PORN STARS... More Than Just Moans

by Joseph, Fabiola;L. Ramsey, Matthew

  “Oh, no, he’s here. He wanted to leave but I told him this was our party, and that he had to be here.”

  “That’s good. Well, I’ll let you greet the other guests while I go see what DeeDee’s fixing.”

  I watched as Jasmine walked to the kitchen and noticed how beautiful and naturally toned her body was. As I turned back around some of the guys were at the front door. I smiled and welcomed everybody in. Blaze was the last to arrive, and he brought Karma, the youngest and newest addition to Fantasy Pictures with him. Blaze called me the night before and asked if it was okay to bring him, he mentioned he was sexy, funny, and down to Earth. He sounded like someone I wouldn’t mind hanging out with. Plus, I heard some good things about Karma around the studio and wanted to put a face to the name so I told Blaze, “Sure, you can bring him.” He walked in with a big smile on his face showing off his white teeth and beautiful smile. He was 5’9, slim, green eyes, with smooth light brown skin, and short black curly hair. He was wearing a fitted blank tank top with some red swim trunks, and some red and black Nike sandals to match. I wouldn’t say he’s feminine, but he’s definitely not masculine either. I’d say he was a pretty boy with a fag swag about him that was hot and likeable.

  “What’s up Blaze?”

  “Nothing much except I’m ready to get twisted. Sup wit’ you?”

  He stood there giving me that all too familiar I-want-to- suck-your-dick-so-bad stare instead of introducing me to Karma. I avoided his stare by saying, “Damn, Blaze, you could at least introduce us, rude boy. Hi, I’m—”

  “I know who you are, sexy. I’m Karma,” he said, as he shook my hand. I couldn’t believe he cut me off in my own house. Luckily for him, he threw that compliment in there; otherwise, we might’ve had a problem. I figured he was just excited to meet me, and knew me through porn.

  “Do you know my real name? I’m asking because I’m only Krave when I’m working.”

  “Like I said I know who you are Jamar. I also know you’re 20 years old, a Leo, and you’re from Maryland,” he replied sort of in a seduction tone. I just looked at him and smiled because I was flattered, but at the same time taken back because it also came off kind of weird as if he was a stalker.

  “Do you know what I don’t know?” he asked.

  “What?”

  “I don’t know Blaze’s real name.”

  “That’s makes two of us,” I replied.

  We both looked at Blaze awaiting his response but all he said was “Okay, enough talking about nonsense, I’m ready to party.”

  I tried to find out his real name awhile back, and he played it off then too. I’m assuming a.) He has something to hide, b.) He hates his real name, or c.) He was like those drug dealers who go by Black, or Slim, because they don’t want you knowing who they really are. Seeing that Blaze sells drugs on the side I’ll go with “C” as my final answer. We walked outside in my big backyard and they already had the music playing, everyone was drinking and mingling. Jasmine and DeeDee were lying by the pool on the lawn chairs with their shades on talking and laughing. I walked over to check on them and to see if they needed anything else to snack on, or drink. As we were talking I noticed they both looked confused.

  “Who’s that?” Jasmine asked.

  Before I could turn around to look I felt someone grab me and the next thing I know I’m falling. Once I felt the water I was relieved that it wasn’t too cold. It was a hot and sunny day so the water was cool and actually felt good. I came back up to see who pushed me in the pool.

  “It’s your party. You had to go in first so you can let us know how the water feels,” Karma said.

  He started to laugh but his laughter was quickly interrupted, because Jasmine pushed him in pool so fast, and then jumped back on the lawn chair as if she didn’t do it. I waited for him to come back up before answering her question she asked earlier because the timing was perfect.

  “That’s Karma.”

  He looked shocked and a little pissed off as he turned around and looked at Jasmine. She just waved and smirked. I couldn’t stop laughing and was happy my friend had my back.

  “Oh, you think that’s funny, huh?”

