Syn: Sex Is Syn, Love Is Pain

by J Peach

  I grabbed Parker's hips and dug my nails into his skin. With one quick thrust, he filled me completely.

  “Ah, shit!” I hissed out a moan. “Fuck me, Parker.”

  Parker held my leg against the wall and started to thrust fast and hard into me like I asked.

  My head hit the wall and my nails dug deeper into his skin. “Ooh, shit, like that baby. Ooh, Parker, ooh, like that, ssss. Ooh, my God!” My lips parted as I looked him in the eyes. He felt amazing inside of me.

  Parker’s thrusting suddenly slowed.

  “No, no, don't stop,” I pleaded with him as my hips rolled on him and I started a slow grind.

  He picked me up and took us out of the shower. He brought us into my room where he laid me on the bed, spread my legs, and pulled out of me. He spanked my swollen pearl with his dick before going back to my tunnel.

  Parker pushed deep into me and then pulled out only to thrust back in fast. He held my legs to the bed as he went balls deep inside of me, his hips rolled before he started to dig into me.

  My hand went to his pelvis and I tried to push him away, but he wasn't having that. Parker grabbed my hands and held them to my eagle spread legs. His hips rolled and he started to grind into me.

  My eyes rolled into my head and my nails gripped my skin. “Ooh, God! Parker, ah, ooh. Sss, shit!”

  Then he started to thrust hard and fast into me.

  A scream left my mouth. “Ooh, wait! Oh, my God. Ooh, God!” My body muscles tightened and my thighs started to shake. “Ooh, God, I'm cumming. Ooh, shit baby. Ahhh!” My pelvis rose and fluids gushed out of my pussy as I squirted.

  “There you go, baby. Let that shit go.” Parker leaned down and brought his lips to mine. He kissed me for a short second before he started to pound into my body once again.

  My sensitive pussy caused my body to shake as my inner walls contracted fast around him. Parker grunted as his thrusts became frantic. He held me to him as his hips jerked and he came hard with a long groan. “Ah, fuck,” he grunted out.

  Parker then rolled us over so I was on top of him.

  “God, I needed that.” I let out a laugh at how true that was. “Mmm,” I moaned as my pussy continued to suck around him.

  Parker, slapped me on my booty. He held me to him as he pushed his hips up, going deeper into me. “Yeah, me too. Damn, Syn. Fuck.” His hips jerked up again. “Man, stop that shit. My dick sensitive as fuck right now.”

  My inner walls squeezed him again. It really wasn't intentional, my muscle was just pulsating. I could never get enough of him. As I thought that, I sat up on him and that caused my inner muscle to throb around him.

  “Syn, stop fuckin’ moving, yo. Damn,” Parker grabbed my hips with a tight grip.

  “Sorry,” I apologized. “After tonight, we’re official.” Even though we’d established that already, I just had to tell him again. “Meaning it's us, no other females. Parker, don't be out here giving my shit away.”

  Parker let out a deep laugh. “Damn, this shit done turned yo ass possessive. Huh?” He raised a questionable brow.

  My eyes rolled at him. “No. But don't be passing out dick either.”

  Again he laughed. “Syn, it's yours. I told you I ain't none of these clown ass niggas, man. I know what I want and I got it.” His hand came to the side of my face and I leaned into his palm. “It's us. I'ight?” He licked his lips as he stared into my eyes.

  “Alright.” I leaned into him and pressed my lips into his. Before things could get heated again, his phone started ringing.

  Parker let out a groan.

  Laughing, I pulled him out of me and rolled off of him. I got out of the bed and bent over and got his phone out of his pocket. “Here,” I tossed it to him. I picked his boxers up off of the floor and put them on. “You want something to eat?” I was starving after messing around with him. My stomach felt empty.

  “N'all, I'm good,” he said as his phone started ringing again. “Yeah?” He answered.

