No Going Back (Siren Publishing Allure)

by Redrae Gunn

  Caleb stood at the foot of the bed and sighed in appreciation. Tayen’s bronzed, muscular body stretched before him, a playground of endless possibilities. He could tell that she was listening intently to where he was in the room. Her anticipation when he came to the foot of the bed was nearly his undoing.

  “Last night, you gave me a foot to head message,” Caleb said softly. “I’m going to return the favor now. Do you have any problems with that, Tayen?”

  Tayen shook her head and then found her voice. “None, Caleb, sir,” Tayen whispered, her own voice sounding incredibly loud in her head.

  Caleb started with a kiss to each of Tayen’s toes. She had amazingly beautiful arches, and Caleb couldn’t help but rub deep into them as she flexed them back, feeling the pull up the backs of her calf muscles. Caleb started kissing her on the inner side of her legs.

  “You will hold nothing back from me tonight, Tayen,” Caleb said. “If you like something, you will tell me. If you need to come, you will come. If you want more of something, you will let me know. This is me just getting to know you more intimately, understood?”

  “Yes, Caleb,” Tayen whispered.

  Caleb rubbed his five o’clock shadow against the inside of her thigh as he worked his way up her leg. The skin flushed quickly with a sharp intake of her breath and then faded quickly. Caleb did the same with the other inside of her thigh, and it was the same reaction. The skin didn’t even look like he had scraped across it at all. He saved that thought for later.

  Tayen had shaved her pussy completely bald. There wasn’t a trace of stubble. He brought his mouth close to her soft mound, letting her feel the heat from his breath and letting the deep scent of her feminine arousal fill his lungs. Her lotion combined with her own natural scent and Caleb had to stop himself from literally tearing into her with his teeth.

  Caleb planted his hot mouth over the place where her clit was hiding. He stroked his tongue down one side of her soft fold and then the other. He nudged Tayen’s hardening clit softly with his nose as he continued running his tongue up one side and down the other. Caleb continued his torturous pattern, prepared to wait as long as it took for Tayen to admit that she wanted something.

  “Caleb, please,” Tayen finally whispered, her breath shallow as her legs pulled against the soft rope. “More, something more, please, Caleb, sir.”

  “What is that something more?” Caleb asked, continuing his torturous pace.

  “I don’t know.” Tayen tried to relax the muscles in her legs, but Caleb’s assault on her pussy was relentless. He held her on the edge, and her brain wasn’t processing anything except the pace of his tongue and the heat of his breath. “Pressure, pace, more, Caleb, that’s all I can think of, is more.” Tayen’s muscles strained against the ropes now at all points.

  Caleb smiled, pleased. She didn’t even know what she really wanted. Tayen was his, right now. The next few moments of Tayen’s life belonged completely to Caleb.

  “You need to come,” Caleb said softly and then he waited.

  “Yes please, Caleb,” Tayen breathed, straining against the ropes.

  Caleb continued the slow pace. She hadn’t said it yet. Tayen hadn’t completely given in. He waited.

  “Caleb?” Tayen breathed. She tried to bring her hips up to increase the pressure of Caleb’s lips on her clit, but his hands held her hips to the bed.

  “Yes, Tayen,” Caleb whispered back.

  “I want to come,” Tayen said. “Please, Caleb, I want to come.”

  “Finally, Tayen admits she actually wants something,” Caleb whispered as he thrust two fingers into her soaking pussy. He increased the pressure and pace on her clit and watched as the muscles in her stomach began their agonizing clenching from her ribs down.

  Tayen’s limbs went limp as her stomach, abdomen, and pussy clenched down in one of the fiercest orgasms Caleb had witnessed a woman experience.

  “Oh, Caleb,” Tayen cried out as the warm tingling rocked her body. She breathed deeply, concentrating on the exquisite pleasure coursing through her body. Finally her heartbeat slowed and then she breathed softly. “Thank you.”

  “Tayen,” Caleb said as he slid between her legs and rolled the condom over his straining penis.

  “Yes, Caleb?” Tayen asked as sweat broke out in a mist along her sternum. Her breasts rose and fell with the breathing of her lungs, and Caleb was temporarily mesmerized.

  “I’m going to take you now,” Caleb said. “I’m going to take you hard and fast.”

