps to keep us both safe. Please don’t play games with me anymore,” Aaron’s eyes pleaded.
For the first time, she saw the vulnerability in him.
“Aaron, I promise I’ll wait for you. I promise there’ll be no more lies.” Mia reached up and kissed him. He pulled her closer to him, devouring her mouth with his. He roughly rubbed her breasts, then changed to soft caresses. He briskly took her into his arms, swooping her up from the bed, and pressed her back up against the wall. She wrapped her legs around his narrow waist tightly.
“Yes!” Mia pleaded. “Do it! Please! I’ve waited so long!”
She felt like a drug addict that could see their next hit on the table, but was forced to wait. Aaron looked at her, holding her closely. He knew the next step would seal his fate forever.
“God help me,” he yelled as entered her harshly. He thrust upward inside her, filling her with no room to spare. He grunted loudly as he pushed relentlessly, looking deep into her eyes as she slid up and down the wall with each of his powerful thrusts.
Mia softly swooned, her eyes rolling to the back of her head.
She felt complete. He felt so right inside her. He was her missing piece.
“Ahhh, Jesus,” he grunted. “There’s – no – turnin’ – back,”
he moaned loudly as she bathed him with her moistness. She held him tightly around his neck.
“I know. This is what I want. This is what I need!” she kissed him, never wanting to let him go. They looked at each other intensely as he continued to plunge deep inside. Aaron suddenly looked away. He buried his face between her breasts, grunting, twisting his hips, and contorting. His hot semen shot inside her, flowing upward, then slowly descending as it lubricated her insides with its quintessence. He carried her quietly to the bed, laying her down neatly, as if she was a porcelain doll. He breathed heavily, sweat covering his body.
“They said there are condoms in here. I forgot, sorry.” He opened the dresser drawer and pulled out the bag.
“I don’t have anything. You can check my records at the prison,” he added as he looked at the various prophylactics.
“I take birth control to regulate my period.”
“OK,” Aaron said as he selected a gold-wrapped condom from the bag.
“Just in case, with everything we’re about to go through, we don’t need a baby right now.” Aaron slid the condom on. He gently opened her thighs and pushed inside her again. He grunted and moaned with each sweet, slow stroke.
“Sweetness,” he gurgled, holding her hips close to him. She remembered him calling her that several times during past phone conversations. It made her warm inside. Mia moved in unison with him, not getting enough. She never wanted it to end.
“Harder,” she pleaded, “harder.” She pushed her hands into his ass. Aaron moved faster and harder at her request. Mia moaned out as he beat up her nature. The thickness of his member felt like a small log. She could feel herself gaping open, stretched, her nerve endings pulsating.
“Mmm, it fe
els so good!” Mia exclaimed. Aaron sucked her nipples as he continued to ride her. The bed squeaked with each thrust. Mia gripped his shoulders as she detonated. Her orgasm made her whole body spasm. She yelled out, toes curled as her legs wrapped tightly around his waist. She moaned light, feminine, airy whimpers while holding him, her eyes opening and closing. Aaron relished in her delight. He loved that she was enjoying how he made her feel. Her verbal cues turned him on –
so sexy – so sensual. He took notice of her, exploring her with his eyes and hands.
“She’s just – a woman,” he thought to himself. “She’s like every other woman you’ve screwed over the years only – you love her.”
“Can I get on top?” Mia asked softly. Aaron quickly laid on his back to accommodate. He watched eagerly as she put her soft lips on his shaft. She licked up and down, teasing his cock with her oral skills. He sighed and moaned, breathing deeply.
Mia sucked on his dome, trying desperately to fit more into her mouth. Aaron smiled as he watched her vain attempts. Mia used her hand to pleasure what she was unable to with her mouth. He moaned loudly as she increased her speed. He exhaled and watched as she released him and sat on his lap. Aaron laid on his back further, helping her slide down his shaft.
