by Wanda Boyd
- I think so. Come here, I want to meet you - say, bending her tiny panties and slowly licking her labia, her vulva, again her lips, her clitoris ... my tongue wanders across her pussy, and she screams of pleasure in less than two minutes .
- My God! They never sucked me well, so well in all my life. - She sighs, and I just listen in silence. She looks at me curiously. Are you sure you're okay? - I push down on me, down my pants, pull my underwear and my intimate animation leaves open mouth.
- Is that enough to believe I'm perfectly fine? - She laughs and continues our night for two straight hours of sex, wild, sweaty and totally meaningless.
When Suzi go away, I go to the bathroom to get rid of the vestiges of our sex. I do not want to be with the smell of your perfume on my skin. I do not know why, but I felt bad now, to be fucking other people. It seems that since Cecilia arrived, she automatically turned to my wife, and I have always been an honest and faithful man to her.
The loved with all my devotion, but I had to assimilate that today we were no longer a couple. I could, yes, sex with other girls. Incidentally, I should. Of course it was! The motherfucker screwed me while we were married. It is gone to stay with another and was still reckless enough to have an accident and lose our daughter. My God, how it hurts to admit that my daughter is gone.
As fate was cruel to me. If you asked me six years ago as I imagined it would be my life, I never answer that would be single, without family or the woman I love by my side.
The destination is the same drug!
Once you get out of the bath, I go to my closet and retreat a box where I keep some items that do not usually see often. rodeo tickets, movie tickets, love letters. Parts of my story with Cecilia I never had the courage to delete.
In the bottom of the box, I keep the two items that whenever I saw hurt more than a punch in the stomach: a picture of me hugging the Cecilia and the bear we bought for our daughter. Secure the photo in my left hand and the bear on the right, and the tightening against my heart. The pain is such that flinch as a baby, and after more than an hour in this position, sleep embraced the pieces that even today, give me strength to move on.
When the sun rises and the rooster crows, get up from bed determined to have a better day than the last. I'm going to my mother's house and Lucy prepares me a breakfast of the gods. Food from the farm is what is best in this world. When I'm on a full stomach, I picked up a bag of corn and go to the chicken feed the chickens.
As always, Clotilde, Jurema and Candinha are the first to come in my direction. Smartest always come first, as a reward, get a handful to more than corn. I remember that is a day of egg collection, then picked up a bowl and I approach the brooders. How are already accustomed to my presence, they do not offer resistance when retreat the eggs one by one, but as soon as I'm leaving, Naruto goes bump in front of me.
- Get out, Naruto! Let me go before I break some eggs.
Naruto, irreducible, is looking at me with his black eyes. Then he beats his wings and out of nowhere comes my way. I run it, trying to balance the eggs. I ran so much that even sweated. When I finally close the door that crosses the boundary of galináceo territory, deep breath, relieved. Around, I am faced with Alana falling apart laughing.
- What it was, was never attacked by a protective cock, right?
- Toti, you run the rooster was one of the most hilarious scenes I've ever seen in my life.
- Oh yes? - I say, pulling provocatively one of her braids. - And you're scaring the cow and dropping the milk bucket, getting all drenched, it was also one of the most hilarious of my life. - Out of nowhere she stops laughing.
- Wow, can not remember that. I never took a glass of fresh milk. - We smile and after a few seconds, we talk together:
- I wanted to apologize! -dissemos, and we have to smile.
- Ladies First! - she says. - I'm sorry, Toti! I should never have done that with Cecilia. I let my emotions out of hand and I ended up exaggerating. She had to go to hospital because of me, and that's not cool. I'll apologize to her, okay? - It seems a little sad, and my heart tightens guilt.
- I just have to apologize for never realized how you felt the lack of Cecilia. I focused so much on my pain that not stopped to think about how it affected everyone. Maybe if I had talked to you before, we could both have been dealing with it together and suffered less.
She holds my hands in his and says:
- You did the best you can, Toti! You always do. I am very proud of the man you are.
I give a kiss on his forehead and then comes one of the farm workers running towards us.
- Alana, her horse is not well. She did not eat anything all day and spent the whole day sulking. Now I just change their water and found thrown on the ground, unable to get up. - He looks at me and says: - What can we do, boss?
I think of several alternatives, but I'm not sure if I will take the right decision without the help of a professional. I look at the sky, close my eyes and say:
- I always try to move on, but you always stubbornly put it back on my way.
I open my eyes and look at Alana.
- This time you gonna call Cecilia. Life Princess depends on it, sis.
She looks at me determined, raises his chin and says:
- Leave it to me, bro! Cecilia will be here in less than an hour you can trust.
The following notice to the big house and laugh to admire his determination.
My sister is a remarkable woman, I'm sure.
Chapter 17 - Cecilia
I run the farm and I realize that I will be forced to walk back to the city, would walk ten kilometers to be traveled. Step all the way cursing Antonio. At that time, he's probably rolling in bed with busty offered oxygenated.
What annoyed me most was knowing that the same lips that kissed me so intensely probably were now glued to that bitch.
