Diary of a Wanted Woman
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I guess he couldn’t sleep either.
His hand came up and touched my chin lifting my gaze up to meet his.
“You’re wearing my jersey.”
I smiled.
“Yes I am.”
He laughed.
“Good, it’s about fucking time!”
I smiled then I noticed a shadow cloud his eyes.
“Does this mean what I think it means or are you just trying to soften the blow?”
I grabbed his hand and led him through the foyer and into the living room. I guided him over to the couch where we both took a seat.
“So go ahead and lay it on me baby.”
He seemed pretty negative. I could tell that he thought I was here to deliver bad news. I wanted to know why.
“Why do you think that I would be here delivering bad news?”
He sighed.
“Because, I just don’t want to get my hopes up.”
I could understand that. I’m glad that I was here to settle his fears.
“I’m here because I finally made a decision about the two of you. I thought about this all night and it finally came to me. It was a crazy way that I decided, but to my surprise it worked.”
He squinted folding his arms across his chest.
“What crazy way did you decide?”
“Well,” I began. “I don’t know if I said anything but you both sent me jerseys the day before the game.”
He laughed.
“Figures.”
I laughed and continued.
“So I had them both in my house. Last night I saw one sitting on a chair and I decided that whoever numbered jersey that was… that was man I was going to choose.”
He didn’t look happy with my method. He looked angry.
“So it was just a coin toss that you are here?”
“It wasn’t that simple.”
“It sounds pretty damn simple to me.”
“Would you just let me finish.”
He leaned back on the couch.
“Fine.”
“Anyway,” I said. “I walked over and picked up the jersey and it wasn’t your jersey.”
He took a deep breath. Sadness and anger filled his eyes.
“I’m confused. So you’re here to break up with me or be with me?”
I shook my head.
“Look, I saw the jersey and it was not your jersey and sadness came over me. My heart sank when I saw who the jersey belonged to. I realized that it was you that I loved and I wanted to be with. I saw the jersey and I was disappointed that it wasn’t yours. That is when I knew.”
It took him a second but eventually realization dawned on him and he released the biggest smile I had ever seen him make. He grabbed me pulling me into his arms.
“You know I didn’t sleep last night. I just stayed awake thinking about my future. I thought about my career in football, my home, my health. I thought about my future children and my future wife.”
I didn’t realize that he thought so much about those things. I never really thought about my future. I just tried to live in the now.
“I didn’t see much of a future if you weren’t in it. We were made for each other. That is how I see it.”
He let me go and stood.
“It’s early, let’s go get some breakfast.”
I stood and looked at him. I was hungry but not for food.
“I have something else in mind.”
He smirked. He could read the look in my eyes.
He bent down to kiss me. I stood on my tiptoes to meet him halfway. It was electric and we kissed and kissed for a long time. He eventually swept me up in his arms and carried me upstairs to his bedroom. I wrapped my arms around his neck and held on as he carried me.
We reached his bedroom and he placed me on the bed. He began to strip and I just sat there and watched admiring his beautiful body.
He looked at me watching him and smiled.
“What are you waiting for? Get those fucking clothes off!”
I laughed and began to undress. He walked over and began to help me. When we were both nude, he pushed me backwards until I was leaning against the bed.
“Hey!” I began and was silenced when he dropped to his knees in front me and lifted one leg over his shoulder.
I threw my head back and moaned as his tongue teased me licking my pussy lips but not yet venturing inside. He teased me for a long time and I leaned against the bed rubbing my breasts and so turned on that I was in a panic trying to get him to taste me.
“Please…,” I said.
He laughed.
“You want me to taste you? Just be patient.”
I tried to be patient but my clit was throbbing so badly it almost hurt. He rewarded me for my patient by finally plunging his tongue inside me and I moaned loudly and with abandonment. He lapped at me hungrily. His face was so deep between my legs I was worried that he may suffocate himself. Not worried enough that I would ask him to stop however.
My orgasm surprised me and I cried out digging my hands into his hair screaming his name over and over again.