“Are you OK?” he asked as he held her waist and slowly pushed in and out of her.
“Yes, you’re just so big. I love it,” Mia squealed, “and you know how to work it, too.
Perfect.” She let the nasty words drip off her tongue, seeing in Aaron’s eyes that he was turned on by her surprising display of openness. Aaron held her ass with his massive hands, rocking her back and forth as he dipped in and out. Mia attempted to slide down more, but the pain-mixed pleasure slowed her descent. Aaron, little by little, pushed further inside, making her gasp as he pulled on her hips, causing her to consume every inch of his enormous member.
She whimpered, the pleasure rumbling through her stomach as her tunnel finally accepted him completely. He licked his lips as he continued to move up and down, slowly, gently. He looked into her eyes contemplatively. Mia leaned down and playfully sucked his nipples. She reached behind her, in between his legs, and rubbed his testicles. He moaned, thrusting faster, causing her to gasp once more.
“Yeah, rub my balls,” Aaron panted as he approached the climax. Mia moved faster, grinding her essence into his groin until he couldn’t hold back anymore. Aaron grabbed her waist tightly, yelling out as he came in blissful waves. Mia stirred on top of him, slowing down as she felt his last pump. She leisurely lifted herself away and laid next to him while he rolled the condom off of his slick cock, tossing it into the nearby trashcan.
Gathering the sheets around her, he stood up, stretched, and stumbled to the shower. Mia followed behind, smiling from ear to ear. Aaron turned and looked at her.
“You’re like a naughty, little angel, you know that?” he smiled. “So you enjoyed yourself I take it?” he asked, smirking as he turned on the water in the diminutive shower stall.
“There’s no secret government agency or Nazi sting operation gettin’ ready to bust in here, confront me with video footage, and kill me, right?” Aaron asked, half joking.
“Of course not! And yes, it was everything I anticipated and more. Your dick’s huge. What a bonus.” Mia smiled licking her lips, bouncing up and down in excitement, causing her breasts to jiggle. Aaron looked at them shake and reached down to touch one. He gently ran his fingers across it, then cupped it before putting his warm mouth on the nipple and sucking feverishly.
Mia moaned, holding his head to her chest as she felt that tingle down her spine once more. He rubbed the tip of his cock along her lower lips, teasing her as he switched to the other breast.
Aaron pulled away, ran into the bedroom, and returned with a new condom over his member.
Taking her hand, he guided her into the shower with him. He looked at her intensely as he slowly backed her into the corner of the shower stall. He bent his legs, anchoring the tip of his penis at the entrance of her love before hoisting himself slowly upward inside as they embraced one another tightly. The water ran over his back as their slow moans created lyrics to the aquatic beat. Mia looked up at Aaron as his head flopped back, his mouth agape, sighing and moaning as he made sweet love to her. She delighted in watching his orgasm make his back stiff as his legs tremored. He slowly removed himself from her and tossed the condom in the bathroom wastebasket. They bathed, washing each other’s backs, kissing every so often. They spoke few words. After drying off, Aaron went into the kitchen and poured a glass of water.
He stood there with his towel wrapped around his waist, his thoughts racing. Mia walked in, her towel wrapped around her breasts to the top of her thighs.
“Mia, I need to talk to you,” he said as he pointed to the table.
She sat down, fearing the worse. He had become so quiet in the shower, she was sure that something was about to go awry.
“Like I told you, this is it. We’re in this together now.
There’s no erasin’ what happened. I’m gonna need you to not tell anyone about this right now. You can’t tell anyone that we’re together, that you’re waitin’ for me, that we’re in love –
nothin’. It’s for our safety. Do you understand?” Aaron’s voice trembled. Mia shook her head.
“Yes. Yes, I understand.”
“Anyone that you told anything to prior to tonight, tell ’em that it didn’t work out, and we’re not together. Do you understand?” he demanded.
“Yes, Aaron, I understand.” Mia’s eyes watered.