  “Oh yes, Caleb, please,” Tayen said. Caleb tilted his head and studied her expression for a moment. Yes, Tayen did want it. She wanted it hard and fast, brutal and carnal.

  Caleb pulled the blindfold away from her eyes.

  Tayen blinked her eyes and looked up at Caleb’s glorious body.

  Caleb positioned the tip of his penis at her entrance and slid in just the tip so both of the piercings were inside. “Relax, beautiful,” Caleb said as Tayen involuntarily flexed her muscles against the intrusion.

  “Things are still all excited,” Tayen whispered, a little in wonder. She’d never had a night of marathon sex. In fact, she couldn’t remember the last time that she’d had this many orgasms in so few days.

  Caleb smiled down at her innocent but honest assessment of her “things.” “It’s okay, Tayen.” He slid in further, giving her time to adjust to his size. Caleb did a couple of slow strokes and then couldn’t take it any longer. He plunged every inch into her soft flesh, watching her expression go from calmly sedate to hungry beast.

  Tayen’s lust-filled glare taunted Caleb to do his worst, and Caleb knew that this was not some mindless submissive who just wanted to be a good girl. This was a woman who knew that this was the type of sex that she had craved all of her life and she wanted it so badly from him, now.

  Caleb plunged deep and hard into Tayen knowing that she would probably have bruises on the insides of her thighs tomorrow. If she wasn’t bruised, she would definitely be sore. Caleb had planned on taking more time with Tayen, getting to know more about her body, but he also wanted her to know that for the next three months she belonged to him and no one else.

  Tayen watched Caleb plunging in and out of her bald pussy. It was so hot and sexy to watch. It was like watching a porn flick while having sex, except this time she was starring in the feature film.

  Caleb watched Tayen’s expression change from lust to once again wonder as she looked into his eyes.

  “Come for me, Tayen, do it for me,” Caleb said. “Come all over my hard cock.”

  “Aahhh, fuuuuck,” Tayen said as she lost focus on Caleb’s face and her eyes rolled to the back of her head. She arched her back and neck as far as they could go against the restraints.

  Tayen’s breathing was heavy, and the mist of sweat now coated her body. Tiny droplets rolled to the center of her chest, and Caleb leaned forward to taste them.

  Caleb didn’t stop the pace. He continued right through Tayen’s orgasm, and if he was correct about her needs, she would most likely be rolling into another orgasm shortly.

  “This time, we’ll come together,” Caleb said softly when Tayen focused on him again. She grinned and exhaled sharply. Caleb was pleased with her reaction. She wasn’t quitting just because she had gotten off. She wasn’t going to be too tired for him.

  Caleb reached one hand down and stroked Tayen’s swollen clit. The hungry look in her eyes resurfaced, and Caleb held back his chuckle. Tayen was going to be the beast that never tired and never lost its appetite. Caleb wanted her to have an appetite for only him.

  Tayen again couldn’t help but look down. She watched Caleb’s hard cock plunging, relentless. His hand on her abdomen forcing her down while his thumb stroked her sensitive, throbbing nub.

  Caleb felt the muscles of her stomach this time as they started the preparation to the impending orgasm. They all tightened at once. He looked at Tayen. The look of wonder was back in her eyes.

  Caleb couldn’t hold it
back any longer. He pushed against the sensitive clit, and Tayen’s breathing instantly changed as her eyes shot up to look into his.

  “Now,” Caleb commanded. He watched her muscles tense from ribs to hips and when they hit the last pair of muscles under his hand he shouted out Tayen’s name and released himself, pounding into her with everything that he had.

  “So fucking good,” Caleb breathed as he slowed his pace, letting her pussy spasms milk the last drops from his throbbing cock. He knew right then that he would need to take the piercings out the first time that they had sex without a condom or he would blow his wad in less than twenty seconds.

  Caleb waited for Tayen’s eyes to focus on his face. He started to ease out of her and her body contracted around him again. Caleb slowed and then continued through one last shudder. He came around to Tayen’s face, noticing that she was watching him intently. He held up one finger to her and went into the bathroom.

  Caleb disposed of the condom and returned with a warm washcloth. He released Tayen’s legs and arms from the restraints. Then he gently washed the insides of her thighs and her still-sensitive pussy. Tayen watched him as he took care of her. Her arms instinctively folded across her chest. Caleb looked up at her.

