Learning To Love (The Griffin Brothers Book 4)

by Perkins, Crystal

  “Great.” We’re at my car now. He opens my door, as usual. “I’ll grab some food and meet you at your place since it’s closer.”

  I drive home and then hurry up and change. If we’re having this conversation, I’m going to look sexy at least. I put on a short, flowing mini dress with spaghetti straps that can’t be easily worn with a bra because it’s so loose. I don’t wear one. I put on a lacy thong and no shoes. I also pull my hair out of its ponytail and shake it loose.

  I have a fire going in the fireplace when Luke knocks at the door. I open it and his eyes widen. “Wow. You look…just wow.”

  “Thanks. Come on in.”

  He puts the bags on the coffee table and we unload the food and drinks. I sit a little away from him as we eat in silence. When we’re done, I move closer and tuck my legs under me as I face him. “I’m ready to talk.”

  “Good, because I’m ready to listen.” His eyes twinkle as he smiles, and there I am, ready to swoon off the couch again.

  “Okay. I’m just going to say this, and then you can respond when I’m done. If you stop me, I may not get it out.” He nods and I continue. “You know I have really no experience with anything sexual, but there are things I want to do with you and well, umm, to you, but I’m afraid I’ll do them all wrong. I need to know if you can show me or tell me what you like. Then, when I’m doing things, can you tell me if I’m bad at it? You won’t hurt my feelings. I mean, maybe you will a little, but I want to make you feel good, so it’s better for me to know.”

  I stop and look at him. He has a serious look on his face and instead of twinkling, his eyes are dark and hungry. “Am I good to talk now?”

  “Yes, please.”

  “If I’m understanding correctly, you’re ready to take things a little further with me, and our pants can come off. Is that right?”

  I bite my lip and answer. “My pants are already off, but yes.”

  “Oh, I’ve definitely noticed that you’re barely covered and braless, honey. Do you have panties on under there?”

  “A thong.”

  “Fuck. Please tell me I’m going to get to touch you there today.”

  “I-I want you to. I want to touch you, too.”

  “I was hoping that’s what you were talking about.”

  “Umm…yeah…I mean that’s part of it, but probably all I can do today. I’ll do more later, I promise.”

  He reaches out to cup my cheek. “Shh, Ollie. That’s more than fine. Now, just so you know, I’m pretty sure there’s no way to really do it wrong. I mean, I guess you could go a little crazy and pull too hard, but I can’t imagine that happening. I’m happy to show you how I like it, though. Do you want me to stroke myself for you or guide your hand?”

  “Both?”

  “Okay. And are you going to touch yourself for me and guide my hand?”

  “Oh. I-I hadn’t thought of that. You must be an expert at it, right?”

  “I haven’t had any complaints. But this isn’t about other girls, and what I’ve done before. This is about you, and what will make you come hard on my fingers. And mouth.”

  “Mouth?”

  “I really, really want to taste you, Olivia. So bad. I dream of licking your pussy while you scream. I know you weren’t ready before. Are you now?”

  “Maybe. Can I decide in a little while or is that too hard?”

  “You can tell me to stop doing anything at any time. Even if we’ve done it before. I need to know that you believe that.”

  “I believe that you’re sincere, but I don’t want to be a tease.”

  “You. Are. Not. A. Tease. I was being the biggest asshole on the planet when I said that to you. I didn’t mean it at all. Understood?” I nod and he leans towards me. “Now, we’re going to kiss and see where we want to go from there.”

  Chapter 9

  Olivia

  He takes my mouth and it’s sweet. But then it’s not. He’s definitely holding on to his control by a thin thread. A part of me wants to break that thread and give myself to him, but then the rational part of me intrudes and reminds me that we’ve only been back together for less than a week. I’ve got to give it more time.

  I’m totally on board when he starts sliding my loose straps from my shoulders and pushes my dress down to my waist. I’m pushing up his sweater and t-shirt before he reaches back and takes them off himself. This is normal territory for us, as we’ve been shirtless with each other for a couple of weeks now. However, it’s no less exciting when he cups my breasts in his hands tonight than when he first did it back then. I moan and arch into him as I squeeze his biceps. His lips leave mine to trail down my neck.

