Sons of Justice 7: Letting Go of the Pain (Siren Publishing LoveXtreme Forever)

by Dixie Lynn Dwyer

  “Yes,” she hissed, and he stroked two more times and then pulled his fingers out and licked them.

  “So good.”

  Her face flushed. He brought his fingers back down into her cunt and stroked her a few more times.

  Steve cleared his throat. “Uhm, my turn, remember?”

  “Oh, yeah, I know I have to wait, but I think Lauren should taste how fucking sweet and addicting her cream is so she knows when we can’t stop wanting her and possessing this body she’ll understand why.” Eddie brought his wet fingers to her lips.

  “Open, baby, taste yourself,” Eddie ordered with his eyes on her lips, watching how her light pink tongue poked out and accepted his cream-covered fingers.

  “Goddamn, that is fucking hot,” Panther whispered, and it seemed to arouse her as she really sucked his fingers with enthusiasm as Steve began to stroke her cunt.

  She held Eddie’s gaze, and her chest heaved up and down, and as she opened her mouth, releasing his fingers, she moaned as Steve went down on her cunt while he slid his palm up under her top to cup her breast.

  Eddie brought his fingers to his lips, her gaze locked onto him. “You’re going to be an amazing lover, Lauren. Fucking amazing.”

  Panther reached over to undo her sweater and pushed down the straps to her camisole and bra. He leaned into her and kissed her neck as she rocked her hips, and then Panther exposed her breast.

  “You hide your body well, baby. Makes me happy to unwrap you and feast on you with my brothers.” He poked his tongue over her nipple. She tilted her hips upward.

  Eddie brought her palm toward his crotch so she could feel how hard she made him.

  “This is what you do to me. To us.” He pressed her palm over his erection, stroking his cock, letting her get a good feel for how hard and big he was.

  “Oh!” she exclaimed and came.

  Steve licked her clean and then smiled at her. “We’re going to work it all out, baby. You’ll realize fast how much we care and how protected you’ll be in our arms and especially in our beds.”

  * * * *

  Panther lifted her up into his arms and onto his lap. He cupped her cheeks and kissed her tenderly. She ran her fingers through his hair, and when he pulled back, he stared at her.

  “Look at you.” He stared at her flushed cheeks, her full round breasts pouring from the bra she wore. She looked so damn sexy he felt possessive and wild to claim her.

  “Eddie and I need a taste, too,” he said, and she held his gaze. She ran her palms up over his shoulders.

  “You’re so big, Panther. All of you are,” she said, her voice shaking. He caressed her thighs under her skirt and gripped her hips.

  “More muscles and capabilities to protect you with,” he said, eyes narrowed. He could see her fear, hell, smell it. He was a hunter, a tracker, a soldier capable of so much, and this woman on his lap, in his arms, letting down her defenses for men like them, affected him like no danger ever had.

  “Don’t be scared of me, of my abilities, of what I know am capable of. Find power in them, encouragement that we’re the right men for you, to protect you, provide for you, and to help you.” He reached up with one hand and cupped her cheek, and his forearm slid along her breast. She was well endowed.

  “It takes a lot of courage to let go of things that hurt us, but when we finally do, we’re free. Want to be free, baby?”

  “Yes,” she said as a tear escaped her eye.

  It got to him. To his heart and his soul, her vulnerability, and the need to protect her and possess her, make her his and his team’s was confirmed and just kept getting more confirmed the longer they spent time with her.

  “I…I want to taste you, too,” she said, shocking him.

  He felt her ease back and then reach for his jeans. He stared at her face, trying to read her to see if it was what she wanted to do or felt like she needed to in order to just make him accept her. He didn’t know what her boyfriends had done to her or how bad it was.

  “Baby, you don’t have to.”

  “I want to. It’s just been a long time for any intimacy, but your words ring true to me. To let go of the things that hurt. The memories of the pain, the abuse I experienced need to not be part of this new relationship with you and your brothers. There’s no place for it here.”

