Chasing Desire

by Jennifer Domenico

  “You want a little something?” I whisper as I nibble on his ear lobe.

  “Oh, god, yes,” he says. “Anything you want to give me.”

  I pull on his belt until it comes undone. Unzipping his pants, I grin as I slide them down around his knees. He doesn’t take his eyes off of me the entire time. He’s already rock hard and it’s all for me.

  “Mmm, I’m so lucky that all of this is mine,” I murmur as I free his cock from his boxers.

  “Fuck, Kenzie.”

  “Not now, baby, but definitely later. We’re going to fuck tonight. What do you think of that?”

  “I can barely talk.”

  “I don’t need you to talk.” I drag my tongue along the length of his erection, swirling my tongue over the tip. Opening my mouth, I swallow him deep, pushing him into the back of my throat and feel his hands buried in my hair.

  “Feels so good,” he whispers. “You’re so awesome.”

  I suck him in and out of my mouth a few times and then I stand up and move up his body until my mouth finds his. His hand slides under my dress and rubs my clit through my panties.

  “Do you feel how wet I am for you, Bray? It’s all for you.”

  He groans and pushes two fingers into me, causing me to hold my breath for a moment. I know if we keep going, we won’t be able to stop.

  “Save it for later, babe. I promise to finish you off.”

  “Kenz,” he whispers. “Don’t go yet.”

  “I have to.”

  I start to move away, but he pulls me in for one more heated kiss. He smiles against my mouth.

  “You are the sexiest woman alive.”

  “Glad you think so.” His hand is still between my legs and I’m surprised when he grabs my hand and puts it under his so that my fingers are against my naked flesh.

  “Do you ever touch yourself? Do you ever notice how soft your skin is?” He rubs my own hand against my clit. “Do you ever stare in the mirror and marvel how fucking gorgeous you are?”

  “No,” I whisper.

  “You should. You’re beautiful and your pussy is fucking divine.” He kisses my lips. “I am weak in your presence, my gorgeous girl.” He pulls my hand up and gently sucks my fingers into his mouth and it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen in my life. “Your taste is intoxicating. Better than any drug or alcohol anyone could ever invent. Do you ever taste yourself?”

  The tingle that runs through my body right now is like nothing I’ve ever felt. I shake my head. I know exactly what he’s going do to.

  “Just on your lips,” I say.

  He smiles and slides two of his fingers in my mouth. I’m so turned on right now and I just want to please him so I suck his fingers just like I sucked his cock.

  “See how good you taste? I’ll never get enough.”

  “I hope you never do.”

  “Never.” He kisses me again and finally disentangles from me, leaving me breathless and wanting.

  “I don’t know how I’ll concentrate the rest of the day,” I say.

  “You will. You’ll go down there and show every one of those fuckers who’s running this show. I have no doubt.”

  “You’re right.” I smile. “I will.”

  “And tell that bitch to stay out of your way.”

  “I have a feeling she isn’t going to mess with me anymore.”

  “If she’s smart. Thanks for coming by.”

  I grin. “You said coming. That’s all I heard.”

  Brayden explodes with laughter. “Well played.”

  “See you later.”

  “You will.”

  I walk out and head back to my desk feeling a lot calmer, but a hell of a lot hornier than I did before. That man sure knows how to get me going. When I pass Angelica’s desk, I stare her straight in the eye and she looks away. That’s right, bitch. Back down.

  When the time comes for Brayden to do his evening walk about, I feel myself tense. He hasn’t been down here since the email went out and this will be the first time the team has seen us together. The elevators open and instead of being nervous, I feel calm. His demeanor is the same as it is every day and it brings a smile to my face.

  I notice everyone treating him as they always do. Even Angelica is acting pretty normal. She has to know that I told him of our altercation. He approaches my desk and I glance around to see if others are paying attention. No one seems to be.

  “Hey, you,” he says.

  “Hey.” I do my best to maintain my composure, but I all I can remember is him sucking my fingers.

  “I’ll see you soon?”

