Road To Whatever (Perfect For Me Book 1)

by Blue Saffire

  “You slut,” Mandy hisses.

  I didn’t know whether to feel relieved or hurt because of what I’d done. I look up at Rage through my lashes and find him eating me up with his eyes. He moves swiftly with the grace of a panther scooping me in his arms and crushing his lips to mine.

  “Is there anything else, baby? I need to know now,” Nolan breathes against my lips.

  “No, I’m so sorry. I should have told you about her threats. I’m so sorry,” he cuts my words off with more hungry kisses as I wrap my legs around him.

  “I’ve missed you so much,” he groans as he trails kisses along my jaw and down my neck. We are on the bus and shut in the room faster than I thought possible. Just as quickly I have made two decisions. One, I love this man and I will do anything for him. Two, I’m ready.

  ~B~

  I can’t get enough of her lips. I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror as I left the club and I had her black lip gloss smeared on my lips from kissing her on stage. It tastes like cherry cola. I groan into her mouth as I lower her onto the bed and climb over her. I just need to feel her in my arms.

  She reaches for the hem of my t-shirt and I sit up to pull it over my head to toss it. When my eyes focus back on her I suck in a breath of air. She is lying beneath me with her breasts exposed. She has untied her dress and pulled it down.

  “Kelly baby,” I moan out. I can’t think straight, as she reaches for my belt I almost lose it. “Are you sure?”

  “Yes,” she nods eagerly.

  “We don’t have to. We can wait to go somewhere else,” I offer knowing it will kill me to stop now but I will for her.

  “No, I want you now,” she says shyly.

  “Oh fuck baby,” I groan and bend to take one of her brown erect nipples into my mouth. I watch her skin goose pimple as I suck, lick and bite at her nipple then move to the other side to do the same.

  I work on getting my pants off while giving her breasts special attention. She is moaning and bucking off the bed toward me. I love her little moans of pleasure, they sound like little purrs.

  “Nolan, please,” she moans pulling at my hair.

  “Just relax baby. I want to take it slow I don’t want to hurt you,” I breathe against her flat belly while kissing my way down to her sweetness. I stop to give attention to her belly button flicking her piercing with my tongue. Then making circles around her cute little belly button. I dipped my tongue inside. It’s been almost a month since I had my mouth on her and I want another taste.

  I hook my fingers in her dress bunched at her waist and pull it and her panties down in one swift motion. Her shoes have fallen off somewhere along the way. I sit back on my heels just looking at her while stroking my erection. Kitty looks at my length and her eyes grow wide. I can’t help the cocky grin I give her in response.

  “Nolan,” she gasp, “Baby, that’s not going to fit.” She covers her girlie parts with her hands as if to protect it. I laugh hard and lean over to kiss her lips letting my length slap her stomach to tease her.

  “It will fit don’t worry,” I chuckle. I push her hands out of my way and run my fingertips along her wet seam. “Kelly you’re soaked. I can’t wait to be inside you.”

  Her small hand reaches out and wraps around me. I watch her stare at it wide eyed before she looks up at me through her lashes. Her lips part and her tongue darts out to wet her lips. I would love to watch those lips on me. Kitty gives me a wicked smile as if she is thinking the same thing. I quickly roll onto my back.

  “Come here baby. Sit on my face with your ass facing me,” I command.

  She does as I ask and I part her folds with my fingers and dive in with my tongue. This way she has the option to blow me, I’m not forcing or asking. She tastes so good as her hips start to grind against my face while she cries in pleasure, with the flicking of my tongue against her swollen nub. I am so lost in her juicy goodness I almost come the moment her tongue flicks out over my throbbing head.

  I groan into her pussy and that seems to give her confidence to move forward. Her wet mouth wraps around me and she lowers her head slowly. My hips buck toward her mouth of their own accord.

  She moans around my cock and I hiss out a breath, pulling my head from between her legs to look down and watch her. It is the sexiest sight I have ever seen, my girl with those lush full lips wrapped around me. I open my mouth trying to remember how to breathe and rest my tongue against my bottom lip.