  I couldn’t even say yes because I was laughing so hard. I just shook my head up and down until I felt the water splash my face. Water got in my eyes so I couldn’t see, but I just started splashing water back at him. It took me back to my childhood, splashing and swimming with my cousins. He was quick because I thought I was splashing him back until I felt him pull me under the water. We wrestled and tried to dunk each other until we were both smiling and laughing. I looked over and Jasmine and DeeDee were quiet and staring as if we were putting on a show. More people were starting to get in the pool now so Karma and I settled down and started talking.

  “So Karma, what’s your real name? You know mine so I think it’s only fair that I know yours.”

  “It’s Rebel Robertson, but you call me by my first name or just call me Karma.”

  “Nice name. I like that.”

  “Are you flirting with me, Krave?”

  “You are so silly. No I’m not flirting, and don’t forget I said call me Jamar.”

  “Okay, daddy,” he said in a sarcastic tone. We stared at each other until I started to get hard so I looked away. I’m pretty sure he picked up on it, because he got closer to me, to the point that I thought he was about to kiss me and said, “So that’s your man Konceited over there? It’s funny because he looks so much better in his videos than he does in person, but you on the other hand, you look even better.”

  Who did he think he was fooling? I wasn’t stupid; I knew Tyree was finer than I was so I looked over and noticed Tyree did look tired, and not as hot as he normally did. Now that he had money, he smoked all day every day, and he must’ve been tired and stressed out from traveling back and forth from L.A. to Santa Barbara so much. It got to the point that he traveled there every weekend, and sometimes a day or two during the week. As I was checking Tyree out, I noticed him talking to a few guys from work, but staring at me as he spoke. I felt uncomfortable now so I thanked Karma for his kind words, and told him I was getting out the pool to check on the chef, and his assistant to see how the food was coming along, which I did, but not before I walked over and talked to Tyree.

  “Hey you, do you want to get in the pool with me in a minute?” I asked.

  “Nah, that’s okay. You look like you’re already having fun with your boy toy over there.”

  “Who? Karma? Whatever, that’s Blaze’s friend. Besides I just met him like an hour ago. I think he likes me though. What are you jealous, or something?” I asked in a playful flirtatious tone.

  “Jealous? Are you fucking kidding me? I’ve fucked everyone here but DeeDee, and your little boyfriend so why would I be jealous? If you really want to see jealous I’m pretty sure I can make you, and show you jealous. Those white boys have been flirting with me ever since they’ve got here. They’re dying to get some more of this dick,” he said as he grabbed his bulge.

  “Damn boo, that weed has you tripping. You’re paranoid. I was just playing with you and like I said before that’s Blaze’s friend.”

  I felt like I needed to show him I only wanted him so I gave him a deep and meaningful kiss. Once are lips parted he smiled as if he understood so I was pleased.

  The food was ready, so people were lining up to fix their plates. There was steak, barbequed chicken, hamburgers, hot dogs, and a bunch of side dishes. I loved the steak, potato salad, and the deviled eggs the best. While we were eating I was curious to know if the girls heard anything from Ebony.

  “I haven’t seen, or heard from her,” Jasmine replied.

  DeeDee finished chewing her bite of food before she said, “Look, don’t hate me Jamar, but she’s been staying with me until she can find a place of her own.”

  “What? You can’t be serious?” Jasmine quickly asked.

  “She called me crying and said she had nowhere else to go. What was I supposed
to do? She’s my friend, too.”

  “I can’t believe you trust that bitch after what she did to me,” I added.

  “What she did to you was fucked up, but I couldn’t let her live on the streets. Besides we all make mistakes. Trust me she feels really bad about what happened.”

  “She should,” I said.

  As we were talking, I noticed Blaze selling a dub bag to the chef’s assistant. I needed to re-up so I left the girls talking and walked over to Blaze.

  “Damn, yo, you hustle hard anywhere and everywhere.”

  “You ain’t never lie.”

  “I need to get an ounce off of you while you’re working then.”

  “Let’s go out to my truck and I’ll hook you up.”

  As I’m walking with Blaze toward his truck I noticed Tyree walking inside with his arms around two of the white boys he was talking to. I’m not going to lie, instantly I was jealous and already thinking negative about it. I figured he was about to go inside and cheat on me again. I guess that’s what happens after you catch your lover or spouse cheating on you once before. Blaze and I walked through the house so I could get some cash, and then we walked through the garage. Blaze stopped me.

