Chasing Soma

by Amy Robyn

  I have only been with one woman and I will only ever be with the one. She has always made me feel complete in a way no other woman ever could. I didn’t even try to move on. I knew I couldn’t. I never wanted to. I know that even now, if she kicked me out of her life, I would never be with another woman. I have to get this right with her. She is my forever.

  Her back arches and I take that as an invitation. I grab the bottom of her shirt and yank it over her head. I look down at her lacy black bra and moan. Her breasts are larger and her darker nipples are stiff. They point at me through the flimsy material. I lift her up and pop the clasp open. Her breasts fall out and bounce before me. I am hypnotized by the enticing morsels as they sway and come to rest in front of me. I lean down and take one of her nipples into my mouth.

  She grabs my hair and presses me more firmly against her. I flick my tongue across the pebbled flesh that tastes so sweet that I find myself rubbing my shaft into the bed to relieve the ache. She tastes even better than I remember and I didn’t know that was even possible.

  I kiss my way down her stomach until I get to the top of her pants. I open the top button and slide the zipper down. I take my time sliding the material over her hips and down her long, lean legs. Legs that have always made me pant after her. She always knew what would get to me and would wear short skirts so that her legs looked like they went on forever. I would dream about those legs wrapped around me at night and wake in a sweat.

  I pull her pants off along with her shoes and socks. When she is laying before me in only her pink panties, I start yanking my clothes off to join her. I can see the appreciation in her eyes as I remove my shirt. The military has helped me build a healthy physique and I can tell it is appreciated by the only woman I want appreciation from. She licks her lips when I remove my pants and I nearly lose the battle. I feel the spill of pre-cum as it leaks into my boxers.

  I leave my boxers on so that there is a barrier between us. I take them off and it will be over far sooner than either of us want. You can see the wet spot in the front as proof of my eagerness. She sees it and again her tongue darts out moistening her full bottom lip. I lean in and bite her lip, pulling it between my lips. I suck it before sliding my tongue inside the moist heat of her mouth.

  I can’t take much more. I reach down and grab her panties and yank. The fabric tears and I pull it away from her. I throw it over my shoulder as I stare down at the red triangle of curls, guarding her glistening folds. I run my finger down her dewy center and bring the treat to my mouth. I suck her essence from my finger and my eyes roll back into my head at her sweet flavor.

  “You taste even better than I remember.” I hoarsely tell her as I clean my finger of what remains of her taste. Fuck it. I lift her legs and throw them over my shoulder as I dive into the sweetest pussy known to man. I have nothing to compare it to but I know that it is perfect for me and that is all that matters. I swallow her down as her panting and moans serenade me. It is better than any symphony.

  I flick my tongue against her little button and her legs jerk. I love how her body responds. I always know I am doing the right thing by the spasms in her legs. They continue to jerk and spasm as I bring her closer to cumming. I suck her clit into my mouth as I slide a finger into her tight channel. Her pussy sucks my finger and slowly starts to tighten around it. I slide it in and out as I continue to suck, flick and duel with her clit. Her legs begin to stiffen and I move faster. She shouts my name and her back arches off the bed.

  She moans and thrashes as I continue to work my tongue, dragging out her orgasm. When she finally collapses back on the bed, I climb her body. I take her mouth so that she can see how sweet her flavor is on my tongue. I feel her hands pushing my boxer down and I pull back long enough to help her release the beast from his confines. My cock springs free and falls against her thigh with a slap. Just feeling her skin to skin has me cumming. I groan as I splash my cum across her creamy thighs.

  Shit, I didn’t mean to cum so damn soon. I scoop some up on my fingers and hold it up to her mouth. She greedily sucks it off like she always used to do. She loves to taste me. I was shocked the first time she swallowed but I quickly realized what a lucky son of a bitch I am. She groans as I go back and scoop up more for her to have. By the time she has my essence all eaten I am hard as a rock again. She has always done this to me. One time has never been enough with her.

