Always (With Bonus Material) (Always & Forever Book 1)

by Kindle Alexander

  "Avery, ple—" He gasped at the welcomed burn as Avery pushed past the contracting ring of muscle, sliding in deep with one long thrust. Avery's thick cock stretched him wide, making him moan. Avery froze above him, letting him adjust to the fullness. He wiggled his hips, and Avery began to move, slowly dragging along his passage. The fullness eased as he withdrew and returned as he pressed back in. And Kane lifted his hips to meet each one of Avery's torturous thrusts.

  "You're so tight, so hot, you look so fucking good like this, with me fucking you, Kane," Avery growled, his eyes heavily hooded with lust. Avery's words made his dick twitch, and he felt the wetness of his own pre-come leaking onto his stomach. Kane lifted his head and glanced down their bodies to where he and his husband were joined, watching as Avery's cock disappeared in and out of his body. Nothing felt as good as Avery making love to him. He was complete when he was in Avery's arms.

  "I love you so much, Avery." He pulled Avery down to him, sinking his fingers into Avery's thick hair as they kissed slow and deep. Emotions flooded him, overwhelming him. His dreams were now a reality because of this man. His tongue danced against his lover's as he tugged his knees closer to his body, wanting Avery deeper.

  "I've always loved you," Avery whispered into his mouth.

  Avery picked up the pace. His hips moving back and forth, thrusting in and out of Kane, hitting his spot and pushing him closer to the edge with each pump of his hips. He writhed as Avery's skilled hand slid back between their bodies and stroked him in time with his thrusts. His thumb spread Kane's moisture across the head of his cock, stopping only briefly to delve teasingly inside his slit. No, it wasn't going to take him long tonight.

  "I'm-m…gonna come." Fire gathered in his spine. His balls filled and drew up as the intense heat finally exploded, engulfing him and robbing him of his breath as his hot come shot between their bodies. "Avery," was all he managed before his ass contracted in speech stealing and mind-numbing spasms.

  "God, yes! Kane, oh God, yes…" Avery choked out in deep grunts. He plunged in one last time and his whole body tensed. Kane's ass continued to clench and constrict around Avery, while his husband's cock jerked and twitched inside him. Avery flooded him with liquid warmth. His body involuntarily shuddered at the amazing feeling of rapture. His ass tightened around Avery one last time as his lover collapsed on him. Kane gasped for breath, kissing Avery's sweaty skin, willing his heart rate to slow. He was weak with pleasure, his body limp with contentment.

  They lay, totally blissed out, with Avery's full weight resting on him. Neither spoke. Kane always loved this moment of just being, of knowing they were one. Their heartbeats were in sync as their bodies slowly returned to earth. Avery's sweet lips pressed against his as he slid out of him, drawing him from his thoughts. Their bodies were no longer connected, but their souls were. He loved this man. He loved the life they shared and the future they were building, His heart filled with joy as he thought about the two sleeping babies in the nursery.

  "Hold on, babe. Let me clean us up, stay right there," Avery said, breaking the silence as he pushed from the bed, placing a kiss on Kane's chest before heading to the bathroom. After a few minutes, he returned with a warm wet towel and cleaned them both. Avery tossed the towel to the floor and crawled back in bed, pressing the length of his body along Kane's. Kane turned to face Avery.

  "I'm so incredibly happy. I still can't believe it's real. Our family's finally complete." Avery's arms slid around his waist and pulled him closer.

  "This is exactly what I've wanted since the first time I kissed you. I love you, Kane, and I love our family."

  Chapter 20

  December, 1989 ~ Minneapolis, Minnesota.

  La Bella Luna

  "I can't believe you pulled this off," Avery said, holding Kane close as they danced together on the makeshift dance floor covering half of La Bella Luna. Seventy-five of their closest family and friends were gathered for Avery's surprise fiftieth birthday party.

  "So you were surprised?" Kane grinned, proud of his accomplishment. It was a rare day to get anything past Avery Adams—especially when he lived in the same house—yet somehow he'd made this surprise happen. They were dancing to "Your Song" by Elton John. Avery always called it their song. Kane wasn't sure they had an official song, but Avery always said this particular tune reminded him of them. The slow melody allowed for intimate moments, while still being appropriate in front of their family and children. Kane suspected that was more than likely the true reason Avery chose this song as theirs.