  “I was wondering how I was going to get you alone.” he said.

  “Why?”

  He didn’t say anything he just pushed me up against my truck, and pulled my shorts down to my ankles as he got on his knees.

  “Not this again. You play too much.”

  I reached down to pull my swim trunks back up but he stopped me.

  “Just relax Jamar. I know you saw your man take those boys inside because I peeped you looking. What do you think he’s doing right now?”

  I didn’t respond. He got in my head because I pictured all kinds of things going on in one of our bedrooms. Blaze was sucking me so good that I couldn’t stop him even if I wanted to. I just closed my eyes and pretended it was Tyree taken care of me until I actually heard Tyree yelling for me. I was able to pull my shorts up, and pull Blaze up to his feet right before Tyree opened the door to the garage.

  “There you are. I’ve been looking for you.”

  “I’m getting some more tree from Blaze.”

  “Oh, okay. Is there anymore ice?”

  “I put all the ice that we had in the coolers. Why?”

  “Why would you only buy two bags of ice? That’s not going to last all day. It’s already pretty much melted.”

  “I meant to get some more but I forgot. Why didn’t you buy any?”

  “Just run down to the store and get some more.”

  I didn’t like the way he was telling me what to do. Of course I thought he was just looking for a reason to get rid of me so he could do what he wanted to do with those guys.

  “Why can’t you run down to the store? I did everything else earlier.”

  As I was talking to Tyree I was getting pissed, and I could heard Blaze mumbling just loud enough for me to hear him. “I’ll take you.”

  “Never mind, Tyree, don’t even worry about it. Blaze can run me down to the store real quick.”

  “Thanks Blaze, you’re all right sometimes,” Tyree replied.

  “No problem,” Blaze responded.

  We got in Blaze’s Silver Range Rover and headed to the nearest super market, but halfway there Blaze pulled over on a side street. He parked the car but didn’t turn off the ignition.

  “What are we doing here?”

  “Finishing what I started,” Blaze said as he took off his seatbelt and leaned over so he could finish sucking me off. He must love my dick because he was worshipping it as if it was the best thing on Earth. As much shit as I talk about Tyree cheating there I was getting some of the best head that you could imagine. Oh, well, Tyree was probably back at the house doing whatever with whomever, so I felt even better about it. Besides I was still pissed about Tyree making me do everything that day, so that was the relaxation that I needed.

  Back at the house I put away the weed for later, and I filled the coolers back up with ice, and then put the rest in the freezer. As I was closing the door to the refrigerator Karma appeared out of nowhere scaring the shit out of me.

  “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to scare you.”

  “Now you out of all people should know, you never sneak up on a black man like that. You’re lucky I didn’t come across your face with a quick right hook.”

  “Look at me Jamar. Would you hit this face? Really?”

  He was starting to remind me of Tyree and how conceited he was when he first got into porn.

  “If you run up on me like that again I just might.”

  He did just that too. He ran up on me to the point that I thought he was going to kiss me again.

  “What is up with you?” I had to ask. “You play too much,” I said as I softly pushed him away from me.

  “You don’t play enough.”

  I wanted to change the subject again.

  “Anyway I heard some good things about you. I was told your first movie was off the hook and that it should be a hit with the freaks.”

  “Oh, yeah, it will be for sure. Breeze already said I’m about to be the next best thing and one of the top, if not the top earner here.”

  A Breeze speech that sounded oh so familiar.

  “Oh, wow, the top spot, huh?” I asked sarcastically. “I’ll have to check out this movie of yours, and see what the buzz is about, and see what you can do.”

  He stared deeply into my eyes for a brief moment before saying, “Take me in one of your bedrooms and I’ll show you what I can do.”

  “Wow. You are funny.”

  “I am, but I’m not joking right now.”

  I stopped and stared at him to see how serious he was. He never took his eyes off me. He was one bold young man.

  “I’m serious!” he said breaking the silence.

  “Wow, I’m flattered Karma, and you are hot but I don’t think that’ll be a good idea.”

