by WEST, T. J.
Jason comes back over to me, yet stands a couple feet away. He matches me by crossing his arms, but in a sexy, rocker way. He hangs his head low, possibly not wanting to look me in the eye. I bet he knows what I’m going to say. Taking a few steps closer to him, I ask, “I’m not judging or criticizing but…why don’t you have anything in here?”
“Don’t need anything.” He looks up at me and shrugs. “Got a bed to sleep in…it’s enough.”
I don’t buy his reasons and I can’t hold out any longer. Quickly, I wrap my arms around him hoping he’ll do the same in return. “Oh Jason…this makes me so sad,” I tell him. “Did something happen to you to make you believe you’re not worthy of anything?”
He forces away from my embrace and looks angry as hell. “The hell you talkin’ about?”
No matter how angry I believe I’m going to make him, I need to keep this going. Spreading my arms out like their wings, I say, “There’s no warmth in here.”
“Just turned the heater on,” he gruffly replies.
He’s not getting it. This apartment is a horrible place to live in. “No…that’s not what I mean. Warmth as in: new paint, furniture, a rug, pictures.”
Crossing his arms again, he closes his eyes and exhales. “Fuck…knew I shouldn’t have brought you up here. It’s how I live, like it or not.”
“Why do you live like this? Tell me.”
Without hesitance, he grabs my arm and begins walking us to the front door. “Time to take you home.”
“Jason–”
“Takin’ you home now, Peta,” he raises his voice.
Yanking myself from his grasp, I come to a halt. “No, please,” I plead with him.
Spinning around with a blaze of fury in his eyes, he shouts at me, causing me to flinch. “What the fuck do you want from me, huh? Didn’t bring you up here so you can fucking pity me. I live like this because I want to. I’ve got money, but that doesn’t mean it makes my life any better. Once someone tells you over and over again you’re trash, you believe it. This is me.” He punches his chest with his fist. “Trash and unworthy for anyone, especially you.”
Tears flow down my cheeks. “I’m so sorry,” I whisper, shaking my head.
He brings me into his arms, caressing my hair. “Stop cryin’ for me, baby. I’m good.”
I don’t believe a word of it. Looking up into his eyes, I express my deepest feelings for him. “No, you’re not. I’m crying because…you’re so worth every tear coming down my cheeks.”
Cupping my face in his hands, Jason says, “You have any idea how fucked up this is? You’re cryin’ for the wrong man.”
I shake my head. “I don’t believe I am. So let me show you…” With an intense and desirable need, I kiss the ever-loving mind out of him. His strong arms tighten around my back as my hands melt in his spiked hair. Our tongues dance, and our hearts beat erratically against the other, it’s an almost unbearable feeling. I need and want him so much. It’s been too long since we’ve been together.
As our lips slowly part, Jason softly says, “Should really take you home.”
“But you don’t want to,” I whisper against his lips.
He pulls slightly back and kisses my forehead. “You’re right…I don’t.” Taking my hand, he guides me to his bedroom.
One big amazing king size bed is the focal point when I walk in. It’s not something I had expected to see. It’s neatly made up in this creepy yet awesome comforter. It has a massive white skull in the middle and enormous red roses on each side of it, all on a black background. The pillows have the same design. I must say, this look is so Jason and it’s calling for me to lay my body on it so I can rock my drummer out of this world.
NO MATTER HOW MAD I wanna be with Peta, there’s just no denying the fact we’re connected in some way that’s unexplainable. She brings out the madness in me, making me feel things that have been buried for far too long. Not sure how to deal with it, or if I ever wanna deal with it. The more she pushes me to talk about my past, the more I have the urge to push her away. But I can’t, for the life of me, get rid of my feelings I have for her. I want her too much and need her more than I’ve ever needed anyone. And right now, I need to fuck her.
Without missing a beat, Peta’s sultry green eyes never leave mine as she drops her purse on the floor and begins lifting her short dress over her head. Slowly and so fucking seductive, she makes this little tease of hers a dream come true for me. Just like all those months ago, she doesn’t shy away from showing off her amazing body. I wanna touch her so badly, but her strip tease is heart stoppingly beautiful. I’d sever my right arm just to watch her undress over and over again. Once the dress is off her body, the only items left are her nude lace thong, nude strapless bra and her jewelry. Oh yeah, and her red heels. Fucking perfect. I take in her beauty as she stands there undoing the bun on the side her head. It falls down around her tits like a blanket of red tulle. She shakes it out, allowing it to go crazy messy, which I fucking love. I’ve never seen such a perfect goddess before.