  “Yes, I’ll come over after I stop home and pick up a change of clothes.”

  “I can’t wait. We have some business to finish.”

  “Yes, we do.”

  “I didn’t wash my hands the rest of the day.”

  I laugh and it catches the attention of a few coworkers.

  “You’re dirty,” I whisper.

  “I am. Just wait until you see what I have planned for you.”

  “I look forward to it.”

  “You’re lucky you got to keep your panties today.”

  “People can probably hear you, you know.”

  “Don’t care.” He grins. “See you soon.”

  “Bye.”

  He walks over to Matt’s office and chats for a few minutes while I shut down and gather my things. I walk to the elevator and wait. When it opens I see a woman who looks familiar and then I realize she was Brayden’s date at the wedding. What was her name?

  “You’re Brayden’s friend, right?” I ask.

  She smiles. “Yes, that’s right. Sydney. How are you?”

  “Fine, thank you.”

  “We were worried when you disappeared from the wedding.”

  “Oh, yeah, sorry about that. I had a little too much to drink and I just wanted to go home. I should have told someone, but I didn’t want to break up the party. You and Tony were having a good time.”

  “I love to dance. I hope it didn’t bother you that I sort of took over your date. He said you guys just went as friends.”

  “Didn’t bother me at all. In fact, I’m glad you were there to entertain him.”

  “It was a nice wedding,” she says.

  “I agree. Very lovely.” The doors open and we step off. “See you later, Sydney.”

  “Yep, see you around.”

  Sydney walks in front of me and then stops at the little store we have inside the building. I walk outside and head to my car. I can’t wait to get my stuff and get back to Brayden. It’s the only place I want to be.

  I watch Mackenzie walk out as I finish up the day talking with Matt. To hear him tell it, after the initial shock of seeing the details of my relationship, everyone pretty much went back to work. I guess in some ways that makes me happy, but it also worries me. The person who did this obviously wanted attention and no one gives a shit. Will they try something else now?

  I convince myself that I’ve done all the right things. I’ve informed building security, I have a private investigator, and all interested parties are aware. What else can I do at this point? All I can hope for is that Theresa is right and the person doing this doesn’t have any ominous intentions towards us.

  Walking out with several others, my eyes dart around looking for anything unusual. I see Sydney making a purchase and she waves and smiles. I wave back and wait for her.

  “Hey, you,” I say as she approaches.

  “Hey, Brayden. How’s it going?”

  “Good. What you up to?”

  “Grabbing a few things to take over to my boyfriend’s place.” She looks in the bag. “Bottle of wine and some candles.”

  “Ooh, sounds like a romantic evening.”

  “Yeah, I hope so. He likes to cook so I thought I’d contribute some of the ambiance.”

  “Nice.”

  “What are you doing tonight?”

  “Hanging out with my girl.”

  “Ah, you have a girlfrie
nd now?”

  “Yeah.” Since the cat is officially out of the bag, I see no reason to hide it from anyone any longer. “It’s Mackenzie.”

  Sydney laughs. “So I wasn’t imagining those stolen glances at the wedding.”

  “No. We didn’t want it to interfere with work.”

  “So, you’re telling people?”

  “Yeah, the news was leaked so I figure no harm now. My whole team knows.”

  “Oh. Someone you know let it slip?”

  “You could say that,” I reply.

  “That’s too bad,” she says. “But it’s going well?”

  “Yeah, it’s awesome.”

  “How did your team take it?”

  I hold the door open for her. “At first, I think it was shocking. Once it was out, though, people chattered about it for a bit then they just went back to their own work. It’s a non-event and that makes me really happy. I’m gonna be with Mackenzie for a long time.” Hopefully forever.

  “Aw, did the love bug bite you?”

  “Maybe.” I grin. “Where’s your car?”

  “Over there.” She points down the sidewalk.

  “Why did you park on the street?”

  “I had to get my windshield fixed today and they won’t come into a parking garage.”