  I line myself up with her entrance and push forward. She moans as I slowly fill her, an inch at a time. I am so thankful that I already came once or the feel of her would have sent me over before I could even get fully inside of her. This way I can give her the time she needs to adjust to my invasion. I can tell she hasn’t been with any one in all that time by how tight she is. She is strangling my cock with her tight clasping walls. It feels like heaven.

  “Fuck, I missed you.” I tell her as I seat myself fully inside of her. The tip of my cock is nestled against her womb that I hope to fill with our next baby.

  “I missed you too.” She whimpers in my ear. Her hips move slightly sending me even deeper inside of her. I growl as I pull back until only the tip remains and then thrust forward, impaling her again. We both groan at how good it feels. I am finally home. This is where I belong, between the sweet thighs of the woman I love. She wraps her legs around me again and I lose all the thoughts in my head. I am lost in the sensation of her moist heat.

  I grunt with every thrust as I take my woman’s body and make it my own again. She belongs to me now just as I have always belonged to her. I push in and out of her and all that can be heard is the guttural grunts and the sound our flesh makes when it slaps together. I will never get enough of being inside of her. I hope she knows that this is as good as signing a marriage license as far as I am concerned. I belong to her heart, mind and now body, again.

  Her nails bite into my back as I pick up the pace and I know she is getting close. I change the angle slightly so that I am hitting that sweet spot inside of her and reach between us until I find her clit that is begging for some attention. I pluck it between my thumb and finger and begin to roll it between. She cries out and I feel her pussy clamp down on my cock. It begins to rhythmically suck and squeeze the cum out of me.

  I throw my head back and shout as I feel my balls pull up tight. I look down again quickly and look into her eyes as the first blast of release sprays the inside of her soft womb. I groan as each pulse of my orgasm rushes through me. I have never felt anything that feels better than cumming inside of her. I collapse on top of her as I try to find the strength to roll us over. I groan as I finally muster the strength and pull her over me. I never thought I would get the chance to be here again. I am truly fortunate for this chance and I will not do anything to fuck it up.

  “You okay?” I ask as I push the hair out of her face. My breathing is finally starting to return to normal. Her beautiful green eyes open and she stares down at me. The smile that takes over her face has my heart racing again and my cock twitching. I moan as she leans down and kisses me. I growl as my cock comes fully back to life.

  “Woman you’re killing me.” I say as I lift her up and slam her down on my waiting cock. I haven’t been this amorous since that first week we finally started having sex at the end of our junior year. I guess I have four years of frustration to work out.

  “God, I love you.” I say as I take hold of her hips and start moving her up and down my cock.

  Chapter 8

  “Soma, wake up baby.” I hear his voice above me. I groan and pull the blanket over my head.

  “Mommy.” Leah says as she climbs on the bed. She pats my head and I laugh.

  “Mommy hiding, daddy.” She tells Chase who chuckles low. I pull the blanket back and kiss Leah’s cheek. She wraps her arms around me. I smile over at Chase who watches us with a smile.

  “Why don’t you show daddy what needs to be packed in your room. I will be out in a minute to help.” I am completely naked under the covers and I know that Leah would notice. I haven
’t slept naked since I had her. Chase narrows his eyes with a smile. He knows why I am getting them out of the room.

  “Hurry, momma. I want to go to the appliance store and order the stuff for the kitchen and laundry room.” Chase says. I had nearly forgotten about the appliances. Leave it to Chase to remember everything. Then I remember the vision I had of the appliances I wanted.

  “I would like them to match in black and I would like a gas stove please.” He smiles down at me and kisses me softly before standing back up.

  “Whatever you want.” He says and the crazy thing is I know he means it. I am fortunate to get another chance with this man. I will never again doubt his loyalty to me and now our daughter.

