Obediently Yours

by Bella Jackson

  BABYGIRL: THAT SOUNDS VERY GOOD, DADDY. YES. WEARING DIAPERS ALL NIGHT WILL BE DIFFERENT. NEVER DID THAT BEFORE.

  DADDYDOM: WELCOME TO THE WORLD OF DOMINATION AND SUBMISSION, LITTLE ONE. YOUR JOB IS TO OBEY WHAT YOUR DADDY DOM ASKS OF YOU. SIMPLE, REALLY.

  BABYGIRL: I WILL OBEY YOU, DADDY. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO ARTICULATE HOW MUCH I NEED TO OBEY YOU AND HOW IMPORTANT THIS ALL HAS BECOME TO ME.

  DADDYDOM: WELL, THEN, HOW ABOUT AN ASSIGNMENT FOR MY LITTLE ONE? I WOULD LIKE YOU TO REFLECT ON YOUR FEELINGS AND WRITE A MINIMUM ONE-HUNDRED-WORD ESSAY ON WHY YOU SHOULD OBEY YOUR DADDY. PERHAPS THIS ASSIGNMENT WILL HELP YOU TO RECONCILE SOME OF YOUR FEELINGS. I WILL LOOK FORWARD TO READING MORE ON YOUR THOUGHTS. TAKE YOUR TIME TO COMPLETE THE ASSIGNMENT. OKAY?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I UNDERSTAND THE ASSIGNMENT. THANK YOU FOR YOUR PATIENCE WITH ME AS I TRY TO WRAP MY HEAD AROUND ALL OF IT.

  DADDYDOM: NO PROBLEM; THAT IS WHAT I AM HERE FOR AND THAT IS ALSO PART OF THE PROCESS. I NEED TO RUN NOW. I WILL TALK TO YOU AGAIN TOMORROW IF YOU ARE ABLE.

  BABYGIRL: YES, I WILL TALK TO YOU TOMORROW TOO. GOOD NIGHT, DADDY.

  DADDYDOM: GOOD NIGHT, LITTLE ONE. HAPPY ORGASM AND SWEET DREAMS.

  THINK OF ME WHEN YOU MASTURBATE IN YOUR DIAPERS.

  MESSAGE: DaddyDom has signed off.

  I can feel my heart pounding. These have been the most erotic moments of my life. Never has my body felt more alive. What just happened? I am feeling things for someone I have never even met before. I don’t even know what he looks like.

  I’ve never worn diapers overnight before. I feel more wetness seep out of me with this thought. I need to cum now. I need to release this sexual energy before I explode. Daddy told me I could. I smile and head to my bedroom with this thought.

  Later during the night, I toss and turn, unable to sleep. I think the reason is partly that I am very aware of wearing a diaper and plastic panties, which is something I have never done for this long a period of time. I also really need to pee. I am so tempted to go a little in my diaper to know what it feels like, but I just cannot bring myself to do it. It is just too taboo. I head into the bathroom to take care of my needs. I feel so silly sitting on the toilet with my diapers pulled down to my ankles. This gets me thinking about why I am wearing them. Obeying Daddy. He asked me to write an essay about this. Maybe I will give it a try now since I sure cannot sleep. I pull my diapers back up, wash my hands, and head back to my computer.

  I sit and ponder the concept of obeying Daddy for a while and then begin to compose my essay.

  FROM: BABY GIRL

  SUBJECT: ESSAY ON OBEYING DADDY

  Dear Daddy,

  When I agreed to enter into this arrangement with you, I also agreed to obey your rules. All of the rules articulate exactly what your expectations of me are. I have given a lot of thought about why I should obey your rules and this is my response:

  I must obey Daddy’s rules because I have submitted to His dominance and agreed to obey Him. It is that simple. I want the guidance and the structure that having a Daddy provides to me. In return, Daddy expects obedience from me.

  I want to obey my Daddy. It makes me happy when I please Him and I know that the most important way to please him is to obey Him.

  I should obey Daddy’s rules because He is the leader in this arrangement. I have placed my submission into His hands.

  I need to obey Daddy’s rules because it helps me to be a better person—to be more disciplined and have more self-control.

  I hope this fulfills my assignment, Daddy. Thank you for giving the assignment to me to help me organize and focus my thoughts.

  Respectfully Yours,

  Your Baby Girl Siobhan

  * * *

  As we planned, I sit at the computer waiting for Daddy to chat. All throughout the day, thoughts of chatting with him kept me hyper-excited. I could not wait for the end of the day, so I could get home. After logging on over an hour ago, I am happy to see his message appear.

