by Wanda Boyd
- As well, she has passed? If she had stayed at home, as it should, all this would not have happened - I say, remembering that night, but just blocking my memories not to suffer even more.
- Son, something happened that night, you did not tell me?
- Mom, today the canoe called me to tell you something that I did not know whether to believe or not, but on second thought, I think is the only answer.
- And what the canoe said, son? - I hesitate, embarrassed. Assume it's horn is one of the hardest things in the life of a man.
- He heard Cecilia telling Mari remembered that be cheating on me with another man. - Punch the couch and my mother is frightened. Anger will be taking over from me and all I did not feel so far begins to emerge. - She betrayed me, mother! How could you? I loved her more than anything, and she gave me in return? She betrayed me!
- Son, do not you learn anything from this whole story? Do not be assuming anything, enjoy it is in town and get everything clean with it. I'm sure it will be sincere.
- Mother, why do you have so much consideration for Cecilia? - She thinks for a few seconds and then answers:
- Because Cecilia is one of those people who show everything with his eyes, and I always see that the eye is the size love she feels for you. Even now, even without remembering anything. When she looks at you, his eyes shine like stars.
- Oh, mother. You're an incurable romantic. I'm leaving before this disease take. - I give a kiss on her cheek and whisper in his ear: - Thank you for being the best mom in the world! - It opens a world the size of the smile and take this cue to leave.
Way to track through the brush toward my house. Catch sight of the white picket fence and hasten my steps, eager to be alone at home. But as soon as I close the door and look at the immensity of my home, I feel more alone than ever.
I turn the sound and the voice of Zeze di Camargo and Luciano hit me like a thunderbolt. It looked like they came into my head and translated my feelings:
When the longing ache and loneliness hurt
To think of you, or looking for your look
I'll fool the passion,
Lie to my heart, who has stopped loving you
Ah, ah, ah
Damn it! This story that she betrayed me will not let me alone. I need to talk to her face to face and hear her say, looking into my eyes, that betrayed me. I'll call my father and ask the phone company Cecilia and Mari. Then call her.
- Hello! - I recognize the voice as the Mari.
- Hi Mari! Is Antonio who is speaking.
- What do you want now? - She asks irritably.
- Calm down, I will not mistreat Cecilia, if it's what you're thinking. I just need to tell you something for it. Please! - I say in a friendly tone, to try to convince her. This friend of Cecilia looks like a watchdog. I hope Diogo soon amanse this creature.
- It's all right! But if she starts crying or I see you left sad, I swear I will at the same time to his farm only to kick your bag - she says, but soon hear the call Cecilia.
- Hello! - She says, and my heart races.
- Hi! It Is In ... - start to say the name by which she always called me, but I decide to keep things a little less personal, for now. - Is Antonio. I wanted to talk to you about ... about ... - Damn! I can not touch it. It's too humiliating! What can I say, anyway? "I need to talk to you about the horn that put in my head?". - About Alana. I had an idea of punishment and have started to implement it.
- Oh yes? And what is this idea?
- Well, I said you were paying complaint and that I would be arrested. Then she confessed. But she did not seem very sorry, then I decided I'm going to call a friend who's a cop and see if we can give a shock in the small. I'll call him and match my part of the plan, and you also links to match your part, okay?
- I loved the plan, Antonio! Thank you for having me worried. - She says in a sweet voice and I start to melt. - But as I do not have the mobile number and I do not intend to hurt him, would not he call me when you're already settled its part of the plan and it is available?
- Yes good idea! I will pass your number for him to call you when I can. But there's one more thing I wanted to ask you. Could we meet at the farm to talk two days from now?
- It is very important to you? - She says cautiously.
- Yes it is!
- Then fine.
- Thank you! Bye, Ceci!
- Bye, Anthony! - She hangs up and feel that all the air's gone. Two days to talk. Two days did not sleep. Two days I'll be out of me mad.
God help me!
Chapter 15 - Cecilia
I hang up the phone and I'm staring at the wall. The Antonio was messing with me and could not understand why.
- All right, Ceci? - Mari enters my room and sit in front of me.
- The Antonio just called, he will talk with a friend who is a policeman to play a trick on Alana, as revenge.
- As well?
- He will threaten to hold Alana.
- I do not believe! - Mari starts laughing. - Poor thing, I wanted to see her face.
- Is not it too much?
- Ceci, you went very badly. It ended up in the hospital. It was not just a simple joke.
- I know, but I know there. Despite being angry, my heart tightens when I think of revenge it.
- Are you remembering something?
- Do not know. I remembered some things Ignatius, without even knowing who he is. But I'm pretty sure I was betraying Antonio. And to make matters worse, while talking with Antonio now felt my heart beat faster, and did not want to turn off.
- Are you falling in love with her husband again?
- I do not know, friend. But think about Antonio is a feeling I never felt before. But at the same time, when I think of Ignatius feel desire, my skin looks prickle, waiting for his touch. So I'm in doubt, I do not know what to do.
- I think you would find that Ignatius first, who knows when to talk to him this question over.