  “I love your tits, Ollie. They’re perfect and it makes my cock so hard when they spill out of my hands.” He’s moving his mouth down and talking to me in between nips and licks.

  I move to climb onto his lap and straddle him as he puts his mouth over one breast and sucks the nipple into his mouth. His tongue swirls as I buck against him and scratch my nails over his chest. I’m close already, just with the friction from his jeans and his mouth and hands doing wonderful things to my breasts.

  He pulls away and I whimper while he grabs the bottom of my dress. “I got you, honey. I just want you to come with my fingers and mouth on you. Or just fingers. Either way is fine.”

  The thought of his mouth and tongue down there like they’ve been up here overrides my awkwardness at him actually doing it to me. “Both. Please. Both, Luke.”

  He smiles a wicked smiles and stands up. “Wrap your legs around me. I need your bed.”

  I do as he says and he walks me into my bedroom. He sets me down on the side and asks me to liftmy arms up so he can pull my dress over my head. His eyes widen when he sees my little thong.

  “Were you wearing that all day?”

  “No. I put it on when I got home.”

  “For me?” I know I’m blushing as I nod. “I love that. I love you. Now lay down so I can make you scream my name.”

  “You still have your pants on. I want to touch you while you touch me. Plus, I feel kind of weird being the only one naked.”

  “Do you want to take them off?” I realize I do, and I eagerly lean forward to undo his belt and pants. He holds my head and massages my scalp as his pants drop to the floor. It’s criminal how good he looks in his boxer briefs. I stand up, because I need to see his ass. “Where are you going?”

  “If you must know, I want to see your ass. It’s already so hot in your pants, but with your underwear hugging it, I think I could die right now and be happy.”

  I notice his big erection twitching when I tell him that. “Don’t die yet, but look all you want.” He’s laughing at me, but I don’t care.

  I look and then reach out to touch. I move my hands around to the front while I stand behind him and curl my fingers into the waistband. Then I tug his boxers down. Holy hell is he even hotter with his clothes off. I know that should be obvious, but my God. It’s not fair for him to be this hot. I walk back around to the front to see his, well, his cock, standing at attention. It’s kind of beautiful, and I just stare and lick my lips.

  “I’m not going to tear your little panties off this time because I kind of love them, but my control is wearing kind of thin here. So please lie down on the bed.”

  I do as he asks and he surprises me by climbing on the opposite way. He smiles at my confused look. “You said you wanted to touch me, so this will make it easier for you.”

  I smile back and then watch as he slowly takes off my thong and then looks down. “Your pussy is so pretty. Did you get this waxed for me, too?”

  “Kind of. I mean, this time, yes, but Candi’s had me doing it since I started working for her.”

  He lays down facing me and turns me to the side. He keeps his lower body a little away from me as he leans forward and runs his finger and then his tongue across my slit. Oh my God, that’s amazing. Why haven’t I let him do that before?

  “You okay so far?”

/>   “More than okay. Don’t stop.”

  He licks me again and then sucks my clit into his mouth. I involuntarily thrust at his mouth, and he smiles up at me as he slides a finger inside of me. “You’re so wet for me, Ollie. And nice and tight.”

  “God, yes!”

  He moves his finger in and out of me as his mouth plays with my clit. I see movement out of the corner of my eye and look over to see him take his cock in his other hand. Wow. That is beyond hot. I thought it would be, but just, wow. He starts to stroke himself as he brings me closer to orgasm, and I can’t take my eyes off his hand pumping up and down.

  I can’t take it anymore and move my hand over on top of his. He lifts his hand and places mine under his instead, and then guides me in touching him. His skin is so soft, but he’s all kinds of hard underneath. It’s like rubbing a piece of steel covered in cashmere. He guides me for a minute or so, but then he realizes I’ve got the hang of it and he leaves me to it. I feel his hand move to my ass and start kneading it as he adds a second finger inside of me. The combination of that and his mouth and tongue on me sends me over the edge. I scream his name and a bunch of other incoherent things. He doesn’t stop or let go and I keep going.