  DADDYDOM: BABY GIRL, I THOUGHT YOU DID A VERY GOOD JOB ON YOUR ESSAY. I AM VERY PLEASED WITH YOUR WORK AND INSIGHT INTO YOUR FEELINGS.

  BABYGIRL: THANK YOU, DADDY. I AM GLAD YOU ARE PLEASED.

  DADDYDOM: HOW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT WEARING YOUR DIAPERS ALL NIGHT?

  BABYGIRL: IN ALL HONESTY, I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE REALLY HARD AND IT WAS AT FIRST. I NEEDED TO GO TO THE BATHROOM AND HAD A FLEETING THOUGHT ABOUT USING THEM, BUT JUST COULD NOT BRING MYSELF TO DO IT. I COULD NOT SLEEP AND SO I DECIDED TO WRITE MY ESSAY. WHEN I WOKE UP THIS MORNING, I STILL HAD MY DIAPERED BOTTOM AND IT FELT MORE NATURAL TO ME. I DECIDED THAT IT WAS NOT SO BAD. I ALSO DECIDED THAT I WANT TO KNOW WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO USE THEM, EVEN THOUGH IT FEELS WRONG ON SOME LEVEL. THE THOUGHT OF DOING IT FREAKS ME OUT, BUT I KNOW THAT I NEED TO TAKE THIS NEXT STEP; OTHERWISE, I WILL REGRET IT AND IT WILL DIMINISH MY OVERALL EXPERIENCE.

  DADDYDOM: LITTLE ONE, YOU SEEM TO BE GIVING ALL OF THIS MUCH THOUGHT. YOU OBVIOUSLY ANALYZE AND, DARE I SAY, OVERANALYZE THINGS. NOTHING IS WRONG WITH DOING THIS, BUT MAY I SUGGEST THAT YOU FORGET ABOUT THE RESTRICTIONS AND GUILT THAT AGE PLAYING MAKES YOU FEEL AND JUST ENJOY THE EXPERIENCE. THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH WHAT WE ARE DOING. YOU ARE A CONSENTING ADULT. THERE ARE A LOT OF KINKS OUT THERE THAT PEOPLE ENJOY. DIAPERS ARE YOUR KINK AND MINE. IT’S OKAY. EMBRACE THE EXPERIENCE.

  BABYGIRL: YOU ARE RIGHT, DADDY. THAT’S WHY YOU ARE THE DADDY. LOL.

  DADDYDOM: HOW WOULD YOU FEEL ABOUT DOING A FULL SCENE AS MY BABY GIRL? I WILL GIVE YOU THE PARAMETERS AND EXPECTATIONS. YOU ONLY NEED TO FOLLOW THEM. NOT THINK ABOUT THEM AND ANALYZE THEM. JUST EXPERIENCE. OF COURSE, YOU WILL HAVE A SAFEWORD SO IF YOU NEED TO SLOW DOWN OR STOP, YOU CAN. ARE YOU FAMILIAR WITH YELLOW AND RED AS SAFEWORDS?

  BABYGIRL: I THINK I WOULD LIKE IT TO TRY IT, DADDY. YOU ARE RIGHT. I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY HEAD AND JUST ENJOY THE EXPERIENCE. YES, I AM FAMILIAR WITH THE SAFEWORDS, YELLOW AND RED. YELLOW TO SLOW DOWN AND RED TO STOP THE SCENE, RIGHT?

  DADDYDOM: YES, THAT IS CORRECT. VERY WELL, THEN. I WILL SEND YOU AN EMAIL WITH YOUR INSTRUCTIONS. I WOULD PLAN FOR AT LEAST FOUR HOURS. ARE YOU AVAILABLE THIS WEEKEND? WHAT TIME WOULD WORK FOR YOU?

  BABYGIRL: I COULD DO IT ON SATURDAY IF IT IS LATER IN THE DAY. I HAVE TO VISIT MY MOTHER IN THE MORNING. NOT THAT I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. I’D MUCH RATHER SPEND THE TIME WITH YOU ONLINE, BUT I MUST BE THE DUTIFUL DAUGHTER. HOW WOULD FOUR O’CLOCK BE? I WILL BE HOME BY EARLY AFTERNOON SO IT WILL GIVE ME TIME TO SETTLE IN AND GET IN THE CORRECT MINDSET FOR OUR SCENE. WOULD THAT WORK FOR YOU, DADDY?