- How will I find if I do not even know who he is?
- I'll help you do not worry.
- Excuse me, Ceci. - Paula enters my room. - There's a cop here, wanting to talk to you.
- You can bring it here.
I see a guy come into my room dressed with a black jeans and jacket, he looks at me and grins.
- When the crazy said the Queen was back, I did not believe. - He comes around the table and pulls me into a hug. - You look beautiful, Ceci.
- Do you know each other? - Mari question.
- I know Antonio since childhood, followed the courtship and marriage of the two.
- Sorry, but I do not remember you.
- Do not worry, Ceci, Antônio explained everything. - He smiles and calm down. I am Gerson.
- So how is that going to work it? - Ask and it opens a huge smile.
- You will love.
*
Mari park the car in front of large farm house, and realize the Fatima coming out and facing the police car.
- Did something happen?
- The Alana is?
- Did something happen? - The Antonio approaches and see a slight smile on his lips.
- Cecilia made a complaint and we have to ask Alana.
- I did nothing. - The Alana comes from inside the house.
- Alana, Cecilia went to the police saying that after eating the pie you offered, she fell ill, she went to the hospital. This is a serious charge - Gerson says.
- I swear I did not do anything. - The Alana starts to cry and realize that begins to form a crowd around.
- What is going on? - I see the canoe running to where we are, and he looks worried for Alana.
- I did not do anything - she screams and feel a tightness in the chest to see her crying.
- If it was not you, Alana, it was someone who had access to the kitchen Antonio. So, that was you or was it.
I look at the Antonio lowering his head and sighs.
- So it really was not you, I have to take Antonio arrested. - Ger
son goes to Antony and the handle arm to take him to the police car.
- No, please no. - Alana runs to where I am. - I just wanted to play a trick, I did not want to hurt you, do not let the arrest Toti.
- What you did was very serious, Alana - speak.
- I know, but please do not let hold my brother. - She grabs my arms the shaking. - I was to blame, not him.
- Then you should go to jail. - Gerson says, dropping the Antonio.
- I know.
I look at the face of Alana, wet with tears, and I feel something is broken inside me, my desire was to hug her and tell her everything would be okay.
She moves away, going to the police car, and I feel a sharp twinge in the head, it gets dark at all.
- Ceci want to ride a horse too! - I hear a girl screaming and see a pink princess and ponytails running to where I am.
- And you think I'm walking without you?
Alana caught in her lap, to put on the horse and up behind her, start walking slowly, as she uses her feet to knock lightly on the horse's flank.
- Faster, Ceci, faster.
I give a toquinho on the horse and take him for a light trot, then increase slightly his speed. We ran across the pasture, as she screams happy clutching cell.
- Are you enjoying?
- Very, Ceci. - After returning to the stables, we walked side by side to the outside, and she grabs my hand. - I love you, Ceci.
- I love you, Alana. - Me down and embrace the beautiful little girl who meant a lot to me.
I open my eyes slowly and I see Anthony staring at me, I'm lying on the grass with several people around.
- What happened? - Asks worried.
- I felt a sharp twinge in the head and then all was dark.
- Let's get her inside, Antonio - Fatima asks.
He picks me up and enter the house, putting me on the couch, look at all to find a blond girl wiping her eyes. I reach out my hand to her that is without understanding, but slowly approaches.
- Sorry, Cecilia.
- It's okay, Alana. - The draw for the couch beside me and step my arms around her shoulders, feel her body intends, and she tries to escape. - Do not remember much of my life, but remembered a blonde girl who was riding with me.
- You remembered Alana? - Antônio asks, looking at both of us.
- I remembered. Not even know why you're angry with me, Alana, but I swear I would never hurt her intentionally, I remembered how much I loved you and how much it meant to me.
She stares at me and raises running the couch, disappearing inside.
- It was his shadow - Fatima speaks and gives a weak smile. - She followed you everywhere and idolized you. She suffered a lot when you left.
- I think I better go - speak bland not remember all this. Lift the couch, I go to the outside and take a deep breath.
I was not prepared for the feelings that invaded me nothing.
I was nervous about Alana because of what he did to me, but at the same time, I loved her and did not want to see her sad.
- Mari, you can go, I need to talk to Cecilia, then I'll take her home. - Antônio speech and feel a shiver down the spine.
- I think she's been through a lot, Antônio.
- Mari, I need to talk to my wife - he speaks and beside me. - Come with me.
I look at the Mari, nod and go to his car. He runs for a short time and in front of his house, car go down and accompany inside.
I look at the furniture and try to remember to live in that house, no photos with us together, and nothing that I wake up some memory.
- Do you have a picture of us? - I ask and he throws his hat on the couch.
- No, I threw it all away when he left.
- I understand. What I wanted to talk?
- I'm going straight to the point, Cecilia. You betrayed me? - He asks and I get no reaction.
I sit on the sofa and below the head.
- I remember a few things, Anthony, but I remember a man touching me and giving pleasure.