“Why are you cryin’?” he asked, putting his hand on his hip in confusion and annoyance.
“You just – seem so angry with me. I’m sorry I lied to you,”
Mia sobbed.
“Mia, we’re way past that. You’re Black. I get it. I still love you. I still wanna be with you even though a part of me can’t believe I’m doin’ this. Everything happens for a reason. This is almost like a joke on me from God, but it was what I needed to wake up.” Aaron looked at her and rubbed her cheek.
“OK, look Mia, besides our races, we’re opposite in some other ways too. I hate Classical music, and I don’t like church.
More importantly, I’m not an outwardly emotional person as you know. You on the other hand, are very sensitive. I’m not tryin’ to hurt you, OK? I’m just tryin’ to keep us both safe.
Sometimes the way I say things may seem harsh, but that’s how I speak. I’m tryin’ to make sure nothin’ goes down at your job, and I’m tryin’ to keep my ass alive until I get outta prison. I have three more months to go. I need to make it out in one piece.
If they find out I had a conjugal visit with a Black woman, I’ll be in serious trouble. If the wrong guard even finds out, he could use it against me and have me doin’ all sorts of things. This is serious business. One false move, and that’s it. I can’t protect myself the way I can out on the street. There are too many different factions, gangs, and sects in there, and they all follow their allegiance. If someone’s payin’ enough, they can switch up on you. Even the guards can be paid off. They’re the most corrupt. Dr. Owen probably paid special attention to make sure that none of that happened tonight, but you can never be too careful. There’s no tellin’ what someone may have seen or heard.
Now listen, you have to remember everything I’m saying to you right now.” Aaron took a gulp of his water and reached across the table, taking Mia’s hand.
“I have some money in a bank account that no one knows about.” He lit a cigarette and blew smoke out the side of his mouth.
“If anything happens to me, give seventy-five percent of that money to my daughter. You do that by not givin’ it to her mother. She’ll just spend it on herself. Open up an account for my daughter so that when she turns eighteen, she can have it. I want you to take the other twenty-five percent, get outta town, and start over somewhere else.”
“Aaron, please don’t speak this way. We have to stay pos
itive.”
“Mia, let me finish,” Aaron interrupted. “I have a house in Vermont. You can either move there or sell it. It’s not big, but it’s nice, and there’s a lot of land. I also have a car there that you can have. I trust no one, so no one knows about any of this except for you. If some of these people find out I have these things, they’ll try to take ’em, so say nothin’ to no one. One more thing – I’ve killed two people.” He puffed on his cigarette nonchalantly. Mia gasped, covering her lips with her fingertips.
“I’m tellin’ you this because we need to lay our cards on the table. Listen to me, Mia, I killed two people in self defense, and this Troy Washington case was due to somethin’ else. I murdered Tom Hanson and Greg Jones. These two men set me up four years ago to be robbed and killed. They were ex-communicated Skinheads. I shot ’em before they shot me. They chased me and pulled their guns out. I had to do it. Apparently I was also bein’ tested. I have two tattoos for their murders because I passed the test. The court and my sect believe I tried to kill Troy because of what he did to me in the past. That’s only part of the story. Yeah, when I saw him I became very angry, but not enough to snuff him out. Troy tried to blackmail me. He said if I didn’t give him $20,000, he’d kill my daughter. That’s why I attacked him. The only reason he’s still alive is because his friends came over and got me off him and thankfully, because if he would’ve died, I would’ve been goin’ home no time soon. I’m not a cold-blooded killer, Mia. I need you to know that. I don’t just go around jumpin’ on people.” He scooted his chair right up to hers.
“Everything I’ve done that caused someone physical harm was done for my own survival or when I was drunk. I don’t drink anymore, and I never will. It’s important that you believe me.” He squeezed her hand. Mia nodded, trembling and frightened. Aaron leaned in close to her, holding the sides of her face with his hands as he looked at her.
