Obediently Yours
Page 5
Hi Baby Girl,
I am going to be tied up tonight with some unanticipated plans, so we will not be able to chat later. I want to give you the information about your journal so you can get started working on it. I will be around tomorrow and will try to chat with you then. In the meantime, you have work to do, little one, and I want you to make your Daddy proud and do your best.
The title of your journal is as above in the subject line. When I refer to it going forward, I will abbreviate it to be BGSJ. You, however, baby girl, will always refer to your journal by its full and proper title. Understand?
BGSJ should contain the following sections: My Rules to Follow, Assignments from Daddy, Infractions and Punishments, My Health Information, Monitored Activities, and Answers to Daddy’s Questions. You can set it up however you like and in whatever order you like. Each section should be clearly titled.
Under rules, we will add as we go but for now, they are as follows and should be listed in your journal:
1. I must always respect and obey Daddy and follow all of my rules.
2. I will always be honest and forthcoming with Daddy, especially with regard to my health and well-being. I will document health information Daddy wants about me under the My Health Information section of my journal.
3. I must always refer to Daddy as Daddy or Sir.
4. I must ask permission to go potty if I am online with Daddy.
5. I will follow Daddy’s instructions about masturbation. I will log all of the times I masturbate in my journal under Monitored Activities.
6. I must maintain my journal in accordance with all of Daddy’s instructions.
7. I must complete all of the assignments that Daddy gives me by the end of each week and document them in the Assignments from Daddy section.
8. I will submit my journal to Daddy every Friday and whenever he asks for it.
9. I will accept all punishment and discipline that Daddy gives me. I will thank Daddy after a punishment session. I will document all punishments in the Infractions and Punishments section of my journal.
10. I will obey Daddy’s instructions about shaving my pubic hair.
11. I will end all emails with: Respectfully Yours, Your Baby Girl Siobhan
12. I will add rules to my journal as directed by Daddy.
UNDER YOUR HEALTH SECTION, YOU WILL DOCUMENT THE FOLLOWING INFORMATION:
● Date of your last period, note pain level, flow
● Log of Illnesses/Injuries, note date, type, and details
● Note any medical issues that Daddy should be aware of
That will keep you quite busy, Baby Girl. Do your best to set your journal up and email it to me when you finish. There is no pressure or deadline; however, the quicker your journal is set up and approved, the quicker we can move on to more interesting activities, if you know what I mean!
Stay well and will talk to you soon,
Daddy
Keep me busy, indeed. That is a lot of information to provide him, much more detailed than I expected. I really wish that we could chat again tonight, but I guess I should expect that he will not be able to spend as much time and attention on me as in the beginning. I was lucky to get such quick responses so far. I am sure Daddy is a very busy man and probably has other baby girls on the side. This thought saddens me and ruins my high spirits.
Despite my momentary negative thought process, I decide to live in the moment and enjoy all of this while I have it. Eagerly opening a blank page in Word, I start to set up my journal according to the instructions Daddy provided.
BABYGIRL SIOBHAN’S JOURNAL
MY RULES TO FOLLOW
1. I must always respect and obey Daddy and follow all of my rules.
2. I will always be honest and forthcoming with Daddy, especially with regard to my health and well-being. I will document health information Daddy wants about me under My Health Information section of my journal.
3. I must always refer to Daddy as Daddy or Sir.
4. I must ask permission to go potty if I am online with Daddy.
5. I will follow Daddy’s instructions about masturbation. I will log all of the times I masturbate in my journal under Monitored Activities.
6. I must maintain my journal in accordance with all of Daddy’s instructions.
7. I must complete all of the assignments that Daddy gives me by the end of each week and document them in the Assignments from Daddy section.
8. I will submit my journal to Daddy every Friday and whenever he asks for it.
9. I will accept all punishment and discipline that Daddy gives me. I will thank Daddy after a punishment session. I will document all punishments in the Infractions and Punishments section of my journal.
10. I will obey Daddy’s instructions about shaving my pubic hair.
11. I will end all emails with: Respectfully Yours, Your Baby Girl Siobhan
12. I will add rules to my journal as directed by Daddy.
MY HEALTH INFORMATION
Medical Issues: None at this time, very healthy
Date of last period: 9/23; heavy flow, cramps painful but relieved with ibuprofen
Illness/Injury Log
Date:
Type:
Details:
ASSIGNMENTS FROM DADDY
Date: Today
Type: Put journal together
Details: As per Daddy’s instructions, I put together my Baby Girl Siobhan’s Journal, organizing it into the sections Daddy wants.