  I replace my tongue with a finger in her tight hole, groaning at her hot, tight, wetness. Kitty picks up the pace bobbing her head faster. She is groaning and slurping and it sounds and feels so good.

  “Oh shit baby that’s so good,” I groan. She takes me to the back of her throat and my eyes roll to the back of my head. I slap her plump ass and growl. “Fuck baby, I need you to come.”

  I push another finger inside her and start sucking on her clit. Her pussy clenches my fingers and she starts to shake as she shatters. Her head snaps back as she cries out my name. I slip out from beneath her gathering her in my arms and placing her on her back.

  I lower myself onto her devouring her whimpers of ecstasy as I knead her breasts and pinch her nipples. I position my head at her dripping entrance, placing my finger under her chin and lifting her gaze to mine. “Are you ready?”

  “Yes,” she nods biting her bottom lip.

  I slowly push my way inside. “Relax baby, let me in,” I soothe and kiss her lips not breaking eye contact once. “That’s it baby, good girl.”

  I stop when I feel her wall push back at me and pull all the way out thrusting back in in one swift stroke. She bucks into my arms whimpering into my neck and digging her fingers into my scalp. “You okay?” She nods into the crook of my neck while I pause to give her time to get use to me. I start to move again slowly going deeper each time.

  Kitty digs her fingers in my back and starts to rock her hips to meet mine. Her rocking with the tight grip her pussy has on me is insane, combine with being bare back inside her. I’ve never felt anything this good. I grab her ass lifting her up to take more of me.

  “Oh Nolan, oh yes,” she purrs out. “Please don’t stop.”

  “You feel so good. You’re so tight and wet. Oh, Kelly, you’re mine. This pussy is mine,” I growl totally forgetting she’s a virgin and pounding into her like I’ve lost my mind. “Tell me it’s mine, Kelly.”

  “It’s yours baby, only yours. I love you,” she cries out.

  “I love you, too,” I kiss her hungrily swallowing her cries of pleasure. “Let go Kelly, don’t fight it come for me baby.”

  With my words she shatters as I roll my hips and pound harder drawing out her next orgasm. I ease up on her pussy just for a little while pulling all the way out and sinking in really slow. I repeat the slow motion of pulling all the way out and sinking back in. Kitty groans and digs her little feet in my ass.

  “Nolan, faster baby please,” she pleads.

  I chuckle and capture one of her nipples in my mouth as I increase my pace. She is writhing in pleasure crying out her third release within seconds. One more, I need to give my baby one more orgasm and I will unload in her belly.

  I sit up lifting her until her weight rests on her shoulders. Then I shift so my body takes the brunt of her weight, making her feel weightless. Then I start drilling into her. I have her hemmed like a bow and her tits are bouncing perfectly. I unwrap her legs from around my waist and position her legs on my shoulders, kissing her ankle bracelet then licking the skin around it in slow circles.

  “Oh shit Nolan,” she cries.

  “Oh fuck yeah baby, I’m almost there Kelly,” I roar out. I press down on her belly for just the right angle to get us both off, reaching for her clit with the other hand just as I feel my release coming. “Now baby, come with me, now.”

  We both cry out each other’s names as I come harder than I have ever come in my life. Feeling my seed pump into her is the greatest feeling I’ve ever had. I plant a kiss in between her b
reasts. I know I just abused her little tight pussy but I couldn’t help myself. I catch myself on one arm making sure to lower her to the bed again without crushing her under my weight.

  “That was amazing,” I pant kissing the top of her head and tucking her safely in my arms. I never want to be without this girl ever again. I am completely in love with her and with insane sex like that I will never want anyone else.

  “Umm,” Kitty purrs into my chest.

  We both drift off to sleep.

  CHAPTER Twenty Two

  “Oh My God, you two are never doing it on this bus again,” Mandy laughs out while her whole face blushes. “I did not need to know my brother is a beast. Two hours at a time Rage, really? No wonder they always come back.”