- And it's not me, is it? - Question and shake my head. - Shit, Cecilia, always did everything for you, I put my world at your feet and what you did? I betrayed him, was taking away my daughter, and now I have? Anything. Or the memory of a happy marriage I have, because my wife was a traitor motherfucker - he shouts and look at him.
- I am to blame for everything? - shout. - You did not do anything?
- If loving you, idolize, is cause for guilt, then yes, I am guilty - he shouts pointing to his chest.
- If it were really, why I look for another man?
- That's what I want to know, Cecilia, why you had to betray me?
- Do not know. Maybe you do not give me enough.
- Enough what? - He approaches nervous.
- Do not know. - I feel my tears wetting his face. - Do not know.
He grabs my arm and pulls me against his chest.
- I gave you everything, love, care, a home, stability, respect, I was your friend, your husband. What was not sufficient? I loved you every night, I know every inch of your body. Do not try to make excuses, just tell me why he betrayed me.
- I do not remember. I can not remember.
I grab his shirt and our faces are close, almost abutting. He looks at my face and down my eyes to my mouth.
Before I know it, our lips are glued together and his arms down to grab my waist, I feel the light body to him to get up and hit back against the wall, my legs pass his waist hugging him and grab his neck .
He bites my bottom lip and back to kiss me. I can not breathe the intensity of the kiss. Let out a moan as his hands pull my shirt, leaving me only bra.
- My God, I forgot how beautiful you are.
He pulls his head back to kiss him and hear the door slamming it on the wall.
- Antonio! - Someone shouts and we parted.
- What are you doing here, Suzi? - He asks, and I push, grab my shirt and run to the outside.
We fought, shouted at each other and at the end I was against a wall, almost to the point of having sex with him. If it was not offered the Suzi, most likely this would have happened.
I do not know what prompted me to give to Antonio, but my body was tingling and practically begging for me to come back to the house, throw the bitch out, attacked the Antonio and was to end.
I wanted to make love with him, wanted to feel him touch me and give pleasure.
But how could I do this with so much anger and hatred between us?
Chapter 16 - Ignatius
Surface my face with my hands and turn back to Suzi. I support my hands on the wall and throw my body back, a move that allows me to dwell, as I try to calm myself down.
What is happening to me, after all?
I was just screwing around with the woman who had just confessed that betrayed me, for God's sake!
And worst of all is that my body still feels the proximity of it, as a few seconds ago. Sometimes I feel that it is permanently attached to me and that, however much I try, I can never get it out of my skin.
- I'll never understand you men. The more a woman steps in you, the more you run after them that not dogs. I came here to ask you to leave, but you know what? I've had enough. - Suzi sighs, disappointed. When she turns to leave, I pull the right wrist, bringing her against my chest.
- Did I say you could leave? - I say, in a threatening tone. My sexual frustration pissed me off, and I need taking Cecilia out of my head.
- Oh, Anthony! I will say now you want me, just because it took one out of his owner?
- Dona? You do not know me, Suzanna? - Ru the ergo against the wall and I position myself between her legs. I approach my mouth to his ear and whisper: - I do not have and never will have any owner. You always knew that I am a public property. I do not even try to maintain a relationship, Suzi. Me does not work. - I look deep in your eyes and lick my lips, before taking a smirk. - But if you want to enjoy good times and be taken to the heights, we can continue our sexual little game. You attract me much
delight!
Suzi looks at me with a lot of desire, but his gaze still have doubts.
- I'm afraid to be falling for you.
- You always knew how I am, I never deceived you.
- I know, Antonio! I'm not blaming you for anything. Good, but maybe one day you change your mind?
- Well, who knows? - I say and still staring. - Well, so what? You will want to go? - This time she did not hesitate. I push everything back, but when I think she's getting rid of me to leave, I notice that she starts undressing. Red lingerie this time. Much better!
- I want you in your bed, handsome! I want you to fuck me hard and fast, like again.
A feeling of doing something wrong affects me, and only then realize it would be the first time I would have sex in my house.
I never brought any women here, to preserve the image of Cecilia. Well, naughty betrayed me! I can not keep worshiping the woman like a saint. Damn, I was going to fuck a woman today in the house that was ours, just Prank!
- Let's fuck where you want, delicious! - I say, but soon regret, cowardly size I am. But since the shit was already done, I decided to use the evils the worst. - Except in my bed because the spring is sprung out. I'll have to change it.
She looks at me without suspicion, and I realize that fell that my small talk.
We go to the couch, then.
Do not delay until I'm on top of it, however. His hand wanders all over my body, and I close my eyes wondering what are the hands of Cecilia. Immediately regret and arregalo my eyes, staring at the beautiful woman with whom I was having sex. Attractive to others, no doubt. The problem is that my heart felt no emotion when we were together. That was a shame. I wanted to love another woman and send Cecilia fuck.
But I can not! The humdinger was under my skin. Always would be.
Damn it! I still love this woman.
Must urgently reverse this. But how?
- Something happened, Antonio? - Suzi question, and only then realize I'm in the middle of her legs, looking at his navel.
- Oh ... is that ... gave me a slight dizziness. But it has passed.
- Are you sure?
