Syn: Sex Is Syn, Love Is Pain

by J Peach

  I kissed his chin. “What would make you feel good?” My fingers moved along his chest as my lips moved along his jawline.

  “If you told me who did this to you. I need you to tell me that.”

  His reply wasn’t what I expected. My mind had immediately gone to sex, I thought he was talking about fucking me because Parker hadn’t tried to have sex with me at all those past few days.

  I thought about what he was asking of me and a sigh left my mouth. I decided to tell him. I wasn't going to mention that Leon brought them up to my school to jump me, I wanted to wait until I talked to Jerron about his brother. I did know that if Leon tried anything else, I wasn't going to keep quiet about it. And whatever happened to him after that would be his own fault.

  “It was Leon's girl and two of her friends. Remember when we ran into each other at King’s party?” I asked and he hummed in remembrance. “Well, earlier that day me and her had gotten into a fight or whatever. To me it was done and over with. Well, at least I thought it was because I hadn't slept with Leon after that. But I guess she thought I was still messing around with him. I don't know why the hell she thought that, though,” I shrugged.

  Parker sat up and removed my arms from his body. He then got up out of the bed. “That's because he told her y'all was still fucking around.”

  My eyes squinted and I looked at him with confusion. “N'all, he wouldn't do that,” I tried to play dumb. “He wouldn't want her to think that.” I shook my head in disagreement. But Parker wasn't paying me any attention. He was too busy pulling on his clothes.

  “Bae, where you going?” I sat up on my legs, watching him.

  “I'm about to go have a talk with that nigga and his bitch.” He was calm as he talked. He grabbed his black Timbs and sat on the bed. “Give me his address,” Parker pulled on his boots.

  “Wait,” I got out of the bed and stood in front of him. “Parker, you're not going to their house.”

  His brow rose and he looked me up. “Says who?”

  My mouth opened and then closed. I thought I had been the one to tell him he couldn't go, but he quickly let me know otherwise. I could see on his face that he was going over there to find Leon with or without my help.

  I shut up and went to my closet. I grabbed my black sweats and pulled them on before I stepped into my black Forces. I took my black hoodie from the hanger and put it on.

  “Where you going?” Parker asked from behind me.

  “With you. If you're going over there, I'm riding. I wanna fuck that bitch up anyways. I hope her girls are there, too.” If any time was best to roll up on that bitch, it was now. I walked past him and went to my dresser. I grabbed my black brass knuckles and slid them into the pocket of my hoodie. I then went to my side of the bed and lifted my mattress. I grabbed my 9mm and my .380. Once I tucked them in the side of my pants, I looked back to Parker. “You ready?”

  His brows were furrowed as he stared at me. “I don't know if I should be turned on or scared right now.”

  My eyes rolled at him. “You could be both,” I told him as I reached into my nightstand drawer and grabbed my knife.

  “Yo, you a dangerous little mothafucka. Aye, for real, some of that shit gotda get moved away from the bed if I'mma be sleeping in this mothafucka with you. Hell n’all!” He looked so serious.

  I let out a small laugh. “You see where I live, I gotda be careful. Come on, let's go.” I had become excited to see Jennifer’s ass. I just hoped Leon wasn't at her house. I had planned to pop up on her ass once Parker left to go back home. But since he wanted to go to them, now was the perfect time.

  ***

  I pointed to the red house. “That's where she live,” I told Parker as I took off my seat belt. I was ready to jump out of the truck and go knock on her door, but he pulled off. “Where you going?” I looked at him with confusion.

  He didn't say anything as he drove down a few blocks. He came to a stop at an empty house with a for sale sign in the yard. Parker turned off the headlights and then backed into the driveway.

  “Parker, why you park here? She live like three blocks away.” I looked at him and then out of the window in the direction of her house. I hope he doesn’t think I’m about to walk all the way down there.

  “Syn, I couldn’t park in front of her house. If I kill that bitch, I can’t risk somebody seeing my truck and getting my plate number.” He shrugged before he opened his door.

  “Wait, Parker, hold on.” I grabbed the back of his shirt and pulled him back inside the truck.

  “What?”