  "I must be slipping in my old age," Avery shot back, waggling his eyebrows.

  "Yeah right!" Kane snorted. "You're sharper than ever. This wasn't easy for me to keep secret. You made me work for it."

  "I can't believe I didn't figure it out when you made me wear a tux to the theater," Avery said, swaying to the music.

  "You know I love you in this tux." He grinned up at Avery. Age had been kind to his husband, Kane loved the sprinkling of gray hair just beginning to show and how the fine lines formed around the corner of Avery's eyes as he beamed back at him.

  "I was just thinking I was gonna get lucky tonight if I wore it. I was surprised it still fits." Avery drew Kane closer, and Kane laid his head on Avery's shoulder. The exact move Avery had been angling for since they'd started dancing. They were pressed together from head to toe, and he loved the feel of Avery's firm body, warm and solid, against his. Avery brought their entwined hands up, tucking them between their chests as he slid his hand inside Kane's suit jacket, keeping them tightly together.

  "You haven't changed that much over the years," Kane said in little more than a whisper. Avery lowered his head, laying his cheek on Kane's head. Lord, did Avery have a way of making him feel special. Kane wrapped himself tighter around his husband.

  "How does it feel to be married to a fifty-year-old?" Avery finally asked. Kane lifted his head, mischief in his eyes.

  "Now that you say it like that, I am just a babe in the woods!" Avery snorted and gave an indulgent grin.

  "My original plans for the night were to put the children to bed early and show you what someone of my advanced age could still do to a body like yours. Since, those plans have changed, and this is the first few minutes I've had alone with you, I think you need to lay your head back on my shoulder, whisper how much you love me into my ear, and remember your day is just around the corner."

  "I'm a young forty-seven," Kane said, following the directions with the help of Avery's hand lowering his head back down on his shoulder.

  "Your ass is still hot and firm as ever," Avery said. He turned them in a slow circle toward a darkened corner and slid his hand down Kane's ass, squeezing as he leaned in to place a light, soft, lingering kiss on Kane's lips. "Thank you for tonight."

  "You're welcome," Kane replied, and that earned him another kiss, this time just below his ear. Kane actually shivered in response. He could feel his body harden and his cock plump. Avery was probably doing it to him on purpose. He needed to do something, anything, to change the direction his body was taking in this dance.

  He'd be tenting in his slacks before long, and Avery would totally have him talked into a quick romp inside his office. No way would that go unnoticed.

  "And the kids didn't know either?" Avery asked. Thank God! A platonic conversation, just what he needed to settle himself down.

  "Of course not. There would be no way Autumn could keep this quiet," Kane said, lifting his head so Avery could see him rolling his eyes.

  "She knows when to tell her dad what he needs to know," Avery grinned. Autumn was Avery's shadow where Robert was more content to be on his own.

  "Exactly why they couldn't know." No question, Autumn would have let the whole party slip and feel terrible about it for many months to come. If Robert would have known, he would have teased Autumn until she brought Avery in on their fight, and again, Avery would have masterfully pulled the information from Robert. No, for this to work, neither could have k
nown.

  "You're tricky to keep such secrets," Avery said, narrowing his eyes at Kane. That caused him to laugh out loud as he lowered his head back to Avery's shoulder. Avery began to move Kane backward in slow determined steps. It was late in the night. The party was slowly winding down. They'd had dinner, a fun little roast in Avery's honor, and ended the night with drinks and dancing. Both Autumn and Robert had gone home about an hour ago with their Nonnie, Avery's mom, and even going home then, they were well past their bedtime.

  "Why are you guiding me to the kitchen?" Kane asked, keeping easy steps with Avery.

  "You know why," Avery said and pressed his hardened cock against Kane's. At the same moment, Avery dipped his head, swiping his tongue across the seam of Kane's lips. So much for them trying to keep it casual.

  Kane felt the electric shock shooting through his body. His dick swelled up instantly and his steps faltered. Avery still had that effect on him after all this time. He knew where this was going, but he needed to put up a little fight, for appearance's sake. Plus he knew how much Avery liked to talk him into doing these bad things.