  DADDYDOM: THAT SOUNDS PERFECT, LITTLE ONE. SORRY ABOUT YOUR VISIT WITH YOUR MOM. I HOPE IT WON’T CAUSE YOU TOO MUCH STRESS. I WILL SEND YOU AN EMAIL. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF MY INSTRUCTIONS, YOU MUST LET ME KNOW IMMEDIATELY.

  BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY. I WILL LOOK FOR YOUR EMAIL. I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO OUR SCENE ON SATURDAY. DO I GET ANY PREVIEWS OF WHAT WE WILL BE DOING? PLEASE?

  DADDYDOM: BABY GIRL, YOU ARE ALWAYS SO EAGER. I AM GLAD THAT YOU ARE. AT THE SAME TIME, YOU ARE THE SUBMISSIVE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP. I AM THE DOMINANT. DO NOT TRY TO TOP FROM THE BOTTOM. ARE YOU FAMILIAR WITH THE TERM?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I AM VERY SORRY. I’M JUST VERY EXCITED.

  DADDYDOM: I KNOW, SWEETIE. BUT YOU NEED ONLY TO OBEY ME. NOTHING MORE. TRUST THAT I WILL TAKE CARE OF YOU AND YOUR NEEDS. SUBMIT TO BRING ME PLEASURE. UNDERSTAND?

  BABYGIRL: YES. SIR, I AM SORRY, DADDY.

  DADDYDOM: IT IS FINE, BABY GIRL. I AM PLEASED YOU ARE SO EAGER. LET’S SAY GOOD NIGHT NOW. I WILL EMAIL YOU. WE WILL NOT CHAT AGAIN UNTIL SATURDAY AT 4:00 PM.

  BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY. THANK YOU AND HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.

  DADDYDOM: GOODBYE, KITTEN. GOOD NIGHT TO YOU TOO. SWEET DREAMS.

  MESSAGE: DaddyDom has signed off.

  Wow! That was a great chat. I cannot wait to see what Daddy has planned for our live session. I cannot remember a time I was looking forward to something so much. A true testament to how sad and dull my life was until a few weeks ago when I saw Daddy’s ad. I feel an awakening of my sensuali
ty. It is beyond words.

  * * *

  As usual, I awaken to thoughts of Daddy and hope he sent the email like he promised. Feeling foolish that I had a moment of doubt, I read his instructions for our Saturday scene.

  FROM: DADDY DOM

  SUBJECT: INSTRUCTIONS FOR SATURDAY

  Dear Baby Girl,

  I expect you to follow these instructions in preparation for our live role-play session on Saturday. Our session will be long and intense, so I want you to read and follow these instructions carefully so that you are thoroughly prepared. I am planning a very involved scenario that will make you feel completely dominated. It will be important that you get in the proper mindset. You will not masturbate from this point forward.

  On Saturday, you will wake up and go potty as normal. You will wear a pull-up under your big-girl clothes. You will ensure adequate liquid intake throughout the day. You may have your morning tea; throughout the day you will drink bottled water. I expect two full bottles fully consumed prior to our meeting time.

  Throughout the day, you will eat only soft foods, baby foods, and liquid. I will not dictate what you eat, but I will expect you to plan your meals so that they are toddler-type foods.

  At precisely 2:00 pm, I would like you to go potty. Please note that you will not be allowed to use the potty again for the night. Yes, you read that correctly!

  I would like you to set up your baby space as follows:

  1. Lay out a towel or small blanket in an area to designate your changing space. Lay out all of the items for diaper changes. This will include your diapers and plastic panties, diaper rash cream, baby powder, baby wipes, and baby oil. Also make sure you have your pacifier, a pair of jammies, and socks readily available too.

  2. Lay a blanket on the floor to designate your play space. Make sure you have your sippy cup filled with juice, a vibrator, and a dildo ready in this area.

  3. Prepare your spanking area. Pile up several pillows on top of your bed. Lay your bath brush next the pillows.

  4. In the kitchen, prepare your eating area. Have all of the proper foods (as designated above) and juice available, as well as your bib, baby bowl, baby spoon, and bottle.

  At 3:00 pm, Daddy wants you to go into your bedroom and take off all of your clothes. Put your hair up in a high ponytail. Lie over the pillows in your spanking area and administer ten spanks, five on each bottom cheek. When finished, go stand in your naughty corner for five minutes. Make sure your nose is to the corner and your hands are at your sides. No rubbing your sore bottom.