  When Parker said kill he lost me. “We not killing her,” I told him. “They just jumped me. I don’t want the bitch dead. I only want to beat her ass so bad that she thinks twice before coming for me again. Parker, there isn’t an, if you kill her because you’re not going to kill her. Okay?” I explained to him.

  Parker laughed and nodded his head. “Let’s go.”

  I didn’t know why, but I had a bad feeling about bringing him all of a sudden. Maybe bringing him with me wasn’t such a good idea. I should’ve just gotten Missy and brought her along like I had originally planned.

  I pulled on my hood and got out of the truck. I walked to the end of the driveway where Parker stood. “We’re not going to kill her,” I mumbled to him.

  “Okay,” was all he said as he started to walk ahead of me. Parker soon stopped in front of me and turned around. “If yo ass don’t want to kill her, why you packin’?”

  I shrugged. “We don’t know what’s going to happen. So I’d rather be prepared for anything than to get caught off guard,” I explained before I pointed towards the alley on Jennifer’s street. “I’mma go knock on her door and I want you to come from the back. I don’t want her to see you just in case Leon’s there,” I whispered.

  “You sound like you done this before,” Parker stated.

  Again I shrugged before I walked around him. “No, never,” I said before I took off running.

  The adrenaline started pumping through my body as I jogged to Jennifer’s house. A relieved breath left my mouth when I didn’t see Leon’s car there. The only car in the driveway was Jennifer’s. A smile came to my lips as I pulled out my knife and started slashing her tires. After I cut the last one, I went to her front door. I opened the screen door and knocked.

  “Leon, here I come,” she panted from the other side of the door. “Shit, shit, shit!” She loudly cursed.

  I could hear her moving around inside the house. Oh, she was getting ready to leave. I was even happier we came now. Hopefully, I was done beating her ass before he got there.

  I was about to stomp her ass bad and leave her limp body on the floor for his ass. My excitement got the best of me and I knocked again, but harder.

  “I’m coming, dang. If you be good tonight I might give you your key back,” she was saying when she opened the door. Jennifer’s eyes landed on me and they grew wide before she tried to slam the door in my face.

  She wasn’t slamming shit on me, I forced myself in her house. She let the door go and tried to run, but I was on her ass. Quickly, I snatched Jennifer by her long weave ponytail and jerked her backwards hard. She fell on the ground and I kicked her ass in the face.

  “Bitch, you thought shit was sweet when yo ass jumped me? Bitch yo ass should’ve known better. Then you gon’ spit on me? Leon should’ve told yo ass to watch yo fuckin’ back. Bitch!” My foot came up and stomped hard on her face before I kicked her ass in the jaw. I moved back off her. “Get yo ass up.” When she pushed herself up on her hands and knees, I kicked her in the stomach before my foot booted her in the eye. “Get the fuck up and fight back, bitch!”

  Jennifer didn’t get up, instead she backed herself against the couch and balled up. “I’m done,” she cried.

  My head shook and I yanked her by her hair. “N’all, bitch, you ain’t. Yo ass was going hard when you had yo girls with you. Bitch, you spit on me!” That was one of the most disrespectful things you could do to a perso
n like me. And to spit in my face made me feel like I was dirt, the scum of the earth. I took my brass knuckles out of my pocket and slid them on my hands. “I said get the fuck up.” Whether she got up to fight back or not, I was still about to lay into her ass.

  Since she didn’t move, I grabbed her up. Jennifer quickly punched me hard in the face and tried to make a run for it. I could take a hit so what she did wasn’t enough to knock me down. I grabbed the back of her shirt and pulled her back to me. Then I two pieced her ass in the face.

  After those two hits she started to swing back. Her head went down and her arms began to swing wildly. I held her head down and kneed her in the face twice before I began to uppercut her ass. Once she fell to the floor, I got on top of her and let my fists go, pounding hard and fast into her face.

  “Yo, she done, Syn.” Parker picked me up off her. “She’s through, sweetheart.”

  “You stupid little bitch, yo ass better think twice before you try to jump somebody,” I panted out as I tried to kick her once more. But I was raised too high up away from her.

