Slim and Foxie has to get back to their boys, so I decide to take advantage of having Red to myself, finally, while she is in a good and while we are where she has no choice but to talk to me.
"What do you want from me, Red? Want me to tell you that I need you—that I want you—that I can't sleep without you by my side. Because I do need you—I want you—any way I can have you. Just say the word. Or do you want out, because if you do, I'll make that happen too, I don't want to live without you, but I will if it's what you want. I'm not a begging man, but here I am begging you, please come back home with me."
Watching my words sink in with her is frustrating, I can't tell what she is thinking.
"Just because you are sorry doesn't make things right. I want so badly to lie to you—to tell you that I don't need you—that I don't want you—that I have slept great every night without you. But if there is one thing I'm not it's that I'm not a liar. But you hurt me Grim, I don't know how to move past it, how to not worry that every time you walk out the door, I'm not the only one you are thinking of."
"You won't be the only one, because now every time I go out the door, I'll have another reason to come back, our baby. I'm not saying that we have to be together because you are having my baby, not saying that's why I want to be with you. Just saying I fucking adore you, and I want you. If any other man ever tries to touch you, I will end him."
She smiles, lightly. Folding the blanket and placing it in my saddle bag, Red turns and looks at me with that fire in her eyes, the fire that's been missing, the fire the burns for me. "Take me home Grim."
Not going to question or ask, because in my heart I knows she means home with me. Hope she is ready for me, because I have been waiting for months to have her writhing beneath me—screaming out my name. this man right here is never going to let her go, going to show her I am willing to try to be the man she thinks I have buried deep inside me.
**
"Tonight Red, there is nothing or no one else that fucking matters. It's me and you against the world. You are mine, and tonight I am going to show you just how fucking much I adore you." She is laying on the couch looking sexy as hell, fresh from the bathtub. Wearing my favorite shirt and a black thong, her baby bump is showing. Down on my knees in the floor next to her, I lay my head on her stomach.
She is looking at me and the world stops, it hits me like a freight train how beautiful she is and I would do anything for her and this baby. "Thank you for not giving up on us." Scooting up so that she is sitting she grabs my face, "I never gave up on you, I just didn't have faith in myself to be strong enough for both of us. But now I know that I could walk through fire with you by my side."
Trailing kisses down her neck, I push her shirt up and take her tender bud in my mouth and clamp down on it with my teeth, "Mine," repeating with her other nipple. My stubble scrapes across her skin, and she giggles. "I don't think it's funny." Rubbing my beard harder this time, "Does that tickle?"
"No," she lies in a hushed laugh.
"Thought you weren't a liar." Red glares at me, and starts pulling away. "You going to pout on me? Bet you won't pout if I do this." Running my hand up her thigh slowly until I meet her hot center, I place a single kiss on her core. Her legs relax and her knees ease apart. "That's what I thought." She smirks and pushes my head back down to her pussy. "More did you say," I mumble against her panties. "Not yet, I've not made love to you in months. Tonight it's going to be real slow, going to love you so good, you'll never think of leaving me again."
"Is that a promise?"
"No, it's a fact, if you were to look up fact in the dictionary there would be a picture of you riding me." She laughs, "I'm not joking, want me to go get the damn thing, I know I have one in my closet somewhere." A bubble of laughter burst from her chest. "You think me and you making love is funny?"
"Calm down tiger, the thought of you with a dictionary about made me pee myself."
"Red, please don't pee on me. I'm a kinky bastard, but I'm not into that."
"Shut the fuck up and eat my pussy."
"You got a dirty mouth, shit turns me on. But you didn't say please Grim eat my pussy, so for that I am going make you wait. This right here..." Cupping her soaked panties, "it's going to ache for my tongue." Getting up from the floor, grabbing her hand, I lead her to our bed.
"Do you trust me?"
"Yes, I trust you, why?"
"Good, now get on the bed and do exactly what I say, you want to be dirty baby, I'm going to give you dirty. I promise you are going to be screaming so loud if the neighbors hear they are going to think I done killed you."