  “What are you thinking?” Caleb asked softly.

  “What are you doing?” Tayen asked.

  “Taking care of what is mine,” Caleb replied as he moved toward her face and, with a second washcloth, wiped the sweat from her forehead and then continued down her chest, forcing her arms apart. “I did this same thing the last time, too, but that was in the morning, so I’m guessing you aren’t used to this at night.”

  “Oh,” Tayen replied a little confused, but the small smile on her face told Caleb that she liked being called his. Her brain was starting to process everything again, and she glanced at the bathroom. “You left the water on, Caleb, sir.”

  “I’m running a bath for both of us,” Caleb said as he rubbed Tayen’s arms. Tayen tensed against his touch.

  “You don’t want to take a bath with me?” Caleb asked knowing full well that Tayen loved baths.

  “You aren’t tired?” Tayen asked. Caleb smiled and shook his head. She had obviously been with assholes that had rolled over and fell asleep leaving her messy and feeling alone.

  “Did I miss a part of Women 101?” Caleb asked.

  “What?”

  “Pillow talk, papoose,” Caleb said softly pulling Tayen into his arms. “You just had three very intense orgasms while submitting to a man who tied you to his bed for his own sexual pleasure. Don’t you want some sort of tenderness?”

  Tayen nodded “yes,” shook her head, and then nodded again.

  “Saturday morning when you left early,” Caleb started, “did you leave because you truly had to be to work or because you thought that I wanted you to leave?”

  “Both,” Tayen said. “I did have to work. I also thought that, you know.” Tayen paused and took a deep breath. “I thought that you’d had your fun and I should probably get going and not ruin your morning with mindless chatter. I had a great morning and didn’t want you to get upset with me either. I wanted the good feeling to last.”

  “I don’t work that way.” Caleb’s voice dropped and there was a hard edge to his voice. “I want the talk afterward. It helps me unwind also and feel better about myself.”

  Tayen looked up at Caleb. He was telling the truth. She understood why he would want to feel better about himself. Tayen felt well used, but satisfied. Caleb probably felt a little guilty, but equally satisfied. Caleb looked at Tayen.

  “In that case,”—Tayen smiled—“do you know where I can get fresh lavender and sage around here?”

  Caleb laughed deeply and pulled her off the bed leading her to the bathroom.

  Tayen followed Caleb into the bathtub. With a click of a remote Caleb dimmed the lights and the music started playing. Tayen’s eyes lit up as she heard a soft cello start to play. “I absolutely adore the cello.”

  Caleb washed over Tayen’s back. “Why?” he asked.

  “The deep sounds,” Tayen said. “It’s such a romantic instrument. I have a fantasy of sitting in a tub like this while a naked cellist plays in the corner. A male of course, I have no gay or bisexual tendencies.”

  “There isn’t much point of him being naked with a cello in front of him.” Caleb laughed.

  “That is exactly the point.” Tayen laughed as she brought her hands to Caleb’s face and rubbed his stubble. “I can’t see anything but I know he’s naked. Sometimes it’s the knowledge that something is there, even when I can’t see it, that’s exciting.”

  “Example?” Caleb replied. This was the most intriguing bathtub talk he had ever experienced. Tayen was far from stupid, and she seemed to see the world from a different point of view, both prey and predator.

  “Hmmmm.” Tayen closed her eyes thinking. She turned around in the tub motioning for Caleb to turn his back toward her. Caleb handed over the washcloth, and Tayen started washing his back.

  “Okay, we’ll take hunting and fishing tease for two hundred, Alex,” Tayen said, and Caleb chuckled. “Something you follow when you haven’t seen the animal?”

  Caleb shrugged his shoulders.

  “Remember the word must begin with or have a ‘T’ in it,” Tayen prodded Caleb.

  Caleb again shrugged his shoulders.

  “What is a track?” Tayen responded. “Hunting and fishing tease for four hundred please, Alex,” Tayen continued. “Something you feel before you see a fish on the line.”

  “What is a tug?” Caleb asked.

  “Correct you are, Caleb,” Tayen replied.

  “I’ll take hunting and fishing for six hundred,” Caleb said.

  “Something you use to scoop an unseen catch out of the water,” Tayen said. “Remember it doesn’t need to start with a ‘T,’ it just must have a ‘T’ in the answer.”