  Jennifer sat on the floor balled up and crying. I didn’t even feel sorry for her stupid ass.

  “Bitch, don’t cry now. Yo ass wasn’t crying when y’all bitches jumped me. Stupid bitch. Now call and tell Leon he just got yo ass beat,” I snapped at her. “Bae, I’m good, I promise,” I told Parker as I calmed myself down.

  Parker carried me out of the house and put me down so he could close the door behind us. “You straight now?” He stared down at me.

  I nodded my head. I felt so much better at that moment. Jennifer’s friends didn’t even matter anymore. I took all of my anger out on her ass so I was good. “Yeah, I feel better. Now I wanna go to sleep,” I laughed. “Come on.” I started running towards the truck, but I stopped when I noticed Parker wasn’t beside me.

  I looked behind me to see that he had stopped. I cussed under my breath as I saw Leon’s black Charger pull up in front of Jennifer’s house.

  I jogged back to Parker and grabbed his arm. “Bae, let’s go,” I pulled at his arm, but he shrugged me off of him.

  Without any type of warning, Parker pulled his gun from his hip and started shooting into Leon’s car. He blew out the passenger side window and quickly ran toward the car. Leon pulled off fast, causing his tires to screech loudly. Parker chased behind the car, blowing out the back window. Leon jumped the curve as he turned off the block.

  “Fuck!” Parker shouted as Leon got away. Parker took off running toward his truck. I was stuck for a second, not believing he had just started shooting recklessly. I took off after him, making it to his truck just as he started it up. I opened the door and he pointed his gun toward me. A loud scream left my mouth and I fell back, tripping over my feet.

  “Man, get yo ass up and get in the damn truck!” Parker snapped at me.

  I got off of the ground and hopped in the truck. Before I could even close my door all the way, he pulled off, going in the direction Leon went. When he didn’t know which way to go anymore, he hit the steering wheel. “Fuck! Where that nigga stay?” He looked over at me.

  I stared back at him like he was crazy. “Why the hell would you start shooting like that? What if someone saw us? What the fuck!” I couldn’t believe he just started shooting. I was freaking out. My eyes slid to the gun in his hand and I got mad. “Don’t you ever point yo damn gun at me again!” My hand shot out and I punched him hard in his arm.

  The truck came to a screeching halt at a stop sign. Parker turned to face me. The hard scowl his face stretched into scared me.

  Maybe I shouldn’t have hit him while he’s pissed off.

  “What the fuck I tell you about yo gotdamn hands? Huh? Hit me again.” He grabbed the front of my shirt and pulled me to his face.

  I opened my mouth to say something, but was cut off by a blaring horn behind us. Parker looked at the car behind us and instead of the person doing the logical thing and going around us, the ignorant fool continued to lay into the horn. I saw the muscles in Parkers jaw tighten. He pushed me back in my seat, opened his door, and got out.

  “Oh, my God. Please, pull off,” I mumbled to myself. “Parker, let’s just go, please.” Hell n’all, that nigga was crazy.

  This will be the first and last time I have him come with me.

  “Yo ass don’t see us talking? You either go the fuck around or stay there and wait until I’m fuckin’ done. I dare yo ass to blow that fuckin’ horn again, I’ll fuck that piece of shit up,” Parker snapped kicking the car and breaking the headlight.

  Whoever was in the car decided to be smart and finally threw their car in reverse, pulling off fast. Parker got back in the truck, slamming the door behind him. Then he pulled off. I looked over at him and rolled my eyes, but I didn’t say anything else. Hell, he wasn’t about to cuss my ass out again. And I damn sure didn’t want him to slap my ass.

  We were halfway to my house when he started to talk again. “What’s dude address?” He asked me.

  I didn’t say anything to him. I simply sat quietly in the passenger seat while looking out of the window.

  “Syn, where the fuck that nigga stay? Quit fuckin’ playing with me, man. You pissing me off tryna protect that bitch ass nigga,” Parker continued to go off on me.

  I still didn't say anything. When he pulled in front of my place, he put the car in park. I opened my door and got out. When I did, Parker started backing out.