MONITORED ACTIVITIES
INFRACTIONS AND PUNISHMENTS
Date of Infraction:
Type of Infraction:
Punishment Given:
Details:
ANSWERS TO DADDY’S QUESTIONS
Unsure of what Daddy will be looking for under Monitored Activities and Answers to Daddy’s Questions, I just type the headings, but do not set those areas up any further. Scrolling through my Baby Girl Siobhan’s Journal, I am happy with the way it looks and flows. The order of sections makes sense. Daddy will let me know what he thinks soon enough. I open a new email to compose:
FROM: BABY GIRL
SUBJECT: BABY GIRL SIOBHAN’S JOURNAL
Hello Daddy,
I am proud to send you my Baby Girl Siobhan’s Journal for your review and approval. I have taken each section that you require and have set up the formatting for ease of use and reading. I hope the way I formatted it is acceptable to you. Of course, I will make any changes you require. I think the rules you listed are fair and I will work very hard to obey you.
I also wanted to let you know that I completed your assignment for me to put my diaper bag together. I have assembled all of the items you listed in your previous email, plus I added a few things that caught my eye. It seems my initial response to using babyish things was a bit too hasty, as I found myself desiring things that I could never have as a little girl. I hope this is okay with you, Daddy.
Well, since it was such a stressful day for me, I am going to send you this email and be on my way to bed. I will have sweet dreams about my Daddy!
Butterfly kisses to you,
Your Baby Girl
I click on “attachments” and insert my journal into the email. Hitting send, I log off, shut down, and head to bed.
The next morning, I log on and see that Daddy has sent me a new email.
FROM: DADDY DOM
SUBJECT: YOU FORGOT SOMETHING
Hi My Baby Girl,
Daddy is extremely pleased with your BGSJ. It is the best I have ever been given from a baby girl. You formatted it and set it up perfectly. Good job!
Despite this good work, I am afraid that you failed to follow my instructions. You did not sign your email “Respectfully Yours, Your Baby Girl Siobhan.” So that brings us to your first punishment. You did not obey me and you will be disciplined for this. Tonight, before you log onto your computer, I want you to take all of your clothes off, put your hair in a high ponytail, put on two diapers and pair of plastic panties, put
a pair of ankle socks on your feet, and gather your bath brush. Once complete, log onto your computer and wait for Daddy to sign onto instant chat. I will be on at seven o’clock tonight. I will deal with your disobedience then, little girl. Log the date and what the infraction is in your BGSJ.
I also have several assignments for you to complete and log into your BGSJ.
Under Monitored Activities, set up a potty log. Starting now, every day enter the date and log in the times that you go potty. Does this task make you feel humiliated? It is intended to. little one!
Add to rule #10, I will obey Daddy’s instructions about shaving my pubic hair: “I will shave my pussy lips smooth and bare every Sunday night.” I want you to think about me each and every time you see your bare pussy lips. Imagine me when you wipe after going potty and when you put your clean panties on. I expect you to follow this rule and will ask you about it, so do not forget. If you do not obey this rule, I will require that you get waxed.
I will see you tonight. Be ready per my instructions at seven o’clock for your punishment session. I’m looking forward to it!
Big Hug,
Daddy
Ah, crap. I cannot believe I forgot to sign my email correctly. What a stupid mistake to make! Although I don’t think I mind experiencing a punishment for the first time. Is it a punishment if I have a dripping wet pussy? He told me to wear my diapers and have my bath brush. I think I’m going to get a spanking! Yes!
I immediately begin to update my journal while it is all fresh in my mind. I do not want to miss anything. I really feel bad that I failed to please Daddy. I make the following changes to my journal:
INFRACTIONS AND PUNISHMENTS
Date of Infraction: 10/16
Type of Infraction: Failed to sign my email properly
Punishment Given:
Details:
MONITORED ACTIVITIES
POTTY LOG
Date:
Times:
Type:
Okay, the potty log is very weird and quite embarrassing. Scrolling to the top of the pages, I type in under rule #10 the addition to this rule.
10. I will obey Daddy’s instructions about shaving my pubic hair. I will shave my pussy lips smooth and bare every Sunday night.
Okay, then. I need to make sure to follow that rule. I have never been waxed and I do not think I want to experience that level of pain. Of course, I can only assume it is painful. Carrie Bradshaw said it hurt on Sex and the City. I don’t need firsthand experience to find out if that is true or not.
I hit save to ensure I have saved the changes to my journal and log off so I can do grownup things around the house. “Little girls do not have to scrub toilets and do dishes. But big girls sure do!” I say out loud to Luna, who pops her furry head up, looking at me with a typical cat expression that asks, “Are you crazy, talking to yourself?”