  “If you’re worried I’ll run my mouth, I won’t,” he said so innocently.

  I did want to fuck his bold ass, but after already feeling guilty about what I did with Blaze my conscience didn’t need anything else piling up on it.

  “It’s not that. I have a man who is in the basement shooting pool with our friends. How fucked up would I be to fuck someone in our new home during our housewarming party?”

  He chuckled before saying, “Pretty fucked up when you put it like that.”

  “See. Thanks for understanding and feeling where I’m coming from.”

  “Sure. I’ll just wait to show you what I can do on Wednesday.”

  “Wednesday? What are you talking about?”

  “Breeze liked what I brought to the table so much, that after we wrapped up my first movie he asked who I wanted to work with next. I told him…you,” he said with a smirk on his face before walking away. For barely being eighteen this dude had some nerve but he was sexy with it. I was shocked but turned on at the same time. Now I was the one who needed a drink. Before heading outside I took two shots of Patron to loosen me up and grabbed a Corona out the cooler. As I was about to head over to the girls to fill them in on how my day was going I heard Tyree talking to Breeze. I didn’t expect Breeze to show up, and I only invited him because he overheard me talking about it, and I didn’t want to be rude and not invite him.

  “What’s up Jamar? I must say you and Tyree have great taste. I like your new crib.”

  “Thanks Breeze.”

  “I think your living room needs a little something extra so a delivery truck should be arriving shortly to deliver your new 103 inch Plasma flat screen television, and a Blu-ray disc player.”

  “Stop playing,” Tyree said. You could hear the excitement in his voice.

  “When have you known me to be playing? It’s about time you upgraded from that 27 inch anyway. You’re porn stars, so live like it. You make great money, and should only have the best.”

  Not as much money as you make I wanted to
say.

  “Thanks Breeze. We really appreciate it.”

  “No problem. Jasmine’s here, right?”

  “Yeah, she’s lying out by the pool,” I replied.

  “Okay, well don’t be upset, but I’m gonna have to steal her away. I know it’s her day off, but Larry Ziggerman over at Hardcore Erotica just called and needs her desperately for a shoot in West Hollywood. I told him she wasn’t available, but after he said he would triple her pay…well you know how it is.”

  “It must be nice,” Tyree said.

  “Well, she’s out back with DeeDee. Help yourself if you’re hungry or thirsty,” I said as he stepped outside. I watched as some of the guys were kissing the boss’s ass as he walked over to Jasmine. I could tell she was pissed because her body language said I’m not going, but I’m assuming after Breeze mentioned the pay her attitude changed because she gathered her belongings, hugged DeeDee, and headed toward me.

  “Hey boo, I’m sorry but I have to go, even though I’d rather stay here.”

  “It’s cool. Breeze already filled me in. Make that money, girl.”

  “You know it. I’ll call you later.”

  Her and Breeze left right as the delivery truck was pulling up with Breeze’s gifts. I let them in, showed them where the living room was, and where I wanted everything setup. While they were busy doing that I shot a few games of pool with Tyree and DeeDee, and she was kicking our asses.

  “Yeah, you didn’t think a bitch knew how to shoot pool did you?”

  “Hell nah,” Tyree replied.

  “Bobby used to play back in his day so he taught me a few things here and there on some of our dates. Watch this shot right here, and take some notes Tyree because you might learn something.”

  I don’t know how the hell she made the shot she did but I could tell Tyree was tired of losing.

  “Man, I don’t even feel like playing anymore.”

  “Don’t be like that. Don’t be a sore loser. Go ahead and walk your ass over there and rack ’em up. Let’s play one more game before we check out that new TV of yours.”

  After they finished that last game and Tyree finally beat her, although I think she let him win, he was happy again, so we all cleaned up the backyard. It was Saturday night so our guests left to get ready to hit the clubs and party the night away. After we finished cleaning, put the leftover food away, and put the nice gifts we received and gifts cards up, Tyree, DeeDee, and I got high while we watched the roast of Flava Flav on Comedy Central on our new big ass TV. We were laughing so hard that at first we didn’t hear the doorbell ringing. Tyree heard it first.