There aren’t any words that can express what she’s doing to me right now. Instead I show her by lifting her up. Her legs immediately wrap around my waist while my hands go directly to her ass. I kiss her, deep and hard. Sucking and pulling on her bottom lip does wonder to my dick. It’s so stiff and aching for release, the front of my jeans are too fucking tight. I need to get rid of them. But before I let my junk out, I walk her to my bed and lay her down in the middle, never disconnecting from her plump lips. Her hands rub up and down my back and the backs of her heels dig into my ass. It’s almost too painful, but I like it that way. I want to feel every God given pain and pleasure handed to me on a silver platter. My mouth travels down to her pulsating neck. I breathe in the perfume she has on and lick all the way down to the tops of her tits peeking out from her demi-cup bra. Her breathing escalates and her fingernails scratch my back with every move I make. At a quick glance, I see her head thrown back, eyes shut and her tongue licking her lips. She’s fucking gorgeous.
In an abrupt move, I lift myself off her body. She gasps from my sudden departure, and her head pops up with a disappointed look. Lying there displayed in all her glory, for my eyes only is not something to take for granted. She’s every man’s dream, and she’s all mine. Unlike six months ago, I’m going to take in this moment as long as possible. She’s the most beautiful creature who has this crazy idea I’m the man she wants. I’ll never agree, but for now I’m taking full advantage and will give her what we both need.
Bringing my hand to the back of my shirt, I take it off in one swift move. Peta lifts herself up onto her elbows and intently watches me undo the button and fly of my jeans. I love the way she’s looking at me. No other woman has gotten a chance at watching me undress. It’s such a turn on and it only makes me go that much faster trying to get all my fucking clothes off. The shoes go first before I slide down my jeans. Still eyeing me, Peta lifts herself up onto her knees, reaches from behind and unclasps her bra. It falls to the bed. In front of me are a perfect set of tits. My mouth instantly waters. I’ve got to get on those big dark pink nipples before I completely lose it. In a flash, my dick is sprung free from my briefs and I’m on top of those babies in no time. I’m in between her legs, with my hands on each side of her tits, smooshing them together as I suck and bite each nipple. Peta’s hands go into my hair, pulling at the strands and moaning in pleasure. That’s all I want to do…pleasure my princess.
While taking my time on her tits, I move over on the side of her and dip my hand inside the front of her panties. Lower and lower, my two fingers find that hot, wet pool of goodness. Peta sucks in a deep breath when I enter them inside her pussy. Lifting my mouth from her nipple, I watch her expression. Her eyes are looking directly into mine and a small whine escapes her pouty mouth. She’s so fucking alluring and captivating, I’m loving this more than I could possibly imagine. My dick is pressed up against her thigh, hard as can be, as I move my fingers around inside h
er, causing her to throw her head back. Time to take off these panties of hers. With a quick kiss to her lips, I grab the edge of her soaked panties and rip them off in a snap. She yelps, either from the pain of being ripped from her body, or the zest of my action. Either way, it was a sight to see and hear.
My fingers splay across her pierced belly, softly gliding them back down in between her legs. I dip two fingers inside, relishing the heat I’m experiencing. She’s on fire for me and more than ready for a little tongue action. Climbing over her, I slink my way down until my face is at her most prized possession. One swift lick and my eardrums explode from the scream she just produced. It makes my aching dick jump out of control. I’ve always been good in bed, but with Peta she only makes me that much better. I don’t remember her tasting this good the night we first slept together. Being drunk made me lose all of my senses. But not now. Nothing can take me away from remembering her amazing, sweet taste. Her aroma is out of this world. God damn she’s fucking delicious. Her body rocks against my tongue, I barely have to do any work. My hands wrap around her thighs as I continue to eat her out. Looking up, I find her squeezing her glorious tits together and once again, gazing deep into my eyes. She sure loves to watch as I play. Pulling on her clit with my teeth, she screams out, “Holy shit, yes!” This only makes me wanna play even harder. While pulling and sucking on her fine pussy, I slip in a finger and move in a motion, inside and out, over and over again until she orgasms on my face. Her legs are convulsive from the after effects, but she doesn’t get a chance to slow down until I’ve had my fill.
