“Oh fuck, short stack you’re so damn beautiful, even more so with my babies growing inside of you.” He eyes my bump.
“Yeah, well you put them there with that big dick of yours. You going to use it again or what? I’m dying over here.” I laugh.
“My cock won’t hurt them if I fuck your pussy right? I mean make love to you.”
“No, they will be fine. I promise. Even with that big of a cock. They are well protected. And baby it’s okay to call it fucking. I know you’re making love to me no matter how we do it. I know how you feel baby.” I tell him sweetly.
“How did I get so damn lucky to have such a perfect woman?” he says trailing his eyes over my body. I can see his fine cock is still hard and ready for more.
“I don’t know. But why don’t you show me how lucky you are?” I give him the come-hither finger and he crawls onto the bed between my legs.
“If this is going to hurt the babies I promise sweetheart I can just hold you or lick your pussy.”
I sit up a little and grab his chin. “You listen to me. I have been fucking my vibrator daily, sometimes more than once a day. I don’t want to do that anymore so you’re going to fuck me and you’re going to do it every day as much as I need it. I don’t want to use B.O.B anymore.”
He solutes me. “Eye, eye captain I will fuck you as much as you desire.” He gives me a sexily smile. He’s more meek and gentle with me today than he was the last time. Maybe it’s because he’s afraid to push the limit. I don’t know but I hope it doesn’t last. I love the forward kind of sex like it had been with Claire and him before. It turns me on. This wimpy shit I can’t take. I guess I’m just going to have to show him how kinky I really am.
He positions between my legs and we make soft sensual love three times. I come over and over again. He hits my g-spot just perfect. But he’s so gentle he doesn’t give it to me raw and hard. I know it’s the babies. I’m going to have to talk to the doctor about that. But it was so sweet and loving and perfect every other way. And if he wants to keep it gentle I guess I’ll get the kinkiness from Claire. The best of both worlds I suppose.
Chapter Twenty
I am on my way back to LA right now. I haven’t spoken to Stacy since I basically told him to fuck off, and I’m still moving out. Johnathan and I after we made love decided that I should still go back to LA and we will meet up once he gets back from Bakersfield. They’re in the air now on the way in the jet and James is driving me in a Mercedes to Stacy’s and then to his place to drop my stuff off.
So far things are good with Johnathan. We spent the last few hours together and we didn’t fight. We did sleep a little more though because I was exhausted. But I think we are on the right path. I hope so at least. I still can’t believe the Ashley thing. She just up and walked out like it wasn’t a big deal. Maybe she takes Xanax or something because she was calmer than I would have been. I flip out all the damn time.
It’s a long drive back to LA from San Fran so I guess it’ll be long car ride. So I sit back and listen to music on my iPod as James listens to the satellite radio.
***
“Emily. Wake up Emily.”
I open my eyes.
“What’s up James?” I ask. We’re still driving.
“Your phone is vibrating like crazy and Mr. Striker has called me twice to see why you’re not texting him back. They’ve landed in Bakersfield a while ago. We’re not far from LA.”
“Ok thanks.”
I grab into my purse and I have eight missed calls and four texts.
J- I miss you already.
J- Why aren’t you answering my texts baby? Are you done with me?
J- Baby what did I do now? I’m so sorry for whatever I’ve done. I miss you.
J- Baby please pick up your phone or text me back or something. I’m scared. Please don’t leave me.
Holy cow! He’s needy and scared already. Okay so I haven’t exactly been the most loving and giving in this relationship. I’ve kind of pushed him away a lot. But if I want to be with him I guess I am going to have to be a little more understanding to his insecurities. I don’t worry about being alone. I love him and I want to be with him. But if we’re not together I know I will live and be alright. He obviously doesn’t see it that way. I don’t want to call so I text instead.
Me- Sorry sweetie. I’m not leaving u I won’t k. So please don’t worry. I was sleeping on the way back to LA listening to music. So sorry I missed ur calls. Don’t b mad.
Ten seconds later
J- Oh thank god. I can’t help that I worry. You’re in a car with our babies and I just want to make sure you’re okay and that we’re okay. Give me some time to adjust and I promise I won’t freak out as much.