I see the cars pass me by, but none offer a ride, which just pisses me off even more. Just taking nearly two and a half hours to get home and against Mari in the building door saying goodbye to a customer.
- You came walking?
- I came - say nervous.
- Why did not you call me?
- My cell phone was in the bag that was inside the car.
Climb the stairs stomping and enter the apartment with her on my back.
- What was Ceci?
- He asked betrayal.
- Have you confirmed?
- There was no other way. Then he started screaming, calling me traitor motherfucker and suddenly I realized, was against a wall as he kissed my body.
- OMG! You had sex?
-. Not That bitch of Suzi appeared. At that time, the two are doing all of the Kama Sutra positions.
- Are you jealous of him? - Mari question and bat my pillow at her.
- Of course not.
- Well, I think it is, yes. Who would not be jealous of a husband like that.
- He is living as single, Mari. He probably slept with half the women of the city while I was away.
- And you had an affair with Ignatius, do not forget.
- It does not matter. What matters is that he's an idiot that comes charge attitude that he has no - answer and go to my bathroom.
Shot sweaty clothes and enter under the water to wash my body and perhaps calm tempers.
*
I look at my mother, as she walks from one side to the other in the living room of my house and start to annoy me. She was twenty minutes here and I was already annoying me.
- I do not know how you can live in this farm house - talking, looking at it with disgust.
- I love my husband and no matter where I live with it.
- You had potential, Cecilia. You could get a rich husband.
- I do not want a rich husband, I just want my husband, the father of my daughter.
- Let's see how long that love survives.
She answers and leaves the house slamming the door.
*
According frightened and
look at the clock, were six.
I had another memory, or at least I thought it was. If my mother in the dream was angry with Anthony, justify the fact that he did not say anything about it when I woke up from the coma. But I did not know what to think, since I woke up that day, I tried to work my trust in them, despite the insecurity I felt.
If my mother really did not like Anthony, then justify the reason I did not feel right next to my parents.
Around two in the afternoon, I had already made a few visits to new customers when I received a call from desperate Alana, all I could understand is that one of the farm horses was very ill and needed care. I ran with Mari there and when we entered the stable, saw Alana sitting with the head of the mare in her lap. And Anthony leaning against the wall, looking at her sister.
- What does she have? - I ask, bending down next to her.
- She was fine yesterday but today when I came to brush at her, I realized I was breathing fast, and seemed cough, moreover, did not eat anything and sometimes seems to feel chill. What she has, Ceci? - She finally lifts his head and looks at me.
- You described very well the symptoms, and this has helped to have an idea of what she has. Mari measuring her temperature, please - ask and she picks up the thermometer, while I examine. - What's her name?
- Princess.
- It is a beautiful name for a beautiful mare. - I give a smile to her.
- 40 degrees, Ceci - Mari speech and let out a sigh.
- Let's give an injection to try to lower the fever. - Mari goes to the bag get the medicine, and I get up, going to the Antonio. - There's another stable?
- No, just this.
- Many horses are here?
- We have six horses.
- Okay, so, ideally separate it. Change all to the most distant bays, to avoid contagion.
- What does she have?
- Equine Influenza. We will try to keep the princess in quarantine until the symptoms pass.
- She will die? - Alana question.
- If it depends on me, no, dear. I will do anything for her to recover.
- I can do anything?
- Of course you can. - Again I bend down beside her. - She'll need clean water to drink constantly to rest, we have to prevent it get some air stream, and feed it properly. In two weeks at most, it will be fine.
- I'll get clean and fresh hay to cover the floor for her - Antônio speech.
Watch Mari apply the injection and give a smile to Alana.
- It appears to be a strong mare, do not worry it's just a flu.
- I love the princess, Ceci, do not let her die.
- I will not leave, I promise. - Secure her hands giving a slight smile.
After lined bay for the princess stay comfortable, we put clean water, fresh food and topped all the cracks that did not enter any airstream.
When I go out of the stall, I see Anthony and the canoe finishing to change the animals place. I wash my hands and put on new gloves.
- I can examine it? - I ask entering the bay that Antonio is.
- It is necessary?
- I just want to make sure that none of them got the flu too - speak and it paves the way for me.
To our luck, only the princess was sick, which facilitated the work. I return to the stall her and Alana is still sitting beside her.
- She'll need that the owner is strong and healthy to look after her know.
- What?
- You need to take care also Alana, go home, take a shower, eat something and rest. She has been treated.
- I do not want her to be alone.
- She knows you care about her. But if you get sick, you will not be able to take care of it. So, you need a little rest and eat something.
- It's ok. - She gets up and, after making a last caress her, out of the bay.
The accompany out of the stable and she stops walking.
- Some problem? - I ask.
- I was afraid you did not want to help her, after all I did you.
- You were mad at me, is not it?
- You went away and left me.
- I would never leave you on purpose, Alana. - The draw for a hug and feel tense at first, but soon it loose and hugs me. - I wish I could remember why I left, but I can not. Excuse me.
- I just have to apologize for everything I did.
