Always His

by James, J. P.

  “Let’s go, Jake,” Vance says as he opens the front door. He drags the suitcase out without giving my mother another look.

  “I love you, Mom,” I say, staring into her eyes. She sniffs and turns away, and slowly, I exit, closing the door with a soft snick behind me.

  I’ll give her time, but if Elena can’t learn to accept the fact that I’m gay and that Vance and I are an item, then I’m not sure she and I will ever have a relationship. She’s my mother and I don’t want it to come to that, but I can’t make her change her mind either. Elena has to do that on her own, and if she can’t, then I don’t know what happens really. The only salvation is that I know I’ll have Vance no matter what. He’ll always be by my side, and he’s the one person is this world who loves me exactly the way that I am. This man means the world to me, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.

  20

  Vance

  As I stride through the threshold of my front door with Jake’s suitcase in hand, it feels like we’re on the cusp of a brand-new existence. No longer do I have to hide who I am, nor worry about getting sent back to prison. I’m a free man, and most importantly I’ve found true love. I never thought this day would come, but it’s really here. I could’ve allowed the five years I spent in prison break me, but instead I let them mold me into the man that I am today.

  My years behind bars were instructive, but now it’s time to put that life behind me. Despite his mother’s wishes, Jake is moving in with me and we’re taking our relationship to the next level. It feels good to know that I’ll be with him every day, and that we won’t have to hide our love. No more traveling hours to far-flung places just to go on a date. I want to proclaim my love for this man from the rooftops, gossips be damned.

  I’m sure our neighbors will whisper about us, but honestly, I’m past that. All that matters to me is that Jake is safe and happy. Besides, after he graduates, we might move away from this small town. It all depends on whether or not he wants to go to college. It’s still an unsettled question, but we’ll figure it out together. Frankly, whatever makes my man happy makes me happy too.

  So yeah, in a few months, we may never see any of our neighbors ever again. It’s one hundred percent a new beginning.

  Jake follows behind me toting a backpack and a duffle bag. The young man crammed his entire life into these three bags, and he’s giving up the home he knows to come live with him. I’m eternally grateful, but it also means I have to take care of him and protect him from harm, in addition to adoring him with my whole being.

  I drag the suitcase into the bedroom and open the closet door. As Jake steps inside, his eyes grow wide.

  “You cleaned out half of your closet for me?” he asks.

  “Yup,” I say with a smile as I wheel the suitcase into the walk-in. “But it’s not just my closet anymore. It’s both of ours.”

  I’ve already made space for Jake inside of my heart, so it’s only right that I make room for him in my home as well. I’ve never lived with anyone before, so sharing my humble abode is new for me, but I can’t think of anyone else I’d rather create a loving home with. He puts his bags on the floor and wraps his arms around me. His sweet lips press against mine, sending chills down my back.

  “Thank you, Vance,” he utters softly.

  “No, thank you for coming into my life. I don’t know where I would be without you. You’ve made me the happiest man in the world,” I reply sincerely.

  I mean every last word because before Jake and I started dating, I felt completely alone in this world. But now, I feel loved beyond measure. I’m deliriously happy and it’s all because of him. He’s the man I’ve dreamed about being with my whole life, and I still can’t believe that I finally found him, especially after everything I’ve been through in the last several years. With my criminal background, this is just too good to be true.

  Jake turns to me with a soft smile.

  “I think we’ve both made each other’s lives better. I finally feel comfortable admitting that I’m gay. Plus, I get to live with the handsomest man on the planet,” he says.

  I laugh.

  “You’re just flattering me sweetheart. But yeah, I’m really happy about this turn of events too. I was afraid that hiding such a huge secret like that from you would destroy our relationship,” I confess. He shakes his head.

  “Nothing could ever destroy what we have. I love you with every fiber of my being, and I couldn’t imagine my life without you. No matter what happens between us, I’ll always fight for what we have. You’re the only man that I’ll ever love,” he says while resting his head on my chest. I caress his back tenderly as I hold him close, and inhale the musky aroma of my lover. God, he’s so tempting and he doesn’t even know it.

