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Rock and a Hard Place

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by Angie Stanton


  “They’ll find her, Pete. Just give it time,” Garrett said.

  “Don’t be an idiot, It’s been ten days, everyone she’s ever trusted has let her down. She’s gone!” The restaurant staff watched his uncomfortable tirade

  Peter slumped forward, his hands gripped the metal counter meant for food service. “Mom, I promised her. I promised I’d get her out of there. We had a plan.” I was going to save her.”

  “I’m so sorry. We should have done something to help her. I just didn’t realize how difficult her situation is.”

  “Of course, it’s difficult. Her life was ripped out from under her. She used to be just like us. She lived in suburbia with a happy family and a dog in the backyard. Life happened to her and sucked everything away. Damn you. All of you!” He looked from one family member to the next. “All you did was judge her and get in our way.

  He gazed down at his Armani suit and designer shoes. “Look at us, standing around like royalty with more than we ever imagined; while she is homeless and alone in the middle of January. She has nothing left. Nothing.” He pounded on the food prep table. “Where can she go? How will she live?”

  “She’ll find her way. It’ll work out. Give her credit,” Adam said.

  Peter shoved Adam against the wall, knocking stacks of metal pans to the floor, creating a deafening clatter. “Yeah, I’m sure most sixteen-year-old girls alone on the streets do really well. Images of rapists and kidnappers filled his mind. He tried to shake the thoughts away.

  He released Adam, his hands trembling. Shock shown on Adam’s face. It isn’t like she’ll go back to Rockville. I sure wouldn’t. I know her better than that. They screwed her over.”

  “Maybe she’ll find you. Maybe she’ll be at a show one day.” His mother offered.

  “Right, she’ll just stand up in her seat and call my name to let me know she’s there. Or maybe she’ll just walk up to the bus and knock on the door. Explain to me how this is going to work.” He faced his mother; sadness filled his eyes.

  Cheers sounded from the next room. Their manager popped in. “You got it! You got nominated for album of the year! Can you believe it?! Get in here!”

  They looked each other, the contrast of their lives and Libby’s glaringly obvious.

  # # #

  Libby walked alone, her muscles sore from sitting on a bus too many hours. She liked the bus though. Once onboard, she disappeared in the back unseen. By the time she got off, several states later, a new driver sat up front.

  This town was ‘middle of nowhere Georgia’, as Peter would say. More than anything she longed to talk to him, but knew those days were long gone.

  As she wandered the streets of the small, town of Pebble Creek, she wished for an easy solution to her problems. But it was far too late for easy. Her mother used to say, ‘life can be an uphill battle, so you better keep your head down and keep climbing.’ Who knew how true those words would prove to be. She thought about her mom a lot on the bus and the drastic changes in her life the past two years. It started as a happy, normal family then fell into tragedy -- a broken family and delinquent runaway. She realized she’d accepted her mother and sister’s death. The months of debilitating grief were past. Now the loss had become a part of who she was, it no longer defined her. In fact, she believed they watched her from the heavens with love.

  Her stomach grumbled and interrupted her thoughts. With money running low, she needed to settle for a bit. She scanned each store front in hopes of finding a “help wanted” sign. At this point, she’d be willing to do just about anything to make some money. Anything, but go back to Rockville or the group home.

  By the time she reached the edge of town, disappointment weighed on her shoulders like a heavy cloak. The last building before the road turned into the countryside was a battered motel called The Twilight. A vacancy sign blinked on and off, except for the broken last three letters. Scraggly weeds beat down the grass in sporadic patches around the perimeter. The motel could lead the list of tacky places to stay, but a real bed and a shower tempted her enough to approach.

  The screen door squeaked as she entered a rundown office, a television blared cartoons from a backroom.

  Libby stood in the middle of the small lobby, afraid to be noticed, but desperate to know if she could afford one night. A woman’s voice yelled in the background. “Damien, stop poking your brother.” The woman walked past the open doorway, looking up in time to see Libby.

  “Hang on, hun, I’ll be right with ya,” her voice sounded harried.