  I look down and seeing his mouth on me makes me do something I didn’t think I’d be ready for yet. I pull his cock to my mouth and take it in. “Oh shit, Ollie.”

  I immediately let go. “I’m sorry. I did it wrong, didn’t I? Oh God.” I start to move away, but he grabs my legs and looks up at me with his eyes half closed.

  “No. No! It’s perfect, but you don’t have to…fuck!” I take him back in my mouth and start sucking him in and out as I use my hand on the base. He’s not a scary size, but he’s definitely big enough that it would be uncomfortable to have him all the way in my mouth and down my throat. I suck him in until he hits the back of it, though.

  He’s attacking my pussy and clit as I suck him. There’s no other word for it. He’s in a frenzy and seems to want to drive me as crazy as he is. That’s not hard since I’m pretty much out of control already. I reach out and tentatively cup his balls, which makes him moan and thrust into my mouth. We go at it like this for a couple of minutes before I feel myself coming again, and I basically fuck his face while sucking him hard.

  “I’m coming, Ollie. Let me go.” I slap his hand away and suck harder as I pump my hand. I feel him stiffen and then start to shudder as hot liquid spills down my throat. He’s the one yelling now. He finally slows down as I swallow the last of it.

  He rolls onto his back and lays there for a minute just staring at the ceiling and breathing hard. “That was fucking amazing.”

  “Yes. It was. I wish I’d let you do that sooner. And that I’d done what I did to you sooner.”

  He sits up and then turns his body so he can lie next to me and pull me into his arms, kissing my forehead. “You liked them both?”

  “I did. Of course I liked what you did to me, but what I did to you made me feel so powerful. I mean, I was in control of making you out of control. I’m just glad I did it okay.”

  “Okay is not the word for what you just did. And, I was definitely out of control. I knew you’d taste delicious and I knew your mouth would be pure magic if it was ever on me like that. I was right on both counts. You, my beautiful Ollie, are just magically delicious.”

  I can’t help but laugh. “That is so cheesy.”

  “I know. But it’s true.”

  He leans down to kiss me, and I taste myself on his lips. It’s a little weird, but I don’t dislike it. It’s actually kind of hot to know where his mouth just was and now is. I reach down and start stroking him, because now that I’ve touched him, I want my hands on him again. It’s pretty awesome to feel him going from kind of soft to hard in my hand and knowing I made that happen.

  He stops kissing me and looks me in the eye. “You’re going to make me rock hard again if you don’t stop that.”

  “Good. Then I can suck you off again.”

  “Damn, honey, I love this bold side of you.”

  “It’s only for you, Luke. I can’t believe I’m doing and saying these things, but I’m not embarrassed with you. I feel like it’s okay to be this way when I’m with you.”

  “I’m glad you feel that way. It’s always okay to be honest with me about what you want to do,and what you want me to do. And it better only be for me. I’m never going to be willing to share you.”

  “You don’t ever have to. Now, lie down so I can put you in my mouth again. I owe you an orgasm.”

  “I’ll lie back, but you’re getting on top of me. I’m making you come again and that’s not up for discussion.”

  I don’t put up a fight as he turns me and sits me on his face while I take him in my mouth. Who am I to complain about being given another orgasm? It’s even more explosive than before and I’m pretty sure I see stars this time. After, Luke asks me to take a shower with him. I’m no longer self-conscious since he’s seen and touched pretty much all of me, so I just have fun with it. The shower takes longer than it should since we’re doing a lot of kissing and touching while soaping each other up. I joke about Luke smelling like me, but he says he likes it.

  I want to go for another round once we’re out, but Luke is the one saying no, now. “I love that you’re hot for me and insatiable, but I have to be able to concentrate on the poker game tonight. You don’t want me to lose all my money and have to eat ramen, do you?”

  “You wouldn’t have to eat ramen. I’d cook for you.”

  “You’d still want me if I was poor?”