* * *
At 6:45 pm, I sit at my desk anxiously waiting for Daddy to log into instant chat. I feel rather foolish, but also very aroused sitting in my diapers and plastic panties and ankle socks. I put my hair in a high ponytail on top of my head. I look like Pebbles from The Flintstones! I eye my heavy wooden bath brush sitting on my desk next to the keyboard. I feel the nerves in my stomach, a mixture of exhilaration and being turned on. I look at the screen on my computer.
DADDYDOM: HELLO, BABY GIRL
BABYGIRL: HELLO, DADDY
DADDYDOM: HAVE YOU BEEN WAITING FOR ME LONG?
BABYGIRL: NO, DADDY, ONLY A FEW MINUTES. I AM READY AS YOU ASKED.
DADDYDOM: DESCRIBE HOW YOU LOOK RIGHT NOW.
BABYGIRL: WELL, I AM SITTING AT MY DESK IN NOTHING BUT DIAPERS AND PLASTIC PANTIES. I PUT MY HAIR IN A PONYTAIL HIGH UP ON MY HEAD. MY BATH BRUSH IS SITTING HERE LOOKING FOREBODING.
DADDYDOM: GOOD GIRL. OKAY, IT’S TIME TO GET ON WITH YOUR PUNISHMENT. I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU, LITTLE GIRL. I EXPECT YOU TO OBEY. HOW ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO SIGN YOUR EMAILS?
BABYGIRL: “RESPECTFULLY YOURS, YOUR BABY GIRL SIOBHAN,” DADDY
DADDYDOM: THAT’S RIGHT. AND WHY DID YOU FAIL TO DO THIS IN YOUR LAST EMAIL?
BABYGIRL: I FORGOT, DADDY. I’M SORRY.
DADDYDOM: FORGETTING IS NOT AN EXCUSE. I EXPECT OBEDIENCE, YOUNG LADY! DO YOU UNDERSTAND ME?
BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I UNDERSTAND.
DADDYDOM: I WANT YOU TO TAKE YOUR BATH BRUSH AND GO INTO YOUR BEDROOM. PILE PILLOWS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE BED AND LIE OVER THEM. MAKE SURE TO PULL YOUR DIAPERS AND PLASTIC PANTIES TO YOUR KNEES. MAKE YOUR NAUGHTY BOTTOM STICK UP HIGH ON PILLOWS. TEN SWATS, FIVE ON EACH BOTTOM CHEEK. AS HARD AS YOU CAN STAND IT. WHEN YOU ARE DONE, GO TO YOUR NAUGHTY CORNER AND PUT YOUR NOSE TO THE CORNER. BEND AT YOUR WAIST SLIGHTLY TO MAKE YOUR NAUGHTY RED BOTTOM STICK OUT. THREE MINUTES CORNER TIME IN THAT POSITION. UNDERSTAND?
BABYGIRL: I SHOULD DO THIS RIGHT NOW, DADDY?
DADDYDOM: YES, LITTLE GIRL. RIGHT NOW. DADDY WILL WAIT FOR YOU. COMPLETE YOUR PUNISHMENT EXACTLY AS I TOLD YOU.
BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY, I WILL BE RIGHT BACK.
I go into my bedroom and pile two pillows in the middle of the bed. I pull my diapers and plastic panties down to my knees and hobble onto the bed, holding my bath brush in my right hand. Getting into position, I make sure my bottom is way up in the air. I take the bath brush and begin to spank my bottom cheeks.
I wonder if I should count aloud? Daddy never said. I’ll just do what he told me. I silently count as I spank my right bottom cheek. One. Left bottom cheek. Two. Back and forth on each cheek: Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven. Eight. God, that is starting to really hurt. Nine. Ten. Finished.
Hobbling off of the bed, I make my way to the corner and face the wall. Standing there with my waist slightly bent, it makes my bottom stick out. My diapers are gathered at my knees. My red, spanked bottom is hanging out. I think about what just happened.
Daddy held me accountable for my actions. I did not obey him and now I have to pay the consequences. I feel so alive, freed almost. Through the computer he is completely dominating me and I love it. I am so aroused. My nipples could cut glass and I feel wetness between my legs. God, how I want to rub my clitty right now. I imagine that Daddy would not approve of this. Has it been three minutes yet? I should have set the timer. Count to one hundred to make sure.
When finished, I pull up my diapers and plastic panties and go back to the computer.
BABYGIRL: DADDY, I AM BACK NOW.
DADDYDOM: DID YOU DO YOUR PUNISHMENT, LITTLE GIRL?
BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I DID IT EXACTLY AS YOU TOLD ME TO.
DADDYDOM: AND WILL YOU FORGET HOW TO SIGN YOUR EMAILS TO DADDY?