  "We shouldn't. I'm the host. You're the guest of honor…" Kane said, stopping dead in his tracks, but Avery kept moving, and he was forced to fall into step or be pushed over.

  "I don't care. It's my birthday and I want my present," Avery growled just as Kane felt the kitchen doors at his back. Avery lifted his hand, opening the doors and propelling them inside. Under the darkened light of the now closed kitchen, Avery slid his palm to the back of Kane's neck and pulled him forward, capturing his mouth in an urgent, demanding kiss. Kane opened immediately, kissing Avery in a frenzy of lips, tongue, and teeth. Avery never stopped their forward motion. He kept guiding them toward Kane's office, until he pushed open the door and shoved Kane inside.

  "Baby, we shouldn't. Our guests…" Avery latched on to Kane's neck and ran his hands down his chest, finding and gripping his now rigid cock through the material of his trousers. Avery massaged him with purpose while freeing his belt buckle and sliding the button to his slacks free.

  "You know this won't take long, and it'll be like old times," Avery whispered in his ear. Seconds later, Avery took his lips again, driving his tongue inside, licking and exploring the depths of his mouth. Avery exhaled against his lips, sending shivers down Kane's entire body. "Let me do you like we used to. Before the kids came, before I got so old… Come on, baby."

  "You aren't old, Avery." Kane drew back to look Avery in the eyes. Uncertainty lingered. There was a flash of insecurity in his usually overly-confidant husband's gaze. Kane slammed the office door shut and grabbed Avery's hand, trying to guide him inside the personal restroom he'd had built into his office.

  Avery was on him in an instant. Kane didn't get halfway to the restroom before Avery had his jacket off, his slacks shoved down, and a finger probing between his ass cheeks.

  "We need lube," Avery said, latching onto his neck again. Kane's back was against his chest, and Avery teased his ass while reaching around to stroke his dick.

  "It's in the…bathroom." Before Kane knew it, he found himself shoved forward, bent over a chair, his head hanging between his shoulders. He closed his eyes and a deep moan escaped his lips as Avery's deft fingers massaged him with determination. "To the left… Yeah…"

  "Come on." Avery anchored an arm around his waist, dragging Kane the few feet to the bathroom. They were awkward steps until Kane finally bent over, laughing as he pulled his slacks back up his legs to help with movement. The bottle of lube was old, but exactly in the same place they'd left it back when they used to do this every night. Nowadays, Avery was home with the children at night, while Kane took the morning shift of getting them ready for school and back home again. The memories of the past flooded Kane, and he turned in Avery's arms, wrapping himself around his lover's body.

  "You're so hot," Avery said, and the emotion was clear on his face. They had to be thinking the same thing.

  "I'm not," Kane said, kissing Avery's parted lips.

  "You're still the best-looking man in the room. Any room," Avery declared. Kane slanted his mouth over Avery's and kissed him with everything he had. Those words stroked his heart and turned him on every single time he heard them. Avery fought for dominance in the kiss, pushing Kane against the sink. Kane worked to remove Avery's clothes as Avery worked the cap off the lube, coated his fingers, and slid them deep inside his ass. The delicious burn and stretch had him abandoning the kiss and tossing his head back as he let out a deep groan.

  "Feels so good…" He pressed his hips against the sensation, wanting more. Avery's fingers worked him, dragging across his prostate, making him shudder. He pushed his hips forward, lined up their crotches, and reached down to grab both their cocks. He held them together and started stroking. He was already panting and so was Avery. They could work each other into a frenzy in no time, and with Avery's fingers working his ass like they were, it didn't take long.

  "Turn around, baby." Avery's husky voice barely penetrated his hazy thoughts. The things Avery was doing to him felt too damn good. Minutes passed as Avery continued to stretch Kane, massage him. Kane gathered the beads of moisture from their cocks and stroked them harder, faster, rougher. Avery's head dropped to Kane's shoulder. His breath was hot and heavy against his ear as he moaned. Avery jerked his hips in uncoordinated strokes as he shoved himself deeper into Kane's palm.