Me- It’s ok sweetie. I’ll try to be more understanding of ur need 2 reach me. Guess what I’m thinkin about right now?
J- What?
Me- Ur big juicy cock.
I have to be all dirty. I sexted with Claire. I want to do this with him. It was hot and I can’t wait to get home and maybe I can masturbate thinking about him like I did her. How cool would that be?
J- Oh baby why are you thinking about him? He doesn’t deserve your love.
Ok, or maybe not. He isn’t playing along. This stinks. He and I are going to have to have a very big conversation about all this when he gets home on Monday.
Me- Yes, he does and I want him in my mouth. I can’t wait to suck him and swirl my tongue all over him.
J- I love when you do it baby. But I should have sucked your pussy first. I’m sorry.
Son of a bitch! He sucks at this. Ok I give up.
Me- When u cum home u can lick it and fuck it all you want.
J- Oh yes baby thank you. I love you so much. I don’t want to fuck you. I want to make love to you.
Here he does again. I’m certain he’s telling me all these lovely sweet things because he’s heard somewhere that women like this kind of stuff. I love the sweetness. But where’d the passion go? Seriously. He’s all passive and meek. This is so not cool. I won’t bug him about it now but when he gets home I am going to have a talk. Right away. I know I can be a lot to handle and I have one hell of a mouth. But I want to be dominated and taken raw and talked dirty to. I don’t have much sex experience with a lot of people but I know what I like now. And it’s not sweet lovey-dovey shit in the bedroom. Outside yes. Inside, hell no!
Me- We’ll talk about the sexy stuff when u get home.
J- Why am I fucking shit up already? Oh god. Please don’t leave me. I will do better.
Me- No baby. Stop worrying I won’t b going ne where. Calm down. I just want u 2 know that I don’t want u to hold back in sex. I want u to say what u want and have sex with me like u want 2. Not hold back bc u think that’s what I want or need.
J- Trust me you don’t want me to make love to you like I want. It’s not love, it’s fucking and it’s dirty and sweaty. I don’t want you to feel like I’m using you for sex. I only want you. I love you.
See I knew it! He was doing this because he thought that’s what I want. I got to change this real quick.
Me- I luv u 2. But I want the fucking baby. I want ur fucking. I want u balls deep in my pussy. I want u screaming my name and talking dirty as u pinch my nipples and bite my ass. Or slap it. Or call me a dirty whore, pounding my pussy with ur fingers. I want to sit on ur face and ride ur tongue as u drink my juices. I want to guzzle ur come down my throat. I want to fuck u against a wall in the elevator or suck ur cock in a museum. I want it dirty and I want it a lot. The dirtier the better.
I click send and I blush. I can’t believe I actually said that. Shit! I hope he doesn’t think I’m a whore or something worse. I can’t help I like what I like. I like Claire and her naughtiness. I can’t wait to see her. I’m going to have to see if she can meet up this weekend when I get back. I’d love to get some of her.
Five minutes later
J- Sorry it took so long to respond. I had to read that text like twenty
times. Holy shit baby. You’re serious? I thought chicks in love dig the soft core stuff? You want to fuck me that much and suck my cock? Do you realize how perfect you sound right now? Jesus. I can’t believe I found you. I am so fine with the soft stuff so I hope you’re not saying this to make me happy. Women have done those types of things to make me happy before. Shit, I love you.
Me- Yes, what can I say? I’m a dirty little whore. My pussy is greedy and she wants 2 fuck all the time. Especially since I got pregnant w/ur babies. I’m not going to tell u I want 2 do those things if I didn’t want 2. Claire’s helped open me up to a lot of new things. And that means I get to do all those kinky things with my man. My only man. The man I love and I want to spend my life with. Including fucking his brains out three times a day every day. And making him suck my pussy in the back of a supermarket wearing a skirt. I would like 2 try all kinds of stuff. I luv the taste of ur come so much baby that when u come in my next time I’m going to scoop it out and I’m going to suck it off my fingers. God! I’m so horny thinking about that right now.
