My Stepbrother the Ultimate Collection (Five Complete Box Sets)
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"Harder," I yelled out. "I need it fucking deep."
He released my hair. Both of his hands went to my hips. I threw my body back against him, as he thrust into me hard. My orgasm was right there. I wanted to feel him explode at the same time.
"I'm so close," I cried. "I need you there with me."
He pumped into me hard, and I screamed out as I came around his cock. We flew over the edge together. He released into me and filled me over and over while my pussy pulsed around him. We were both covered in sweat. I fell forward onto the bed, and he came down on my back. The pressure of his body was exactly what I needed. When he rolled off of me, I felt a sense of loss. He went into the bathroom and came back with a wet towel. I felt his caring hand wipe me gently. He climbed up next to me and wrapped me in his arms. I felt little kisses in my hair. Neither of us said a word. I held his arms with my hands. There was no way I wanted to let him go. I hadn't told him that I was going to be there for two weeks yet. It was going to be amazing.
I opened my eyes and turned in his arms. He looked so calm as he slept. I could see a difference in his features. It had only been a year, but he looked older. I could see lines from the stress he had been going through and felt bad for making it worse for him. Maybe he really was worried about stressing me out, I thought. Maybe I shouldn't have been so hard on him. At that moment, I told myself that I was going to enjoy every second I could get with him those next two weeks. Who knew when I would see him again. I knew he would be safe, he had to be. We just weren't sure how long he would be gone. I watched him sleep a few more minutes before placing small kisses on his chest. When he still didn't move, I decided to take a shower.
I went into the bathroom, turned on the water, and waited for it to warm. As I adjusted the temperature, I thought about Kyle and my feelings for him. He told me he loved me. I couldn't believe it. Could we have a future together, I wondered? The thought of not waiting for him seemed impossible. Was he worried he would change his mind about me? I stepped into the tub and shook my head, trying to get those thoughts out of my mind. Two weeks was what we had, and I wanted to make them count.
Just as I stepped under the hot water with my eyes closed and head back, I felt the curtain move against my elbow sending a shiver through my body. I lifted my arms above my head, and brushed my hair back as the hot water ran over my face and down my chest. I heard his groan fill the air and felt his hands cover my naked breasts. He cupped them both and took a step toward me. When he took my nipples between his fingers and pinched them, I let out a yelp and my thighs moved together.
"Spread your legs," he demanded, and my body reacted.
I was never big on being told what to do by anyone, but it was different with Kyle. When he used that rough voice to demand something, I did exactly as he asked without thinking. It was the most bizarre thing. It actually turned me on more knowing that he wanted things from me. I felt the need to please him by doing as he asked.
He continued rolling my nipples between his fingers, and I worked hard not to move my legs together again.
"I have to go to the base this morning," he said. "I have a meeting. Will you go with me? You can wait with the guys while I'm gone. It won't take long. We can spend the rest of the day together."
"Yes," I whispered.
I felt him move forward and his lips connect with my nipple. My hand moved down to his hair. He licked and sucked it into his mouth, and I moaned.
"You're so damn sexy," he said against my nipple.
The vibration sent warmth straight to my pussy, and I couldn't help but squirm.
"Arms up," he said, as he began to cover me with tiny kisses, licks, and bites.
I moaned into the water. When he began to move downward, I looked down at him. It was the sexiest thing I had ever seen. The water ran down my body and over his face. When he got to my belly, he pulled back and looked up at me. I watched as he grabbed my leg and put my foot up on his shoulder.
"Fucking beautiful," he said.
I caught a glimpse of something and looked down to see him stroking his hard cock.
"Shit," I moaned. "That is fucking beautiful."
"You like my cock?" he asked.
"Yes," I whimpered. "Seeing your hand wrapped around it is hot as hell."
He smiled as he leaned forward and licked up my already dripping folds. I let out a cry. He had one hand on my ass and the other on his dick, as he leaned in and devoured my pussy. My hand flew to the wall beside me to hold me up. I felt like I was going to lose my balance. His hand held tight on my ass, keeping me in place. Strange feelings rocked through my body. I could see him stroking his cock in my mind and feel his mouth against me. When his tongue entered me, I cried out his name. I watched him pleasure me and touch himself. My free hand slid to my breast. I pinched my nipple and moaned before moving down my stomach. My finger found my clit, and I gasped as I rubbed it.
"Fuck," he growled against my sensitive skin. "Arms up now. I won't last two fucking seconds if you keep that up. Your orgasm is mine and only mine. I'm not coming in my fucking hand. I want to be inside you when I explode."
My arm went up again and I continued to watch him pleasure me. It felt so damn good. Knowing that he was hard and waiting to fuck me had me on the edge. He moved his hand from his cock and brought it up just as he removed his tongue from inside of me. I whined at the loss, and he laughed.
"Patience, sweetheart," he said. "I'm going to feel you come on my fingers while I lick and suck your beautiful pussy. Then, I'm going to fuck you so hard, you're going scream my name."