  “Of course. You know I don’t care about your money, don’t you Luke?” I’m a little scared that he doesn’t, but I really don’t. I need to make sure he knows that.

  “I do know it, Ollie. I’m just not used to it. Most people in my life have wanted something from me or my family.”

  “Well, I want something from you, but you won’t give it to me.”

  “Stop pouting, woman. I’ll give it to you all you want, just not right now.” He leans down and kisses me, silencing any further complaints. And really, I have nothing to complain about. I just had several awe inspiring orgasms, and I know I have more in my future.

  After we dry off and get dressed again, I remember that I have something for him. “Oh, I have something for you.”

  “You do?”

  “Yeah. It’s kind of silly, but I saw it and thought of you and…”

  “I thought we agreed that you shouldn’t be nervous around me.”

  “I know. I know. It’s just…you’re you.”

  “And you’re you. The woman I love.” He looks at me and I see the love in his eyes. “Now, give me my present, please.”

  I grab the gift bag off my dining room table and hand it to him. He pulls out the mug that says “I’m a Teacher, What’s Your Superpower?” and smiles. “This is so cool. Thanks.”

  “I obviously now know that you have other superpowers.”

  “So do you. We should both probably get going.”

  “I know.” We walk outside and he opens my car door for me. “I love you Luke. Win lots of money so you can afford to take me to dinner this weekend.”

  He laughs. “I’ll try, Ollie.”

  “Just do your best. I can always cook.”

  He kisses me and then closes the door. I drive over to Erika’s place, thinking again about how lucky I am. Luke is so wonderful and he really respects me. I truly believe he’s happy to be in a relationship, and if we’re both all in, we’ll be okay. More than okay, even.

  * * *

  Luke

  I walk into Owen and Candi’s place just as everyone’s sitting down to start the first game. “Look who finally made it,” Owen says. I flip him off and then grab my set of chips and sit down.

  “I’m just in time.”

  “But you’re usually super early,” Scott chimes in.

  “Yeah, well, I never had a girlfriend before, so I didn’t have a reason to be late.”
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  “Things are going well with Olivia then?”

  “Not that it’s any of your business, Ry, but yes. Things are awesome.”

  “Hold up, man. None of my business? We’ve all shared and helped each other with our women. Why should you be different?”

  I sigh. “I’m not. It’s just, I’ve never done this before, and it’s freaking me out a little. I’m afraid to be too happy, so I don’t want to talk about it.”

  “You’re not freaked out about only being with her though, right?” Sean asks. “Because that would mean you aren’t ready for this. Sorry if I’m crossing a line, but someone has to say it.”

  “No, dude. I am definitely not freaked out about that. And it’s cool. I appreciate you all looking out. I really do. Like I said, I’m just worried that I’m going to fuck this up.”

  “I think just the fact that you’re late because you were with her means things are going well at the moment,” Danny tells me.

  “I didn’t want to leave her, that’s for sure. But she had to head to girls night, too.”

  “We should probably thank her since you’ll be distracted from your sex-a-thon,” Owen teases.

  “Nice try, but I told her we had to stop so I didn’t end up eating ramen. She did offer to cook for me if I lost all my money.”

  “Oh yeah, she’s a keeper. Is she coming with us to L.A. next week?” Scott asks.

  “Umm, no. I didn’t invite her.”

  “You’re going to though, right?”

  “It’s complicated, Ry.”

  “You like her, she likes you. We’re going to L.A. to see Kyle’s club, and we have room on the jet and in the beach house. What’s complicated about that?”

  “I more than like her. I love her. But…well…we’ve never had sex. I mean, we’ve done stuff, but not the actual thing. She’s a virgin, and I don’t want to rush her. Inviting her to go away with me for a few days seems like it would be rushing her.”

  “I still think you should. We have extra bedrooms if she’s not ready. It’s cool that you’re being respectful, though.”

  “Of course I’m being respectful. I may have slept with a bunch of chicks, but I’d never pressure anyone.I just really think it’s a bad idea to invite her. I can see her the rest of Spring Break. I’ll take her out on a bunch of dates when we get back.”