  “Come on baby girl, let’s go see what needs packing in your room.” He lifts Leah and they walk out of the room, shutting the door behind them. I shake my head as I hop up and make my way into the bathroom. I need a quick shower after how sweaty Chase got me earlier. I look in the mirror and see the marks of his possession. I once got mad at him for it but I quickly realized he did it without knowing. He was always just so caught up in pleasure. I absolutely love it now.

  I jump into the shower and quickly scrub myself clean. I am tender in areas that haven’t seen action since the birth of my daughter. I grin as I remember his head down there and then his beautiful cock. He ruined me for all other men back in high school and now I remember why. The man is talented, though it can be said that we did train each other. We had been together since we both turned sixteen. I still can’t believe how lucky I was when he asked me out the first time.

  I have been sick for three days with the flu. I am finally feeling human again but I have missed so much school work that I will be spending every free minute in the library for the rest of the week to catch up. It’s alright, it’s not like I have much of a social life. I have the brightest red hair and if that isn’t bad enough, I also have eyes that are almost too large for my face. Thankfully, I do not have many freckles. Just a few across my nose and cheeks.

  The worst problem is that I am horribly shy. I can’t talk to a boy without him being a brother to a friend or a teacher. I am afraid I will never have a boyfriend. I do have the world’s biggest crush on the boy in my math class. He has the most beautiful blue eyes I have ever seen. He caught me looking at him one time and I thought I would die. My cheeks were so red, I could feel the heat coming off of them. He just smiled at me.

  I am sure the poor guy felt sorry for me of course. I am hardly noticeable. I shake my head to clear my thoughts of Chase. It’s not like I would ever even have a chance with him. I pull out my books and quietly start in on the work I missed. I am nearly finished with a math assignment when I hear the chair across from me being pulled out. I startle and look up into those beautiful blue eyes that I fantasize about.

  “Is anyone sitting here?” He whispers. I shake my head as I feel my cheeks flush with heat again. Only he seems to elicit such a response from me. I am shy with everyone but only he can make me blush.

  “Good. I missed seeing you the last few days. Were you sick?” He asks as though he genuinely wants to know. I am shocked for a moment before answering him.

  “Yes, I had the flu.” He winces though he never takes his eyes off of me.

  “I heard it was terrible. Everyone seems to be catching it.” He leans forward and takes my hand that is sitting on top of my book.

  “I am glad you’re better.” He says with a smile and those dimples of his pop out. I nearly groan at how beautiful he is. I know guys hate being called beautiful. I can’t think of a better word though. He is chiseled to perfection, both his body and his face. Those eyes are only the cherry on top. I could stare at him all day long.

  “You do?” I stupidly ask. I am just thankful I didn’t do my nervous giggle snort. I hate when I do that.

  “Yeah, I like seeing you every day. You’re very pretty.” I nearly fall out of my seat when he says this. I have never been called that. Though, to be fair, I am normally too shy to even make eye contact with a boy.

  “Really?” I ask. God do I sound as desperate as I think I do? I hope not.

  “Very. I was wondering if you have a date for homecoming.” He asks and I am so stunned that I do not answer for a moment. I am stunned. He gets an uncomfortable look and I realize he is waiting for my answer.

  “No I don’t have a date.” I tell him as I look down at our clasped hands. His golden skin against my ivory flesh is striking.

  “Will you go with me?” He asks. I quickly look up to see if he is serious. He looks nervous and I know without a doubt that he really does like me.

  “Yesiwillgowithyou.” I say so quickly that it comes out sounding like one word. He chuckles.

  “I think that was a yes.” He says with a large grin that shows both of his dimples and has me swooning in my seat.

  “Yes.” I nod my head along with my answer. He is positively beaming at me now.

  “Do you have a cell phone?” He asks and I nod as I pull my phone out of my back pocket. He takes it from me and enters his number. He hits send and his phone starts ringing before he ends the call.

  “There now you have my number and I have yours.” He tells me as he hands my phone back to me.