  “What is a net?” Caleb asked.

  “That’s six hundred more for you, Caleb.” Tayen smiled.

  “I’ll take hunting and fishing tease for eight hundred.” Caleb grinned, getting into the game.

  “You wait out of sight while this device, set ahead of time, does the work for you,” Tayen said.

  “Um…snare but that doesn’t have a ‘T’ in it,” Caleb replied, and he rubbed his temples. Then he grinned. “What is a trap?”

  “Correct.” Tayen laughed.

  “I want hunting and fishing tease for a thousand please.” Caleb rubbed his hands together.

  “Oh, Caleb, this is the daily double, and it will be difficult.” Tayen was serious. “Remember the answer doesn’t need to begin with a ‘T,’ but it must have a ‘T’ in the answer.”

  Caleb nodded. “I’ll wager it all.”

  “There are several different questions for the next answer, all you have to do is get one of them,” Tayen continued. “Are you ready?”

  “Yes! Go!” Caleb said, and Tayen laughed again. Then Caleb realized he had played right into her hands. She was giving him the feeling of being on the hunt. He didn’t know the question, couldn’t see the answer, yet he was feeling something.

  “An emotion that a hunter, trapper, or gatherer, would feel,” Tayen said. “You have ten seconds.”

  “What is…” Caleb started. “…I don’t know, Tayen, really? Ten seconds? Pressure? Fear? Hunger?”

  Tayen giggled and said, “Five seconds.”

  “Give me a hint.” Caleb ran his hand through his wet hair in exasperation.

  “It would be the same feelings I would feel with the cellist playing naked in my bathroom,” Tayen replied. “The cellist would probably feel the same emotions, too.”

  “Nervousness? Scared? Cornered?” Caleb said and splashed the water with his hands.

  “Time’s up, Caleb, and I’m sorry, but none of those answers began with or had a ‘T’ in them.” Tayen kissed his spine between his tense shoulder blades.

  “Okay, Tayen.” Caleb spun around in the
tub. “You have ten seconds to name emotions that both the cellist and the hunter, trapper, or gatherer would feel. I want to make sure that there was an answer.”

  Tayen grinned and narrowed her eyes. Of course she had the answer. “What is patience? What is anticipation? That’s two ‘Ts’ by the way. What is being timid? What is determination? Another two ‘Ts.’”

  Caleb leaned forward and kissed Tayen, forcing his tongue inside of her mouth. “You win,” he said with their lips still together. He pulled away and sat opposite of her in the Jacuzzi.

  “It wasn’t about winning or losing.” Tayen shook her head, smiling. “Those are the emotions I feel when hunting, fishing, trapping, and being submissive. It’s kind of like an addiction, a high, a way of coping with this crazy thing called life.”

  “I heard that you made nice with Alissa,” Caleb said.

  “I don’t need enemies,” Tayen replied. “I need business associates, friends who aren’t too needy, and…”

  “…and what?” Caleb asked as he helped Tayen out of the bath and into a cream-white towel.

  “…people that believe me,” Tayen whispered as she started to dry off her body.

  “Have you lied to people?” Caleb asked, wondering where this insecurity was coming from. Then he remembered her saying that she hadn’t lied to anyone.

  “No,” Tayen whispered fiercely. “They didn’t believe me.”

  “What didn’t they believe?”

  “I don’t want to talk about it right now, Caleb,” Tayen said and then she added, “please.”

  “That’s fine, babe.” Caleb kissed Tayen’s forehead. “Aliens?”

  “Definitely.” Tayen smiled tentatively at Caleb and then they both looked at her stomach as it gargled and grumbled. “I don’t feel hungry. I mean, I ate everything on my plate tonight. What more does it want?”

  “Dessert?” Caleb asked. David had told him that she had a high metabolism. Obviously the night’s activities were catching up with her.

  “Mmmmm.” Tayen pondered this. “What do you have in mind?”

  “We need to raid the cupboards,” Caleb said, handing Tayen her the fluffy pajamas.

  Tayen had Caleb stirring up a brownie mix, and then she added a can of cherry pie filling before throwing the concoction in the oven. Tayen grabbed some powdered sugar, milk, and vanilla extract to mix her own topping for the brownies while Caleb grabbed two beers out of the fridge.