"Don't promise unless you can deliver." She slithers onto the bed, her head resting against the headboard.
"First thing I want from you is for you to put hat hair in a ponytail. Second close your eyes."
"And third?" She asks playfully."
"Haven't gotten that far yet." Her eyes close after she has her fixed the way I want it. Taking my bandanna out of my back pocket I tie it snuggly around her wrists.
"So that's how it's going to be?" Red tugs at her wrists, trying to break them apart with no luck.
"I fully intend on keeping my promise. You are going to be begging me to lick and suck on your pussy." Raising my shirt up over my head as Red watches me with anticipation, licking her pretty little mouth eagerly as my erection springs from the confines of my boxer briefs. Her legs are kicking across the black silk sheets, she is so hot and ready for me. The bed dips under my weight, with me being on my knees.
She stretches her leg out trying to touch me, her toe grazes the head of my dick. Taking her foot in my hands and massaging it gently, she lets out a small moan of appreciation. Inching her closer to me, I lick the bottom of her foot little by little, until I reach her toes. Taking them in my mouth, I suck on each one, kissing the tops of each toe. "Grim," she pleads in frustration.
"Shh, we haven't gotten started yet. And you are going to need your voice later."
"Grim, I am so horny, you don't realize what every little sensation is doing to me. My body is way over due for your lovin."
Crawling up the bed next to her, I take her bottom lip in my mouth and suck it until she bites me. My tongue delves into her mouth, exploring every inch of her tongue, tasting her, wanting her, needing her. Needing to feel her skin to skin, I take my switchblade from my nightstand drawer and cut her panties off. Next I tackle the shirt. I hate to cut it but I am not chancing letting her hands go, because if she starts touching me, I'll give in and fuck her too fast. And I promised her she will be screaming my name, and damn it she is gonna. Nibbling on her ear, I take her ponytail in my hand and tug on it firmly. "I'm going to roll you onto your stomach, if at anytime it hurts, tell me and I will stop." Don't want to put pressure on her belly.
Head down with her bound wrists over her head, ass up, back arched—perfect. She is beautiful. Massaging her shoulders affectionately, wanting to make her feel good and relaxed, trailing her spine with my tongue. She bucks her hips, sending that sweet round ass straight into my dick. My cock gets a feel of her wet slit and it about near kills me not to push deeper in. Sliding back out I smack her ass a few times with my dick and she wiggles her butt wanting more.
Spreading her knees apart, my hands finds its way to her clit, pinching, rubbing, teasing her folds. Grabbing her hair once more I pull it hard, "Grim, take me already, I can't stand it."
"Don't think you want it bad enough." She is flushed and starting to sweat, it only makes me that much more determined to hear her beg. My cock is pressing against her ass again, as I lean down pressing my weight on her and claim her lips once more. She is trying to push back against me, trying to slide my dick in her. "Tell me what you want, Red. You want this," I bite down on her shoulder and stick my dick in her halfway.
"I want you Grim, I want you so deep inside of me..." Her breathing is uneven, she is so wet, feels so tight, so good. With a smooth thrust, I push further in her channel. She moans with relief bucking her hips, arc
hing her back. It nearly makes me come undone, but I am able to pull out of her. The loss of our connection is painful.
"Grim, don't stop."
"No, I don't want it to be this way, want to watch you, need to see your face when I make you scream and cum."
Rolling her over to her back, I take full control back, she is lying on the bed legs spread, looking like a wet dream. Hooking her knees with my arms I bury my face between her thighs. Her thigh muscles clinch around my head, holding me in place. With one lavish lick, I get a taste, sweeter than apple pie. "Fuck, you don't know the things you do to me," licking her again slowly I savor the taste of her on my tongue. Her ass comes up off the bed, trying to urge me on.
"Don't stop Grim," I cap my mouth over her slit, my tongue enters her warm heat, flicking my tongue, sucking her clit.
Her thighs squeeze my head harder, "You like that," she doesn't answer. A soft whimper comes from her mouth. "Can't hear you." I try to pull my head from the vice grip she has on me, and she just squeezes me tighter.