  Suddenly, Jake kneels down and unzips the suitcase. He’s ready to unpack, but it’s been a long day. Seizing his arm, I pull him to his feet. “That can wait. Let’s just rest for a little while,” I say.

  He grins.

  “Sure, lover boy,” he says with an impish smile.

  I take his hand and lead him over to the bed. We fall into each other’s arms and land on top of the fluffy mattress. He nestles his body close to mine as I hold him close. My heart beats fast as he twirls my hair with his fingers and gazes into my eyes. These are the moments that I live for. Knowing that we’ll be able to lay in each other’s arms each and every day fills me with joy, and I honestly can’t picture my life without him.

  “My mom was really upset,” he says in a soft voice, “but it’s okay. She’ll get over it.”

  I press a soft kiss to his lips. “I know,” I say, sighing heavily. “My parents were upset when they found out I was gay too, but eventually they accepted it. Maybe your mom will someday too? You just have to be patient.”

  His lips tremble a bit.

  “I don’t know. I’ve never seen that look in Elena’s eyes before. I mean, she can get pissed, but this time, her eyes were just shuttered. Kind of like I was dead to her already, you know what I mean?”

  I nod.

  “I get it, but it’s not on you, Jake. That’s her business, and she has to deal with it. You’ve done the best you can, and chosen your own path. Nothing more can be expected of you.”

  He sighs. “I know, but it’s still hard. Plus, I had no idea she was hitting on you, Vance. That’s embarrassing.”

  I let out a hearty laugh.

  “To be honest, it was annoying, but it wasn’t that awful. I’m used to it,” I say with a wry grin. “Milford has too many desperate housewives.”

  That elicits a giggle from Jake as well. But then he goes quiet and turns to me for a confession.

  “You know, I watched you that night you were out by the pool too,” he admits with rosy cheeks. I pull him closer and look deep into his eyes.

  “Yeah, I had a sense that you were watching,” I reply. “I just didn’t realize that your mom was enjoying the show too.”

  “Me neither. That was kind of gross to find out,” he says, making a face. But I merely give him a squeeze around the waist.

  “Hey, don’t feel bad. Your mother wasn’t the only one throwing herself at me. Most of the neighborhood moms were, but maybe now that it’s out that I’m gay, they’ll finally stop,” I chuckle.

  “For sure, especially once they find out I’m living with you,” Jake says suggestively.

  I want to laugh too, but then my expression goes somber. “Are you ready to handle the blowback, sweetheart? I mean, not just from the neighborhood, but also from your classmates and friends?” He thinks for a bit.

  “Yeah, I’ll be fine. I’m sure some people will snicker when they see me in the halls, but some of them might actually be supportive. I mean, it’s not a crime to be gay, and it’s not like I dated tons of girls before either. Plus, maybe seeing me come out will help someone else feel confident enough to come out. It’s worth it,” he says with a pearly white smile. Softly, I kiss his forehead.

  “You’re the bravest man I’ve ev
er known,” I reply.

  “It’s because of you, Vance. You make it easier for me to face my fears,” he murmurs.

  As I gaze deep into his eyes, I can feel my heart fluttering inside of my chest. Each second we spend together makes me fall more and more in love with Jake. Gently, I stroke my fingers through his hair as I fantasize about our future together. I can’t help smiling as I imagine him with a ring on his finger, and a baby on his hip. Of course, I haven’t told him yet, but they’re my dearest wishes.

  “What is it?” he laughs lightly.

  “Just thinking about our future together,” I hedge with a secret smile.

  “What do you see in the future for us, Vance?” he asks.

  I hem and haw for a bit.

  “I see a bigger house with a huge backyard. Maybe even a swimming pool. And we’ll have at least two kids, maybe even three, but at least one boy and one girl,” I reply.

  Jake looks at me with shocked eyes, but then he snuggles up close to my chest.

  “I like the way that sounds,” he admits in a quiet voice. “I can’t to start my life with you.”

  “Me neither,” is my gentle reply.