  I quickly grabbed the door handle and pulled it open. “Where you going?”

  “Don't worry about it. I'll be back later on.” He was just too calm.

  I did not like that at all. “Parker, come in the house.” He didn't know anyone in Gary other than King and Blaze.

  I didn't know how cool he was with King, but I knew he messed with Blaze. That was who he would more than likely go to. Blaze was crazy and I’d seen how quick Parker was to pop off. Those two together were going to be trouble and I knew for sure he was going to ask Blaze where Leon stayed.

  “Syn, get the fuck in the house, man. I'll be back,” he told me.

  “If yo ass get into trouble, Parker, don't call me. I mean that shit,” I fussed at him, hoping that would get him to stay.

  He simply nodded his head. “Okay, I won't.”

  A sigh left my mouth and I got back in the truck with him. “Then I'm going with you.”

  “Man, get the fuck out—”

  His words were cut off as I threw the car door open and started to get sick.

  “Damn!” He cussed before he shut the truck off.

  Once I finished throwing up, I got out of the truck. I spit and then wiped my mouth. I let out a deep breath and made my way to my front door.

  Parker was right behind me with his hand on my lower back. “Syn, you straight?” He asked as we walked into the house.

  My hand covered my mouth and I ran to the bathroom. I leaned over the toilet, throwing up once again. I didn't know how long that damn bug was going to last, but I was ready for it to be gone. I got tired of running to the toilet at any time of day. It was so tiring.

  I grabbed some tissue and wiped my mouth before I flushed the toilet. Going to the sink, I took off my bloody brass knuckles. I dropped them in the sink and turned on the hot water. After I washed my hands, I started to rinse my mouth out before I began to brush my teeth. The entire time, Parker didn't say anything to me. He only watched me while I pretended he wasn't even there.

  I put the cap back on my tooth brush and began to strip out of my clothes.

  “Syn, you sho this ain't shit but a bug?” His concerned filled voice asked from behind me.

  “Yeah, it'll pass in a few days. I'm fine. So you don’t have to stay if you don’t want too.” I was so irritated. I was tired of getting sick.

  Parker was pissing me off even though all he really wanted to do was look out for me. His recklessness, I didn't like at all, though. Based on his actions, I saw that he didn't think anything out, he only reacted and that wasn't alwa
ys smart. A sigh left my mouth as I stepped in the shower and stood under the spray. My body was so irritated and for absolutely no reason at all I just wanted to cry.

  I felt Parker get in behind me before his arms went around my waist. “You pissed at me?” His lips pressed against my shoulder and then my neck.

  My head tilted back and my body pushed into his. “No. I'm not mad. You just surprised me is all.” My emotions were all over the place. One minute I was irritated and on the verge of crying, the next minute my body was hot, my coochie throbbed, and I was horny as hell.

  Parker’s right arm moved up to cover my breasts as his hand grabbed my left tittie. He squeezed it and then pinched my nipple. My teeth gripped my bottom lip. I grabbed his left wrist, moving his hand down to my aching sex. My free arm hooked around his neck and I turned my face toward his. I brought my lips to his and the water hit us both in the face as we kissed.

  Parker's tongue slid into my mouth. I grabbed it, sucking on it. He groaned into my mouth and squeezed my breast harder. His fingers played with my clit before he moved to my opening. He slid two of his thick fingers into my pussy, massaging my inner walls.

  Leaning into him, I opened my legs wider. His fingers moved faster inside of me. It felt so good, but I wanted more, needed more. I removed his hands and turned around to face him. My lips kissed at his chest, moving up to his neck and then his mouth. “Parker, fuck me.” I bit into his bottom lip.

  Parker’s hands gripped my hair tight as he shut off the water. “Tell me how you want it.” His hands came to my neck, he tilted my head back and his lips played with mine.

  A moan left my mouth. “Fuck me fast and hard.”

  Once those words left my mouth, I was roughly pressed against the shower wall. Parker gripped my leg tight and brought it up to his waist. My hand grabbed his dick. With his tip, I rubbed against my clit and then brought it to my contracting tunnel. The moment his head touched my opening, my pussy muscle started to milk around him.