  The woman returned with a baby on her hip. “Okay, can I help you?” She eyed Libby. “Well?”

  “I’m sorry, I was just wondering how much for a room?”

  “Single or double?”

  “Um, just a single.”

  “Forty-five bucks. Cash or credit card, no checks.”

  Libby mentally recounted her money. The toddler started to smell.

  “I ain’t got all day. Do you want it or not?”

  “Yeah, I do.” She stepped up to the scratched counter and dug in her pocket for cash.

  “Sign in here.” The woman pushed a small card at her requesting her name and address.

  Libby stared at the card, then, trying not to look nervous, grabbed the pen and signed the name Jill Munroe. It was the first name that popped into her head. Her mother always loved the television show Charlie’s Angels. Jill Munroe was her favorite character, a beautiful, confident cop. Why she thought of that now she couldn’t guess. Libby made up an address, scribbled the signature and pushed the card back toward the woman.

  “That’s forty-nine eighty-two with tax.” She shifted the child to her other hip and peeked into the backroom. “Damien, get down from that cupboard right now or I’ll tan your little hide. No more cookies!”

  Libby counted out fifty dollars and placed it carefully on top of the card.

  “That child will be the death of me yet, the rotten little bugger, just like his father.”

  Libby smiled weakly and hoped the woman would remain distracted and not question why a teenager was renting a room at two o’clock on a Wednesday afternoon.

  “Here you go, room eight.” She handed her the key and her change. “I’ve gotta get this one changed before I have a bigger mess on my hands.” The woman scooped the cash and card behind the counter then vanished into the chaos of the back room.

  Libby picked up the key and then paused to be sure the clerk wouldn’t return. When the coast was clear she took a huge handful of candies from a dish on the counter. She walked with a skip in her step as she went to find her room. A clean bed, a warm shower and hard candy to enjoy, life was looking up.

  The room turned out to be little more than a closet. The walls were thin and the fuzzy old television barely worked. The shower walls were marred by rusty water stains, but the faucet provided hot water. Between the tiny soap for shampoo and the touch of water, butter soft as it rolled over her, she hadn’t felt this good in weeks. Libby spent more time under the spray washing out her panties and socks. Finally, exhaustion and wrinkled finger tips coaxed her to turn off the shower. After drying with a thin towel and hanging her undergarments over the shower rod, she fell into bed, asleep almost as soon as her head hit the pillow.

  The next morning Libby woke slowly. She’d slept straight through the evening to the next day. She sat up in bed and noticed her groggy reflection in the dresser’s chipped mirror. Her hair was a mess of blond, split-ends; she couldn’t remember the last time she’d trimmed it. The tangled strands fell to her waist. Dark circles shadowed below her eyes. She really needed mascara. Her adrenaline had been churning for so long from her fear of being caught, that she’d let her looks go.

  She needed to regroup and figure out what to do next. Her money would only pay for another night or two and then she’d be out on her own again. While in Chicago, waiting overnight for the next bus south, she slept on the streets and spent most of the night terrified, freezing and heartbroken.
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br />   She pushed the thoughts away. A pity party wouldn’t solve any thing. She got up and slipped into her dirty jeans and pulled on a cami and a long-sleeved shirt. Her socks were still damp, so she set them on the heat register and slipped into her tennis shoes sans socks. She pushed her cash deep into the front pocket of her jeans. Her life savings. It was meager, but enough to survive on for a few more days. After sliding the room key in her back pocket she grabbed her coat and braced the cool December air.

  The squeaky door of the office announced her arrival. The familiar drone of a kid’s show seeped in from the next room. The frazzled voice of the desk clerk sounded as she popped her head around the doorway to see who interrupted. She held a phone to her ear. “Just a minute,” She said and disappeared behind the wall.

  Libby examined the tourist pamphlets displayed in a rack while she waited for the conversation to end.

  “No, I don’t know when I’ll be able to bring the kids again. I’m trying to keep this place afloat by myself and Jimmy, Jr.’s asthma is flaring up again. Jimmy, I’m not blaming you. I’m doing the best I can is all. I gotta go, I’ve got a customer.”

