My Ward My Woman

by Jordan Silver

  Tell me to go away babydoll. Save yourself, save me. I didn’t say the words out loud, just looked down at her, leaving the choice in her hands. Her answer was to pull my head down to hers with one hand as she used the other to tug at my pajama bottoms, which was all I’d worn to bed.

  My cock sprang free. Hot, hard, throbbing, and her little hand wrapped around it for the first time. A jolt of something sharp and sweet went through me at her touch and I couldn’t resist stroking into her hand, leaving the essence of pre cum in her palm.

  As she played with me shyly, I let my fingers sift through her curls, down past her swollen clit, until I found her tight opening. I stopped with my fingers poised to plunge into her, one burning question on my mind. “Tell me you’re pure.” I looked into her eyes for the truth. Selfishly I wanted to be her first. That’s a damn lie, I knew very well that if I fucked her now, not only would I want to be her first, but her only lover.

  She nodded shyly and hid her face against my shoulder, and I felt my heart beat wildly in my chest. I slid my fingers into her wet heat. Reveling in the feeling of finally being this close. She was tight around my fingers, her flesh clinging to the digits like a sucking mouth.

  I pushed them in deep until I met the barrier of her innocence. Now my chest swelled with pride, love, and lust. I growled my approval and barely restrained myself from fucking into her too soon.

  “Mine.” I nudged her cheek with my chin until I found her lips.

  I opened her wider with my fingers as I suckled her tongue, before releasing her lips and making my way down her small frame to her chest. I took in the beauty of her as I licked and sucked on her flesh. Perfection!

  “Open for me baby. I’m going to fuck you with my fingers first to get you ready to take me.” She didn’t answer, didn’t seem to care as long as I kept making her pussy feel good.

  I played her clit with my thumb while sucking a nipple deep into my mouth. She was already wet and soft around the fingers I slid in and out of her pussy, but I wanted her drenched. She clenched her legs tight around my hand, trapping my palm against her heat. “That’s it, fuck my hand.”

  “Solomon.” Her cute whine made me grin as her face went up in flames and she tried hiding it from me. “I’m going to give you my mouth now. Do you want to ride my tongue?” I didn’t wait for an answer, just slid down her body until I laid between her wide spread thighs.

  I pulled my fingers out of her pussy and licked them clean while looking down into her lust filled eyes. My cock was screaming at me to fuck, but I knew I’d hurt her little pussy if I didn’t prepare her first.

  I spread her pink well open with my fingers before giving her my tongue. This growl came from the pit of my gut and reverberated through her. I felt it in the hand I had pressed against her flat tummy to hold her in place for the tongue I was now fucking in and out of her. I could feel myself slipping deeper under her spell. Her taste rushed through me and I’d found my new drug of choice.

  I ate her pussy and thumbed her clit with the hand on her stomach, while holding her tiny ass in my other hand like an offering. She held herself stiff at first until her passionate nature fought against her shyness and won. Her hands clasped my head to her holding me in place as I sunk my tongue as far into her as it would go.

  Her taste was hypnotic, and I had the fleeting thought that I could eat her everyday for a lifetime and never be filled. She thrashed around on my tongue, her mewling sounds like a kitten music to my ears. She arched her back deep and planted her feet in the bed as she pulled my head harder against her pussy until my teeth scraped gently along her clit.

  Her ass fit perfectly in my hand as I held her in place, licking deep before pulling out and taking her clit between my lips. Her passionate response filled my head with all the things I wanted to do to her. Diabolical things, downright dirty shit that if anyone else even thought of doing to her I’d fucking end them went through my head with the two of us starring in every role.

  I knew I couldn’t go there with her though, not yet, not with my innocent girl. Half that shit would scare her to death. First, I’ll teach her the many ways to please her man and then maybe I can introduce her to some of the more lascivious things I now had running through my head.