  “I second that. I’ve been sporting wood since last night. That was the hottest shit I’ve ever heard,” Sleep teases.

  “Bro don’t,” Nolan warns.

  “Really, new band rule. You guys don’t have sex on this bus ever again,” Chris groans shaking his head as if to rid the memory.

  Nolan chuckles and bends to nuzzle my neck. “I’m not making any promises,” Nolan teases.

  “You guys heard,” I say horrified, “this morning too?”

  They all burst into laughter. “You guys went at it this morning too,” Mandy squawks.

  I bury my head in my hands and nod. Nolan tucks me under his arm and holds me close while they laugh at me. I want to run back into the room and hide.

  “Kitty, don’t pay them any mind. They only heard because they were being pervs,” Mitch chuckles.

  “Dude, a deaf man could have heard them,” Mandy snorts and laughs.

  “I’m sure he could, if his ear was pressed to the door,” Linc teases.

  “Oh who asked you,” Mandy bites out at him and throws him a glare.

  “Right, that reminds me. What’s going on with you two,” I change the subject.

  “Nothing,” they reply in unison and narrow their eyes at each other.

  “I’m starving, are we stopping soon,” Nolan grumbles as he rubs his belly.

  “Yeah, were actually ahead of schedule and we were talking about getting hotel rooms for tonight. The next two shows are pretty close together. We can ride or drive to them from a hotel in between both venues. I think we can all use the privacy and the convenience of a room,” Mitch suggests.

  “Oh cool,” I chirp. I teasingly looked up at Nolan. “I’m rooming with Mandy.”

  “The hell you are,” Nolan growls and lifts me over his shoulder carrying me back into the room.

  “Baby,” I whisper as Nolan traces his fingers up and down my arm.

  After breakfast we all checked into rooms in the five star hotel Mitch found. The guys paired up together and Mandy got a room to herself while I took a room with Nolan. Nolan just spent the last hour letting his mouth get to know every inch of me.

  “Yeah,” he murmurs lazily against my temple.

  “I’m sorry I never told you about my dad’s label. I know I hurt you by not saying anything about it but you have to understand…” I try to explain.

  “Shh Kelly, I understand. Yeah, I was pissed at first but I get it now. I guess I can’t blame you. I’ve been running from my dad’s company for as long as I can remember,” Nolan sighs and pushes a hand through his hair as he rolls from his side to his back taking me with him to rest on his chest. “I have to look out for Chris and Mandy or I would have ignored his threats recently.”

  “But the band is great. Has your dad heard you guys? I’m sure he would help you if he heard you,” I insist. I don’t think it’s my place to tell him about his father’s connections in the music industry.

  “Ha! Mandy has played him some of our stuff. But that means nothing. My dad is a tech geek and won’t think twice about our music,” he replies with a sour look on his face.

  I prop my head on his chest and look up at his grey eyes studying his face. “The summer is not over you know? I can still make those calls for you guys.” I still haven’t let on to the band that I am staying with them.

  “If those calls include you in the band then go right ahead,” he smiles back at me.

  “Why is it so important to you to have me in the band? Just think if you are on the road and I am back home stuck in my schoolwork you can have all the groupies you want at your beck and call,” I tease.

  Nolan grabs my waist rolling me onto my back and growls against my neck. “Do I look like I care about having groupies at my beck and call,” he grunts in between kissing his way from my neck to my breasts. “I wouldn’t want to do this without you, without you in my bed or without you on that stage with me. You are stuck with me baby.”

  “What have I gotten myself into,” I giggle as he nips at my ribs.

  “I know what I would love to get into,” he says wiggling his eyebrows at me.

  “Oh no, I have to be able to walk on stage. You promised you’d give my cookies a break.”

  “But they’re so delicious how can I resist,” he teases nibbling his way back to my lips.

  “You are so silly,” I giggle.

