All or Nothing

by Jessica Jarman

Nate met Zach’s eyes and grinned.

  “She’s perfect, man,” Zac stated softly. “Fucking perfect.”

  Nate couldn’t help but agree.

  Chapter Four

  Shannon slowly woke, and as she opened her eyes to the morning sun filtering through the thin curtain, myriad emotions bombarded her. She couldn’t believe what she’d done. And couldn’t believe she enjoyed it. More than enjoyed it—having sex with another man while her husband watched had turned her on more than she could have ever imagined. She didn’t quite know how to feel about that.

  She felt a warm body behind her and an arm was flung across her waist. Shifting her gaze downward, she noticed no wedding ring on the hand and realised it was Zac. Nate was gone. A quick glance at her watch told her he probably hadn’t left for work yet. She looked over her shoulder and was relieved to see Zac sleeping soundly. As carefully as she could, she lifted his arm and slid from his embrace.

  She grabbed her shorts and tank from the floor and bolted from the room. Once in her bathroom, she quickly cleaned up and donned her robe before heading downstairs to the kitchen. There, she found her husband sitting at the table, cup of coffee in hand, paper in front of him.

  Nate glanced up as she crossed the room and sat next to him. Without a word, he stood and went to the coffee pot. He placed a full mug in front of her and resumed his seat. They sat in silence, and Shannon struggled to figure out what to say. Her thoughts were as jumbled as her feelings at this point.

  Nate grasped her hand, lifting it to his lips. “Baby, you’re thinking way too hard.”

  She sighed. “I just don’t know what to expect, you know? What do you expect? What does Zac expect? Was this a one-time thing or long-term?”

  “Shan, stop. We don’t expect anything. We can take this one day at a time. If you regret last night—”

  “It’s not that,” she said sharply. She didn’t regret it. That was part of the problem. She’d expected to be overcome with guilt and regret, and she wasn’t. Most of all, she felt uncertain. This was uncharted territory for her. And, if she thought about it, for the men, as well. Sure, they’d shared women in the past, but from what Nate’d told her, there was never a commitment between any of the involved parties—certainly not on the level of marriage.

  “Do you want Zac to leave?” he asked simply.

  She didn’t answer immediately. She rolled the question around in her head and pondered how she’d feel if Zac walked out the door that moment. She shook her head.

  “No, I don’t want him to leave, and I don’t regret last night. It’s just all a bit overwhelming, and it happened really fast. Give me a little time to adjust, okay?”

  Nate nodded. “Of course. I swear to you, Shannon, if you decide you don’t want this, it’s over.”

  She smiled. “I know.” Surprisingly, even though nothing had really been resolved, she felt better. Knowing that Nate supported whatever decision she made reassured her, as did the fact that he was so relaxed and comfortable the ‘morning after’.

  Her heart stuttered when, at that moment, Zac stumbled sleepily into the room, clad in only boxers. He went straight for the coffeepot. He poured a cup and came to the table. Once seated across from the couple, he stared at Nate a moment before turning his gaze towards Shannon.

  “So…” he drawled, “everything okay or do I need to pack my shit and hit the road?”

  Nate chuckled and took a sip of his coffee, leaving it to Shannon to answer. The wary look in Zac’s eyes surprised her—he actually looked worried that she’d tell him to leave. Yet another thing she hadn’t expected—a hint of vulnerability.

  “Everything’s fine. You don’t have to leave. We’ll just,” she glanced at Nate, “take it one day at a time.” Giving both men a small smile, she stood. “Well, I’d better get ready for work.”

  Nate pushed back his chair and yanked the hand he still held, pulling Shannon in his lap. Her back pressed against his front and his cock dug into her ass.

  “It’s still early yet,” Nate murmured, lips against the side of her neck. “We’ve got some time.”

  Shannon closed her eyes as he nibbled on the sensitive skin beneath her ear, but the sound of a chair scraping across the floor had her opening them. Zac stood and walked around the table until he was in front of them. Nate glided his hands to her middle and pulled on the belt of her robe. After it was undone, he parted her robe, and goose bumps erupted along Shannon’s nude body as it was exposed to her husband’s hands and Zac’s gaze.