  After that, go lay your naked body down on your changing space and put your pacifier in your mouth. Close your eyes and think about your Daddy who will take care of you. Take the baby lotion and rub it all over your body from your neck all the way down to your toes. Take your time and be thorough. Open two diapers and put them underneath your bottom. Rub your pussy and bottom with diaper rash cream all over so you do not get a diaper rash. Sprinkle your pussy with baby powder and seal yourself up tight in your diapers and plastic panties. Put your jammies on and fix your hair, making sure it is still in a high ponytail on top of your head. You are now a baby girl for the night.

  Then waddle that cute diapered bottom into the kitchen and fill up your baby bottle with juice. Take it to your play space. Lie back and drink from your baby bottle like a good little girl. Daddy would imagine that by this time his little one will have a strong urge to go pee pee, but you will wait for your Daddy to give you permission.

  At 4:00 pm, log onto your computer. I’m very much looking forward to it, little one.

  Hugs,

  Daddy

  Well, I need a cold shower now!

  My God, did Daddy’s email make me hot, not to mention wet too. I am so turned on right now. He is so specific in his instructions. And I can’t masturbate! I’m going to spontaneously combust by Saturday. Daddy has to know the effect that reading this email would have on me.

  I want to cum so badly right now. I feel that familiar tightening deep down in my belly and damp panties. Not to mention the fact that Daddy wants me to drink all of that water and then hold it.

  My God, is he going to expect me to actually use the diapers? I’ve never done that before, never wanted to. The idea is so taboo, but it is so erotic to think about waiting until Daddy gives me permission to pee pee. My head is spinning. I think I really will go take a shower. Okay, not a cold one, but a nice warm shower will help me to unwind.

  All of my muscles are so tight and my body is vibrating with excitement and anticipation. I head toward the bathroom, my head filled with thoughts of my Dominant Daddy.

  Chapter Five

  It is five minutes to four on Saturday. I have followed all of Daddy’s instructions and I now sit in front of my computer, diapered with a bladder ready to explode. Okay, maybe not explode, but I really feel like I have to go pee pee. All of that water and then drinking the juice—out of my baby bottle. It is so hard to put into words how this makes me feel. I am riddled with confusing emotions. I feel thrilling anticipation, nervousness, and even a little bit of fear. This is it. This is the real thing, the thing I wanted so badly. After almost a month of emails and chatting, Daddy and I are going to have a live role-play session. I can’t even articulate how I feel about him. I have never even met him, yet he is the single most important person in my life. I cannot wait to chat with him each night. I have hated the past couple of days being out of touch with him. I have also hated that he has forbidden me from masturbating. I want to touch myself more than I have ever wanted to before. I want him, my Daddy. Suddenly, a message pops up on my screen.

  DADDYDOM: GOOD AFTERNOON, BABY GIRL.

  BABYGIRL: GOOD AFTERNOON, DADDY.

  DADDYDOM: ARE YOU READY TO SUBMIT TO YOUR DADDY, LITTLE ONE?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I AM READY TO SUBMIT TO YOU.

  DADDYDOM: THAT IS VERY GOOD, BABY GIRL. I EXPECT OBEDIENCE FROM YOU. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

  BABYGIRL: YES, SIR.

  DADDYDOM: OKAY THEN, WHERE IS YOUR PLAY SPACE IN RELATION TO YOUR COMPUTER?

  BABYGIRL: I’M IN THE SAME ROOM. MY PLAY SPACE IS IN MY OFFICE, DADDY. MY COMPUTER IS A LAPTOP. I CAN MOVE IT WHEREVER YOU WANT.

  DADDYDOM: FANTASTIC, EVEN BETTER. BRING YOUR COMPUTER TO YOUR PLAY SPACE.

  BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY.

  I pick up my laptop and make my way over to the soft pink blanket laid out on the floor. I see the dildo and vibrator there and hope like hell that Daddy will instruct me to use them soon.

  BABYGIRL: I’M HERE, DADDY, SITTING ON MY BLANKIE WITH MY LAPTOP IN MY LAP.

  DADDYDOM: GOOD GIRL. HOW DO YOU FEEL RIGHT NOW, LITTLE ONE?

  BABYGIRL: I FEEL REALLY LITTLE AND REALLY CONTROLLED, DADDY. I WANT TO PLEASE YOU TONIGHT. I ALSO HAVE TO PEE PEE REALLY BADLY, DADDY. AND, AS USUAL, I AM HORNY AS HELL.