He entered me slowly with two fingers. When his tongue began to lick me, I felt him thrust them in deep. He pulled them back out, and looked up at me. Our eyes locked together. His tongue licked and sucked my wetness. He took my clit between his teeth and thrust his fingers in hard and deep, and I screamed his name into the air. He continued to fuck me hard with his fingers. I felt his grip on my ass tighten, as my body shook and my pussy pulsed around him. My head flew back and I continued to cry out as I moved my hips against his fingers. He didn't stop. I gasped for air and moaned out again. Kyle kept thrusting his fingers in deep. I felt another orgasm coming to the surface.
"Shit," I cried out. "I'm so damn close."
He sucked my clit into his mouth and hooked his fingers sending me into the most intense orgasm of my life. I had no idea what was coming out of my mouth. Not a single bit of it made any sense. As I came down from my orgasm, Kyle got to his feet. His fingers were still inside of me, as he held me back against the wall with his body.
"Fuck, Kyle," I said, as I buried my head in his chest.
He removed one finger and continued to work me with the other. I was so sensitive and tried to pull away, but he held me there.
"I'm not done yet," he said. "Relax."
My breathing finally slowed. I felt his cock against my stomach. His lips came down on mine. He thrust his tongue between my lips and I felt my body shake. I could taste myself on his lips and tongue. He wanted control, and I wanted to give it to him. I needed to touch him and took his cock in my hand. His lips took mine even harder, as I stroked his shaft. I knew my lips were going to be sore but didn't care. I wanted every bit of him. He moaned into my mouth before pulling back for air. When he pulled his finger from me, grabbed my leg, and pulled it up to his waist, I held his cock at my entrance. I felt his leg shake and lowered myself down on him. He growled deep and gripped my ass with his hand. When he grabbed the other side, I brought my other leg up around his waist. He held me in the air like it was nothing. I wrapped my arms around his neck and claimed his mouth. He lifted me up and dropped me onto his cock. I yelled out at the sensation that ran through my body.
I sucked his bottom lip into my mouth and wouldn't let it go. He gripped my ass and thrust up into me. I held my hands on his shoulders and lifted off. When I fell onto him, he moaned out my name. I loved hearing my name slip from his lips. My back moved up and down the cool shower wall. His fing
ers dug into my ass, and I wrapped my arms around his neck. He continued to plunge his cock in deep and hard. My head flew back against the wall. I couldn't take all of the sensations shooting through my body. He fucked me hard, as I gasped for air.
"Kyle," I cried out. "Don't stop, please."
He continued hitting inside me perfectly.
"Oh, fuck," I cried. "Harder, baby. Fuck me, Kyle."
The feeling of the water against my skin, my back on the wall, his grip on my ass, and him deep inside of me sent me flying. My eyes closed, and it was like the world exploded into tiny bits of color.
"You have no idea how good it feels when your pussy tightens around my cock," he said.
I slid down onto my feet. He turned me around, put his hand on my back, and nudged me down.
"Hands on the edge," he commanded.
I put my hands on the tub. He pushed my back, and I arched for him. When he rubbed my ass, I gasped. His fingers had really dug in. I hadn't noticed how much.
"Shit," he said. "I'm sorry, baby. Are you okay?"
"Perfect," I said. "Now fuck me, Kyle."
He groaned, as he grabbed my hips and lined himself up before slamming into me. I cried out and lifted onto my toes.
"Hold on," he said. "I need you, baby. I need to be deep inside of you. I'm going to fuck you hard."
My grip on the tub tightened. He grabbed onto my shoulders and plunged in deep and hard just like he said. I swear I felt like I was going to come again. He pumped in fast and deep a few more times. I moaned into the air. He grabbed my hair and pulled back. My neck opened to him as I cried out. His mouth came down on my neck and he sucked hard. I took one hand from the tub and began to rub my clit.
"Fuck, baby," he moaned into my neck. "Make yourself come for me. I want to feel you suck my cock while I exploded inside of you."
My hand brushed across his cock a few times while I worked my clit. Kyle sucked my neck and held me to him. He thrust in deep and moaned.
"Now, baby," he said. "Come."
It was all too much. I screamed his name when I felt him deep inside and I came around his cock. He thrust in deep and released inside of me. I felt his cock twitch over and over. He remained still inside of me as he took a few deep breaths. I felt his body hard against my back. The warmth of his skin felt better than I could ever explain. He pulled out of me and turned me to face him. His mouth came down hard on mine, and I gasped.
"I don't think I could ever get enough of you, sweetheart," he said.
I could hear sadness in his voice. My arms wrapped around his neck, and I held him tight.
"I'll be here waiting, Kyle," I said. "You're it for me. You're the only one I'll ever love. I need you to come back to me."
Neither of us said another word. He got out of the tub and left me feeling worried and unsure.
We got to the base in plenty of time for his meeting. He showed me around the areas he could. When we walked in to see his friends, I handed them the cheesecake and cookies.
"Kyle gets his and you guys can have the rest," I said.
"We're going to miss this," one of the guys said.
"I'm going to miss sending them," I whispered. "I'd send one every day if it meant he didn't have to go."