Five minutes later
J- Oh fuck. I’m so hard right now. I’m going to have to pound my cock before the end of the night. And I’m going to send Claire the biggest bouquet of roses. She’s my new best friend. Seriously baby. Do whatever you’re doing with her as long as you keep doing it with me. I promise I won’t be as sweet next time. It was hard this morning not pulling your legs above my head and giving it to you rough. But I didn’t want to scare you. And as soon as I get home we are doing that supermarket thing. I’m going to make you come so hard in my mouth. Fuck! I love you! You’re my dirty little whore! Ok baby I’ll text later. I got to go jam with the boys. I love you so much! Don’t ever leave me.
Me- I love you 2. You sex god. And give Deacon a big wet sloppy kiss from me. XOXOXO.
J- Fuck D, those sloppy kisses go on my hard cock. Shit! I’m leaking all in my damn boxers. See what you do to me woman!
Me- Deacon’s been nice now give him a fucking kiss. And the sloppiness can go on ur cock. I love u now do ur fucking job then come home and fuck ur woman.
J- Yes, ma’am and you’re not my woman you’re going to be my wife. I love u 2.
Holy shit did my man just ask me to marry him? No way. We’ve only been dating a day. We should have been together longer but a day it is. Now I’m horny and I can tell we are almost to Stacy’s. I guess I’ll take care of this sex problem later.
Chapter Twenty One
I spent two hours rounding up all my major items from Stacy’s. It was good to do it when he wasn’t home because I know it would end up in a fight if I did it any other way. James carried everything out to the Mercedes for me and we are going to drive the suburban from now on once we get to his place. I like the suburban better anyhow. Guess you could say I’m partial to trucks. When I finally get the money to buy one it will probably be a SUV of some sort. Maybe a Suburban since I will be hauling two babies around. It’s also safe. That sounds total weird. How does it work if I take the kids to the docs and I still have James? Does he do the driving and I ride along? That doesn’t seem right. But maybe? Will he end up being in my children’s lives more than Johnathan? What if I work, who will watch them when I’m gone? Shit I have to think a lot of stuff out. This parenting thing is a lot more complex than I first thought about.
So right now we are in James’s house that Johnathan pays for. It’s rather nice. It’s a condo with two bedrooms and two baths, a nice kitchen, living room, a back deck and it’s clean. That’s the best part. I don’t have much furniture wise to move in. I gave it to Joe when I left New York. But all my clothes and personal items came with, when I hired the moving company. James has been great and I am just lying down to go to sleep for the night in my new full-size bed. It’s an older mattress with normal flannel sheets and a hunter green bedspread that matches the deer on the sheets. It’s a hunter’s paradise. I will be changing it out real soon when I get the time to go shopping, which should be soon because it’s not like I have anything else better to do. I’m out of the job. I guess starting Monday I should hit up all the publishing houses in LA and see if they need somebody to work for them. Maybe working for Stricken will give me a boost on my short resume.
I’m snuggling down in my bed and I decide I should probably shoot Claire a text. I haven’t heard from Johnathan at all tonight but I know he’s probably busy with the boys.
Me- Hey Claire it’s me. Just thought I’d touch base making sure you’re doing good and staying as beautiful as ever. I’m back and staying with James. I know it’s late that’s why I didn’t call. See you soon.
I click send. I’m too lazy to even do text words. Like U or use the ‘And’ sign. My iPhone has auto correct so it’s super easy just to type normal. Even though I’ve gotten used to over the years doing it short words. My iPhone is a relatively new gadget I’ve purchased for myself as an upgrade about five months ago. Before that I had a slider with a key pad.
Claire- I’m up. Working right now. I got a call from Stacy thought you should know. He said the men want to do three diff ads. Didn’t talk to him about you. Sorry babe. I have to work tomorrow but do you want to go out tomorrow night? If you’re not biz?
Me- You didn’t have a dinner date? It’s Friday night tomorrow.
Claire- I had one for work. But since you’re back I’m going to cancel if you’re free. Don’t worry about me. I want to see my girl.