  DADDYDOM: YES, I IMAGINE YOU DO NEED TO GO POTTY, LITTLE GIRL. I’M ALSO SURE YOU ARE VERY AROUSED AND DYING FOR AN ORGASM! DADDY WANTS YOU TO CUM TONIGHT AND USE YOUR DIAPERS. CAN YOU DO THAT FOR DADDY?

  BABYGIRL: DADDY, I HAVE NEVER USED THEM BEFORE. I’VE ONLY EVER WORN THEM.

  DADDYDOM: YES, I UNDERSTAND THAT, LITTLE ONE, BUT I WANT TO CHALLENGE YOU. I WANT YOU TO TRUST ME. CAN YOU DO THAT?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I TRUST YOU.

  DADDYDOM: VERY GOOD, BABY GIRL. NOW, I WOULD LIKE YOU TO SLIDE YOUR DILDO INTO YOUR PUSSY. I KNOW THAT THIS WILL BE A CHALLENGE. LOOSEN THE TABS ON ONE SIDE OF THE DIAPER AND FILL YOUR PUSSY UP WITH THAT DILDO.

  BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY. OH, GOD, THAT FEELS SO GOOD, SO FULL.

  DADDYDOM: YES, FEEL THAT BIG DILDO INTO YOUR WET PUSSY LITTLE ONE. DADDY WANTS TO STRETCH YOUR PUSSY. IMAGINE I’M IN YOUR PUSSY.

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY. IT FEELS SO GOOD.

  DADDYDOM: NOW SLIDE YOUR VIBRATOR IN AND PLACE IT ON YOUR LITTLE CLITTY. TURN IT ON AND VIBRATE YOUR CLIT. DO IT NOW.

  BABYGIRL: AH, DADDY. SOOOO GOOOOOD.

  DADDYDOM: I BET YOU WANT TO CUM, DON’T YOU, LITTLE GIRL. NOT YET!

 
; BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, PLEASE LET ME. PLEASE LET ME CUM.

  DADDYDOM: KEEP TEASING THAT CLITTY, FEEL THAT DILDO DEEP INSIDE YOU. THE PRESSURE FROM YOUR BLADDER, ALL THE SENSATIONS. ARE YOU CLOSE, LITTLE ONE?

  BABYGIRL: CAN’T WAIT MUCH LONGER. SO FULL. PLEASE.

  DADDYDOM: CUM FOR DADDY. CUM NOW!

  BABYGIRL: AHHHHH, OOOOOOH, YESSSSSSSSS! I CAME, DADDY. I CAME REALLY HARD.

  DADDYDOM: GOOD GIRL. YOU NEEDED THAT, DIDN’T YOU?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, YES. IT FELT SO GOOD. IT WAS SO LONG.

  DADDYDOM: YES, THE ADDED SENSATION OF A FULL BLADDER MAKES IT MORE INTENSE. I BET YOU NEED TO GO PEE PEE, DON’T YOU, LITTLE GIRL?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I HAVE TO GO PEE PEE. CAN I USE THE POTTY?

  DADDYDOM: BABY GIRL, I WANT YOU TO USE YOUR DIAPERS. CAN YOU DO THAT FOR DADDY?

  BABYGIRL: BUT I’VE NEVER DONE THAT BEFORE.

  DADDYDOM: I KNOW, BUT I WANT YOU TO USE YOUR DIAPERS, LITTLE ONE. IT WILL PLEASE ME SO MUCH IF YOU OBEY.

  BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY. I’LL DO IT. I’LL OBEY YOU.

  DADDYDOM: GOOD GIRL. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO GO PEE PEE AT ANY POINT. IN FACT, I WANT MY LITTLE ONE TO HAVE SEVERAL WET DIAPERS TONIGHT. WHEN YOU HAVE A WET DIAPER, TELL DADDY SO I CAN CHANGE YOU. OKAY?

  BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY. I’VE GOTTA GO PEE PEE NOW.

  DADDYDOM: GO AHEAD, BABY GIRL. GO PEE PEE IN YOUR DIAPER FOR DADDY.

  The sensation in my bladder is overwhelming. I have to pee so bad. I try to let go in my diaper, but I can’t do it. I’ve been potty trained since I was three. Oh, God, I’m going to burst. Okay, relax. Relax. Relax. Let go. Daddy said to let go. I repeat this over a few times and then I feel it. The warmth on my skin as I fill my diaper with pee pee. All of that liquid spills out of me into my diaper. I am overwhelmed with a sense of physical relief and emotional turmoil.