  A lifetime. That’s how long I’ll need to satisfy this hunger she’d awakened in me. She tugged at me to bring me up her body. She was ready to be filled; she wanted cock. I stroked mine to ease the ache as I sucked her pussy, bringing her closer to orgasm.

  I needed her to cum before I breached her. I knew it was going to be a tight fit once I got my fat cock inside her and the thought of hurting her made me break out in a sweat. “Wait baby, not yet.” She made a sound of frustration as I teased her with my fingers and tongue. I was learning her body, seeing how far I had to go before she went off.

  She was hypersensitive now, her body writhing in heat as she tensed to cum. I drank her pussy juice as fast as she released it. Her hips moved wildly beneath my mouth, and the noises she made told me she was more than ready to fuck.

  I had one last moment of doubt as I climbed up her body and settled between her thighs with my cock in hand. “Look at me.” Her eyes were half slits, a fire burning in them that I was sure was reflected in mine. “This might hurt a little, I’ll go as slow as I can.” I took her lips when a hint of fear clouded her eyes. The kiss calmed her fears.

  I rubbed the fat leaking head of my cock up and down her slit before dipping it inside her and pulling back, widening her a little more to take me. Each time I pulled out I smacked her pussy with my cock, right on her clit, before dipping back into her again.

  Her pussy was hot and inviting and I gritted my teeth against the urge to fuck into her too hard too fast. Each short stab into her too tight pussy mouth was like walking into fire. I couldn’t take any more, besides nothing was going to prepare her for my monster. For the first time in my life I wished I had a smaller dick. I’m going to hurt my baby and it’s fucking with my head.

  “I’m sorry babydoll.” I wrapped my arms around her as I pierced her and felt her maidenhead give beneath the powerful pressure of my thrust. She cried out and pushed against me beating against my shoulders. I calmed her with soft words of comfort until her heart settled down again.

  “Shh, it’s over now.” I whispered words of praise in between kissing her soft lips until she relaxed and I slipped deeper into her wet valley. Her pussy closed around me and locked me in.

  My cock had never felt anything like her and he’d felt plenty. Nothing I’d ever experienced prepared me for this. I’ve heard of the perfect mate. That one man and woman that was made distinctly for each other. Until this moment I never believed in it.

  Raw emotion shot from my cock that was buried deep in her belly straight to my heart. I held her ass in my hands now, spreading her legs wider, preparing her to accept all of me. I hadn’t expected this. How could I know that she had this between her thighs? What if I’d let her go? Had never touched her? I would never have known… It didn’t bear thinking of.

  My usually smooth calm in the bedroom escaped me as I looked down at her in wonder. “Your pussy feels fucking amazing. Where the fuck did you get such a golden pussy?” The question came out more like an accusation. Like she’d deliberately done something to her cunt to trap me, which made no damn sense, but the shit had thrown me for a loop.

  She didn’t answer of course, just looked up at me with her lust filled eyes, her tits like beacons that of course I couldn’t resist.

  I lowered my head and sucked a nipple into my mouth as I started to slide out slowly so I could drive back into her again. I wanted to feel that shit again, wanted it to go on forever.

  “Don’t move Solomon it hurts.” Shit, her body was shaking like a leaf beneath me. I was so gone in my head I hadn’t even noticed that the pain of my cock tearing through her virginity had sent her body into shock.

  I’ve never been a selfish lover. I’ve always prided myself on that. I was usual
ly in control whenever I played mattress tango. I could fuck and move the fuck on no problem. As far as I knew one pussy was the same as the other. Just a receptacle for a nice hard pounding when the need struck.

  Everything I thought I knew went out the proverbial window with her. Pussy had always just been something to do like any other sport. I had no lasting affiliations with any of the pussies I’d fucked in the past. Hers was my fucking kryptonite. I knew it down to my toes.

  I wiped away the escaping tears from her eyes and held her close to my heart. “I won’t move until you want me to, promise.” I gritted my teeth and held still until her body stopped fighting me.