  “Now, what are you working on? I would like to help.” He says as he pulls his chair in further and leans in to see what I am doing.

  That was such a perfect day for me. I never thought he even noticed me until that day. He helped me get caught up on all of my assignments and every night he would call me and we would talk until one of us would fall asleep. We went to every dance together after that. We were never separated except when we went to classes that weren’t together. He would carry my books for me and sit with me at lunch. We were the envied couple by our senior year.

  I hop out of the shower and dry myself off. I go in the bedroom and dress in a pair of old jeans. I throw on an old t-shirt too. No sense in dressing nice to pack. I throw my hair up in a ponytail and walk out to join the two most important people in my life.

  I find them in Leah’s room, packing. I smile as I see her telling him about each toy before putting it in the box he is holding for her. The rate they’re going it won’t be finished in time.

  “Honey, you can tell daddy about every one of your toys later. Right now we need to pack them so we can move them to the new house.” She pouts as I say this.

  “You get to put them all in your new castle in the morning.” He tells her and she grins as though she is just remembering that we bought one.

  “Do you want a peanut butter and jelly sandwich?” I ask Leah, since she fell asleep before she ate lunch.

  “Daddy makes me one.” She smiles up at her daddy. He grins over his shoulder at me and I give him a quick kiss.

  “That was a nice daddy. How about I take over for daddy? He has some errands to run.” Leah doesn’t look all that happy about it but I take the box from Chase and he gives me a quick kiss.

  “I will pick up dinner. What sounds good?” Chase asks and our little girl answers right away.

  “Pizza.” She shouts. I roll my eyes. My daughter loves her pizza.

  “Pepperoni?” He asks and she claps her hands and nods. He kisses me again and lingers a moment longer this time before leaving the room. I grin as I watch him walk through the house and out the front door. I am really fortunate to have gotten another chance with him. He is the only man who could ever make me feel this way. Now, seeing him be a father to Leah, makes me love him more than I thought was possible. He took me to a whole new level of what love can feel like.

  Chapter 9.

  Last night was even better than the night before but I know that tonight will trump them all. We have been moving all day today. All of our furniture is here and the appliances have been set up. Now, Peter and I are moving boxes as Soma and Leah are unpacking. I do not want Soma moving boxes because I am hoping like hell that I have knocked her up already. Leah is dancing around the house on her tippy
toes and we are all avoiding stepping on her.

  “Daddy, see my room.” Leah grabs my hand and leads me to her room after I drop off the last box with Soma in the kitchen. Leah’s room looks just as I imagined it would. In the far corner is her large two story castle that she can store all of her toys in. The opposite corner has her twin canopy bed. After tucking her in her little bed the past few night, this bed seems much too large.

  “Are you sure this bed isn’t too big for you.” I ask knowing she is going to give me the stink eye. She doesn’t disappoint. She glares over at me.

  “I’s a big girl.” She says with a hand on her hip, just as her mother does when she is upset. I smile as I lift my daughter into my arms and toss her into the air. She giggles as I catch her.

  “You are a big girl, but daddy is always going to worry about you because that’s my job.” I tell her as I sit her in front of the castle. I open its door and look inside. It doesn’t have any of her toys in it yet. I look over by the closet where her boxes are. I go over and start opening them.

  “Come on baby girl, let’s unpack.” I tell her and she drags herself over even though she is pouting. I laugh as I start handing her toys to take into her castle. We make a game out of it and before we know it we are finished. She smiles as she puts the last of her folded clothes in her new dresser. I look up and see Soma standing in the doorway. She grins as she looks around the room that is now finished.

  “It looks great sweetie. You and daddy did a great job.” She tells her. Leah looks up beaming at her mother. Mother and daughter are so very beautiful that I am left speechless that they are mine. Pride in my family has me jubilant for the future and any more children we will add to this picture. I lift Leah into my arms before I pull Soma against me. I have everything I need in this world, right here.