  I left the room and went into the kitchen. Everything I had was mostly frozen. I groaned before I settled on making a turkey sandwich. I took out the meat, lettuce, cheese, pickles, peppers and miracle whip. I grabbed the sub bread, toasted it and then added everything onto it. I went ahead and made Parker one just in case he changed his mind. I grabbed an extra plate and the Lays potato chips, then I headed back into my room.

  “Fuck. Yeah, I know.” He looked up at me when I walked into the room. “I’ight, lord, I'll be there in a few hours.” He ended the call and tossed his phone on the bed.

  “Here, I made you a sandwich.” I put his sandwich on a separate plate and handed it to him. Parker took it and placed it on the nightstand. “What's wrong?” I put the food on the bed and sat beside him.

  His hand ran over his head. “Some shit done popped up on my end. And I gotda go handle it,” he explained.

  Is it bad that I don't want him to go?

  A sigh left my mouth. “You got to take care of what you have to.” Even though those words left my mouth, it wasn't how I felt. Why can't Chris or Mane handle it? I kept my thoughts to myself.

  “I know. But shid, after this shit done happened with you, I ain't tryna leave you by yoself.” He looked over at me and I could see the concern on his face.

  A smile came to my lips. “Don't worry about me, I'll be good as always, I promise. So go handle yo shit then come back when you're done. Just don't be gone too long.”

  “That’s the thing, Syn. I don’t know how long I'mma be away. Shit.” He rubbed his neck and looked at me. “Come back to my crib and stay there until I get back. Leaving you here while I'm gone ain't gonna sit right with me. I need to know you good.”

  I looked at him like he was crazy. “Parker, I can't just up and leave. I have class tomorrow and work for the next two days—”

  “Then call off. Whatever you miss at school you can make up. Come on, Syn, do this for me. I ain't tryna argue with you or shit.” He looked like he was really stressing over me being by myself.

  I couldn't lie, I didn't wanna be alone either. Then with the shit that happened with Leon, there was no telling what his ass would try next, especially after Parker done shot at him. “Okay, I'll come. But what am I supposed to do at your place? I'll be there by myself.”

  He stood up and pulled me with him. “You'll find something to do. And shid, nobody knows where I stay so you safer there then here,” he said as he walked to my closet.

  My eyes rolled at him and I sat back down and started eating my food. “I hope you're not gone too long. Hopefully it's only for a day, maybe two tops.” I took a big bite out of my sandwich.

  Parker came back in the room, looked at me and laughed. “Man, hurry up and get in the shower. We need to leave in thirty minutes.”

  A groan left my mouth as I watched his naked body walk into the bathroom. Damn, he was so tempting.

  I took a couple more bites of my sandwich and sat it on my plate before I hurriedly followed after him.

  Chapter 29

  Syn

  Two weeks had passed and I hadn't heard anything from Parker. Just like before, I called his phone and texted to make sure he was okay, but I didn't get a response. That was the second time he had gone off like that and I honestly didn't like it.

  After he popped off and started shooting at Leon, I saw how reckless he could be and that alone had me worried sick about him. For two weeks I stayed in Bloomingdale, pacing and worrying. Aside from talking to the girls on the phone and doing homework online, I was simply bored out my mind.

  The only good thing was that I hadn't received any type of threat from Leon. I was sure he would’ve tried to contact me through Facebook since that was the only way he could reach me, but he hadn't and I was glad. Hopefully, that meant he’d come to his senses and realized how wrong he was about the way he’d handled things between us.

  “Syn!” Diamond hit me on the ass hard. “Here.” She passed me a cup of Apple Ciroc that she’d gone to get me.
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  “Thanks, babe.” Since I couldn't get a hold of Parker, and because I was bored out my mind at his house, I decided to head out to the club. It had been weeks since I'd gone there. Vince wanted me to come in sooner, but I told him I was sick with a stomach virus. He was understanding and told me to get better soon. Now that it was a new week, he really wanted me to come in.

  I had just finished my set and was done for the night. Diamond had a couple of hours left and asked me to stay around with her. Since I didn't have anything else to do, I decided to stay. But I wasn't dancing, I sat at the table using the straw to play with my drink.