  He cupped her cheek.

  “You’re a sweet, giving, young woman, who deserves to be treated like a princess. They failed you. They weren’t real men and certainly weren’t real soldiers. If you’re sure you want to try, believe me, baby, looking at your beautiful face and these sexy breasts, I am more than willing to be your first go at it again.” He winked.

  She smirked, and instead of lowering down to undo his pants, she lifted up, held his cheeks between her palms, stared into his eyes as if she could see to his soul and he could see to hers, and then kissed him tenderly.

  When she pulled back smiling, he knew everything was going to work out fine. What he hadn’t expected, in the moment his cock was released from confinement and her mouth slid down over his dick was how powerful their goddess was, and he knew in that moment whenever the time was right and they made love to Lauren together, that he and his team were never going to be the same men again.

  * * * *

  Lauren was baffled by the turn of events and how easily she accepted the four men and this new relationship. The power and connection between the four of them was so strong, so touching that she knew, despite her fears, it was exactly where she belonged. She wasn’t ready to have sex with them yet. This whole first-date thing had gone completely differently than she imagined and worried about. Now here she was, exposing her vulnerability and praying she wasn’t making a mistake. As she took in the sight of Panther’s thick, long cock, she knew she was going to lose herself in him. He was incredible. All those muscles, the thick, hard forearms, his commanding, possessive manner and the way he spoke to her and seemed to understand her fears and reservations revealed a lot about the kind of man he was. Panther was their leader, and she couldn’t help but to wonder if he would somehow be hers as well if this relationship worked. As she inhaled his scent, saw him clench his eyes closed just from her gripping his cock, it empowered her. She suddenly felt capable of so much more than she ever imagined. She wanted to be a seductress, a sexual goddess, and at the same time a partner, a part of their time, and perhaps someone who could link them all together even more fully than the four of them were without her. Was that sane? Was she being a moron for thinking she could not only connect them more fully with one another but also be part of that power, that energy and commitment and trust, as well?

  She didn’t know, but she followed her gut, which suddenly seemed to be sending her messages she could hardly keep track of. She focused on pleasing Panther as she slid her tongue along the ridge of his cock and then began to suck him into her mouth.

  “Lauren, holy damn, baby, that mouth feels so good. Keep it up. Keep moving, baby, just like that.” He coached her, and she did as he said.

  She didn’t feel scared until the second set of hands landed on her hips and Eddie slid his palms along her ass cheeks. She closed her eyes and anticipated the smack, the hard, brutal spankings, and maybe even the belt.

  She closed off her mind and pushed her way through the fears. When she felt the fingers slide into her pussy from behind, she moaned against Panther’s cock. He ran his fingers through her hair and watched her. She glanced up, sucking him down as Eddie thrust fingers into her pussy and rocked against her back.

  She ran her palms up and down Panther’s thighs, and he grunted and came. She swallowed him, licked him clean, and then held on, pulled her mouth from his cock, and lay her cheek against it as he caressed her hair and Eddie thrust fingers into her pussy from behind.

  When she felt his mouth replace his fingers, she stuck her ass out farther and moaned and rocked against his tongue. He slid his thick, warm tongue back and forth, and from her pussy to her anus, and a moment later, she felt
the tip of his finger slide into her asshole, and she cried out and came.

  She was panting against Panther’s leg as he stroked her hair.

  “Let go, Lauren. Relax those muscles and let go. Give it to him. Give us all your orgasms. Come on now. Again. Come again,” Panther ordered, and something inside of her exploded as she came really hard, panting, moaning, and then Eddie pulled his fingers from her ass and cunt and hugged her from behind.

  “Sensational. Goddamn, woman, I can’t wait until we fill you up with our cocks and claim you our woman. Fuck, I can’t wait.”

  She felt scared and aroused, then more scared, and then happy. She was a roller coaster of emotions but prayed she hadn’t just made a huge mistake. She wouldn’t be able to handle that a second time around. She exhaled, and all the men caressed her body until Panther lifted her up into his arms and hugged her to his chest.