Without warning, I flip her over onto her stomach and spank her fleshy ass, causing her to lightly scream. I can tell she loves a little spanking. I’ve got more in store if she wants it. My hand sweeps underneath her belly, lifting her up onto her knees until her ass is on display just for me. She looks at me from over her shoulder, with a devious smirk on her face. While I begin stroking my bulging cock, I smack her ass once more watching the redness appear before me. It’s fucking beautiful.
“God, this ass,” I grit through my teeth. “You have no idea how much I’ve dreamt of fucking it.”
“Oh you have, have you?” she says in a very hot, breathy voice. God damn, can this woman get any sexier?
“Hell yes.” I continue stroking myself. Her thighs are dripping wet from her orgasm, so I take some of her glistening come, and begin gliding it over her asshole. Fuck…how I want to be inside this ass.
“Okay,” she whispers in a whine.
Her answer shocks the hell outta me. I’m not sure I heard her correctly. “Say again?”
Still looking at me from over her shoulder, she says, “Yes. I want what you want. Anything.”
Holy Hell. “You ever done it before?” I ask, still in shock.
“One time, yes. But it was years ago.”
I look up toward the ceiling, not quite believing what I’m hearing. “You’re gonna make me explode before I’m even in, baby. You serious?”
Looking back into her pleading eyes, Peta nods her head and smiles. “Please.”
No holding back. I swiftly move to my nightstand and take out a bottle of lube and a condom. My cock is hurtin’ like a bitch right now. It knows what’s comin’ and it can’t fucking wait. First, I sheathe myself and then open the bottle of gel, squeezing a good amount onto my hand. Even though the condom is lubed, I stroke some gel around my cock anyway and then put a splurge of gel on Peta’s fine asshole. The coldness from the gel makes her squeal, which only makes me that much more impatient. Pushing Peta a little further ways up toward the pillows, I get both of my knees back on the bed, memorizing her pink ass for a lifetime. From down here, I can hear her heavily breathing. I can tell she’s nervous, but I have a feeling she’s excited too. Rubbing in the gel slowly, I take my pinky finger and gently stick it inside, all the while still stroking myself. Her ass is so fucking hot inside. Wow. My dick is going to be in heaven after it gets its fill. Hearing her make these insane sexy noises, I know she’s ready. So as gently as I can, I take my dick and slowly enter her small, enticing ass. Grabbing her thigh, I push a little deeper and almost explode before I even make it to the end. I stop, allowing Peta to get used to the feeling.
“Feel okay?” I ask, clenching my teeth and on the verge of coming.
“Yes. Keep going,” she replies and sounds out of breath.
So I continue to push deeper and deeper. “Holy shit….feels so fucking good, Fireball. So fucking tight,” I shout. This feeling…there’s nothing like it. Nothing at all. What Peta doesn’t know is it’s been almost ten years since I felt inside anyone’s ass. It’s an overwhelming pleasure. As I move in and out of her, the sweat from my back drips down inside the crack of my ass. My cock is workin’ like a champ! Now that Peta and I have found our rhythm, there’s no holding back.
Each time I pound into her, her ass cheeks hit my gut making the most amazing sound ever heard. I take her by the hips, spanking her ass and making my mark until I hear her yell out, “Oh Jason, I’m coming…hard!”
Music to my ears. “There ya go, baby…come for me. Let me hear you scream,” I tell her as I continue clenching my teeth together. Fucking hell, I’m about ready to rupture. Once she screams out my name, I lose any control I had and come hard like a raging bull. Oh, hell yes. Peta’s legs give way, and I tumble on top of her, dick still intact.
“Phenomenal,” I say in a raspy voice. Gently, I pull out and roll over to my side; my leg entwines with hers, and my hand glides along her sweaty back. After catching my breath I ask, “You okay? Didn’t hurt you, did I?”