  Libby heard the phone clunk back onto the cradle and pretended to read a brochure about underground caves.

  “Men.” The woman said, coming back around the corner. “You certainly can’t live with ‘em and it’s near impossible to live without ‘em.” She pushed her bleached hair out of her flushed face. “You checking out?”

  “Uh, no. Do I have to yet?” Libby didn’t realize she’d have to check out so soon.

  “No, checkout’s at eleven, but I can give you till twelve if you need it, not like I’m gonna get to cleaning your room anytime soon.”

  “Actually, I was thinking of one more night.”

  “Whatever suits you. Anything else?” She clicked her polished fingertips on the counter.

  “Yes, I was wondering if you have a scissors I could borrow.”

  “Let’s see. There should be one around here somewhere.” She rifled through drawers and shuffled papers. “Whatcha need it for?”

  Libby’s face warmed, she wanted to lie, but couldn’t think fast enough. “For my hair.”

  The woman examined Libby closely. “I see. Needing a new look are you?”

  Libby nodded.

  “Well who am I to interfere? It’s your business. Here you go.” She handed over a pair of scissors. “Be sure to return them.”

  “I will, I promise.” Libby took them and quickly went to her room.

  Less than thirty minutes later, Libby returned the scissors. The woman stood behind the counter, adding numbers on a small desk calculator. She looked up as Libby entered.

  “Well, let’s see your handiwork.”

  Libby turned around revealing her shortened tresses. She meant for her hair to reach below her shoulders, but the length was crooked and each time she tried to fix it, the other side became uneven.

  “Oh honey, that’s the worse haircut I’ve ever seen.”

  Libby’s heart fell. She knew it wasn’t great, but she didn’t realize it was so bad.

  “Come around back here and I’ll fix it up if you like.”

  Libby hesitated, not sure if she should.

  “Come on, I won’t bite your head off. I’m pretty handy with a scissors. I cut all my boys’ hair, saves a heap a money. I cut Jimmy’s hair too, up until he got arrested and sent off to prison. That man is a fool if ever I saw one.”

  “Well, if you’re sure.”

  “Course I am. I was all signed up for cosmetology school when I got pregnant with Jimmy, Jr. Shattered my dreams until I saw the little bugger. Cutest thing you ever did see.”

  “By the way, I’m DarLynn.”

  “I’m Jill.” She offered her hand along with the fake name. It would be a long time before she trusted someone with the truth.

  “Nice to meet you Jill.” DarLynn shook her hand. “Take your coat off and sit right here.” She pulled a small kitchen stool into the middle of her narrow kitchen.

  Libby took off her coat, laid it on a sofa covered with an old bedspread then sat on the stool. DarLynn grabbed a comb and worked through Libby’s hacked up hair.

  “You just can’t cut your own hair. Bangs yes, but the rest, forget it. Never works.” She began to snip away, talking as she went. Libby relaxed at the touch of the young woman’s hands and her constant chatter.

  “Not too many young girls come to stay at the Twilight, at least not without a guy hanging on ‘em.”

  Libby worried this would happen. She couldn’t talk about herself, or she’d get shipped back.

  “Reminds me of myself at your age. Trouble everywhere I turned. Those were some awful times. At least til I met Jimmy. My lord, he was a good looking piece of man. Don’t get me wrong, he’s still damn fine, just life’s been catching up with him. You gotta boyfriend?”

  “No. Not anymore.” Libby pretended it didn’t matter.

  “I see. Well honey, you’re better off without him. If he was too dim to see how wonderful you are, he was the wrong one.” She snipped and combed, then suddenly paused. “He didn’t hit you did he?” DarLynn popped in front of Libby, her face etched with concern.

  “Oh no, nothing like that. He just broke it off. Actually, he had his brother do it.”

  DarLynn looked outraged. “That’s terrible.” She resumed her trimming. “I tell ya, I had a guy break up with me. He walked out of a restaurant while I was in the ladies room. Can you imagine? Stuck me with the bill too. Honey, I tell you, men are pigs. No getting around it.”