  “Now we can test the brownies,” Mink said, and they chuckled.

  * * * *

  Mink stared at Lauren as she took several bites of the brownie with her eyes closed. She moaned softly and sounded like she was actually trying to figure out his secret ingredient, and then she smiled.

  “Cinnamon-sugar, just a pinch, vanilla bean, fresh, and a hint of chocolate brandy.”

  “What? How the hell?”

  “Oh shit, that was it? She figured it out?” Eddie asked, and they all started laughing and carrying on.

  She gave Mink a sassy look as she stood up and placed the plate down. He pulled her into his arms, and she grabbed onto his shoulders.

  “How the hell could you figure out chocolate brandy? I can understand the cinnamon, and fresh vanilla bean but the chocolate brandy?” he asked.

  She smiled and ran her fingers through his hair. “They are so delicious.” She then pressed her lips to his.

  He ran his hands up her skirt, lifting it and exposing her ass to his brothers.

  She tried to put her hand back to pull down her skirt, but then Steve was right there. He gripped her wrist, held it behind her back, and then moved her hair off her shoulder to kiss her neck.

  The fact that he was restraining her sort of scared her, but it was also this position, her rear exposed and fearing that suddenly they would become violent and strike her. Make her submit to their power and control in a bad way and hurt her.

  “Let go, Steve,” she said in a panic.

  He kissed her neck. “Easy, baby, just don’t want my brothers and I to lose this great view.” He suckled against her neck.

  She closed her eyes, loving how it felt to be sandwiched between them, but as she closed her eyes, images of Connor and Logan striking her with their hands and the belt ruined the moment.

  She pushed down on his hold, and he released her, must have sensed her fear as she moved quickly from between them, fixed her skirt, and then ran her fingers through her hair.

  “Lauren?” Steve questioned her, and then she felt his hands on her shoulders. She covered them with hers.

  “Don’t ask me anything. Please.”

  “I did something to upset you. To make you think of them. I need to know so none of us do it again.”

  Tears filled her eyes. She turned around to face him, and he squinted as if shocked to see the tears.

  “It’s me, not you. I understand that men, especially powerful, big men like you guys, need to feel superior and to dominate, to possess, and it can be in a good, sensual, arousing way, but you see, they took advantage of the moments when I was vulnerable or weak, and even trusting, and that’s when they struck.”

  He cupped her cheeks.

  “I know what you’re feeling. I know it, too. It’s beyond feeling vulnerable. It’s feeling defeated.”

  Her eyes widened, and she nodded.

  Mink caressed her hair and then her back “What did we do that upset you? I won’t do it again.”

  “No, I need to face these demons. I want you to be honest.”

  “Then you need to be honest with us, too. Explain what you were thinking and fearing,” Panther said to her.

  “Yes, you need to, and it might help you get past those fears with us and thinking we could react or act like they did,” Eddie added.

  She stared at all of them and then shook her head. Things had gone perfectly until this moment. Until she let the memories of the past interfere. She stepped away from them.

  “I think now would be a good time to call it a night.”

  “No, don’t go yet.” Steve took her hand.

  She was even attracted to the size of his hand, the masculinity of the calluses, the strong hold he had naturally. Mink took her other hand. She stared at their hands and then looked up at them. Panther and Eddie stood right there, too.

  “I had a great time. So much happened, and we did a lot of things that I never expected, or thought I was even capable of handling. I don’t regret any of it. I just need to remain levelheaded and take things slow. We sure didn’t go slow.”

  Eddie caressed her hair.

  “It went the way it should go when there’s such a strong attraction like this. It was different for us, too, Lauren. We haven’t dated a woman, or even considered it,” Panther added.

  “Then why now?” she asked.

  “You showed up and snagged each of our attention. That isn’t an easy thing to do,” Panther replied.

  “Not easy at all. We like you a lot, are all attracted to you, which has never happened,” Eddie told her.