  9

  Solomon

  Once I felt the tension leave her completely, I used my thumb to caress her clit and reawaken her arousal. She started making those fuck me noises again and my blood heated even as my cock leaked inside her. I don’t think I would ever be able to fuck again without hearing those sounds in my bed.

  Pretty soon she forgot the pain in her pussy and spread her legs wider, accepting me, offering her self up to me. “Can I move now baby?” Please say yes, don’t make me break my word. The need to drive into her now that I’d got this far was overwhelming.

  At her slight nod I pulled the three or so inches I had in her back before driving into her again. I had to use short jabs, afraid to give her my whole length at once lest I hurt her more than I already had. Her body gave, like something deep inside unfurling and I slipped into her with surprise. No one had ever been able to take me like this before.

  How…“Fuck!” I grabbed her head between my hands and kissed her hard, bruising her lips against my teeth. She sucked on my tongue like a baby bird with his first meal while I spat pre-cum deep inside her, making the way easier for my cock.

  I used the copious amounts of pre cum that I’d leaked into her and her own juices as lubrication and slid out before easing back in. I kept up that nice and easy tempo even though I wanted to fuck her harder than I’ve ever fucked anyone before.

  Instead of protecting her the way I do with everything else, here, in bed, I wanted to totally destroy her pussy. It was almost a compulsion, one that I had no control over. Everything about her sex screamed for me to own, conquer; dominate.

  I finally gave in and the next time I pulled out of her slammed my cock back into her hard. “Fuck me. I’m so deep in you. You feel so fucking good.” She had me babbling like an untried boy with his first woman.

  It was that look of innocence on her face. She looked more innocent now than she does when she’s walking around the house torturing my ass. That look, made me want to do things to her. Very bad fucking things.

  Her body fit as though it was made for mine. Like that tunnel I found deep inside her had been created for my cock and mine only. The perfect fit. As I fucked into her

  I knew there was no going back for me. No other woman in the world will ever be able to satisfy me after this.

  She didn’t speak. Only those sexy sounds escaped her as she moved beneath me, taking me like I hadn’t just turned her pussy into an open wound. I tried to compensate for the fact that I’d hurt her, but my control was shot.

  Her pussy clenched around me and her tight walls massaged my cock as I nibbled at her lips, feeding her my tongue before taking hers into my mouth again, all the while easing gently in and out of her until I finally hit the very bottom of her.

  Something in the very depths of her squeezed my cockhead just before she screamed, and I pulled out of her cervix. Fuck, too deep. “Shh, shh, shh, I won’t go there again.” Not tonight anyway. But sure as fuck I want to feel that again. Will the surprises never end?

  I fucked her more gently until the pain eased and she started to move again. Wilder now, more frantic. Her hips strained against mine. She wanted me to fuck deep, but whenever I do it hurts her. The protector in me fought it, even as the lover said fuck yeah.

  “Baby slow down; you have to help me out here.” She pulled at me with her arms and legs trying to force the issue and for a split second I wondered if she were turned on by the pain. I found the answer when I tested my theory and went hard and deep on my next stroke. Un-fucking-believable.

  She threw her head back and screeched as her pussy flooded my cock. Her body thrashed and she fought for breath even as she kept fucking me; scared the fuck outta me.

  “Easy!” I caught her hips in my hands and tried to calm shit down, but she wasn’t having it.

  Instead she wrapped her arms and legs around me, dug her nails into my back and her teeth into my neck, and fucked herself on my cock.

  She drew blood with her nails and teeth, as she fought to move her tight pussy harder on my cock. She cried out in frustration when the glove like tightness of her pussy wouldn’t allow her to move. She was pinned to the bed by my cock.

  “Okay babydoll, let me.” With her head held back with one hand I wrapped the other around her neck and squeezed. Her pussy reacted just the way I knew it would, contracting around my meat until I was able to glide more easily into her.