- So enough to ask for forgiveness. We are already forgiven, right?
- Yes, but there's one thing.
- What?
- You have to go back to Anthony.
- This will be tricky, Alana - speak and move away from it. - He's still mad at me, and I remembered some things only worsened the situation. But even if there were not so, there is the piranha of Suzi. Your brother is staying with her.
- The Suzi? - She says and grins. - Do not worry, Suzi is no problem, it will be letter off the deck soon.
- What's up girl? - And ask her smile increases.
- Nothing, why do you think that? I am an angel. - She hits her eyes at me and give a loud laugh.
- An angel who put laxative in my pastel, do not forget.
- I'm an angel, I said. Just did not say if I am evil or good. - She shrugs and starts to walk away.
Watch for Alana heading toward the house and can only think of one thing: I do not know if I'm sorry for the Suzi or laugh when Alana finish your plan.
*
The next day, spend the rest of the afternoon working on some projects to other farms and when I find myself are already eight o'clock, step in Mari room and the meeting concentrated on the computer.
- Want something to eat? It's late.
- Wow, I did not even see the time.
- I'll buy something and I'll be back.
I go out on the street and feel a light, cool breeze hit my body, I get in the car and go to a diner get two snacks for us.
I see a spot near the ice cream shop and park without problems, after locking the car, the way to the cafeteria. I'm past the ice cream parlor, when a scene calls attention, Antonio was at a table eating ice cream with offered.
- Cecilia? - I hear me call and see Dr. Edgar standing next to me. - How are you?
- Hi. Doctor, I'm fine. despite what I suffered another day.
- You can call me Edgar. - He smiled. - Will have an ice cream? - Asks pointing to the store.
- No, I'm going to buy something to eat.
- Cecilia, do not think I abused or reckless. But I could not stop thinking about you from the barbecue and was wondering if you agree not to go out with me any day.
- Type a date? - I ask confused.
- Exactly.
My desire was to speak not but remember my dear husband in the ice cream parlor with another and decide to play my life, how he's doing.
- Edgar, I'd love to go out with you.
Step my phone to him, you promise to call me combining everything and go to the cafeteria. After buying the snacks, I return to the car and unfortunately backstop in Antonio and Suzi.
- Hi, honey. - The Suzi greets me and just look at her. - I'm sorry for not being able to stay and chat, the Anthony and I have more important matters to attend to.
- Do not forget the condom, because that there ever had have turned the entire state - speak and move away from them.
*
- Why that face? - Mari question when I get home.
- I found Antonio with Suzi. She rubbed in my face was going home with him.
- Cow - Mari speech while opening the package.
- I met Edgar as well. He asked me out any day.
- You accepted? - Lively question.
- I accepted.
- Hallelujah. It's time to live friend. And another, the doctor is a cat.
- I know. - I laugh and go to the room with my snack.
Chapter 18 - Ignatius
Spending many hours beside Cecilia is torture. A mixture of hurt with anger, desire and other feelings make me fight internally. But I felt proud of Alana have apologized and moved by the affectio
n that Cecilia had with her, even after all that my sister ready.
That night, after Cecilia leave, decided to call Diogo and the canoe for a pizza night. I wanted to watch football, talk about life and not think about the numerous problems I've been facing, and no one better than my friends to make me feel better.
The two came together, and the canoe was once just asking:
- Where's the food?
- Wow, you just arrived. I ordered two, a mozzarella and another half chicken with cream cheese, half pepperoni. But it will take about thirty minutes to arrive. You know how they take with deliveries here at the farm.
- And you would not, by chance, any delicacy made by Luzi? Dude, I'm an ox-hunger. - I go to the kitchen and open my closet, looking for snacks. Just find a Pringles potato package. Dump everything into a container and take to the room. I put on the table that stands between the sofas in front of the television.
- Satisfied? - I ask as he attacks the potato.
- There is the carrot cake Luzia, but is great - he responds with his mouth full.
Only then did I realize that Diogo did not utter a word. I sit beside him, look at him and say:
- What are you up to? - Immediately her face blushes, and he looks at the other side of the room.
- What are you talking about? - It disguises, but know him well enough to know he's lying.
- I do want to know what's going on. What you got, man? Do not pay attention to anything, do not eat people talk, is there with poker face. What the fuck, Diogão? - He finally looks at me, sighs and then confesses.
- Brother, you know how important it is for me, but I can not take the mission and takes back with Mari ahead. - He stops talking and it takes me a while to assimilate, but then the Canoa points to it and begins to crack the nozzle.
- Dude, you're stoked! So it is there, all silent, xoxo. What is it, a virus arrived in the city and do not know about? You two look like two assholes there, sighing in corners. But it is better for me, plenty more woman to the handsome here - he says, and when I will argue, the door of my house open and Alana enters, all crestfallen. She looks at us and a tear trickles down her face.
Canoe goes to her and hugs her. Its size trickster eater disappears immediately. It is, by the way he also has feelings hidden by Alana, but I believe you have not noticed, and I find it great. After all, it still has only fifteen.