Kyle left me with his friends while he hurried to his meeting. They were actually nice guys. We were all talking when a girl walked up. I don't think she saw me behind the big guy in front of me. She was dressed similar to the rest of them. When she saw the cheesecake, she made a face.
"Did his sister send another package for him?" she asked, as she shook her head. "Doesn't she have anything better to do?"
One of his friends looked over at her and then to me.
"This is Kyle's sister Carrie," he said. "This is Kyle's."
Before he could finish his sentence, she cut him off.
"Let's just say, I keep your brother very happy," she said with a smirk.
My heart dropped. What a bitch, I thought. She was staking her claim on him. I had no idea that he was with anyone and felt like a complete idiot. The night before, I had poured my heart out to him, not to mention the unprotected sex that occurred. I wasn't even sure he realized that we hadn't used condoms, but I didn't want to say anything.
"He's a great guy," she said. "Don't worry, I'll make sure to take good care of him while we're gone."
"Good to know," I said with a smile plastered on my face. "I'm sure he'll really like that. I'll see you guys later."
I stood up to leave, and one of the guys stood in front of me.
"I thought you were going to wait," he said, as he put his hands on my shoulders.
I backed away from his reach.
"No," I said. "I'll just see him later."
"You want to go out tonight?" he asked. "I know a great place."
"No, thank you," I said. "I think I'm going to head home tonight."
"You just got here," he said.
"I have a lot of work to get done. Have a nice night. You guys be careful while you're gone."
I turned to leave. He reached out to grab my arm, but I was faster. There was no way they needed to see my emotions. I couldn't believe I had been so stupid. Kyle didn't give a shit about me. They all thought I was his sister while he was busy with his booty call. Maybe she was more than that. How could I have let myself think he would want someone like me, I wondered? What a fool.
Tears streamed down my face before I even opened the car door and got in. My phone was blowing up within minutes. I drove to the hotel, packed my things, and checked out not sure where I was going to go. My phone was off and in my purse. I couldn't deal with anything at the moment. My car drove down the road, but I was exhausted. Between all of the things we had done in the shower and the emotions from hearing that girl tell me how happy she kept him, I was barely making it. I took the next exit off the freeway and drove to a decent looking hotel.
The room was nice. I was only about an hour away from the base. My body fell onto the bed as soon as the door closed. I had over a week off and really didn't feel like working. There was no way I was going to see my mom. The pool was nice at the hotel I had just checked into. Maybe I would just stay there, I thought. Nobody needed to know where I was. The one person I thought mattered had just shattered my dreams. Rosie was the only other one that would even care. If she didn't know what was going on, I was fine. I needed time to think.
I covered my face with the pillow. How could I have told him how much I loved him and how I was going to wait forever to be with him? He was probably laughing at me while I was saying it. I was so pissed at myself for being so freaking stupid. After a short nap, I turned my phone on. He had called several times. I didn't want to read the messages from him. I snapped a picture of myself. There was no way it was a flattering one. I started a new message to send with it.
Me: This is my final picture to you. Please turn my phone off before you leave. I'm not your responsibility. I'll text you my number when I get my new phone. This phone will be off until then. I won't be bothering you anymore. I knew we weren't committed. It's fine. I meant every word I said to you, Kyle. I have loved you since I was sixteen. I honestly thought we were going to be together one day. You are the only man I've been with. I will always love you. I don't want anyone else. I know you have a life, and I'm not a part of that. I'm happy that you haven't been alone and will have someone with you while you're gone. I'm sorry, but I cannot see you with someone else. I'm very sorry for coming here. I had to see you before you left. It was a huge mistake. I would still like to communicate with you while you are gone. Please email me whenever you can. I will still worry about you every day. Rosie and I will send you packages. Let one of us know what you need. I'm going to miss knowing where you are. I don't know what I'm going to do without you, Kyle. I'm going to miss you so damn much. It hurts so bad just thinking about it. Please be careful out there and get home safely. I'll always love you. Goodbye.
I opened a new text to Rosie as well.
Me: I just want you to know that I am fine. My phone will be off. I'll be back on time for work.
I shut the phone off without reading his messages and put it in my purse. There was no way I wanted him to try and make the situation better. It was simple. I was miserable waiting for him while he was off with his booty call. When I crawled under the covers, I had no idea what I was going to do.
When I woke up, I looked at the clock. Other than the few minutes to text, I had slept for over twenty hours. Honestly, I could have slept for twenty more. It was warm out and the sun was shining. I got something small to eat and went out to the pool. The rest of the day was spent in the pool or on a chair with my tablet. The next four days went that way as well. There were times I knew I forgot to eat. I was either in the bed or at the pool. Reading took my mind off of Kyle. The only bad thing was that every story I read had a happy ending. The girl always got her man. My situation was nothing like that. I hadn't gotten my man. Someone else had.
I wasn't sure if he was still at the base or if he was already gone. The thought of him going off to a very dangerous place scared the shit out of me. No matter what he did, I was still worried about him.
I was sitting alone in my room. Five days had passed. It was time to go home. I would still have several days around the apartment before I needed to work and get back to school. There was cleaning to be done, and I could relax at the pool there. I needed to get back to reality and figure out what I was going to do with myself.