He pulled back and smiled wiping my juices from his lips.
“I could tell that was a good one.”
He stood and helped me climb onto the bed. He followed suit and brought his dick close to my face. He didn’t have to ask. I opened my mouth and he slid it inside. He moaned as I used every trick in the book to make him come as hard as he made me. He caressed my hair and told me how good it felt.
I was hungry for him and I sucked him furiously. I moaned as I sucked him. I knew that he liked it when I did that. After a few minutes I could tell it was having the desired effect on him.
He gave a loud moan and my mouth was in bliss as I tasted him. I continued to suck and he continued to moan.
I made sure I swallowed every last drop before he dropped back and sprawled out across the bed. I was not finished however. I rolled over on all fours and crawled up to him and kissed him on the lips.
“Do you mind if I take control?”
He smiled and placed his hands behind his head.
“What do you have in mind?”
I smiled.
“You’ll see.”
I straddle his body and buried my face into his neck. I kissed his neck, then his chest and then he stopped me.
“Are you sure you are all mine now?” he asked.
I could hear the insecurity in his voice.
“I’m here aren’t I?”
He scratched his head.
“Yes, but that never stopped you from going back to him ending up in his bed.”
He was right to be concerned. I understood. I just wondered what I could do to convince him that I was done with going back and forth.
“I’m here because I love you.”
“Yes, but you love him too.”
I sighed.
“Well am I wrong? Tell me I’m wrong,” he pushed.
I could not say that. He was right. There was still love there. It might always be in the back of my mind. I wasn’t sure how the spell could be broken.
“Hannah, I want to believe that you are here to stay. I hope you understand why it’s hard for me to believe.”
I did understand. I just wanted him to be quiet so I could pleasure him.
I continued my exploration of his body by making a trail down his stomach. I found myself face to face with his flaccid dick and I took him back into my mouth. He moaned as I sucked him and used my other hand to caress his balls.
“Oh shit baby,” he said.
When I thought he was nice and hard, I climbed onto him and slowly eased him inside of me. A contented sigh slid from my lips as he filled me.
I rocked on him slowly at first closing my eyes enjoying the sensations it brought me. He moaned letting his hands come up my sides and finding my breasts caressing them. I increased my pace and roughly rode him giving myself a workout in the process.
“Oh shit. Ride my cock Hannah!”
I rode him
feeling my orgasm building. He was hitting my g-spot in all the right places.
“Oh yes,” I said clawing at his chest.
He grabbed my ass and squeezed helping me bounce up and down on him. He was so deep inside. I couldn’t take it anymore. I came moaning so loud I believed it echoed throughout the house.
He came next squeezing my ass. I collapsed on his smooth chest. We laid that way in silence with only the sound of our beating hearts and our heavy breathing. He wrapped his arms around me.
I felt fulfilled and content. I was happy and I loved this man. Most importantly he loved me back. After a few minutes I sat up and kissed him on the chest.
“I thought you were asleep.”
I kissed him again.
“Nope, just thinking.”
He caressed my back.
“I know that in the past you have had a fear of being committed to someone. I can understand that. You may not know this but I had that same fear.”
I sat up and looked at him in disbelief.
“It’s true! I did feel that way with other women. I never had that fear with you. I was connected to you from the moment I laid eyes on you.”
I loved him and I knew that no one else mattered. Sex with other men wasn’t worth losing him. If I lost him nothing else would matter to me.
“You don’t have to worry. Nothing is worth losing you. Nothing!”
He rolled over and we lay face to face on his bed. His eyes were sparkling.
“My commitment to you is stronger than anything in this world.”
“Stronger than football?” I asked.
He laughed.
“Stronger than football.”
It was funny but if he could love me more than he loved football than I had no problem giving my heart to him. He had me and I knew he wasn’t going to let me go. I didn’t want him to.
I looked up at him.
“I truly love you David. I want you to believe that.”
He kissed me on my forehead.
“I believe it babe. I believe it.”