  Nate cupped her breasts, tweaking the hardened nipples between his thumbs and forefingers. A shudder wracked Shannon’s body, and her pussy flooded with moisture. She dropped her head back to rest on Nate’s shoulder and lifted her eyes to Zac’s face. He watched Nate’s hands on her breasts intently. When Nate lifted slightly, presenting her flesh like an offering, Zac licked his lips, and Shannon groaned. Her clit fluttered, causing her to squirm against Nate’s hardening cock.

  Zac leaned forward, placing his palms on her upper thighs, and captured a rosy tip in his mouth.

  “Oh sweet God,” Shannon cried as he used his teeth.

  Both men chuckled. Nate continued gently kneading her breasts and his friend bit, licked and teased first one tip, then the other. Shannon rocked her hips as pleasure streaked through her body. Nate spread his knees, opening her legs. Zac kissed a trail between her breasts down her stomach as he knelt between her thighs. He straightened and watched as Nate lowered his hand and combed his fingers through the curls shielding her pussy. Shannon gasped as Nate spread her outer lips, revealing her swollen clit and glistening folds.

  “Beautiful,” Zac said quietly. He reached up, wrapped his hand around the back of her neck and pulled her forward. He kissed her, darting his tongue inside her mouth just as he plunged two thick fingers into her slick sheath. At least she thought they were his fingers. The sensations they pulled from her body made it a tad difficult to keep track of whose hands were where…and hell if she cared. She just wanted to feel.

  When he pulled back, she sagged back against Nate. Zac licked his way down her body again and, when Nate returned his hands to Shannon’s breasts, buried his head between her legs. Shannon bit back a scream as he settled his mouth over her clit and sucked, all the while pumping his fingers in and out of her pussy. He continued teasing and tormenting the bundle of nerves as he fucked her with his hand.

  “You have no clue how hot you look right now,” Nate whispered harshly in her ear. “I’m about ready to come watching him go down on you. I can imagine how you feel and taste—so fucking sweet.”

  His words swept over her, and when he pinched her nipples hard, her hips jerked, pressing her into Zac’s face. Zac hummed and scraped his teeth across her clit. Shannon whimpered and reached back to run her fingers through Nate’s hair. She rested her other hand on Zac’s head as she pulsed her hips in time with his strokes. She caressed both men as they played her body expertly, dragging her through pleasure after pleasure.

  Tight heat burrowed deep in her belly. Every muscle in her body tensed and she bit her lip in anticipation. When Zac pulled out of her, she cried out in protest. He chuckled and circled her anus with his slick fingers, dipping in slightly then retreating. She pushed against his finger, knowing a few strokes—in her pussy or ass—would send her flying. But instead of giving her release, Zac withdrew his hand and lifted his head.

  Without thinking, desperate for what she knew would be a mind-blowing orgasm, she pushed down on his head. “Get back down there!”

  “Nuh uh, darlin’. I need to be in you.” He worked his way up her body and kissed her hard. “And I told you last night, the next time one of us takes your pussy, the other would fill your ass.”

  Shannon’s muscles clenched in sweet pain as she imagined both cocks filling and stretching her. Zac took both her hands and pulled her to her feet. He released one, but it was immediately grasped by Nate, who stood behind her. The men exchanged a look, and Zac gave a small
nod, then led them from the room. The trio walked together upstairs and down the hall to Nate and Shannon’s room. They stopped next to the bed. Zac turned to Shannon and slid the robe from her shoulders. It slithered down her arms and pooled at her feet.

  Shannon bit her lip, suddenly overcome with shyness. It baffled her. She had no reason to be shy. It was a bit silly, really. She’d already had sex with him, and, not two minutes before his face had been firmly planted between her legs. With determination, she pushed it all aside. She’d made her decision—they were going to see where this led, and damn it, she was going to be an active participant.

  She laid her hands on Zac’s chest and ran her fingers down, enjoying the way his abs contracted as he sucked in a ragged breath. She liked that, that her touch affected him. She grasped the waistband of his boxers and glanced back at Nate. He was slowly stripping off his shirt and tie as he watched, his blue eyes dark with desire. She smiled then turned back to the task at hand. As she worked the shorts over Zac’s hips and down his legs, she moved to her knees. Her mouth actually watered as she took in the sight of his erection. It wasn’t as thick as Nate’s, but it was slightly longer, and she knew full well Zac knew how to use it. Moisture trickled over her folds at the memory of that cock moving inside her.