  I pulled out my phone and texted Parker. The least you can do is tell me you’re alright. I messaged him. I hated how I had started to worry about him when just a few months ago I couldn't care less where he spent his time.

  A heavy sigh left my mouth as I lay my phone down. I took another sip of my drink and knew something was wrong with me when I pushed the glass away. I didn't feel like drinking and I was beyond irritated.

  “What's wrong with you?” Diamond pointed to my drink and then looked at me.

  I shrugged. “I'm just tired is all.”

  “You need a pick me up, that's it.” Diamond reached into her bikini top and pulled out a real small pill zip pouch. Only two pills could fit into it. “Here, have fun.” She slid it to me.

  I picked up the pills and looked at them. I hadn't taken any hard pills in a long little minute. I was tempted beyond reason, but I couldn't. I just wasn't in the mood. Another sigh left my mouth and I passed it back to her. “I'm straight.”

  Her head tilted to the side. “You sho you good? Yo ass depressing me.”

  I laughed at her. “Yeah, I'm good. I'm just cool on those poppers for now.” A smile came to my face and my eyes rolled.

  Ever since my talk with Mom B, and while I’d been with Parker, I hadn't thought about rollers nor had I craved them. Hell, I couldn't remember the last time I’d smoked a blunt for that matter. To be honest, I hadn't felt as empty as I did a few months ago since I’d been hanging with Parker.

  “Nuh uh, what's that smile about? Syn, don't smile. Who are you?” Diamond teased, laughing as her finger poked at my cheek.

  “Stop. Stupid ass. Hoe, don't you supposed to be working? And I always smile,” I claimed, knowing that was a lie. There was a big difference in my personality which I was sure a few folks noticed. I hadn't snapped at nobody since I got to the club.

  “I'm just saying, shid, tell me something. It's a guy ain't it? Who is it? Did you meet him here?” She fired off questions.

  I laughed at her. “No, it's not a guy. But if it was a dude, why would you ask me if he's from here?” That had me curious. I found it crazy that she would ask me that.

  Diamond’s eyes rolled. “Because ol’ dude that asked me for your number hasn't been in here like that. Even when you not here he used to come in. But now he don't, only a couple of his dudes roll in,” she pointed out.

  “How the fuck you notice all this?” I couldn't hide my irritation. I didn't like that she noticed Parker.

  She waved me off. “Girl, bye. Don't get funky with me. That nigga don't be checking for no other dancer, but you. One might dance in front of him, but he don't pay them no mind. Hell, I asked him if he wanted a private dance and he shut me down. And had the nerve to wave me off like he was shooing away a fly or some shit,” she told me. “After that, I ain't never asked again. Only one that try him is Vixen. Even with her, he don't pay her no attention,” she let me know. “Girl, you have to pay attention to the regulars in here. How else you gon’ know who passing out money? His boy Mane the only one I do a private dance for. I'm cool with him.” She bit into her lower lip with a small smile. Realizing what she was doing, she took a drink from her cup.

  “What was that?” My eyes went wide. “You fuckin’ Mane.”

  “Shut up. I got to get back to work.” She got up quick and started walking off.

  “Look who’s now keeping secrets!” I yelled after her, laughing. I picked up my drink, but put it back down. Then I got up and went to the bar to get a bottle of water. “Hey, Tyrese,” I spoke the bar man as I sat on a stool.

  “What's up, Syn? You want your usual?” He asked.

  I shook my head. “N'all, let me get a water.”

  His brow rose at me. “You ain't drinking?” My eyes rolled at him. “Aye, I'm just asking. How you been? You ain't been here as much,” he observed.

  Damn, is everybody in this spot observant?

  “I'm good as always.” I grabbed my water and took a drink.

  Tyrese looked me up and pointed to my shorts and tank top. “You done for the night?”