"Grim, please, I want you so bad it hurts." Red pleads, begging me, so fucking sexy. How can I say no to that, humming on her clit with my lips, two fingers work her pussy. Her muscles clench around my fingers, her juices coating my tongue. "Oh, God, yes...fuck, Grim, feels so good." Hearing her scream my name, feeling her body pulse, tremble and twitch is enough to get me off, but I want her riding me when I do.
Wiping my mouth on the sheets, I give her a minute to recover from the earth shattering orgasm she just experienced. She is panting, her chest is heaving. Making love to Red feels as good as flying down the freeway at top speed on my chopper. Nothing sweeter than her taste on my tongue, nothing better than seeing the smile she has on her face because of me, because what I do to her. With fluttering eyes, "babe, that was so good, amazing. But can I have my hands now, so I can show you how a man should be loved—show you what you mean to me."
"Hell yeah, you can." Unbinding her hands, she sits up and takes control. Never knew a pregnant woman could be the sexiest creature on earth, but she is breath taking. With her straddling my stomach, I can feel her liquid heat spreading over my flesh. She lets down her red hair and it cascades down her back, picture fuckin' perfect.
Laying down with her breasts pressed against me, she kisses me so lovingly, taking her time, sucking her taste off my tongue, exploring my body with her lips... My cock is twitching, ready for her to ride me, like she is professional bull rider. Scooting back she takes my length, guides me inside, dropping her ass down on the tops of my thighs. Sucking in a breath I prepare for the love this woman is about to show me. Hips rolling, arched back, she is sucking my finger, sexiest fucking thing. If I could paint her picture in this moment I would, she looks like a pinup model. Up and down she works me, her breasts are bouncing, headboard is knocking against the wall.
Grabbing her hips, holding her in place she grinds on my dick, feeling her so deep. Wrapping my arms around her back, I push myself up against the headboard, her hands find their way around my neck. Kisses so frantic, can't hold on much longer. Changing position, I lay her back, her head at the foot of the bed, threading her hair through my fingers, as I slide back in her tight velvet glove, feels so good.
"Gonna cum, all inside you, gonna fill you so deep with all of me."
"Give it to me Grim, give me all of you, every last fucking drop."
Scooting her ass up against my thighs, I throw her legs over my shoulders and pump her full of my passion—my love for her.
Chapter 7
Things between me and Red are going smoother now that she is back under my roof, if only I could get her to quit her job. I hate her being on her feet all damn day while she is carrying my child. But she loves it and I don't want to push too hard, she will be quitting soon enough when the baby comes, only a couple of weeks until her due date. Foxie and some of the girls are throwing her a surprise baby shower tonight. We found out a month ago we are having a girl. I know Red is happy, but I also know a part of her is sad and longs to have Sarah back in her arms.
Things with Hook have somehow worked out, not sure how or why, but I am not complaining. I don't need that stress while getting the new distillery running, and prepping for the birth of my daughter. Squirrel has my truck in the garage working on it for me, damn thing has a cracked radiator. Don't like the kid, but he is good with a wrench.
Walking into the Roadhouse and seeing it sprinkled with pink is just wrong, even if it is for my girls. Tucking my surprise for Red in my cut, a smile spreads across my face, gonna ask her to marry me. I'm ready, I know she is the one. She is the only woman to boil my blood, set me on fire, take my shit and still love me no matter what. Slim picked the ring up for me yesterday, it's perfect, matches my brand on her arm. Reaper's face with roses on the band. Can't wait to put it on her finger.
Red walks into the party and she is overwhelmed with emotion, she has tears of joy streaming down her face. Her cheeks are flushed, with excitement as she takes in all the hard work the girls put in to make her night perfect. My brothers make a toast to my family, our family. It's like Red and this baby were always meant to be apart of me, a part of us.
Nothing funnier then seeing a group of bikers playing a bunch of girly games. Skull says he feels like a proud grandpa, old man has always looked out for me. If it weren't for him and Slim getting me out of the Rejects I'd be dead or in prison. Not able to hold it in any longer, I whistle getting everyone's attention. I ask Red to join me in the center of the room.