  “Kelly, on a serious note baby… if you don’t want to answer say so. Why don’t you want to learn to take over your father’s company? It’s not like me with my dad. I mean like, I don’t mind helping him out sometimes, but for you its music. You love music. You love everything about it. I see you helping Mandy out with band details and I know you helped her tie things up for this tour. You are so smart I think you would be amazing at running a label.”

  “You and my uncle both,” I sigh. “I guess my dad must have thought so too. I don’t know… at first it was because I thought I’d never be able to be around music again. But Mandy and the band helped to show how wrong I was about that. Then there is my age. What if I’m not ready?”

  “But from what Linc and Mitch explained your Uncle just wants to show you the ropes for now and hand things over sometime in the future. I mean I don’t think he would walk away before you are comfortable,” Nolan says thoughtfully.

  “But that is just it. What if I am never ready for him to step down? What if I can’t do it and I let my father down. I don’t want to be responsible for destroying my father’s company. He worked so hard to build it. I’m scared,” I finally admit.

  “I don’t think you have anything to be afraid of. You know your music baby. I watch you get lost in it no matter the aspect you are in, playing, singing, writing, performing. It’s all the same thing. You seem to get lost in this world where you turn music into perfection and everyone around you willingly follows,” his words come out with such passion that I wish I could see what he sees.

  “I said I’ll think about it,” I murmur. “But if I choose to stay in the band I can’t get you guys a deal somewhere else and run my father’s company. It just won’t feel right to me.”

  “Then I guess you have to stay with us and sign us,” he says with a grin.

  “Or I could leave the band and get you guys a deal and not take over my father’s company,” I chirp.

  “Not happening. I go where you go,” he retorts with all seriousness, locking eyes with me. “If you don’t want to be in the band I will be following my father’s footsteps and if you decide to follow in your father’s footsteps I will support you whether that decision comes with a deal or not. I want what makes you happy.”

  “And I want you happy so someone around here has to start compromising,” I say with a sweet smile. From the look on his face I’ll be the one to start with the compromises.

  “Just because we are having sex now doesn’t mean you can walk around naked all the time,” I tease and throw a pillow at Nolan as he steps out of the bedroom of the hotel suite. He is still dripping wet from his shower with only a towel around his trim waist and one draped around his neck.

  The things those powerful thighs assist this man to do. His hard body is like a delicious dream come true. I lick my lips as I watch a bead of water trail down his rock hard che
st to the happy trail of damp hair that disappears beneath the towel.

  I’ve been sitting on the floor curled up with my laptop going through my emails and details about the band’s contract that Uncle Terry has forwarded to me. It’s been three days since we checked into this hotel. I am excited, nervous and hopeful all at the same time. Mr. Chaney offered to look over things for Mandy and the band. He is having his lawyer sit down with Mandy and eventually the guys. I still haven’t told any of the band that I’m considering staying and no one has asked what I plan to do.

  I love them for respecting my need to make this decision. I don’t want to disappoint anyone but I think I need to take a chance again like I did with Nolan. I’m totally in love with this man. For once in like forever I am really happy and it can only get better with the help and support of the people that love me.

  I just want to tell Nolan first if this is really what I plan to do, but I’m still nervous to for some reason. It was actually the talk we had that has me leaning toward one decision more than the other. Seeing how much he believes in me made me start to look at things differently.

  I know I have to get better at talking to him but this is all still so new for me. I still light up from the inside every time I think about that first night on the bus. Mandy and the guys finally stopped teasing me after breakfast the next morning. If I would have known we would get out of control I would have listened to Nolan when he said we should wait.

  Nolan gives me a sexy smile as he dries his hair with his towel, while strolling sexily toward the couch. “Are we really having sex now,” he asks huskily.

  “You know what I mean,” I say shyly. I can feel my face heat. I don’t think I’ll ever get used to him looking at me this way and using that voice on me. His eyes are all hooded and smoky, filled with lust. His voice just drips sex, the promise of amazing, hot, nasty sex.