  She leaned forward, sucking the swollen head into her mouth and swirling her tongue around it. The slightly bitter taste of his pre-cum danced in her mouth.

  “Aw fuck,” Zac bit out as he pushed the hair from her face.

  Shannon smiled inwardly and took him deeper, gliding forward until the tip nudged the back of her throat. She reached up to cup his sac and massaged as she moved up and down the hard shaft. Zac’s hands fisted in her hair, and he groaned as she ran her teeth lightly on the sensitive skin.

  As she worked his cock, Shannon pressed her fingertips against her pulsing clit. She circled the nub furiously. An orgasm built within her, hotter, stronger than before. She moved more quickly, wanting that release, but also wanting to bring pleasure to Zac. She ached to feel him come, to know that she brought him that. She heard Nate move around them and sit on the edge of the bed. She could feel his stare and shifted her eyes, never breaking her rhythm.

  Zac began to shake and his balls pulled up close to his body. Almost there. He took a step back and his cock slid out of Shannon’s mouth with a ‘pop’.

  She looked up at him with a frown.

  “Don’t look so disappointed, darlin’. Get your ass on the bed.”

  Shannon’s stomach flipped at his command and she stood on shaky legs. Nate scooted back, swung his legs onto the mattress and leaned back against the pillows.

  He held his hand out to her. Taking it, she moved to straddle his hips. The tip of his erection teased her entrance and her toes curled in anticipation.

  “Take me in, baby. All the way.” He cupped her face and kissed her fiercely, plundering her mouth with his tongue, nipping her lips.

  Shannon lowered herself onto his cock and revelled as he stretched and filled her quivering pussy. Once he was fully seated inside her, she stilled a moment and met his eyes.

  “I love you.” She ran her fingers down his cheeks.

  “Love you too. Now ride me,” he said, his voice rough.

  She lifted until he was nearly out of her channel, then slammed back down. The impact on her clit sent sparks of bliss throughout her system. She set a hard, fast pace and watched her husband’s face as she brought him closer to the edge.

  He clenched his jaw, closed his eyes for moment. When he opened them, he looked over her shoulder and bit out, “Lube’s in the drawer.”

  Startled, Shannon slowed. God, she’d been so focused on Nate, she’d nearly forgotten Zac was going to join them. The thought of Zac taking her from behind had her pussy tightening. Nate groaned and gripped her hips, fingers digging.

  She rose up and slowly slid down his shaft, again and again, unsure of who it drove crazier—him or her. The bed dipped slightly as Zac moved behind her. With a palm against her back, he pushed until she lay flat over Nate’s chest. He ran a finger down the length of her spine and between the cheeks of her ass. She closed her eyes tightly as he found her puckered hole. After a quick caress, he pulled away, but only a moment passed before a cool, lubed finger pressed into her.

  Nate wrapped his arms around her, holding her still, as Zac worked the digit in and out of her ass. Soon, he added another, scissoring his fingers, stretching her, preparing her. The slight burn intensified the sweet sensations swimming through her. She felt incredibly full, and it was only two fingers. She bit her lip, unsure. Would she be able to take both of them? She didn’t even want to think of the disappointment she’d cause if she couldn’t handle what was to come.

  Nate kissed her forehead. “Look at me.” She complied. Sweat beaded on his forehead and his eyes swam with need. “We’re going to make you feel so good, baby. You’re going to come so hard.”

  Shannon shivered and her muscles clamped around his cock and Zac’s fingers. Zac chuckled behind her and pressed a kiss to the small of her back. He removed his hand and positioned himself to enter her. When he didn’t move, she craned her head to look at him questioningly.

  “You okay?” he asked quietly.

  She nodded. He leaned over her and caught her mouth with his. The movement caused the tip of his cock to slide in slightly. She whimpered against his lips.

  “Anything you don’t like, just say so.”

  His low voice slid along her skin like a caress, and Shannon felt her heart melt just a bit at the concern in his tone. He straightened again and, holding her hips, glided his cock into her bit by bit until his hips pressed against her ass. Then he stilled, obviously giving her time to adjust.