Taking her by her hand, I go down on one knee holding her ring in my palm. "Red, I never thought I would meet someone who would be my match—someone who could fill this piece of me I never knew I was missing until you came into my life like a damn tornado. You shook me, rattled me and tore down my walls. Now I am ready to build a new future with you, So what do you say, you going to marry my ass, be my top bitch?"
"Well when you put it so sweetly," a single tear drop runs down her face.
"Grim, I want nothing more than to be your one and only. This gypsy has found her home."
Sliding the ring onto her finger, feels like I am finally complete. I think I can see Romeo shedding a tear, brother has always been a sucker for love.
Stone speaks up, "enough of this pussy shit, let's party."
Slim and the other brothers make their rounds congratulating me and Red. Foxie and Slim fixed up the boy's' old crib for the baby. Skull has already bought my little girl one of those pink battery operated motorcycles. Says she is going to be a biker princess. The thought of raising a daughter amongst these hell raisers makes me cringe, but I have some damn good brothers.
"Babe, I'm so tired. I appreciate all of this the party, my ring, but I am beat. I am going to go home and get some rest. You stay and enjoy the party."
"You sure, I mean shit, I'll come home with you."
"No, I'll be fine. I want you to have a good time, once our girl gets here you aren't going to have a lot of these nights until he gets a little bigger." Knowing there is no reason to worry, I let her go on to the trailer. Blaze breaks out the fireworks left over from the fourth and we have us one hell of a celebration.
Red went home only about two hours ago, but I am already missing her. Truth be told I can't stand to be away from her. Slim offers to help me pack some of the gifts home with me. "Never thought I'd see the day, man. I have to admit I had my doubts about the two of you working out, but I'm happy for ya Grim. Fuck man, a daughter. One day she might be my daughter-in-law." He roars in a laugh.
"Fuck you, man, don't be joking about that shit. Your little hellions ain't getting near my kid. Shits not even remotely funny." If it weren't for carrying these gifts I'd give him a good kick in his one nut.
We start walking up my steps when Squirrel comes running out the door nearly knocking me over. He has the fear of God in his eyes and there is blood on his hands, instinctively I drop the gifts on the porch and grab him by his cut and pull my gun out and hold it to his
head. "The fuck is going on?" And then that's when it dawns me he isn't bleeding. "Red, baby, you in there?"
Letting him go I run into the house to find Red laying in a pool of blood on the couch holding pictures. Blood is oozing from a wound in her stomach.
Slim steps into the room with his own gun on Squirrel. "Get Skull now!" There isn't enough time for an ambulance with the amount of blood she is losing. Her color isn't good. Red is already pale by nature but I've seen enough people bleed out I know something is seriously wrong. Skull is a veteran he served as a medvac in his days in the army. He is my only option and there is no one I trust more to take care of my woman.
"Red, answer me please, what happened? Did someone hurt you." Pulling her shirt up, there is a gaping hole in her side, looks like she's been stabbed.
Her lips move, but her teeth are chattering, she's so cold. "Who did this," my head is resting on her stomach, holding a towel from the kitchen. My hair is becoming matted in the pictures, but I don't care. The only thing that matters right now is her and the baby. Tears are pouring so fast from my eyes I can't see straight. I nearly take Skull out when he tries to make me move from her.
It registers with me that he needs to get close to her, to help her.
"Fuck, she's lost a lot of blood." I can hear Slim and Skull talking and working on her. I can't lose her. I am sitting with my back to the wall watching as the love of my life is slipping away from me. My gun is pointed at Squirrel, motherfucker better not even fucking sneeze.
"Grim, you gotta make a choice, she has lost too much blood, if I don't act now, you are going to lose them both. I've got to take the baby." I have never seen Skull or Slim cry and right now we are all in tears. I don't what the fuck to do, I can't lose Red, and I don't want to lose the only piece I will ever have of our love either.
Crouching in the floor behind her head, I place a kiss on her lips, they are still so warm, so full of life, but I know she is gone and not coming back. "Do whatever you gotta do."
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