BABYGIRL: NO, DADDY, I WILL NOT FORGET EVER AGAIN, I PROMISE.
DADDYDOM: GOOD GIRL. ALL IS FORGIVEN NOW. I’M PROUD OF YOU. HOW DO YOU FEEL?
BABYGIRL: PUNISHED AND CONTRITE, DADDY.
DADDYDOM: GOOD. YOU SHOULD FEEL CONTRITE. YOU NEED TO OBEY DADDY. NOW THE SLATE IS WIPED CLEAN. YOU ARE MY GOOD BABY GIRL AGAIN!
BABYGIRL: THANK YOU, DADDY, FOR FORGIVING ME. I FEEL BAD I DISOBEYED.
DADDYDOM: ALL IS FORGIVEN NOW. ONCE YOU COMPLETE A PUNISHMENT, IT IS OVER. ARE YOU OKAY WITH WHAT HAPPENED?
BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY, I AM AMAZED AT HOW AROUSED THIS MADE ME.
DADDYDOM: OH, GOOD, LET’S TALK ABOUT MASTURBATION. I HAVE STRICT RULES ABOUT THAT. YOU NEED TO ASK ME PERMISSION IF YOU PLAN TO MASTURBATE. I MAY SAY YES OR NO AND YOU NEED TO OBEY MY ORDERS. GOT IT?
BABYGIRL: REALLY, DADDY? LIKE FOR REAL YOU ARE TAKING AWAY MY RIGHT TO RELIEVE MY AROUSAL? THIS WILL BE HARD—VERY HARD FOR ME. I GET HORNY A LOT—ESPECIALLY NOW THAT I HAVE A DADDY DOM!
DADDYDOM: IT IS ONE OF MY RULES, BABY GIRL, AND I EXPECT YOU TO OBEY IT. HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE SO CONTROLLED? DADDY DECIDES IF YOU GET TO TOUCH YOUR WET PUSSY OR NOT. YOU WILL OBEY ME, BABY GIRL SIOBHAN!
BABYGIRL: YES, DADDY. I UNDERSTAND. NOW FOR THE MILLION-DOLLAR QUESTION. MAY I MASTURBATE TONIGHT, DADDY?
DADDYDOM: YES, BABY GIRL. I AM OVERALL VERY PROUD OF YOUR BEHAVIOR. YOU ARE DOING VERY
WELL. YOU HAVE MY PERMISSION TO CUM TONIGHT. THINK OF ME WHEN YOU DO !
BABYGIRL: OH, YES, DADDY. I WILL THINK OF YOU. I AM SO HORNY RIGHT NOW.
DADDYDOM: HOW HORNY? RUN YOUR FINGERS THROUGH YOUR PUSSY LIPS. PUT THAT WETNESS RIGHT ONTO YOUR FINGERS AND LOOK AT IT. DO IT NOW.
BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY.
I reach down between my legs and slip my hand into my diapers. I reach the apex of my pussy and feel the heat radiating off of it. Slowly, I slide two fingers all the way into the opening of my vagina. I pull my hand out and find I am sopping wet. My pussy juices glisten on my fingers.
DADDYDOM: LOOK AT YOUR PUSSY WETNESS, BABY GIRL. TASTE IT.
What? Oh, God. Can I do this? I’ve never done that before. I hold my fingers in front of my face. The smell of my arousal permeates the air. Slowly, I bring my fingers to my mouth and begin to suck them. For the first time ever, I taste my arousal. It feels so taboo but tastes exquisite. I cannot believe how good my arousal tastes.
BABYGIRL: OKAY, DADDY, I TASTED IT.
DADDYDOM: WHAT DO YOU TASTE LIKE, BABY GIRL?
BABYGIRL: I TASTE SALTY AND SMOOTH, DADDY. I SMELL AROUSED TOO.
DADDYDOM: I BET YOU DO, BABY GIRL. GOOD JOB. I AM PROUD OF YOU. OBEDIENCE IS THE MOST IMPORTANT EXPECTATION I HAVE OF YOU. DADDY HAS ALL OF THE CONTROL—YOU OBEY ME.
BABYGIRL: OKAY, NOW I AM EVEN WETTER THAN BEFORE.
DADDYDOM: WHEN WE FINISH CHATTING, I WANT YOU TO GO TO YOUR BEDROOM. THINK OF ME. LIE ON YOUR BED AND HAVE A GOOD CUMMY FOR DADDY. ONE MORE THING—I WANT YOU TO WEAR YOUR DIAPERS ALL NIGHT. SLIDE THAT VIBRATOR INTO YOUR DIAPERS AND CUM IN THEM. FEEL THE HEAT AND WETNESS FROM YOUR ORGASM ALL NIGHT. GOOD?