  The fullness was overwhelming. Shannon’s legs shook and her heart raced. Zac massaged her hips and Nate ran his hands along the length of her back. She knew it was difficult for them to wait for her. She could feel both cocks jerk inside her and her muscles’ answering squeeze had both men groaning.

  “Just breathe,” Nate whispered close to ear. She realised then that she’d been holding her breath. She let out a long exhalation and, without meaning to shifted, back slightly. Heated bliss curled deep inside her at the tiny movement—every nerve ending awakened.

  “Please, move,” she said, her words muffled again Nate’s chest.

  “You want to stop?” Nate asked, and Zac started to pull out of her ass.

  Shannon cried out at the delicious slide and nearly came. “No, I didn’t mean that. I want you to move.” She lifted her head, glanced back at Zac, then turned to meet Nate’s eyes. “Fuck me. Both of you. Now.”

  In answer, Zac pushed forward, causing both Nate and Shannon to groan. Zac held her hips as he and Nate stroked in and out of her slowly. The sensation of two cocks pumping into her, two bodies surrounding her pushed her higher. Stoked the fire burning deep inside her.

  “Aw fuck,” Zac bit out. “Don’t know how much longer I can—” He trailed off with a harsh groan. His cock swelled inside her ass, building the pressure intensely.

  Nate’s eyes were closed, and a muscle in his cheek ticked as he clenched his teeth together. Shannon slowly licked along his jaw.

  “I’m close,” she said, her voice breathy and light. “Please, don’t stop.”

  They quickened their strokes. Nate cupped her face and kissed her breath away as Zac ran his hands up her sides and between her and Nate. He cupped her breasts and pinched her nipples, pulling hard on the hard tips.

  The orgasm washed over her, energising every cell, every pore of her body. Her muscles convulsed around the men’s cocks, and she shook uncontrollably as sinful bliss enveloped her.

  Nate fisted his hands in her hair tightly and buried his face in her neck. He came with a loud groan, his cock pulsing within her as his seed coated her womb. Seconds later, she felt Zac’s cock swell impossibly in her ass, and with a harsh cry, he emptied. Shannon’s muscles tightened deliciously, and she helplessl
y rode another release as Zac leaned forward, his chest slick with sweat sliding against her back.

  She didn’t know how much time passed with them pressed together, the men still inside her. She floated happily, her body sore but immensely satisfied. When Zac pushed himself off her, she stirred slightly. He ran his palm over her hair and down her back before walking into the bathroom.

  Lifting her head, she looked down at her husband. From the wide grin, she supposed he was just as satisfied as she. He gave her a quick hug and kiss on the lips.

  “As much as I hate to fuck and run,” he laughed, “I have to get to work.”

  “Hmmm,” she nuzzled his chest, “me too. Sucks, doesn’t it?”

  She climbed off of him and watched as he gathered up his discarded clothing, greatly appreciating the sight of his bare ass. The men passed each other as Zac left the bathroom and Nate entered.

  Zac came over to stretch out on the bed next to her. He reached over and took her hand. Instead of the awkwardness Shannon had expected when he returned, she felt nothing but contentment. Odd, but she sure as hell wasn’t going to question it.

  “Gotta get ready for work.” She gave Zac’s hand a quick squeeze, then scooted off the bed and headed to her closet. After she grabbed what she needed, she walked toward the bathroom to clean up.

  “Shannon?”

  She paused and looked over at him, eyebrows raised questioningly.

  “Rest up at work, because we’re not done.” He grinned.

  Flutters erupted in her belly at his words. It was going to be a helluva long day.

  Chapter Five

  Six weeks later

  Shannon strode into the restaurant, bone tired after a long day. She was meeting Nate and Zac for dinner and looked forward to a relaxing meal with her two men.

  Her two men. God, how things had changed. The three of them had settled into a cosy routine. Zac was doing some contract work for Nate, though she knew he was still keeping his work options open. Hardly a night had gone by when they didn’t share a bed. Shannon found she loved being nestled between their bodies every night. When Zac had spent a weekend out west visiting a friend, she’d had a hard time sleeping without his warm body at her back.