Damn she’s sweet. Just when I think she can’t get any better she does. And goes and does something like this. I’m seriously lucky to have such a wonderful girlfriend and a semi-wonderful boyfriend. Okay he’s great most of the time when he’s not fucking other women or asking them to move in with him. Or lying to me.
Me- Well if my sexy lady wants to ditch a business meeting since she’s the boss and all. I suppose I can make sure I am free. What did you have in mind? Is it dirty? Oh, gee I hope so.
Claire- I’ll plan an actual date tomorrow night sweetness. Don’t get me wrong I going to take what I want. But I want to treat you right. Has my asshole been a good little girl since she’s been gone?
Her asshole. Claire and her major anal fetish. I swear, I knew some people get off on sucking toes, or oral sex. She’s an ass person. It’s hot because I can so get off that way. Totally off-the-wall because I never thought I’d try it out. But I’m a kinky horny bitch who likes most sex stuff. Who knew? I never did. And I want to try more. Now that I have Johnathan back I can try all kinds of stuff using that giant juicy cock of his and then I get to use beautiful Claire and her softness and dominate nature to spicy things up. I hope Johnathan will liven things up too. But I haven’t seen it yet. My fingers and toes are crossed.
Me- Of course she has.
Her- Does she miss me?
I giggle. I can’t believe she’s talking like my asshole is a whole different person. Okay, I can’t talk. I refer to my pussy as a different person. She’s a greedy bitch so I have to. But I guess my asshole can be a greedy bitch too. It likes to get fucked almost as much as my pussy. So yep now I have two greedy whores who like to get horny and screwed every which way. Damn that’s hot!
Me- Of course she does, she really really misses you. She needs lots of kisses and loving when you see her next. And not sure if you care but I would love some kisses too.
Her- Oh, don’t be jealous my lover. She’s just the only thing that’s mine that you have. The rest of you I have to share. So I am going to treat her extra special because she’s my special lady. And she only gets attention when I love her. Right?
Me- You’re right. She is lonely unless you’re around. If you love her so much then why don’t you name her?
Hey give me a break. If she keeps calling it a she. Then she is eventually going to get a name. Might as well get it out now. Johnathan’s cock is called anaconda.
Claire- What a great idea! Her name is Anna. So Anna and I are going to have fun together tomorrow night.
Oh my god! This
is so funny! I can’t stop laughing. Anna the asshole. That’s one hell of a name. And I’m the one who brought this on. I sure as hell hope if we are in the middle of sex and she says its name I don’t laugh because right now I am cracking up so much I have tears pouring out of my eyes. Oh shit! This is so hilarious.
Me- Can I come too?
Claire- Oh yes, I hope you come and come and come and come.
Ok, that’s not what I meant when I said come but I’ll take it. Fuck I’m wet. Note to self- Be ready to use B.O.B anytime you talk to Claire.
Me- Ok babe. I’m going to go to sleep. XOXOXO see you tomorrow. Text me when and where. I’ll meet you. James can drive me.
Claire- No, I’ll pick you up. I have the sexy car remember? And I’ll text you the time in the morning. XOXOXO. Sleep well babe. Miss you.
It may be late but I am not going to bed right this second. I can’t. So I think I’ll text Johnathan since I haven’t heard from him all night.
Me- Hey my big man, it’s your redhead. Just thought I’d text to say goodnight and I love you. Hope you’re being a good boy. Talk with you soon. XOXOXO
I lay my phone on the bedside table. I shut off my light and take in a deep cleansing breath. It’s sleepy time.
Chapter Twenty Two
Knock, knock, knock.
“Emily, it’s me. I’ve got some news. Please don’t be naked.” James says coming into my room.
I wake. It’s still dark out. Damn how early in the morning is it?
I lean over and turn on my light and sit up. I’m not naked. But James is in his PJ pants and no shirt. Hot damn! I knew he was soft and built but he’s thick in all the right ways. He’s hot. His whole entire torso tatted up. I knew about his leg but wow those are some sexy tats. I look him up and down. He notices, turning bright red.
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