  I place my hand on the back of his neck and pull him into my bulk. Passionately, I press my lips against his. His body clings to mine as we feverishly taste each other once again. We may have been dating for a while now, but our flame hasn’t died down at all. He still excites me in ways I never knew were possible, and makes me feel alive. Every time I look into those warm brown irises I completely forget about my past, prison and all.

  His heart pounds against mine as our lips seek a deeper connection. But then he pulls away.

  “I love you, Vance,” he says softly.

  “I love you too, sweetheart,” I reply. “I always will.”

  He smiles, then presses another kiss to my lips, and I let out a contented sigh. Jake has my heart in the palm of his hands, and it’ll always be his. After what we’ve been through, our love has been tested, and it’s stayed strong. This is my man, and I am his as well. No matter what life throws at us now, we’ll be prepared.

  After all, what’s a little rumor and gossip? I’ve been through worse. Hell, I served five years in the slammer, and that was no joke. So whatever’s coming our way now is nothing by comparison. All that I care about is this man by my side, and making him happy forever.

  Epilogue

  Jake

  Vance’s tongue slips into my mouth as we feverishly kiss one another. He finished working late tonight, and we were supposed to be going out to dinner, but I doubt we’ll leave the house now. It’s been a year since we moved in together and things have changed quite a bit, but the one thing that has stayed the same is that we can hardly keep our hands off each other.

  Clothes fly all over as we make our way from the front door to our bedroom. After I graduated, we moved away from Milford to a bustling city a few hours away. No one ever really got over the fact that I was dating a man twice my age, not even my own mother. As a matter of fact, I haven’t spoken to Elena since we left town. She’s still angry about the fact that I’m gay, and that she wasn’t the neighbor Vance was hot for. It’s lame, really. How can a mother hold that kind of grudge against her son? Honestly, I don’t know if she’ll ever come to terms with what happened, but I can’t live my life for her. I have to live my life for myself, and do what makes me happy.

  Vance flings my body onto the bed, ready to end his long day with a night filled with making love. As he crawls on top of me, his massive cock grazes my thigh, leaving a trail of pre-cum behind. His staff is fully erect and ready for some pleasure. I take hold of it and gently rub his flesh as he presses his lips against mine. The heat between us is building and it’s only a matter of time until we both erupt.

  His lips trail slowly down to my rock hard dick. Without hesitating, he wraps his lips around it and begins to vigorously suck.

  “Fuck!” I call out as he devours my flesh. With blazing eyes, he looks up into mine. How is it possible the our sex life is always improving? It won’t be long until hot sticky semen pours from my cock, especially with the way Vance is stroking it with his tongue.

  He reaches above his head and caresses my nips. Oh shit, that feels good.

  “How do you like that?” he asks before his mouth completely engulfs my rod again.

  “Fucking amazing,” I moan as I run my fingers through his thick black hair. “Your mouth always feels so good.”

  Vance grins even as his hands take hold of my hips and forces his lips down further. My huge cock plummets down his throat with ease and he doesn’t gag once. Oh wow. He’s waiting to feel my come squirt inside of his mouth, and if he keeps this up, it’s going to happen soon. Oh shit, I’m almost there!

  “You like the way it tastes, don’t you?” I ask from trembling lips.

  “Umm,” he growls while sucking. His vibrating vocal cords bring me closer to climax.

  “Shit, I’m about to come!” I grunt. My toes curl as my pulsating ball sack expels the bubbly semen from deep inside. Fuuuuck! The gooey white cum gushes down Vance’s throat as my jerking body goes berserk. But like a pro, my lover swallows every last drop, leaving nothing behind.

  Vance isn’t done yet though. “Turn around,” he commands with a hungry look in his eyes. Pre-cum drips from the tip of his rock hard shaft. Quickly, I roll over onto my stomach, aching to feel his cock deep inside my sweetest spot. He spreads open my ass cheeks and rubs the head of his cock on my asshole. His pre-cum drips into my anus, and I can already tell by how wet his dick is that he’s extremely horny right now. That’s means he’s going to plow into me just the way I like it.