  She couldn’t ever imagine Peter leaving her stranded on a date, but then again, he didn’t bother to break up with her himself either.

  “He leave you for another girl? That’s what a lot of ‘em do.”

  “I don’t think so, but he plays in a band, so I guess there could be someone else.” Another girl hadn’t occurred to her until now. It made her stomach hurt. Whether it was from lack of food or thinking about Peter she couldn’t say.

  “A musician. Oh honey, love a rocker and you’re heart’ll get broke every time. All those groupies pining away while they’re up on stage playing, waiting for the end of the set so they can get their claws on him. You’re definitely better off without him.”

  Libby couldn’t believe how close DarLynn came to hitting the mark.

  DarLynn examined her handiwork, as if she were a high priced stylist. “Not bad if I say so myself. Gives you a fresh new look. That boy who dumped you wouldn’t even know you now. Or anyone else who might be looking for you.” She stood in front of Libby and held her eyes in knowing question. “Honey, you want me to call someone for you?”

  The seconds ticked by.

  “No, I’m fine.”

  There was no one out there to call. Not one person, except maybe the police. Heck, they didn’t really care either.

  The phone rang loudly, interrupting Libby’s thoughts.

  “Hang on just a sec, while I get that.”

  While DarLynn spoke on the phone, Libby grabbed a broom and swept the hair from the kitchen floor and dumped it in the trash. She put her stool back under the kitchen counter then peeked into the next room and discovered the little boy, Damien, glued to a television show with talking vegetables. How simple his life was.

  DarLynn hung up. “You know, if it’s not one thing it’s another. That was school. Jimmy, Jr.’s having another asthma attack. I’ve gotta pack up this crew and get him to the doctor. Again.” She sighed, lifted the sleeping baby out of the swing and laid him on the floor to stuff him into a coat. “When little Jimmy was born, I told his daddy not to smoke around him, but that man never listened to me a day of his life.”

  “Can I help?”

  “No, I got it, but could you grab Damien’s coat over there and get him into it.”

  Libby reached for the miniature-sized coat.

  “No Momma I don’t wanna go.” Damien slipped away from Libby and dove onto the couch.

 
“I can stay with the kids. If you want.” Libby offered.

  “Really? Are you sure?” DarLynn hesitated. “Does it make me a bad mother to leave them with a stranger? Hauling this mangy bunch takes every bit of energy I’ve got, plus when I get back I’ve got rooms to clean.”

  “It’s okay. I’ve got nowhere to go, other than to look for a job. I really don’t mind. You trimmed my hair, so this will help pay you back.”

  “Well, okay, there’s a bottle in the fridge and Damien likes mac and cheese. I’ve got plenty of food, so help yourself. You must be hungry, so don’t be shy.” She handed the sleeping baby to Libby. “I’ll have my cell phone, so I’ll call you if it gets too long. The number is taped to the fridge if you need anything.” She pulled her coat on, grabbed an oversized purse and threw it over her shoulder.

  “Don’t worry, I’ll take care of everything.” Libby looked down into the innocent little face of the baby. He felt warm and smelled of milk and fabric softener.

  “Be good boys, Momma will be back soon.” She kissed them both and dashed out the front door and into a rusty old pick up.

  Libby sat on the couch, the baby cradled close with Damien on her other side. Holding the innocent babe filled a void. For once she felt a purpose, a meaning in this world. It might be a small thing, but helping DarLynn was the most important thing she’d done in a long time.

  Two hours later, Libby had fed the boys, stuffed herself with food, and tidied the small living area. DarLynn returned with a tow-headed boy about five or six years old and a prescription bag.

  “I see the place is still standing. I can’t thank you enough.” She looked around at the clean counters and organized room. “Oh my gosh, you did the dishes. You didn’t need to do that, but honey, I’ve been trying to get to them since yesterday morning, never enough hours in a day. Thank you. I hope you got a bite to eat.”

  “Yes, thank you I did.” Libby smiled.

  “You’re a lifesaver, how can I thank you?”

  “You don’t need to thank me, you trimmed my hair and trust me, I ate a lot.”

 

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