  “Well then, how do you know it’s not just some fantasy, a game for you?” She released their hands.

  Steve and Mink placed their hands on her hips on either side.

  “Don’t do that. Don’t try to make us out as men after sex or some sort of fling. We don’t date because we never found a woman we wanted to date either separately or together,” Mink told her.

  “I’m not. I’m just trying to handle all these emotions,” she admitted.

  Steve cupped her cheek. “Let’s handle them together. Let’s not make any assumptions about anything. This was a great first date.”

  “Fucking incredible first date,” Mink said and ran his hand along her ass and then her lower back.

  She chuckled. They all did.

  “Okay, but I think it’s still a good time to head out.”

  She pressed her hand to Steve’s chest then leaned forward and had to stand up on tiptoes to reach his lips. His hands slid to her waist as he bent lower. She felt him pull her snugly against him. Run his hand along her ass and squeeze it. She kissed him back, and things got a little out of hand.

  The next thing she knew she heard plates moving, and then she was being laid over the coffee table in the living room.

  He loomed over her, lifted her skirt, pushed down her panties, and then kissed her on the mouth. As he pulled back, he was breathing heavily, and his dark blue eyes looked hungry and possessed.

  “One more fucking taste, baby. One more to help me until I get to see you and taste you again,” Steve said, and she thought she might come right there from his words and his actions.

  His fingers slid right into her wet cunt. He stroked and held her gaze, his hand on her hip and his fingers thrusting, pulling another orgasm from her body.

  Eddie took her hands and raised them up above her head. The move made her hips lift higher, and then Steve adjusted her so he had access to her pussy and her ass. Mink cupped her breasts and then lowered to kiss her mouth but not before he held her gaze and spoke to her.

  “This is special, and you’re special to us. Don’t ever think otherwise. This is definitely just the beginning of us.” He pressed his lips to hers as Steve replaced his fingers with his mouth and tongue.

  When Steve’s tongue licked down to her asshole then back and forth over and over again, she grabbed onto Eddie’s hands, their fingers entwined, and she lifted up and down then came.

  “She’s so fucking beautiful when she comes. Look at her. She’s a fucking angel,” Panther said and then tapped onto Steve’s shoul
der.

  “Let me in there. One more time, all of us, and then we’ll follow her home,” Panther said, and she thought she might not be able to drive after all of this but then exhaled as Eddie kissed her next and they each took turns making her come and making her promises of what the future would bring, including spending time together again tomorrow after work and going out to dinner.

  She didn’t know if she should be relieved or disappointed at the going out to dinner. A woman sure could get used to four men making her come and not finding a reason to make her feel guilty or not good enough.

  Chapter Six

  Panther sat at the computer and looked at the information he’d found out about on Connor and Logan, Lauren’s ex-boyfriends. He was glad that her cousin had shot and killed them. The lousy bastards were working for a terrorist from Ireland. He got more info from Finlin, who had other details from Thylane but was sworn not to reveal those secrets to anyone. Finlin, of course, teased him about making sure they didn’t hurt Lauren and to stake a claim and ask for guardianship fast.

  Guardianship? Jesus, he’d never even thought he’d have a steady girlfriend, and here he was head over heels for the woman who was twelve years younger than him. He couldn’t even sleep last night. He kept thinking about her and wanting her in his bed, underneath him, between him and his brothers. Holy fucking shit, she’d done what none of them could. She’d brought Steve back and made him happy, made him fucking smile. Crazy shit this was, and now, he’d gotten possessive. He was looking up information on the exes, on Lauren, her baking, and trying to find out what exactly the men had done to her.

  Finlin wasn’t much help but hinted about abuse, and one story he overheard about the men making Lauren feel like she wasn’t good enough, was disobedient, and that they struck her repeatedly with hands and then a belt. He saw red. Got so damn pissed off he wanted to drive by Happy Endings to make sure she was safe.

  He stared at the screen and some information on the two men, when a location caught his attention.