  “Yeah, I’m just waiting around with Diamond,” I told him as I looked around the club. I don't know why, but I was hoping Parker would pop up like he did the last time. So far I hadn't seen him or none of his boys.

  ***

  For the next few hours I sat around the club by myself. Every now and then a song I liked would come on and I'd dance to the song while I threw a couple of bills to the dancers on stage. Diamond came and talked to me throughout her hours. Even though nothing was really happening at the club, I was enjoying myself.

  Diamond made her way over to me. “I'm done for the night. You wanna grab something to eat? I know Denny’s still open.”

  I didn't have anything else to do. “Yeah, we can go there.” I was now hungry since she mentioned food. I pulled out my phone to text Parker, but his name popped up on the screen before I could unlock the phone. That giddiness started to form in the pit of my stomach as usual. “Hold on, let me go outside,” I told him as I got up and headed to the door. Once outside, I put the phone back to my ear. “Hey, babe.”

  “Where the fuck you at?” He sounded pissed.

  My eyes rolled into my head. “Glad to hear you're alive,” I replied smartly.

  “Syn, don't play with me, man. I get to the crib and yo ass ain’t here. Where you at?” He asked again.

  “I'm at the club—” I started saying.

  “You in Nap? Man, you bullshittin’. I know yo ass ain't drive all the way out there. Why the fuck would you go to Nap by yoself?” He snapped at me.

  “I thought I sent you a text, telling you that Vince called me in to work tonight. Parker don't be yelling at me, though, when I've been calling and texting yo ass for days and haven't heard shit from you—”

  “Yo ass knew what the fuck I had to do. I told you I don't answer my fuckin’ phone when I’m out here handling shit. So don’t try that shit, man. Damn. Syn, take yo ass to yo apartment and don't leave that bitch. I'll be there in a few hours. Yah hear me?” He continued to fuss.

  I felt like a damn kid who had just gotten into trouble. And to be honest, I didn't know how to respond. So I said nothing at first. That was something I had to get used to. Someone actually trying to look out for me.

  “Hello?”

  “Okay, damn. Last I checked I was grown and didn't need permission to do—”

  “Syn, shut the fuck up and take yo ass home. Call me when you get there, i’ight?” He rudely cut me off again.

  “Yo rude ass! Okay, damn. I'm on my way there now.” Stupid ass nigga. I thought to myself.

  “I'ight. Hurry up man.” He ended the call with that.

  I looked at my phone for a second. “Rude ass.” I mumbled to myself as I put my phone in my pocket. I went back inside of the club to find Diamond. I caught her coming from the back. “Hey, boo. I have to take a raincheck on breakfast. Something came up and I gotda go.”

  Her face formed into a pout. “Ugh. Okay. You got my number. Call me and we can do something else.”

  “Okay, I promise I will.” I waved at her and then turned and made my way back outside. Parker's car was parked further up the street than usual. All the spots close to the door had been taken when I arrived. A sigh left my mouth as I speed walked to the car.

  “Angel!”

  My body went still for a second
at the sound of his voice.

  “Angel, let me talk to you for a minute!” He yelled from behind me.

  I didn't reply back to him and I took off running towards the car. Him showing up there wasn't what I expected. And with the way he had been acting lately, being alone with him was the last thing I wanted.

  “Angel!” His voice was closer.

  I made it to the car, unlocked the door and got inside.

  As soon as I slammed the door shut the driver side window was shattered and I was pulled out of the car!

  “Ahhhhh!” I screamed as I thrashed around wildly. “Let me go!” I continued to holler.

  His hand went over my mouth. “Stop all that gotdamn yelling!” He barked at me.

  I bit hard into his hand and threw my head back into his face.

  He dropped me. “Ahhh shit!”

  “Ahhhh!” I let out a loud scream, hoping someone would hear me as I took off running again, but I didn’t get far.

  I was suddenly jerked up from behind. His forearm went around my neck, putting me into a sleeper hold. My screams were cut off as I felt my airway closing. I felt my body going limp and everything was going black.

  I was losing consciousness.

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