  “That’s enough lube,” I pant as he grabs my hips. “Give it to me, big boy.”

  Oh god, he’s about to push himself inside of my anal canal. I relax every muscle back there and prepare to feel his thick cock in my ass, and sure enough, the tip slowly penetrates my hole, causing me to gasp. “Is this how you want it?” he growls as eases a few more inches inside, hitting my prostate. I can’t get a single word out, so instead I nod feverishly.

  Vance chuckles and strokes my anus again, but this time a little harder, causing my body to shake. I moan at the top of my lungs, unable to control myself. He presses his lips to the back of my neck as he continues to thrust himself inside of my anus. Oh shit, this is so amazing! In the last year I’ve realized that I prefer to be on the bottom, instead of on top. I love having his cock in my asshole, especially when it’s pouring out massive amounts of semen. It makes me horny as fuck when that happens.

  “Oh, Vance! Don’t stop,” I finally manage between breathless pants.

  “Do you like it when my cock is deep inside you?” he growls in my ear.

  “Yes, I love it,” I let out in a strained whisper.

  “Good, because your sweet ass is so tight that I don’t think I can stop,” he groans. “Oh god.”

  But I need more.

  “Fuck me harder,” I beg.

  “You want it harder? Like this?” he asks as delivers powerful thrusts, causing me to gasp again. My bottom is going to be sore after this is over, but it’s okay. It’s a good kind of sore, and one that I treasure.

  “Yeah,” I gasp. “Just like that, big boy.” By now, the mattress is squeaking hard, but neither of us gives a damn.

  “Flip over,” he grunts while pulling his cock out of my ass. The shaft is huge and engorged, and dripping with pre-cum. My mouth waters, but I do as he asks. Quickly, I roll over onto my back, my own cock jutting into the air, high and proud. He licks my shaft once more before pushing my legs up in the air to form a wide vee. My lover stares at my throbbing anus for a split second before pushing himself inside again.

  “Oh fuck!” he growls as soon as he penetrates my tight tiny hole. He wraps his hand around my cock and jerks it while he continues to stroke. Our eyes lock with one another, upping the intensity.

  “Yes, Vance,” I groan as I’m violated every which way. “J
ust like that. Put it in my butt.”

  “You little butt slut,” he grunts. “You’re such a horny ho.”

  The truth is, he’s right. I let Vance do whatever he wants to my body because it all feels so good.

  “Use me,” I pant. “Let me be your little fuckboy.”

  Those blue eyes gleam.

  “You already are, sweetheart. You’re my fuckboy to the end of time.”

  With that, I hit my climax.

  “Oh shit!” I groan loudly as my cock erupts, spurting semen over both our chests and abs. Vance merely jerks his hand faster, making sure to pay attention to the head of my rod. Damn, I don’t think I can take much more of this. “Fuck!” I grunt again through gritted teeth. My swollen dick squirts another stream of heavenly cum, leaving a trail of semen dripping down his abdominal muscles.

  My body quivers in his grasp as he continues to stroke. Vance takes both of my legs and tosses them over one of his shoulders, and then grips my hips firmly and thrusts harder and faster. My trembling body is still recovering, but I’m yearning to feel his warm sperm inside of my anus. I clench my cheeks to make him come faster.

  “Yeah, just like that,” Vance moans as he slaps my rear with his sculpted hand. “Fuck, you feel so good. I’m almost there, Jake.” I clench a bit tighter as he plows inside of me. “Shit!” he roars as his face contorts. A blast of sweet come erupts from his throbbing cock into my anal canal. I can’t help smiling as the warm semen jets in my ass, and hungrily, squeeze my ass cheeks, trying to pull the sperm deep inside. My lover grits his teeth as his pulsating cock lets out blast after blast of precious man milk.

  Finally, the dribbling stops. Vance leans against my propped up legs, trying to catch his breath. I grab a wad of tissues and wipe my semen off his abdominal muscles before his exhausted body falls onto the bed. We cuddle a bit, and I snuggle my frame close to that muscular chest, enjoying his manly aura.