She blows a piece of hair away from her face. “No. I’m better than okay.” She smiles with a drunken look of satisfaction. “I’m gonna go clean up.” She plants a small kiss on my lips and then slowly gets up from the bed, grabs my t-shirt from the floor and walks toward the bathroom with a stride of tiredness. Her ass is still pink from my spanking. It has me smiling like a fucking fool. Who knew a pink ass with my handprint on it could get me to smile.
Rolling onto my back, I take a deep breath and regain my strength. Tonight has worn me the fuck out. I take the condom off, tie the end of it, and throw in the waste basket next to my bed. While Peta’s cleaning up, I get out a pack of cigarettes and light one up. Leaning my back up against my pillow, I close my eyes and relax with a good smoke. Sex with Peta…in the ass. Shit. So fucking good. Maybe I can do this whole relationship thing after all? Only time will tell.
While I’m still smoking, Peta comes back out wearing my t-shirt. Talk about smoking. Her body covered in my shirt…fucking hell, she’s on fire. My dick springs back to life. Before she even gets the chance to climb inside the covers, I quickly put out the smoke and pull her onto the bed, covering her body with mine. As I roughly kiss her, my fingers travel to the hem of the shirt, pulling it up to uncover her tits. I pinch her protruding nipple all the while spreading her legs with my knee. My cock needs her pussy this time. Peta doesn’t disappoint. Her nails glide along my ass as she allows me to fuck her again. Guiding my dick inside her heat, she bites my bottom lip and digs her nails deeper into my skin. Her legs tightly wrap around my waist, but this time no red heels, so all I feel is the pressure of her feet.
We move slowly and so perfectly well together. I can’t picture being with anyone else…ever again. My mouth glides down to her neck. I kiss, then lick her salty skin, feeling her pulse beating on my tongue. Her breathing escalates and she begins moving faster under me, so I quicken my move as well until I feel my insides build into another extreme orgasm. Lifting up onto my forearms, I gaze into Peta’s heated green eyes as we both move in sync. My balls slap against her pussy and her tits jiggle underneath me, with the tips of her nipples touching my chest. It’s going to be a long and hard explosion. Squeezing my eyes shut, I bury my face into her neck and growl out my orgasm. Following right after me, she screams out some good ole sweet profanity.
Rolling off from her, I realize I forgot a condom. I’m su
ch a dumbfuck to forget, but like getting drunk after five or six shots of whiskey, I couldn’t help myself. And then I think to myself, what it in the hell was this? Making love? How would I even know if I’ve never done it before. It was so fucking intense. Seriously, though, if it’s always going to be this way with Peta, I can’t wait to do it again.
Peta moves onto her side and scoots into me and lays her head on my chest. Our arms instantly wrap around each other. The heat from her breath lands on my chest. “Next time, I’m gonna tie your hands and ankles up with red ribbon,” I promise, kissing the top her head.
“Oh, so you’re into BDSM, huh?” she replies, circling her finger around my nipple. My body breaks out in goosebumps from her simple petting.
“Not exactly, but I wanna show you what I love and who I am, baby. You up for it?”
She props her chin up onto my chest to look at me. “There’s nothing with belts involved, is there?” She grins.
I play with her hair, smoothing out the wild strands. “No belts. Just wanna make you feel good.” Settling my arm behind the back of my head.
“Hmmm…so we’re talking rope, floggers and spanking?”
Her sassy question makes me chuckle. “Nothin’ with floggers. But rope and spanking for sure.” I smack her ass, an action I’ll never get tired of doing. The noises that come out of her mouth make my dick twitch. Unfortunately I’m way too tired to give my boy another go round.
“You’re a naughty boy, Poker Face.” She laughs.
“You know it, baby.” I laugh along with her. Damn, when’s the last time I had a good laugh? Crazy. Moments later, sleep calls for me when I start to yawn. “Exhausted…you wanna stay with me tonight?”
“Yes.” Good, because morning can’t come fast enough. Just thinking about fucking her again, and maybe this time in the shower, is getting me excited.
Pulling back the covers, we crawl inside and settle on our sides, in each other’s arms. After placing a kiss on her forehead, I tell her, “Get some sleep, Fireball.”