  I fucked into her more freely now, hitting bottom with each stroke, widening her pussy for future use. Already I was planning the next fuck in my head. That’s how perfect she felt, how far gone I was. We fed on each other’s lips hungrily, both of us lost in a world of emotion.

  The tight grip of her pussy around my cock, the taboo excitement of being inside her, was all too much and I almost shot off inside her too soon. “Why the fuck do you feel so good?” I made the mistake of looking into those beautiful orbs and the impact hit me like a ton of bricks. The longer I stared into her eyes the more I felt myself falling.

  There was more going on here than a fuck. It was as if she was sucking my soul through my dick. Everything that was in me was laid bare in that moment. I’d never in my life felt this emotionally connected with a woman.

  She was a natural, her body her scent, the way she moved under me, held me enthralled. I think I always knew she would do this to me. Knew that if I ever touched her it wouldn’t take much for the love I already bore her to become something more. Become…this.

  I’d fought it as long as I could, my conscience was clear. I took my life in my hands and held her hips still while looking down into her glazed eyes. “Why did you stop?” You’ve got to be shitting me. My heart can’t take much more of this perfection, but I had something to say and she needed to hear it before we went any farther, before I emptied my seed into her unprotected womb.

  “You belong to me now Alexandra; every beautiful inch of you. I will do with you, as I please no argument. From this day on you’re mine completely in and out of bed. I own you, all of you. I hope that’s what you wanted, because it’s too late to turn back now.” I thought for sure those words would scare her, but I should’ve known better.

  “I’ve always been yours Solomon, you’re the one who wouldn’t accept.” She pulled me back to her and our tongues dueled each other as I fucked into her nice and slow. My innocent baby was taking my cock all the way inside her. She was a fucking marvel.

  “I love you.” She said the words into my mouth around my tongue. I can’t put into words the feelings that enveloped me then. It felt like my heart opened just a little more and she invaded the only place she hadn’t yet been. I was all hers now and I fucking knew it. “I know.”

  Her love, which I once feared would be a burden, made me feel lighter as we whispered to one another. I told her how perfect she was, not just her sex. I made promises, something else I have never done, never thought I would ever do. She drew it all out of me.

  “I’m going to do you hard now, I’ll try my best not to hurt you.” She nodded sheepishly and braced herself as I lifted her ass in my hands once more, spread her legs open and fucked my cock in deep.

  I fucked her harder, finally letting go of the control I’d held on a leash until now. My teeth marked her neck, her chest, anywhere I could reach, until I sucked her pearled nipple hard into my mouth and pressed down on
her clit with my thumb.

  Her pussy sucked hard at my cock as her hips sped up and I felt my nuts draw up to my body and my cock jerk and spit inside her. “Fuck, cum for me baby; I need you to cum.”

  “Solomon…” She clutched at me, her eyes widened in fear as she looked up at the madman who was fucking her into the bed so hard it was about to break. “I’m here baby. I’m here, just cum.” My gut hurt from trying to hold back my release. I wanted our first time to be together. Wanted to fly among the stars with her wrapped in my arms.

  “What’s happening Solomon? Help me.” She strained against me, her body lifting off the mattress before I slammed into her one last time and pinned her beneath me. She screamed in my ear as her pussy juiced and my cock let go.

  I lost sight for a split second as I felt nature leave me and enter her receptive body. I wasn’t sure, but I had a pretty good idea what just happened. I had the fleeting thought that she was too young, but not even that could take away from the immense pride I felt at the thought that I had just bred her.

  10

  Solomon

  When I finally came back down and my vision had cleared, she was out cold beneath me. “Alexandra!” I was afraid that I had gone too far, fucked her too hard. Just when I needed my infamous control most it had deserted me. I berated myself for a good minute before a finger on her pulse confirmed she was still breathing. She’d only fainted.

  I stayed buried inside her as I soothed her with soft kisses and gentle touches in between whispers of praise. “Come on baby open those beautiful eyes for me.” I lowered my head and listened to her heartbeat and my breath stopped.