  “Oh, gotcha.” I give her a quick hug. “Have a good night.”

  “You too, Brayden.”

  I walk to my car and watch Sydney walk down the sidewalk to hers. My heart starts to race as I realize in just a matter of minutes, I’ll be alone with my Kenzie again. I cannot wait to tear into that girl tonight.

  Pulling up to my apartment building, I park and hurry upstairs. When I get there, Kenzie is already waiting out front.

  “Why didn’t you let yourself in?” I ask. “You still have my key, right?”

  She nods. “I didn’t know if I should.”

  “You should.” I smile and pull her into my arms, kissing her neck. “God, you smell so good.”

  “Thank you.”

  “Are you hungry?” I ask.

  “A little bit.”

  “Okay, I’ll feed you and then I’ll dine on your gorgeous body.”

  She laughs. “That sounds nice.”

  “It’s not gonna be nice. Nothing running through my mind right now is.”

  “Hmm, well I suppose that depends on how you define that word.” She kisses my cheek. “Everything you do to me is nice in my opinion.”

  I open the door and pull her inside, grinning. “I have waited all day to get you alone again. That little interlude in my office drove me insane. My dick was hard the rest of the day.”

  Kenzie reaches down and rubs me. “Mmm, it still is.”

  “Of course it is. If I even see you or hear your voice or smell your perfume, it’s an immediate boner for me.”

  “Such flattery,” she says, giggling.

  “It’s the fucking truth. Because of you, I know why the term ‘crazy for you’ was invented.”

  “Brayden…”

  I hold her face between my hands and kiss her. The silky feel of her plump lips is the stuff of dreams. Kissing her has become one of my favorite activities.

  “I love you.”

  “Take me to bed. We’ll eat later.”

  I shake my head. “We’ll eat first, then I’ll bathe you, then I’ll make love to you until we are both so spent we can’t keep our eyes open.” I kiss her again. “Then I’ll hold you close all night and whisper how much I love you.”

  “You make me want to cry.”

  “Why? Don’t I make you happy?”

  “Yeah, that’s why I want to cry. I’ve never been happy before.”

  “Ever?”

  “Ever. Certainly not with a man.”

  “Well then, you just gave me my life’s mission. Keep Kenzie happy.”

  “You’re doing a fine job so far.”

  “Go put your things down in the bedroom and I’ll make us something to eat.”

  “Okay.” She kisses me again. “Thank you.”

  “You’re welcome.”

  She walks away and I take off my jacket and tie, laying them over a dining room chair. I look in the fridge, and not seeing much I can work with, I pull out the eggs and some parmesan cheese. Looks like we’re having an omelet for dinner. I start the skillet and pull out some bread for toast.

  As I scramble the eggs, a thought hits me that makes me freeze. I want her here. All the time. Fuck, it’s way too soon to ask her to move in with me. Isn’t it? I hear the clicking of her heels as she enters the room and when I turn around, I am breathless.

  “Holy shit.”

  “You like?” she asks.

  “Like? I’m not even sure a word exists for what I think of that.”

  She’s wearing a white nightgown made of silk and lace. It falls about mid-thigh and clings to her body as if it is a part of her. Tiny straps hold it up and it plunges down the front, revealing her remarkable cleavage. I can make out her hardened nipples and the contrast of the white silk against her slightly tanned skin is dynamic. She smiles and turns around so I can see the back, or the lack of it, and I gaze at the delicate slope of her back down to her amazing ass.

  “You are the most beautiful woman on the planet,” I whisper.

  “As long as you think so.”

  “Am I supposed to concentrate on dinner now?”

  “If you’re still hungry.”

  “Only for you right now.”

  “Then come and get it.”

  I discard everything I’m doing in the kitchen and walk over to my gorgeous girl. Running my hands down her arms, I watch as her body reacts to my touch. Goosebumps appear across her skin and I do my best to kiss them away. She throws her head back, opening herself to me, and my response is to attempt to touch and kiss everything of hers.