  "I need you hard. You hear me? Hard," Kane commanded, loosening his hold and turning in Avery's arms. Avery never released him, he stayed pressed against his back and gripped Kane's hip. His strong fingers dug deep into his skin as the wet tip of his husband's cock nudged along his crevice. Avery's wide head breached his rim in one mind-blowing thrust, stretching him in an exquisite burn. "Ahh, yes…babe, that's it….love you so much."

  "Fuck! You're so hot. Love you, Kane." Avery hissed, drawing back and ramming himself forward. "It's not gonna take long."

  "You can draw it out. You feel too good," Kane whispered. He gripped the sink as Avery's thrusts grew in intensity. His hooded gaze met Avery's in the mirror, and they both grinned wickedly back at the other's reflection.

  "Our guests… Kane, how are you so fucking tight…" Avery pistoned his hips, driving Kane into the edge of the vanity with each snap of his hips. The moment was perfect, too perfect. Kane reared back, arching his body, and met Avery thrust for thrust.

  "You've been…ah…bottoming the last few times," Kane groaned. Avery closed his eyes and gritted his teeth. His husband always did that when he concentrated on holding his load. Kane kept his eyes open, looking at their reflection in the mirror. He loved watching Avery make love to him.

  "Keep going." Kane lifted his dress shirt up and over his head. He tossed it across the top of the toilet and began stroking himself. He was close, very close, and Avery never stopped pounding away at his ass. He tightened his grip, desperately wanting to come, but trying hard to keep it at bay.

  "Feel good?" Avery's voice was deep, breathy.

  "Yeah," was the only thing he could manage at the moment.

  "So good. Fuck, Kane, I could do this all night."

  "Avery…yes." Kane strained to hold back his orgasm. He rolled his hips then pushed back, grinding against Avery, taking him deep inside. Avery responded just like Kane imagined he would—his lover's eyes opened, and shot straight to their reflection in the mirror, meeting his. Avery's heated gaze pierced Kane to the core.

  "Come for me," Kane whispered.

  "You're so beautiful. You're mine. You're always mine." Avery's eyes stayed locked on his. Avery gripped Kane's hips tightly and bucked harder, nailing his spot over and over. Fire surged through Kane's veins. "Come with me!"

  "Now!" Kane loosened his tight grip on the sink to stroke himself faster, dropping his head down on to the counter as his body tensed and his ass contracted hard around Avery. His release jetted from his body, painting the cabinet and floor with ribbons of white, taking his breath, and buckling his kne
es with pleasure. He was barely conscious of missing the slacks pooled around his shoes. He closed his eyes as loud moans escaped his lips. He savored every second of Avery's pulsing cock filling him with liquid heat from the inside out.

  "I can still fuck you like I'm thirty," Avery whispered, his weight resting fully on Kane's back. Kane's body was amped up. His heart hammered in his chest, his lungs and ass burned, but in the best possible way. His release had hit him hard; just what he'd needed. Avery moved to wrap his arms tightly around Kane's waist. The feel of Avery's damp skin across his back made him shudder and his ass contract, causing Avery to groan. Neither moved again for several minutes. His knees were weak, and he was worried they might not hold the combined weight. He wasn't sure how long Avery held him, but their breathing returned to normal and his heart had slowed to a steady beat before Avery slipped free, and Kane felt Avery's essence seeping down his leg.

  "Babe, I've gotta get cleaned up," Kane said.

  "I wanted to come on your back, but your ass felt too good." Avery nipped the back of his neck.

  "Yeah, it felt real good, but you gotta get off me. We need to get back out there," Kane said, pushing himself back, forcing Avery to stand up straight. The look on Avery's face made it clear he would rather have stayed right where he was. Kane reached over for a hand towel, swiping it up his leg before Avery took over the task. He cleaned Kane, like he always did. Several minutes passed as they set themselves as close to right as possible.

  "You really are still the most handsome man I've laid eyes on," Avery said. He finished dressing and rested with his hip against the counter, waiting for Kane to finish tying his necktie. Kane stopped working the knot and cut his eyes over to Avery, watching him for a minute.

  "That's the third time you've said that in the last hour. What're you hiding?" Kane asked.

  "Nothing." Avery chuckled. "You still look young."