  Pushing her back a little, she leans against the wall. I kiss my way down her body, to her legs, stroking everything in between. She parts her legs for me and I rub her through the white lace panties she wears. I definitely want these in my collection. Pulling them to the side, I run my finger along her moist slit that practically begs me to taste her.

  I lift her leg and throw it over my shoulder and smile. Her pussy is shoved right in my face, which is exactly where I want it to be.

  “How do you keep it so perfectly smooth?” I ask.

  She doesn’t reply and just quietly moans instead. I stick my tongue out and drag it through the folds of skin that are just as soft as the silk around her body. Burying my face between her legs, I tongue fuck her until she is writhing against me, pulling my hair and clawing my shoulders.

  “Ooh,” she moans. “Bray… feels so…mmm.”

  “I could live off of you, Kenzie. I need nothing else.” I focus on her clit, knowing it’s the way to push her over the brink of pleasure. Sliding two fingers in, I suck on the little nub, driving Kenzie wild. I can feel her leg muscles tightening as I continue licking her. When I look up, her eyes are focused on me, taking in my actions, watching me taste her sweetness.

  “Let me see your tits,” I ask with a sudden rasp in my voice.

  She lets the straps fall and the silk gathers around her stomach. God, she’s a fucking sight. I couldn’t have dreamed of a more beautiful, sexual woman. I increase the intensity of my finger thrusts while sucking hard on her clit. I can feel her pussy clenching with built up tension against my tongue and I know any second now she’s gonna blow. When she does, she cries out and then she is silent as the waves of pleasure ripple through her. I can feel her orgasm- around my fingers, through the tensing of her stomach, and the tightening of her grip on my hair. Giving her this much pleasure, seeing it, makes me feel like a super hero. I did this to her. I make her feel this good.

  She relaxes and slides down to the floor with me. I kiss her and lift her up, carrying her to the couch. She looks amazing right now with flushed cheeks and messy hair.

  “Can you take any more of me?” I ask.

 
; She nods, but says nothing in her breathless state. I unbutton my pants and slide inside of her, noting how wet she is. As spent as she is, her body responds, moving gently against me. I rock inside of her, knowing I’ll never find another woman more magnificent than this one and hoping I never have to. I want Mackenzie. Forever.

  She pulls away from me and pushes me back on the couch and then sucks my cock into her mouth. My eyes open in surprise as she goes to work on me. Her blow jobs alone would be reason enough to marry her.

  Her eyes lift up and lock on mine and I see a smile cross her lips. I don’t know if anything could be better than this woman with my cock in her mouth and a grin on her face. She sucks hard, focusing on the tip, while her fingers gently massage my balls. I throw my head back, basking in the feeling. That tight feeling starts to build somewhere deep inside and I know I’m going to come soon. I can tell from her face she knows it, too. I start to pull away, but she digs her fingers into my ass, holding me close. She pumps her mouth fast over my dick and when my orgasm hits, I pull her hair, releasing my load into her mouth.

  I grind and twitch against her face, completely absorbed in the feeling of her warm mouth and soft tongue. She sucks me softly now, taking care to lick up every last drop. When she is finished with me, I lay back and she places her head on my stomach. I lift her by the arms up to me and kiss her, exploring her mouth with my tongue.

  “You are so sexy,” I whisper.

  “Mmm, so are you, lover.”

  “I wanted to make love to you, though.”

  “You’ll have your chance.” She looks up at me. “I wanted to taste you.”

  “Fuck.”

  “We will, later. We should eat now.” She grins. “Food, this time.”

  “Yeah, we should. I hope my legs will hold me up. After that, I might not be capable of standing anymore.”

  “You can do it.” She laughs and we get off the couch. “Can we still have dinner, a bath, and more sex?”

  “You bet.”

  I return to my tasks in the kitchen after sliding my pants back on. Kenzie puts her nightgown back on and leans against the kitchen counter. I’m not sure I can concentrate with her standing there looking so amazing.

  “I wonder if a person can go insane over how they feel about another person,” I muse.